Day 97 Rating Women Out of 10

Day 97 Rating Women Out of 10

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in judging women based on their presentation based upon my accepted and allowed programming of preferences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging/rating and comparing women

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having defined women within and as inequality as a result of accepting and allowing myself to rate their worth according to how much I desire to sleep with them based on the score I give them which is a result of how attractive I think they are based on my accepted and allowed programming

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising how I was conditioned to judge women as objects separate from me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not giving a shit about the women I have rated out of ten and judged.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not considering the consequences of judging and rating women out of 10

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for viewing women as objects I may or may not want to fuck based upon the score I have defined them as.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for demeaning women by creating separates values/worth’s based upon a scoring system of attraction as a result of preferred looks.

I forgive myself or accepting and allowing myself for not realising how i was influenced by media/magazines/porn/television in determining the score/rating of women’s worth

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for placing value within a scoring system of a women’s # I give them out of 10

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having suppressed my interactions with women as a result of holding onto a scoring value system in which I have objectified women based upon my desire to fuck/have sex with them

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for degrading women by participating in rating women with other men and being quiet while other men share their ratings of women

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having taken rating women seriously as like a point of recognition amongst other males for being with women who has a high rating out of ten.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to be recognized by other men and women as a male who gets with women who have a high rating out of attraction out of 10

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for contributing to low self esteem within women as consequence of degrading life value of women with a rating scale out of ten based on my desire to have sex with women.

I realise that creating a rating skill out of 10 in which I judge/stereotype women based on my conditioned acceptances and allowances is fucked.

I realise the fuckedness of objectifying women as more than and less than based upon their picture presentation.

I realise I have limited my interactions with women as a result of holding onto beliefs about women as fuckable and unfuckable based on my levels of desire.

I realise women are fuckable and that I am capable and that creating a rating score based of feelings and emotions is self imposed limits on fucking capabilities

I realise there is no need to give women ratings/scores out of 10 based on my desire to fuck them

I realise porn/masturbating/media/tv/movies have contributed to creating beliefs/perceptions/ideas about how much value a women has as a score out of 10

When and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself to rate and score women out of ten based upon my attraction to them and desire to fuck them,...I stop...I breathe and I accept and allow myself to let go of judging women within and as a scoring system as I realise the fuckedness and the ridiculousness of judging and comparing myself against myself as I realise all women are me in another life and that we are all equally here and that judging women is like feeding a mindfuck  that keeps brewing until the mindfuck is disengaged by self willed action as till here no further to stop accepted and allowed abuse when the point is faced in and as the moment as brutal self honesty.