I am engaging myself in a 7 year journey to Nothingness. Meaning I am writing myself here...all the way through my mind, birthing my Life Potential within and as my physical body and Being Here. I re-structure myself within and as words. I am sharing my process of self-forgiveness, self-corrective statements and self-realizations as I walk my journey to life. Cheers and Enjoy.
Monday 20 August 2012
Day 63 Dropping All Charges
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to be positively charged.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining alcohol/booze/beer/liquour as negatively charged and that I cannot consume it because I am trying to maintain a positive charge.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for manipulating myself with a positive charge.
I forgive myself for not realising that positive charge comes at the expense of consequence of/as allowing a negative charge.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to influence myself as a result of accepted and allowed self defined charges.
I forgive myself for not realising the consequences as the self defined charges I've made for/against myself.
I forgive myself for not realising that I am guilty of all charges as I've created positve/negative charges.
I forgive myself for not realising that my seeing and self realisation has been limmited by holding onto charges as positive/negative and therefore I create judgement/friction as polarity charged/induced mind fuck.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create judgement/friction as polarity charged/induced mind fuck.
I realise letting go of polarity charges means both positive/negative charges because positive can't exist without negative.
I realise the ridiculousness of holding onto charges.
I realise moment by moiment I release polarity charges with breath awareness/direction, self forgiveness and that eventually I will have dropped all charges.
When and as I see myself accepting and allowing polarity charges/judgements...I stop and breathe...and I let charge go.
When and as I see myself thinking about something seemingly out of nowhere...I realise I am having reaction and thinking is a result of accepted and allowed polarity charges and that there is a point of self correction in dropping charge. Therefore I stop...I breathe and allow myself to see my own ridiculous mind fuck as thinking seemingly out of nowhere.
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