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Wednesday 30 October 2013

Day 496 Authority






How I see Authority:

Authority is the author of "it" why ?  Like why 'it' is what 'it' is. The writer/participant/actor/character within the play. The one who enforces/directs/regulates behaviour, as like the standing embodiment of principles/rules as like what is and is not acceptable.

Authority is a point of self-responsibility and accountability. A duty of care exists within and as the point of Authority. Authority is a position of self-determination.

I see each being as an Authority.

Each is the Authority of Creation.

There are many many Authorities here...lol.

Everyone is an Author.

Author is like the short form for saying authority.

If you are a writer you are an authority.

Whether You think You are a writer or not, You are a writer, as each here has written their own programming code.

Communicating is a point of Authority.

It's important we all speak/communicate within and as the starting point of Authority.

Authority encompasses self-trust/confidence.

Awareness exists within and as the point of Authority, because awareness is needed in order to be effective in directing and regulating behaviour.

In the past I feared the responsibility of being an Authority as an Author here as the writer and programmer of Creation Here.

I feared being held accountable for Creation.

I feared being crucified for talking a stand for Creation.

I feared opposition and consequence for making a self willed decision/movement to stand within myself as the realization and practically living example of and as Life Authority.

I feared the self-judgement and the blame I had accepted and allowed within myself about Authority which I believed to be separate from myself.

I feared standing within the point I resisted and fighted against.

I feared letting go of the blame and taking the role of authority as the one who's responsible for correcting situations.

I feared the death of me as consequence of becoming a Life Authority.

I feared the attitude, "fuck Authority", because this is the attitude I perpetuated most of my lifetime here.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fucking myself in a most brutal way within accepting and allowing the attitude, "fuck Authority". I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of perpetuating the attitude of "fuck Authority. I realize and understanding the misfortune in not recognizing and accepting myself as Authority. I realize the the dis-empowerment within abdicating my Authority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating myself responsibility and accountability within and as Authority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming myself from within a fragmented delusional view of separation where I didn't even realize I was blaming myself because I believed the blame to be projected outward and onward to another that it is totally separate from me who has no real relationship connection to me. I realize the absurd ridiculousness in blaming another. I realize the misfortune within blame. I realize the shame and regret within blame. I realize the delusion of blame. I realize the abdication of of Life access within blame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for hating myself.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I in fact hated myself and was delusional within and as the point of hate by projecting my hate outward and onward to others....while not realizing that this hate stemmed from the acceptances and allowances within myself and that I was just afraid too look at myself because I hated myself so much. I realize and understand that it is very difficult to see and understand anything when you in fact accept and allow yourself to Hate as an outward reflection, because this outward reflection is synonymous with the inner acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing my power within and as my authority to self direct and correct situations within myself.  I realize myself responsibility to purify my nature as my nature contributed to the total collective nature of and as my total outer reality...as I realize and understand that so within and so without as the inner reflects the outer....and that everything I see externally is a self-reflection of what I am accepting and allowing internally within myself as the accepted and allowed relationships existent within me here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be held accountable and responsible for Creation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to stand within and as a position of privileged power as having one and equal Life force essence as the realization of and as the starting point of Creation as the embodiment of Oneness and Equality. I realize an understand Our Life force essence within and as the starting point of Creation as our ability to express our-self Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the death of me as Ego as everything I've known, within taking on and becoming the point of self-responsibility and self-accountability as a Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared the self-judgement and the blame I accepted and allowed within myself about Authority which I believed to be separate from myself.  I realize and understand that I perpetuated a lame experience within myself by fearing self-judgement and blame.  I realize and understand that I would not suggest anyone hold onto the fear of self-judgement and blame as the consequence of blaming and judging fellow authority figures within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for regarding myself as less worthy and valuable than other Authority figures within our shared reality. I realize and understand the delusion within abdicating self-responsibility to the belief that other's must be more worthy and valuable and therefore more responsible than me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the Value and Worth of Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to communicate and express myself unconditionally from within and as the starting point of Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for continuously dismissing myself as a Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for nullifying and voiding self-accountability and self-responsibility as the honor and integrity to take my stance in standing up within and as as the expression of one man, one vote for What's Best for All Life, within and as the practical living self-realization that I give myself Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the point that I am self-responsible and self-accountable for authorizing myself to exist here as a Life Authority as only I can grant myself access to  myself as a Life Authority Here. I realize and understand that it my self-responsibility to self-legitimize myself here through and as the labored voting process where I prove myself to myself as the walk of self-determination and self-commitment to become in all ways what is always best for all Life here as the self-embodiment of and as self-honesty and self-trust.



When and as I see myself facing conflict, I stop and breathe, I direct the conflict as the authorized conductor of what's best for all Life, as I realize and understand myself responsibly to remedy separation/manifested points of conflicted friction energy/the consequence of accepted and allowed substance abuse. I realize and understand myself responsibility to stop substance abuse. I realize and understand that all forms of conflict within myself are a representation of substance abuse that will be corrected and prevented from re-occurring.

When and as I am hesitant about expressing myself, I stop and breathe, I authorize myself to express myself unconditionally from within and as the starting point of Creation/Equality and Oneness.

When and as I myself perpetuating or supporting blame, I stop and breathe, I express the absurd ridiculousness of blame. I stand within and as the point of self-responsibility and Self-accountability. I realise blame is lame. I realize blame as an abdication of self-here. I realize my commitment to Self-Here.


Dictionary Definition of Authority as further support within Looking at Myself Here.

noun
noun: authority; plural noun: authorities
  1. 1.
    the power or right to give orders, make decisions, and enforce obedience.
    "he had absolute authority over his subordinates"
    synonyms:powerjurisdictioncommandcontrolmasterychargedominance,dominionrulesovereigntyascendancysupremacydomination;
    influencesway, the upper hand, leverageholdgrip
    informalclout,pullmuscleteeth
    informaldrag
    "he had absolute authority over his subordinates"
  2. 2.
    a person or organization having political or administrative power and control.
    "health authorities issued a worldwide alert"
    synonyms:officials, officialdom, the people in charge, the government, the administration, the establishment, the bureaucracy, the system; 
    the police; 
    informalthe powers that be, the (men in) suits, Big Brother
    "the plight of the refugees was acknowledged by the authorities"
  3. 3.
    the power to influence others, especially because of one's commanding manner or one's recognized knowledge about something.
    "he has the natural authority of one who is used to being obeyed"
    synonyms:influenceswaycontrolleveragepowercommandweight
    credibility,plausibility, integrity
    informalclout,pull
    informaldrag
    "he has the natural authority of one who is used to being obeyed"

Source: "Google definition Authority"

Tuesday 29 October 2013

Day 495 Substance








Playing with and as the word "Substance":
So You Be Stance.  Subsistence.  Sub-Stance
Stance = posture, body position, attitude
Sub = short for several words beginning with 'sub'
Subsistence = The act or fact of supporting oneself; Denoting or relating to production at a level                        sufficient only for one's use or consumption, without any surplus for trade; the state                        of remaining in force or effect.
Sustenance = The supporting of Life or Health; maintenance
So You Be Standing within and as Substance as Substance is Life Living Support Posture Position that has no surplus for trade because We are Receiving Life Support as All is Forgiven...Forgiving
Substance is the maintenance of Life Support.
Substance is our Life Force Effective Assistance and Support.

Playing with a word is a cool way to explore myself within and as the word.

Looking up the dictionary meaning of the word Substance:
  1. a particular kind of matter with uniform properties.
    "a steel tube coated with a waxy substance"
    synonyms:materialmatterstuffmediumfabric
    "an organic substance"
    • an intoxicating, stimulating, or narcotic chemical or drug, especially an illegal one.
      "he was suspended for using a banned substance"
  2. 2.
    the real physical matter of which a person or thing consists and which has a tangible, solid presence.
    "proteins compose much of the actual substance of the body"
    synonyms:soliditybody, corporeality, realityactualitymateriality, concreteness,tangibility; 
    "he saw ghostly figures with no substance"
  3. 3.
    the quality of having a solid basis in reality or fact.
    "the claim has no substance"
    • the quality of being dependable or stable.
      "some were inclined to knock her for her lack of substance"
    • the quality of being important, valid, or significant.
      "he had yet to accomplish anything of substance"
    • wealth and possessions.
      "a woman of substance"
      synonyms:wealthfortunerichesaffluenceprosperitymoneycapitalmeans,resources, assets, property, estates, possessions More
  4. 4.
    PHILOSOPHY
    the essential nature underlying phenomena, which is subject to changes and accidents.

Were in a physical reality here and everything is Substance, I mean what could be considered not substance? Thoughts/Feelings/Emotions ?
I typed into google, "what is not a substance ? " And there was a bunch of results that linked to what is not a Pure substance....I mean this seems kind of silly to introduce the word pure...when everything is a substance....
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging the word pure as kind of silly when the word pure is used in relationship to substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to the word pure and thinking the word purify is unnecessary as like thinking that it just complicates things.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the purification process as like purifying the law of my being within and as the living words.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking offense to the word pure.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defending contamination within seeing the word pure.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that the word pure can;t exist without the opposite of pure.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being defensive about being impure.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for being impure. 
I came across the FDA talking about Substance. Here's an interesting paragraph I was looking at:
A substance is any matter that has a discrete existence, irrespective of origin, which may be biological or chemical. Substances can be single well-defined chemical entities containing a definite molecular structure, synthetic (e.g., isomeric mixtures) or naturally-occurring (e.g. conjugated estrogens) mixtures of chemicals, or materials derived from plants, animals, microorganisms or inorganic matrices that are not definable by a single or limited number of molecular structures. Substances may be active moieties, salts, solvates, stoichiometric complexes or mixtures of compounds that are either isolated or synthesized together. Materials that are combined from multiple sources to form a product are not considered substances. A substance is defined by what something is, and is not defined by how it is made or how it is used. Substance definitions are based on molecular structure or other immutable properties of a given material. Purity, physical form, and method of production are not considered when defining substances

Where am I going with this talk/investigative word play about substance ?

I started this blog after having listened to "The Secret History of The Universe - The Book of Substance" 
I figured I should Self-Investigate

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having ideas about substance without practically understanding the physicality of substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for lacking substance in words as the consequence of accepting and allowing myself to possess energetic charges to words as feeling and emotion energies which are mental fears.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I like to look for substance outside of myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing myself as the source of substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking and make believing that I have to find substance from a starting point of separation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to substances with energy in search of particular experiences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abusing myself within desiring a particular energetic experience from a particular substance as separate from myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the significance of substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abusing myself as substance within perpetuating energetic friction within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating judgments as emotional reactions to substances.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging substances with positive feelings.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself with positive feelings and negative emotions.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to realize myself as substance here within and as I have a reaction.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for hiding from the substance of myself here within energetic experiences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining substances according to energetic experiences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for conceptualizing about the word substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for taking a good amount of time to look at the word substance.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for thinking that words are magnificent and wonderful.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I must have some sort of reaction within and as I look at myself as words.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as weird within thinking about how I look at words and thinking that I must have some sort of reaction to looking at words so that I can create a particular experience about the word I am looking at.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I require to create energetic experiences as I investigate myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating an energetic experience when I don't see one.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to define myself within energetic experiences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse the substance of words by placing them in the context of energetic experiences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to contaminate the substance of words with fear energies.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for having contaminated the substance of so many words within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take it personally how I have contaminated Life Substance within and as Words.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding words as structured substance.
I commit myself to the purification process of substance.
I commit myself cherishing and regarding substance.
I commit myself to speaking words as living substance support.
I commit myself to utilizing substance as a point of Life Support.
I commit myself to Substance.