Saturday, 18 October 2014
What's fascinating to me is WILL.
I'm sure most people have heard the saying, "where there's a Will, there's a Way"...or something along these lines, which specifically showcases the significance of WILL within and as being an integral component within the Creation process here.
I've come to use the word WILL as a point of Growth. Specifically in that I see WILL is like a seed that we plant within ourselves...and our WILL also acts like a point of COMMITMENT, DETERMINATION and FOCUS within specifically doing what needs to be done in order to actually Live/Create Our WILL Here.
WILL is the Driving Force within a Decision.
WILL is a word I associate with Life Force Essence.
WILL is a Word that is synonymous with LIFE.
WILL I see is associated with CARE....Like, in order to really COMMIT/LIVE/GROW/CREATE, You must in fact CARE....like to willfully move oneself....you must give a shit about the particular point you want to move. It's like if you don't care about Your WILL Here...there's no real Life happening...
I opened up this writing and sharing here about WILL because I was looking at the point of why or why not things get done or don't get done....the Why and the How of what is happening Here.
What is interesting Here, is that each is a Willing Participant Here. I mean if you really didn't want to be here...You probably wouldn't be. See, there is an innate WILL to LIVE within ourselves. I would say this WILL to LIVE goes beyond a WILL to Survive.
Interesting though...that there is a saying along the lines of "having the Will to Survive" ....because to me this a less than optimum state of existing. Survival mode sounds pretty shitty to me. It's like a trying or a hope about maybe one day living...like...a hanging on for dear life kind of thing... a waiting like experience.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the capacity of my WILL
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating the development and expansion of my WILL
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for realizing/understanding/knowing that I can in fact expand and strengthen my WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for discounting the significance and magnificence of my WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate ownership and authority over my WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating self-responsibility within the living of my WILL as the Key to Me/Creation
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to really investigate my WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing my Willful potential.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting and postponing accountability for my WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize/understand/know the Care within Will.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for confusing feelings and emotions with WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate and distort my WILL to do what is best for all life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as WILL....Self-WILL.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a dissonance about WILL.
When and as I see myself lacking WILL within and as a point of Movement/Expression/Creation Here, I stop and breathe, I Give myself the Will needed and I live self-willed determination as the WILL I AM.
I commit myself to self-willing determination.
I commit myself to WILL.
I commit myself to Sharing the significance and magnificence of Caring for and Nurturing WILL.
I commit myself to living WILL as the Solution to Life as What is Best for all Life Here.
Friday, 10 October 2014
I've been investigating the point of "habit" and "routine". I've noticed an interesting thing within these investigations. Making an adjustment to a habit and routine...can carry over into influencing other areas of your life. Meaning that by adjusting a habit/routine with regards to one particular point...may actually have profound impact on assisting and supporting other areas of your life...like, a fine tuning occurs...so....by adjusting one area of yourself...you automatically are re-aligning/fine-tuning other areas of yourself....it's like, see/regard yourself as a musical instrument...and consider that by adjusting your particular playing ability....You change the overall nature of the game for you....like an expansion and increase in effectiveness occurs as a ripple effect...if you will...
So, the point of this blog here,....Is to open up the point....that,....making small...seemingly insignificant change within your daily routines....can have significantly profound results.
Obviously, the reverse is also true here. By struggling with complications/problems/stress in one area of your life....this can cause a ripple effect...into a consequentially negative impact into other areas of your life. Take a couple of examples here.....stress/problems at work....carrying over into personal relationship issues. Or financial issues...impacting marital issues. Or, for example....neglecting to make the bed in the morning and keeping the bedroom tidy...carrying over into and influencing the effectiveness within and as the structured organization of one's work/business. I've personally noticed a parallel with a messy room and a messy mind.
I've noticed/realized I am most effective within tasks/activities when I create specific structured routines and habits for myself. I am able to be most effective within this approach because I create a "in the zone" space for myself to move within. What is interesting about this "in the zone" space is that I move myself to exist beyond having the time to think so much and stew within thoughts/feelings/emotions. See it's interesting here, because, by not giving the time and attention to wander within thought/feeling/emotion as I participant within events/moments....my awareness within my immediate physical environment and participation is heightened. Within seemingly short tasks that may take only a matter of seconds...by remaining committed to the task at hand I am performing said tasks fractions of seconds faster...and in some particular instances...many seconds faster. Now, a few seconds saved here and there might not seem like a lot...but, when you consider that our whole day is structured within the time frame of a matter of seconds...it is apparent that every second counts in doing the math in accumulating all the seconds within our 24 hour day.
To Be Continued
Tuesday, 7 October 2014
So, I noticed some interesting points that were buried within myself in relationship to Money...and so here I outline the specifics and specifically rectify my misfortune and lay a new foundation of structured support to assist and support the expansion and creative development of myself in ways that are best.
Stress about Money…fear of failure to Pay….Fear of debt…Bankruptcy…Getting Screwed…Being Fucked Over…Getting into a Jam…bills…taking on increased financial responsibility…bank emptying out…not enough money coming in… bankrupt..
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stress about money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be in the position where I cannot pay/play.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear “failure to pay”...failure to play.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear debt.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear bankruptcy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear getting screwed…specifically, financially..
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be fucked over.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear getting into a financial jam.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to take on increased financial responsibility.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing my bank emptying out.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing not enough money coming in.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear going bankrupt.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching my lively hood to money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to participate in the money slave game.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be burdened with financial responsibilities…as like a form of debt obligations.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to not be given enough money from others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing my value and self-worth.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for compromising my value and self-worth within and as the fear of losing money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ot fear losing money and not having enough money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for doubting my ability to actually have too much money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ofr desiring to have too much money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to write as daily as a point of self-support which in and of itself is money…life…value…creation here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting myself as life/money/words/world/creative/creation here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself of fearing to live/move/express myself here as wealthy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the point of being wealthy in self-expression.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the point of being rich in vocabulary.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to wide open to sharing my wealth in words with others in my community.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to use my words in the best ways possible….as like fearing to commit my money to the best possible decisions.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being cheap with my words and my money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing an impoverished vocabulary within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which an impoverished vocabulary wreaks havoc on the overall character well-being of an individual being here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating my fortune within and as the development of my vocabulary here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being resistant and apprehensive towards giving myself the gift of words…and knowing how to play with words and use them effectively in ways that are most excellent.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for complicating my capacity to learn within skewing the values of my relationship with words.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting/desiring/hoping to gloss over and just kind of forget about the misfortunes I have developed within my vocabulary.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting the process of self-correction….remediation of my vocabulary…as the creation of and as my structural resonance alignment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to actually rectify problems with solutions to the foundational issues within my vocabulary.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the investment in time/labor required to do something the correct way.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be at a loss financially within taking the necessary time to learn something effectively.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself of hindering/fucking with my learning capacity within rationalizing/justifying fear about how long a point will take to learn/get/live….and the money I need now.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting taking full accountability as the creditor and authority of my words.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt the potential success that is able to be brought into fruition through and as my creative capacity to structure my words in ways that are self-supportive.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to dwell and try to escape the debt of a situation of circumstance I am in…by avoiding to actually direct the point…and instead busy myself within another activity that I define as being more fun and enjoyable to participate within.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having developed a relationship with fun and enjoyment where I juxtaposition myself in and as point of comparison…where my actually focus and expression is split…and therefore not an actual total commitment…because of the skewed starting point of trying/attempting/manipulating my starting point….from that of self-honesty,…self-trust…to that of fear….hiding…coping.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for limiting my capacity for fun and enjoyment within creating self-defining limitations on my ability to in fact live fun and enjoyment as expressions of who and how I am here in every moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking to separate and distance fun and enjoyment from and as the word responsibility.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing the expression of myself here….as a result of believing that I just need/want to cope with misfortune for a little while first.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ot get overwhelmed within facing the debt of my acceptances and allowances here…as the specific nature of my word relationships.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit the development of my words here within and as the fear/control/influence/addiction to feelings and emotions as the spectrum between the energetic field of love and hate.
When and as I see myself faced with fear/resistance in a moment to actually do something that I see is cool to do…is in fact wealthy…rich in self-expression…shows a cool character here….I stop and breathe…I make the decision to move myself into and as physical action/application in the moment and actually dare to live for real beyond the confinements or programmed restraints.
I commit myself to re-programming….re-creating…-re-structuring myself here as Life without debt.
I commit myself to create myself here as the process journey of self-correction….into and as living example of the Journey to Life…Heaven as Earth birthed from and in/out of the physical here.
I commit myself to Sharing my fortune/wealth in words here.
I see, realize and understand how my wealth/fortune/opportunity exists within and as my creative play/sharing/giving of my words/time/labor here.
I commit myself to living/sharing/giving/gardening profound substance within and as the structured placement/movement of my words/sounds here.
I commit myself to expanding my effectiveness/wealth/creation/correction of and as my vocation and vocabulary here.
I commit myself to living words effectively and efficiently.
I commit myself to exist within and as the life substance of my words.
I commit myself to living a concerted effort to make the most of my ability to structure my living words in the best possible ways.
I commit myself to take the time to care for the wealth of my life here.
I commit myself to living the self-realization that our ability and capacity to create and express as what is best for all Life here…exists within and as the concerted laborious effort we invest into and as our own vocabulary….because our effectiveness with words is in fact the dictating factor as to how our world will be…as like our spelling bee so to speak…because how we speak and move in co-ordination to how we speak…is in turn how we pollinate and develop the continuous operation and flourishing of potential expression here as a way to live that is epitomizing the highest value and regard for ourselves here as Life/Creation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the time/moment of application…where in the moment I am faced with the consequential energy build up/debt I have accepted and allowed throughout time here….to actually take responsibility for wiping the debt clean and clear…and creating a new beginning fortune….trust….estate….standing for myself here.
I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how in facing physically demanding moments where moving myself in action seems difficult….that this is it….this is the here point…where I can in fact actually develop my ‘trust fund’….my future well-being here….by investing in the moment in and as my future development…by seeing what is in fact triumphantly awesome and most possible…and so moving myself within and as this accord…a chord…way…note…music….expression…I guarantee myself the status standing capacity and agreement in which I am most fortunate.
I commit myself to taking responsibility for the creation of and as my fortune here.
I commit myself to reclaiming my status standing as the beneficiary of Life birthed from and as physicality here.
I commit myself to flourishing in and as my capacity and potential.
I commit myself to supporting and assisting in the blossoming of creative potential here.
I commit myself to supporting and assisting the future well-being of Life.
Wednesday, 1 October 2014
I suggest also reading the blog I am attaching here: "How I've changed since re-defining the word Daring"
What I have found interesting within taking Responsibility for myself here is specifically facing my acceptances and allowances.
To really look at acceptances and allowances and learn from acceptances and allowances that are obvious mistakes....is the first step in moving into the next step of self-correcting such acceptances and allowances.
Now, this can very easily be regarded as a "Dare"...because of the way in which we have actually "created" our 'acceptances and allowances' in the first place. This is actually quite interesting because to face Your acceptances and allowances and actually change/correct/remove acceptances and allowances that you realize are not in fact cool is a process...that is somewhat difficult from the perspective....that you have "created this sort of 'energy wall' that keeps you contained from expanding outward...a form of 'in the box mind control' that was self-induced through one's reactionary energetic outflows.
See, within actually daring to face our acceptances and allowances as the points of resistance that contains us from participating in ways that we actually see as being cool.....we see/learn/understand how not to create effectively...like what a self-induced prison it is to build up an energetic containment structured in the spectrum of emotion and feeling which can also be regarded as various types/forms of "Fear".
Fear being the debt and bond we created as our being bond/bound in servitude to...as like this totally ridiculously bogus contractual agreement we created for ourself as a result of and as how we have participated in creating/defining our acceptances and allowances here.
Interesting thing here....is that passively accepting and allowing the physical structure of ourselves here as negating to correct/respond to our automated reactionary behavior.,..is that we have created a compounding debt upon ourselves here....making the ability to actually express ourselves...."seemingly" increasingly more difficult...due to the continuous buying into what has been accepted and allowed within oneself.
See, it's difficult to let go and free oneself from one's own confinement because we have become so uses to existed within and as our own prison confinement as our mind/body relationship...that getting out of our own debt/prison is scary/fearful.....because this is all that we in fact know....and so going into the unknown is intimidating....because we created our known reality through and how we reacted...which is actually the total opposite of what is means to have really actually created for real.
See, having "reacted" is to having made a mistake...and missed an opportunity to have actually "created"...
"When we React, We miss the point of How it is in Fact We can Create"
"To create for Life is to know and understand the difference from what it means to React"
"We cannot Create when we are in a state of Reaction"
"See the difference between CREATION and REACTION"
"See Our Ability to in fact Live CREATION, Stems from Our Ability to first Stop and Direct our REACTION....Because this is in fact the first Act of Creation...The Taking Responsibility for our Mistake....Our Acting Out....Because to React is to Mistaking Act in A way that is less than Responsible....Because to Live as Response-Able is to Be able to Respond in the Best possible ways that exist beyond the conflict/friction/debt/restraint of a Reactionary movement"
So we stop perpetuating our Fear/Debt/Restraint/Mistaken Acceptances and Allowances by Daring to question/examine/Correct/Direct the Nature of Our Life Here
To Be Continued
The Fuck Up of Creation is to have Reaction instead of Creation....which is a misalignment...the reversal of what it actually means to "make it happen for Life"
Monday, 29 September 2014
I've noticed an interesting thing within my life in terms of creating things for myself. That being in many instances I require to "just go for it" and some instances even "dare myself to go there".
Why do I say "just go for it" and "dare myself to go there"?
I've noticed that within myself, fear has been a mitigating factor...a controlling factor really....a deal breaker...something that superimposes me to not actually want to create/express myself beyond my current status of acceptances and allowances.
Lets look at how I started dating my first girlfriend: She was a girl who I didn't really know all that well...other than that she played some sports at the high school I attended and that I was attracted to her looks and the fact that she was interested in sports. Also, we both had the same english teacher....I had the teacher first period...and she had the teacher second period...and oh ya....our lockers were near by one another.
So, what is interesting here is that we would cross paths within our day and we kind of looked at each other but didn't say anything to each other. This went on for a little bit. I decided that I wanted to talk to her and get her phone number so I could further get to know her because She was interesting to me. Anywho, I planned to talk to her and tell her I had been noticing her around and that I would like to get her phone number.
Interestingly enough, when the time came to actually say hi to her and share with her what I planned to say...its like I panicked...and was faced with this wall of resistance...nervousness....fear...doubt...uncertainty as to whether or not I would get her number. It's like I was paralyzed in actually moving the point and seeing if I could make something happen here...
So, after having accepted and allowed myself to back out of daring to express myself to her...I decided to make a plan that I would do it at this specific time in the future...because I believed it to be when I would next cross paths with her as our schedules normally intersected at this specific duration within the school day. However, as opportunities are often presented unexpectedly, I was back to my locker unexpectedly after an exam...and she too was at her locker...this was not in my planning...I wanted more time...I wasnt ready I believed to actually face her in communication according to my mind of my acceptances and allowances....
I saw the point of resistance/hesitance/ingrained fear here...and I decided to just go for it...I mean I already even had it all planed out as to what I wanted to say to her.
So, I did get her phone number.
I wouldn't have got her phone number if I didn't "make it happen".
Though, now I was faced with the point of actually calling her....which was a fearful thing to me at the time...I mean it's really some irrational fear here...like fear of rejection...fear of things not working out as I would like them to. Though what is interesting about this is that...by not doing anything...I am stuck within the point of nothing really happening/developing.
So I decided to just go for it..despite experiencing some anxiety/fear/nervousness/resistance about doing so,
I made it happen by dialing her phone number and calling her.
It really isn't that physically demanding to dial a phone number...though I had made the experience seem like an arduous task.
Calling her a second time was easier than the first time.
After talking on the phone I decided to ask her on a date.
I made it happen by asking her.
So from my example sharing here, can you see how I created a relationship? Do you see how I "made it happen"?
In looking specifically at the creation process, it's a physical movement...a communication...a specifically structured self-willing expression of oneself here.
I like the statement: "Ask and you shall receive"
This does not necessarily mean you are going to get what you ask for....but it does in fact mean you will get a response/feedback....whether it is the response you are looking for or it is not. The practically of asking questions is that we "Create" process and progress which assists and supports further development/creation.
Say you are wanting to ask someone for help but you fear them neglecting to help you....well, ironically enough you are not helping yourself by not asking for help. In fact you are getting exactly what it is you don't want by accepting and allowing the fear that you don't want to take precedence over the potential of the possibility of making what it is you do want to happen.
Creating an activity for myself and others:
Often after school I would arrange road hockey games. I really liked to play hockey as a child. I would call up every friend in the neighborhood to see who was interested in playing hockey. I would tell my brother to call all his friends in neighborhood to see who wanted to play hockey.
I made the decision that I wanted to play a game of hockey.
I took the "initiative" to facilitate the happening of the hockey game.
I made it happen.
What's interesting to see here within this hockey game example is that prior to me making the call....no one else had taken the "initiative" to making a hockey game happen. It's not to say, nobody wanted to play hockey...because in fact many people often played when I would make my round of calls to see who was interested in taking part in the game.
Let's now look at another example in regards to organizing social endeavors:
So, there was a time when I felt jaded about being the guy who was always making the plans for things to happen....and so I decided that I didn't want to take the "initiative" anymore and that I would just accept invitations or reject invitations to social endeavors that someone else put in the time to orchestrate.
What I noticed within this approach is that I was making a big deal about taking "initiative" and "making things happen"...and that I was being quite stubborn in neglecting the CREATION of Awesomeness.
How I met my second girlfriend:
So, I noticed that I was generally neglecting to really genuinely express myself to girls in which I was attracted to....like the point of fear/self-consciousness/nervousness existed...
So, I decided that I am just going to go for it and be outward in my self-expression and that I am totally fine with whether or not my self-expression is well regarded. I figured this to be a cool point, because I was sharing myself and not holding myself back...and therefore I was CREATING the opportunity for something to develop and unfold by daring to exist within the unknown of a moment/situation...and that by taking this approach...I would have no regrets because I actually wouldn't be able to wonder about if I actually went where I resisted going...or did what I resisted doing...or said what I was really thinking..
So, I was out at the pub this very night....and I had actually written about how I do not need a relationship with anyone and that I am perfectly content with being a single dude here....yet at the same time I was kind of seeing that by having a solid relationship with myself, the potential exists to have a solid relationship with anyone...and so, I was kind of thinking that I don't need a "special" relationship with One person....I can have relationships with all sorts of girls.
Anywho, as I was heading outside for a smoke, this girl caught my attention as we were crossing paths...and it was quite crowded and loud within the pub...and as we were in the midst of crossing paths, I decided that I would put my hand out and say and gesture "high-five" to her. She went for my high-five...and when she did, I gently squeezed her hand and moved inward and looked her in the eyes and said, "i just wanted to tell you that I thing your beautiful"...and then I let go of her hand and continued on my way out of the pub to have a smoke.
As I was coming back into the pub...it just so happened that the girl saw me...and she yelled to me "High-five"...and we locked eyes for a moment...and I was happy to see her and her outgoing response towards me...and I decided to go for a hug....and we hugged and after we chatted for a good little while and we found out that we had some common interests and that we were both in the midst of reading the same book.
The interesting thing about this example is that nothing would have developed here if I did not take the initiative to "make something happen". We dated for a good two years.
OK, another example:
So, I had been playing around within the point of stand up comedy and I had been writing stuff and also sharing what I thought was so awesome...specifically, "the Science of Awesome"....So, the "Science of Awesome" for those who haven't been privy to being educated within this Science:
'Do You Know why Awesome is so Awesome?'
'Because it's Awe So Me!
'You Know, because Awesome is always, all ways AWE-SO-ME'....and that's why when you say and see something that is Awesome, You are like, AWE, that is SO, ME! AWESOME! Because there is always Some Awe with Awesome....and it Takes One to Know One...and TAG, You're It!...and that's why the More You Know Awesome, the More You are It....because that's fucking Awesome....and when You Get it....You Got it! Get it? Got It! Good!
"Do you know why Good is so Good?"
"Because Good is like God....But, with an Extra O.....And that is why multiple O's are so Good. Because it's like good god ohhhh god that's Gooooooooood.
"Get it, Got it, Good!"
Lol, pardon my silliness.
Ok, back to my story...about stand up comedy and the sharing of the Science of Awesome....
So, I had shared this science with many, many, many people....and the science was well received....I mean it is pretty fucking awesome.
Anywho, so I know the Science of Awesome is Awesome...I mean I wrote the science....and it had been peer reviewed countless times....
I remember being at the comedy club one time and I shared the science with a bunch of comedians that performed that night...I wasn't performing that night...but had took the initiative to shoot the shit with the comics afterwards and express my enjoyment about their performances. So, we get to joking around and I share my bit about Awesome and Good...and the comic I regard as the most talented in the bunch...tells me that I'm on another level than him....that this is some holy shit...
So, I get cool feedback from the comics as a result of making/taking the initiative to compliment their performances. I end up leaving the club with all the comics and going to one of their places to continue joking around...
So, cool learning and sharing's opened up as a result of making a point of expressing myself..
Note: I didn't know how things would unfold within expressing myself...however, it is cool to see how cool opportunities are often synonymous within creating the space to express and articulate ourselves.
Ok, the story continues....
So, a comedian I had been really enjoying at the time was coming to town.....I decided I was going to share the Science of Awesome with him...and basically wow him to the point where he's going to give me an opportunity to fast track myself within the world of stand up comedy....
So, I see the dude's show...and I am face to face with him after the show shaking hands....and I......
accept and allow myself to be influenced by fear/resistance....and I hold back from sharing the Science of Awesome with him.
What a tragic comedy really...
There was potential in that moment to share the Science of Awesome with a comic I regarded as pretty fucking awesome...and I feared not getting his approval.
When we allow ourselves to stand within and as the starting point of Creation/Expression Here...there exists no loss...fear of loss.....because we are Giving Everything we Got to Give in that Moment as the unconditional expression/movement/creation of ourself Here....and we are in fact living up to Our Potential.....Which, in and of itself,.....
Pretty Fucking Awesome!
Saturday, 27 September 2014
In the beginning of the video, the presenter asked for a volunteer to come up on stage. There was resistance amongst the audience for anyone to just jump up and go up to the stage. The presenter said a few more words of encouragement and someone eventually came up to the stage and the presenter gave them 20 pounds.
The point the presenter was demonstrating was "Fear" in and as our Mind Programming.
Lets look at the simplistic definition of Success:
"The accomplishment of an Aim or Purpose"
Notice the relationship similarity/likeness of "Success" to "Succeed"
The simplistic definition of Succeed:
"Achieve the desired Aim or Result"
"Take over a throne, inheritance, office or other position from."
"Come after and take the place of"
"To come next in time or succession"
See the "Seed" within what it means to in fact "Succeed".
Hear the "Seed" within and as the word "Succeed"
Be the Seed in what it means to "Succeed"
Hear the "suck" in "Success"
See and hear the sound "says" like the sounding of the word "said" in the ending of the spelling of the word "Success".
This is walking the talking.
Breathing into Being the Creation of Life.
We are the Planter and the Seed.
Look and "See" within the "Seed" as What it is in Fact/Word You would like to create/develop/participate/expand upon.
If I see and realize and actually know the words "Success" and "Succeed"....Why is it that actually living/manifesting "Success" and the response ability to "Succeed" is seemingly so difficult to achieve?
Because we have created the reasoned justifications, excuses...as to why our word/world relationships with "Success" and our response ability to succeed to be so "difficult"
To put things simply.....'We have complicated things for ourselves"
To sort out our difficulties....our complications....problems....we must specifically identify with our words what it is that is in fact so difficult/complicated/problematic.
In doing this, we begin to actively take a part....remove our difficulty....because we get to Know the problem....and when we specifically Know the problem....we can in fact create the Solution....because in Knowing the problem...We can utilize the tool of "prevention as the best cure"...in creating the solution based on the starting point of Stopping/preventing the problem from occurring.
So, lets look at the point of Fear:
In seeing how we prevent our movement/success/achievement/purposes from being achieved because of our Fear....We can in fact forgive Our Fear as the point of making the effort to actively talk/walk/work through the fear by making the decision to 'When and as I am faced with the fear,...to, no more accept and allow myself to be bound/controlled/indebted to this "Fear".
What is interesting to see here is how I Created My Fear Here...and so, I in fact KNOW My Fear Here....So I achieve what I believe...I get what I give...one and equal....I do what I know...I can learn to do what I don't yet know how to do.
Back to the question of Why, 'even though we know the words "Success" and "Succeed" is it in fact so difficult to achieve....? ? ?
Because it's Hardly Easy...I mean it isn't without effort/work...though I do see/know that great work can become effortless as a Natural Ability and true physical self-expression.
What's interesting about achievement I've found, is that "Making things happen is as easy or as difficult as we make it"....
Why would we ever create difficulty/hardship for ourselves here? Not realizing and understanding the scope of our ability....response ability here....
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing my very best results.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting nervous about achieving new goals and accomplishments.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to make a mistake when I am playing for the win.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to lose and desiring to win.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making success/winning/being the best to be a competition of conflict I am in with myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for carrying around stress/tension/strain as a result of desiring to win and fearing to lose.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the absurd ridiculousness of superimposing stress/strain/tension upon myself as like a believed necessary motivation tool to kick my ass into being better...a winner....a success...
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself that best results only come through as a result of perpetuated self-inflicted abuse/trauma.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get excited and emotional unstable about success.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being too hard/difficult with myself at times and forgetting to laugh at myself as a point of knowing how to physically live aloud self-forgiveness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect the practical living application of "leadership" within and as "success" and my ability to "succeed" in achieving my goals.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to stand as "leadership" here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having desired to follow somebody.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to look up to somebody.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating an addiction to fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I created an addiction to fear/energy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my response capable abilities have been suppressed as a result of feeding/perpetuating an energetic/fear relationship within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to standing as a leader.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to make bad mistakes.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking for answers/solutions outside of myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating/neglecting the specificity required in practically living self-trust in every moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to be able to just copy someone else instead of expressing myself for real and creating a practical living example.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself self-dishonesty within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding self-dishonesty to be irrational fear.
When and as I see myself faced with an opportunity to succeed as a result of my specific movement/performance in a specific moment, I stop and breathe, I see what is required to be done in order for me to succeed.....I accept and allow myself to know and trust the success of myself here...I commit myself to moving/performing as a self-created success story here.
I see/realize and understand myself as the author and authority that dictates my success here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the association between Expression and Success.....I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as a self-success because of my response-ability in living/sharing my self-expression here.
I see/realize and understand the relationship between success and self-expression.
I commit myself to practically living the words "success" and "self-expression" and "succeed" in and as the creation or my Life Here.
I commit myself to practically living "integrity", "perseverance", "compassion", "passion", "stewardship". "like-able", "skillful", "natural talent", "keen" , "focus", "awareness", "comprehension", "reading", "mathematics", "bold", "daring", "fearlessness", "calm", "cool", "collected", "Money", "Extraordinary", "Stupendous", "excellent", "Greatness", "Flow", "breath", "garden". "plant", "growth", "relate-ability", "regard", "structure", "creation", "creativity", "ideas", "Words", "direction".
Monday, 22 September 2014
Here I am with an abundant of opportunity to move and dictate the manifestation of my destiny...and the funny thing is...it's difficult for me to create direction for myself...like knowing that I can do whatever I want...and that because I have such potential...I see there is this responsibility that I have...yet it's interesting that I say that there is this "responsibility that I have"...yet it's like I have not fully realized and understood this word and point of "responsibility" that I have, and know, and am able to exercise it as much as I want....and, really living this point/word "responsibility" that I have and own.
See, what I am learning more and more on a daily basis is this "responsibility" in which I am in fact the owner....to be more specific...the "responsibility" that I have and own is "Self-Responsibility".
The funny thing here is that even though I know I got/have it(Self-Responsibility)....What has become apparent to me as like me taking on the Self-responsibility for myself here as my own parental figure...and go figure...I have been learning how to walk the point of self responsibility for myself here.
See it's interesting because I see myself enjoyment coming from actually living my self-responsibility. the interesting thing is...is that I so often was seeking this self enjoyment outside of myself...like making the starting point about a particular condition and state of experience...when all in all...I see here...me the director of and as the point of my Self-responsibility.
So, I'm more and more aware of when I am neglecting my potential to live self-responsibly...as the knowing and understanding of myself responsibilities...because what is interesting here is like self-responsibility is in fact a way to work and play in the best possible ways...and well when I neglect my self-responsibility...I neglect living/existing here in the best possible ways...and If i am not existing here in the best possible ways...what the fuck is that all about...if and as I am in fact able to be here in the best possible ways...exercising the best abilities available...making the most of myself/situations here...the point of bettering myself and this world...because of the point that I can always be making my best better...and thus I am always becoming better than my previous best...like an ongoing fine-tuning perfection/harmony/play/heaven here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my best possible ways of existing/expressing/creation here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself form self-enjoyment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the disservice I do to myself when I resist my very own self-enjoyment from moment to moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the self-enjoyment of myself from moment to moment to seem like a very difficult challenge at times...and like seemingly beyond comprehension.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the simplicity of my self-enjoyment being rooted in and as my response-ability to honor my self-honesty and self-trust here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for complicating the simplicity of and as my individual self-enjoyment from moment to moment as the author that I am all-ways here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing greatness within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing my greatness in potential abilities here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking the bare minimum approach within self-responsibilities..as like a poverty type mind set...as like just enough to get by in coping with my unjust acceptances and allowances
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for compromising and sacrificing my best potential for the point of coping with unjust acceptances and allowances.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating a poverty type mind set as a result of fearing to take on the status standing here as Self-Empowered Man of Self-Responsibility.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for working and playing in ways that are less than the best for myself and all life here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for excusing responsibility for lethargic behavior.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating and justifying lethargic tendencies within myself.
I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the ridiculous absurdities of holding myself hostage within lethargy when it is in fact possible for me to do almost anything...as like giving myself whatever direction/future I would in fact like.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being reluctant to actually commit everything of myself here to my future here
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have neglected to give everything of myself to the future of myself here.
I forgive myself for myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my self-responsibility is like an investment and insurance into and as my future well being.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to really give a shit about my future well being.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having caste judgement upon my relationship within and about "responsibility"
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to take self-responsibility for myself in every moment here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that taking self-responsibility for myself here in every moment is the point of actually taking ownership of my life and living here in every moment as the epitome of what is in fact best.
I commit myself to the epitome of what is in fact best.
I commit myself to taking ownership of my life and living here in every moment.
When and as I see myself being reluctant to do/give myself what is the best support/assistance...I stop and breathe...I have an aha moment as "yes", I see here and realize the opportunity I am presented with...and I welcome myself into and as the movement of receiving. I realize and understand the "movement of receiving". I see and realize and know that I cannot receive what is best for myself if I do not commit myself to moving myself into the point I wish to receive.
When and as I see myself faced with a point/gift I am resistant/apprehensive about receiving/getting...I embrace the fortune that I am bestowed...I commit myself to receiving the golden platter of support that is here for me...I realize and understand that sometimes it is quite a labor-full process in digging up the buried treasure...I see, realize and understand myself process journey to life as a digging and uncovering of buried treasure...as like it's all sorts of new discoveries of myself that I had previously mistakenly misplaced/buried/hidden.
I commit myself to the self-revealing process of my physical abilities/applications.