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Sunday, 23 November 2014

Day 675 - Supplant Fear with faith



“Supplant fear with faith”.  What is faith? Faith is the self-trust and self-responsibility in taking care for self-honestly determining our very own fate.  See, this is an interesting point of correction. To succeed fear is to stop accepting and allowing fear to take over as guide and therefore replace/correct/supplant with faith/self-trust/self-honesty.  It’s interesting that it has been an arduous task for me to actually gift and give myself the support and assistance that I require. What is also of equal interest is that the “learning of lessons”…correcting my mistakes…sometimes took me longer to figure out…because of a rigid stubbornness of mind…a fear mind set…a belief…a blockade in my teach ability….resistance. Gratitude is a great attitude. Being grateful is great. Be great. Live Gratitude. It’s the Best Attitude. Want to be the best and most proficient learner? Be grateful. Always all ways. I have found out the hard way…a most unfortunate tragic comedy really….that to spite myself/life by actually resisting gratitude in my practical living behavior and expression made my ability to learn/comprehend/see my reality clearly and actually utilize my creative abilities….not possible. What’s interesting about this, is that gratitude is a really easy humble thing to live and is in fact a really fun way to be. What’s funny about this is that by resisting to be grateful has been like a point of misaligned pride in thinking that I mist punish myself for my mistakes as like the only way I can learn…to the point of being so stubborn in not wanting to acknowledge my errors and being so fearful of them, that, rather than having a laugh and being rather playful about my ridiculous errors/mistakes and bouncing back up from my falls…it’s a most unfortunate thing to wallow into the depths of despair where the depression is oh so heavy as a holding added weight onto one self as like a bumbling along through the storm of emotion that is keeping the livelihood of self in hiding…like a fearing to actually stand up within oneself and take ownership for being here and able to problem solve and create….the gratitude way as the “I live to give…and therefore I get to give…because I got it to give…because I get to give because I got it to give…and when you get it…understand yourself here and the potential….there is no real choice about it….it’s like ya, well obviously I’m going to just do what’s best…I mean that’s real justice. Isn't it?

What I want to share here now is the point about belief. Belief is so often misguided….and misaligned…as like a false flag operation…perhaps well intention'd…but unknowingly fucked. Belief is the trust point often without having reason or rational as to why the trust should exist…I mean here enters a point of hope….and faith in relation to hope…where there is like an idea that things can work out without actually having to do anything….though what is interesting here…..is that in writing this myself here….I see how I have lots of resistances towards belief….like that is how I have created confusion within myself….a relationship with belief separate from myself…where I blindly followed the words of another and took it on within me, a belief without the real testing and investigation….which is an act of cowardice really.

So what’s interesting and really cool is that a real belief….is a real life here. Meaning, to become the life you want to live. Meaning, Know thy Self. Self-Creation here. I have struggled with this point of self-creation here within and about the point of belief….because I could always see the potential within and as self-guided belief…as the “Be Life” within and as the correct alignment and understanding of belief. Though which also perplexed me was the obvious fact that belief has so often been backwards kind of thing…where it was obviously skewed…and it has been easy for me to see the “Lie” within belief.  What I did not realize I was doing for quite some time was stumbling back and forth between my actual potential as how to believe in myself and the actual resistance to the very word Belief. I was caught in my own self damnation…judgement….self-judgement…believing in things in myself that are actually not of practical and tangible support for myself.

I have shown myself many times throughout my stumbling’s within Life, that I actually am capable of making great things happen. The Flow of making great things happen as the momentum is momentous is a real treat, a real pleasure and a real joy as a favorite self-expressing movement of mine.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the doubt within delayed movements as like being points of fear that effect my self-trust….belief…knowing in myself…and are actually points of support to show to me…where a point of weakness has not been strengthened as being learned into new abilities as the practical living result of taking responsibility for my every actions…making me my very own action hero…as I save myself the heartache and misery of resisting gratitude as being the greatest of attitudes…and therefore I continuously move in creating my moments of practical living actions…that are of a continuous motion in and as the mathematics of addition and multiplication…as I develop my stamina in going on and on without a fumble or a tumble….though when I do….it becomes no big deal…because I see what I did there and have a laugh at my own expense…as I enjoy paying the immediate price in remediating my deficiency in action so that I do not perpetuate an allowance of reaction…for I am my very own action hero…I am the very best me…because I see and know that is the responsibility commitment like a wedding vow I make onto myself to give to myself whatever I need…so that I can always take what is here without delay…so that my responsibility is swiftly as it is quickly so that I maximize my playtime potential as a result of understanding the equilibrium balance  of work ethic as my very practical living of self-discipline…meaning that I will do whatever is necessary in order to create the best solutions….because I am very goal oriented in and as focused direction in seeing how to score a great play as a result of willing to hard work a fantastic result.

I see, I know now how I feared belief itself as the truth of myself in and as the very fact that I have not known myself as well as I would like to and therefore it has always been difficult to have a very strong belief in myself….because I actually feared getting to know myself….facing myself…all the various faces that I have accepted and allowed….because I mean…wow…there is nothing scarier than facing all the mirrors of one’s very own reflections. Laughs out loud…a belly full of them. The jokes we play on ourselves here are like the worst king of jokes, really tragic stuff…and I mean it’s ridiculously absurd when we actually reflect of the extent of our acceptances and allowances and we go through our rationalized and justified fears…I mean like wow oh my god really….really…I created such a state of affairs for myself.

What’s interesting is that I have had the fortunate opportunity to have actually experienced the letting go of fearing many of moments and actually totally committing myself to trusting my movement and just continuing to do so….again and again and again…..Repetition is the key here….Don’t step…get it get it….Got it…because we you got it you don’t have to get it because you got it. But its important to remember that in the beginning of learning something new….we require to get the hang of it before we got it. Why do you think it is that we love to hang out with people we like….because it’s fun to hang out….because it’s a process we've learned…a sharing that comes natural…a natural learning ability…to get the hang of it…I mean we are closely related to monkeys…and monkeys love to hang around…like the arangatang…lol…I like monkeying around with my words in how I say and share the play that is me as a resulting reflection and expression of the work that I do.

What’s funny to look at is how I can see here in my process of taking self-responsibility for all my shit…in some instances it’s like I would get myself into a state of shock and awe as a result of looking at what it is I have in fact accepted and allowed…,missing the gratitude in these moments….for actually seeing/catching the pattern…so that I have the opportunity to learn from my errors…and create new pathways for myself…as ways forward that I can be totally satisfied with.  So, the point I am getting at here is that I see , realize and understand the importance of giving focused attention to the solutions I can work…that I can actually see within myself that the potential exists….that before I actually walk the correction in the future…it’s like I already simulated the situation in myself as a result of connecting and aligning with the potential that has always existed within me…and therefore realizing and recognizing an awesome play in which I am able to make when and as I am potentially faced with such a scenario.   I make myself a power player within and as my taking of self-responsibility. I am grateful for my commitment to learning. I commit myself to being humble…and therefore allowing myself to learn as effortlessly as possible as a result of realizing and understanding how learning is a natural process as I allow myself to naturally learn/move here…as water/sound/self-expression.

 To Be Continued


Saturday, 22 November 2014

Day 674 - The Fee Our







This blog is a continuation from my previous blog, "Day 673 - Fear is the Fare we Pay".

My sharing today is a presentation of my creative investigation....a work and play with my writing focused on "Fear"....the word....the relationship.....Fear itself.....an entity....a structured being here....

Note: this is a work in play:

"Liberated from our fear".....this is a quote I heard....which I questioned....???

If You are not Afraid of
Fear itself...You
Can do Anything


You can only Fear-less
When You Stop Fearing More...
Be Fear less


Fee Our


You can only pay less
When you Stop Paying More


What We accept and allow is our Measure of Fear...Life...Death...Value...Vote...Democracy...Creation
--> ONE MAN ONE VOTE...VOTE FOR WHAT'S BEST


TO FEAR LESS IS THE PRACTICAL LIVING APPLICATION OF SELF-FORGIVENESS... BECAUSE!


TO LIVE FEAR LESS is Self-Perfection process because this is practical living self-forgiveness...Where You Face Fear and remediate by continuing on into and as the Creation and Manifestation of Sound without the bounds of resistance...The point of "till here no further" do I allow myself to be bound and restrained by the experience of Fear.


Who Am I With Fear?
Who Am I Without Fear?


Have I Created Fear Itself? Hasn't Everything Created itself as a result of Everything Itself?


How do I Practically Value/Support/Assist Fear as what is best for myself/All Life Here?


Is there a difference between me supporting Fear and Fear Supporting Me?


Can Disharmony only exist within an Unbalanced Relationship?
Meaning:
If I stand One and Equal with Fear Here...and Fear stands One and Equal with me Here...We are managing a relationship that doesn't require management...Because here We Stand together individually accountable for Our Standing Arrangement here.


So, My standing Arrangement here is that I stand Alone as One and Equal...means... Standing in Agreement together with/as Life All One and Equal Here....Which is the Natural order of Learning the Accounting Responsibility of Harmonious Work/Play/Sound...Expression...Orgasm...Agreement...Unification...Creation...Heaven and Earth Here together as One


The testaments of time are the Living Words that can be repeated again and again as the Song and Sound that goes On and On and On as the Eternal Here that is Always All Ways Best for All. Here Hear.


To Be Continued

Thursday, 20 November 2014

Day 673 - Fear is the Fare we Pay





So the word Fare within Fear has been kind of jumping out at me as of late.

It's interesting because I have in recent years defined fear to be a rather negative thing...and it's interesting because the word fear shouldn't really be defined to exist within and as a polarity definition....meaning that I see it as being unnecessary for the word fear to hold onto a negative energetic charge.

So, looking at the "fare" within fear...It is cool to see the fare being like the price we pay in learning a lesson....facing something new....as there in many cases are natural fears so to speak in facing things that are new....because in this perspective...it's like our body has defense mechanisms in place to protect ourself...and fear is like the main defense mechanism...that kind of acts like a guide to pause/delay/postpone our movement within a particular point....like a resistance to being potentially reckless....like a signalling in our body...to say...hey...be alert, take caution.....be aware...
What's interesting is that in looking at any particular word you can make it out to be something positive or negative...in terms of carrying a particular buzz....feeling or emotion....like attaching an energetic high or low to the word.

What's interesting about the word Fear is that I had previously defined it as being like the lowest of low's...like the most negative word....and in my thinking in the past...I believed everything comes from fear....like love for instance....because love is like the polar opposite of fear....the high....so love in mind was only possible because of fear....and I pretty much believed that because of the energetic relationship of words....all words are based and rooted in fear to a certain degree or another....meaning that it was just like the intensity of fear/dissonance/conflict/friction varied....but essentially it was my belief that Fear is the source word origin of energetic friction...polarity...

So, in a moment ago having looked at the word "fare" within fear...I wanted to investigate this....because to me this seems like a balancing of the scales so to speak....like, specifically signifying how my relationship with fear has been irrational to a certain extent...and that by understanding the "fare" within fear..my fear can be rationalized.....now that sounds silly...rationalizing fear.....see that sounds funny to me because "fear" in having initially being defined as pure negative energy....I believed fear to be something that is totally unnatural and totally irrational....like fear itself...the experience is a mistake....a mindfuck....

Ironically enough in looking at "fear" here as a word....it is a bit of a mind fuck to define fear as purely rational or irrational....well wait a second actually.....in looking at fear from the perspective of being something that is irrational....I mean....that it like not really real to a certain extent...I mean to rationalize irrationality...is a kind of hocus pocus make believe....and so to be able to discern between rational...and irrational is a matter of self-honesty introspection....

Where am I going with all this "fear" talk about types of fear being either ration or irrational....???

Specifically I am looking to allocate clarity for myself within and as the word "fear".

I see how at the moment I'm not really sure If I know how to live only rational fear....as like a point of support.....because I am certain I have engaged myself within moments of irrational fear....

I would say this is what I am looking for....support from fear....to understand how to utilize fear as a guide...an aid....a point of support in keeping myself physically aligned with what is best for all life here...

How do I see fear as having the potential to be a great tool of support?

Fear is a strong physical body support.....fear lets us know discomfort within ourself....when we are stepping out of that which we know......what we know is comfortable....what we don't know can be rather uncomfortable....this is the body's built in self-preservation system...like a kind of gps compass monitor kind of thing.....

So...fear in learning something new....is a sort of recognition process....where the terms of the circumstances require to be established....and the fear is in and as the unknown so to speak,,,,

The irony here is that fear is the defense protection against death....which is interesting to regard and look at ....because life fears death....yet all life dies....and without death there is no life....and so it's like death and life are synonymous of one another....so to polarize them as the wither or game is silly....because it's like missing the point and not seeing/realizing/understanding/regarding the interconnectedness of all Life/Death here.

It's interesting to me to look at life and death as stages....and they are two different stages....yet...they are very much the exact same stage.....like life is the present....and death is the past and the future....and so.....well maybe Im a bit off on the life is the present and death is the past and the future....always away...absent from the present....because whenever it gets here its gone. Perhaps death is just a dimension within Life....as Life is also a dimension within death...

OK, the point about stages....the life stage....and the death stage.....it's like we are here in the present....as Actors....to act on stage...which is life....our movie our story here....our play...and all is an actor within the total story/movie/play/work here....and yet....everybody for the most part is Reacting the death stage....and the irony is the reverse order here.....like instead of acting....there is a lot of reacting going on....reacting being a sort of backwards relationship with fear....instead of fear being a great enabler...as a compass/tool/learning aid...as like the road map as in where to go....it's being a controlling/regulating feature....as a disability...in preventing most people from going there....facing the unknown....and the irony of the unknown...is that it's just the natural fear of the unknown....which is really the sustenance, nourishment and nutrients which is the food of support as the fare and price....gift...of creation here....because creation is really birthed in and through the unknown...as like the processed walked into knowing...even though there can be self-trust and self-honesty....and self-forgiveness....the unknown is that which is undefined....and it's interesting in regarding this very fact of "unknown"..."undefined".....because if we look and access our very relationship with word/world definitions....what's the problem with that which is undefined?  Well..since birth we've operated under the characterization and pretense of definition....language participation here through definition....I mean the pictures on our televisions nowadays we refer to as high definition....because it's very clearly defined and it's easy to see the details very well....

And so it's interesting of and in itself to fear the details of something....because the truth is in the details so to speak,,,,ironically....how we speak the truth is in and as the detailed specifics of what it is we say....and how it is we say what it is we say....

The truth is the fear...and the fare here.....the life and the death here.....

Interesting to see how the is a polarized dissonance generally accepted between the relationship to life and death here on our planet earth amongst our species of human.

Life is devalued in order to give life more value....
Most individual human life not regarded....revered....so....therefore the death of most individual human death not regarded and or revered....

Interesting how....the human has been conditioned to believe to care about oneself...yet not realize and understand how it is to care about everyone as oneself....

Death of plants/animals/insects for the life of man is an irrational cost of business here?
Death of plants/animals/insects/humans is just the cost of doing business here?

What is the business here? who made business here? who established what is business here?

We are the decision makers of business here....it's all of our business here.....earth...life is the business here....all is in the family business.....

funny....tragic...ironic....comedy here in and as our relationships here.... I mean from our particular word associations and definitions....to the actual interpersonal actions....well, can the interaction between one another be effective....if our word relationships and associations are not effective....it's interesting because,,,,we are made up of information....genetic code....and it's all a language organization system interplay...and we can actually establish the terms for the effectiveness of earth/life coexistence here to be in harmonious relationship terms with death here....like the heaven and earth merged together as one....we rectify....self-correct the hell....which is here....and therefore create the eternal glory which is the win/win equation as the restoration of balance as the order of things in and as life/death support here...as how to live without being victimized...disenfranchised through fear...and actually learn to create a new from venturing into the unknown which is the present moment and the future possibility and potential ultimately greater reality as a result of the accumulation of greatness.....though if we have a balance and order of greatness here....can the best become better than the best.....is there room for improvement and expansion.....oh the possibilities existing within the impossibilities as like what is not yet possible for ourselves...as like a limited reality where the limits can be pushed/challenged/changed/expanded....manipulated/leveraged....played with worked with......

To be continued




Monday, 17 November 2014

Day 672 - Waiting for Life to Happen




I just listened to "Waiting for Life to Happen". I suggest clicking on the link to the interview. There was a lot of cool points brought through within the recording.

To make a point of sharing a point that has come through in relationship to my living is the point that "Nothing moves unless I move"...meaning that,...Unless I directly move apply myself within particular points...than nothing is going to happen....

To further elaborate on the point....it's like waiting around for opportunity to come knocking on my door....or going out and making opportunities happen by doing things...whether it be as simple as knocking on people's doors....or it be sending a long time friend a message....or making a few phone calls....or setting up a facebook event. The point I am sharing is that there is so many ways to make things happen in one's life....it really is as simple as just doing things.

This point resonates well with me....because I have participated in polarity extremes here....where I have gone from making lots of things happening...to making somethings happen....to resisting/avoiding to make anything happen really. I confused myself in this point as a result of having created a resistance towards the point of "Initiative" and "Responsibility"...where I went into judgement and comparison about these things from a starting point of self-righteousness where I ultimately victimized myself in holding myself back from taking initiative and responsibility for creating events/participations/plans for myself. I went into the point of resistance to planning and responsibility and initiative to such an extent....that I was treating each day as like...well I'll just see what happens....and what opens up. All the while, not realizing that I was resisting to actually create openings and opportunities for myself because I basically had put myself as being dependent upon my emotion/feeling in the moment...and also being rooted in the point of fear of commitment....so....therefore not much foresight into the logistics of planning and mapping out the effective use of my time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dismissing the practicality of living the words "Initiative and Responsibility" in relationship to making things happen within my life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the commitment to actually walk the process in space and time in order to actually manifest/create that which I would like to make happen.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dismissing directive creative control of my life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding my creative potential in and as the living of my life here....from and as the perspective of the attitude and notion of, "I'll just wait and see what happens..."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a dissonance towards life happening from the perspective of forgetting to understanding reflect upon the fact that my life and ability to see and relate here is a result of and as how I am participating internally and externally here....meaning that all is a self-reflection here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the mentality of just waiting for life to happen to be as a resulting consequence of living in fear/anxiety/lack of self-confidence/self-worth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of my potential to create the Life I want to see here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance to actually take responsibility for my life and the happening of my life here in every moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating responsibilities for my life being here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being hesitant about actually moving myself here in this world....from the perspective of daring to explore and experiment here without the fear of making a mistake.

When and as I see myself resisting to actually live the words "Initiative and Responsibility" , I stop and breathe, I see realize and understand the value as practical living life support within and as the knowing of "Initiative and Responsibility"

I commit myself to further sharing the words "Initiative and Responsibility" in my writing as a framework to support and assist the practical living of life here from and as the starting point of knowing and understanding oneself existing here as a Creator, equal and one.

I commit myself to stop shifting responsibility and initiative away from myself.

I commit myself to stop fearing to make mistakes within actually taking on initiative and responsibility within the beginning stages of new projects/developments.

I commit myself to walk through the fear/resistance I face within face new experiences that are uncomfortable and also when the outcome is uncertain.

I commit myself to giving myself the time to effectively plan my life and day to day living effectively so that I can actually live my life to my fullest potential...and make the most of my time here.

I commit myself to becoming more effective with my regard and considerations about time.

I commit myself to cherishing and valuing every single moment of my time.

I commit myself to dedicating my time to noble and worthy causes that are to the benefit of all life here.

I commit myself to structuring my practical living from the principle of what is best for all life is in fact best for me.






Thursday, 13 November 2014

Day 671 - The Confusion of Polarity




So, I've come to notice how when things get complicated in my life....it's because there is conflict in my word relationships....like where there is this dissonance....and I mean...it's like I've been incorporating dissonance/polarity/separation in my vocabulary....ever since I fist started hearing/learning words.

So, what I am working on.,..and this is an ongoing happening...work in progress....something I am committed to is purifying my vocabulary...as the law of my being here...

So, What does this all really mean....like what am I saying here?

It's all a relationship play I see...

So,

When words exist in me as like a war.....meaning like vs dislike....a harmony vs disharmony....positive vs negative....a comparison and contrast type of thing.....Well this I've come to see as a bit of a mind jab that I've done onto myself....which creates friction/conflict in my ability to actually move....it's like creating a stuckness of a freeze if you will....like being stoned....a stone statue...stuck in a particular state of flux....and ironically...not wanting to see how stuck I am...and then being in some sort of denial...where justification comes into play as the problems that be....being like outside of myself...and beyond myself....like other this other stuff that seems so unrelatable...though the funny thing is is that all is relative here.

So,

An interesting and simplistic point...profound really....is the consideration that everything here....regardless of the shape/form/mold/size/signifgance/presence....is a part in the total makeup of everything here....like Here as Substance...and we are all a one of a kind it...

So, looking at words...everything...as a one of a kind it...is a cool perspective in stepping out of the veils of ignorance....the forced separation...believed separation,,,when in fact all is bound together here....whether we like it or not....

OK,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating separation within my world and word relationships..

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for subscribing to the belief and notion that everything is something separate from me...like beyond any oneness and equality...where there's an inherent simplicity to everything here really.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for finding it difficult to not make relationship associations in some real of polarity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for polarizing my mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking it is natural for me to create relationships from the starting point of polarity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how real relationships are formed out of an absence of polarity....a working together....an agreement of sorts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the contract law of acceptances and allowances here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my words....and relationships...and not seeing the relationship connection here....and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking my words and relationships for granted.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for placing expectations upon my relationships from the perspective of polarity...as like lacking the regard to really see things for what they are.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting the patience within in a moment to actually move myself beyond a perceptual stuckness as like a word lock....and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for confusing myself within my vocabulary.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to untangle the word webs of particular energetic separation from the core of my belonging here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the simplicity of moment to moment management....as the remedy and method as how to change the course of history....as I work with problems and turn them into solutions...as I learn to see and understand how things work...I can take the so called impossible and make it the I am possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dwell in the past and thrive in the future....all the while missing out on the present moment and opportunity here as the actual gift which is in fact Life here in and as the here of the moment.

When and as I see myself casting judgement upon things, I stop and breathe, I question my action...I look to see if I am in fact supporting the creation of harmony of disharmony in and as myself creation here.

I commit myself to Life Harmony....self-correcting the disharmony I have created.

I commit myself to emptying myself completely....so that I can begin a new....like the simplicity of breathing here....where I take it all in...and I hold everything....and then I give it all away....and then I begin again...as like the continuous flow of a give and take relationship as simple as the breath I take,,,,yet, not to dismiss the complexity of all the simple considerations considered within doing the math and accounting for all things...as the support structure within the simplicity of the give and receive relationship.....

I commit myself to knowing the accounting of myself here.

I commit myself to stop complicating my relationships.

I commit myself to simplifying my relationships here.

I commit myself to a life time agreement here as what's best for  All Life is best for me...because I am a part of all Life here.

I commit myself to doing my part here.

I commit myself to playing my part here.

I commit myself to working my part here.

I commit myself to sharing my part here.

I commit myself living my part here.

I commit myself to self-forgiving my part here.

I commit myself to self-correcting my part here.

I commit myself to my part here.

I commit myself to being here.

I commit myself to creating a World that is best for all parts here.

I commit myself to valuing all Life/Words here equally.

I commit myself to practically living Oneness and Equality.

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

Day 670 - What Choice?






The question about Choice has become more and more self-evident.


What choice do I have?


The idea that Free will is the Choice between Good and Evil. How stupid is that?  Stupid from the perspective that to even consider evil is quite alarming. I mean...the free will to do stupid shit...like to be unpredictable when it comes to choosing Life Support or Life Suffering....like, hmm what am I feeling today...am I experiencing positive feelings or negative emotions?


What's interesting about making stupid choices is that these stupid decisions are often believed to not be so stupid...because of the fact that they are validated within one's mind as being right....because it just feels right....believing that positive feeling and negative emotion are the eternal compass to making sound movement/decisions...


Have You every really question why it is You do what You do?


Have You ever considered Who You would be if You never made the decisions You made?


Isn't it interesting and somewhat tragic to hear that there's many people here professing that they have no regrets about their life?  I would say that is most unfortunate....wouldn't you?


I'm not saying that the point is to hold yourself hostage within one's own regret....far from it....however I do see the key to me Being here is in letting go of feeling and emotion within and as self-direction here...so that One can See the One direction that is best for all life here....


Holding Oneself Accountable for Mistakes Prevents Continuous Loops Within the Same Behavior Pattern, Doesn't It?


It's interesting to see the relationship dynamics of word and world relations.  Like and Hate....Positive/Negative...and the Neutral in between.......How to move?

If most people are operating in a survival mindset when we in fact live in a world of abundance...What are the consequences?


What are the consequences for choosing to frolic about within a stupor of Intoxication...because you feel like it...and just want to have a good time....when the majority of the inhabitants on the planet are in survival mode...stuck in a bad spot...not knowing what to do...lacking access to the best education?


Should there really be a choice Here?


Why is there a portrayed conception that if we don't have choice, Life is Boring?
Do we even really know Life...and what it means to Live? How can we say we are alive when we do not consider all Lives....and what is best for all life?


But what about excitement within having the choice to follow stimulation...being stimulated to do this or being stimulated not to do this....Isn't it interesting that fairly recently within the world economic system there was a number of stimulus packages?


Interesting it is, I find it, to actually question the nature of my conditioning here....You Know, to actually challenge oneself in examining what it is I am accepting and allowing myself to think...or not think about....what it is that scares me, what is it I am reacted to.....what is it I am deliberately avoiding...why am I the way I am?


"Why am I the way I am"?


....the way I am?.....has me thinking of the Eminem song..."the way I am".....however I first came across this song called "the way I am" by Ingrid Michaelson


Whoa.......just went through a plethora of Eminem music videos.....how/why....i didnt really have a choice....did I ?....I mean I was curious....Cure I use....Cure us....Cure I Us....Curious....You know wanting to see what something is all about...wanting to look into something....Wanting to Investigate....Wanting to listen....Wanting to Learn....Looking to See...Self-reflective.....the Key to Self-Directive....Natural Learning Process....Self-Discovery through self-investigation....Leads to Self-expression within and as Great Self-Creation....Know-thy-Self Styles...You Know...We all Know to a certain extent....and it's funny and interesting that we all know to a certain extent....Because what is this "Extent" really....Extent?,,,,,Existence.....

Our Exit Stance....? Existence....No more, No less than an Exit Dance....Existence....How We Put Out the Fire on Earth....Starting with ourselves...Our cells....Our Life Here...and from Our Life...we create a Fire and Grace....funny that this just came to mind...and so I decided to look up what video came up...because I had no choice really....I just wanted to see....I figure that in daring to go there you got to take a look at yourself and what your saying and seeing the relationships within and how you are saying and sharing what it is that has come up within Yourself....Now the interesting thing here I see....Is to actually get to such a point of expression and exploration....Learning ability....is the self-trust...to not care....as like being infused and embedded within care...as a result of the commitment. work, devotion You have paid tribute as Your trials and tribulations as the hours of effort into getting to that moment of clarity which in reality is the simplicity of common sense.....More than a feeling and less than an emotion.....it's our Ocean of Locomotion...as the drivers and divers as the universal explorers stand as Self-Responsibility Directors....developing the Script....Programming In What's Best for all....So the Rest...Can be Had by the majority...So that their Estates and Status's can be corrected....as the Equalization of Elitist Status Here....raising the bar as the quality control standard commission...Making Only the best Picks....i mean it;s not even really a choice at all when we see for real with common Sense...and we don;t fear the hiccup in investigating our surrondings...Internal and External...So that we can Decorate in a way as like the Recreation...of Re-Creating the House Dealer....Assuming the Position as an In-House Dealer....I Mean Leader...not to be Mean...in a way that;s so bad...but to Mean what I say...so that it;s clear as can be, despite the array of confusion within and as our current vocabulary relationship definitions and associations....You Know...Our Word.....and World Relationships.....

Invest....in the Investigation....which is the Sound...Within and as the Word...Which shapes and Shifts as the formatting Structure which is here in so many physical molds...isn't it interesting that all this Word and World Shape Shifting has Created a Maze of Confusion....

And That's an Amazing....Am a Zing....Am A Sing Song Confession Here...as I tell it so...So You Know....as The Wonk...Walky Talky Here....Wonky Wonky....Ride a Donkey.....

LOL


Jackass


FYI,

pardon me but I wanted to be silly....I had no choice really....I said what I said...without getting ahead of myself....staying here in the present as I presented myself....making me the president of my Words...and You the President of Reading me Here...We the Presenters...presidenters....press identificators......Precedent Setters...Word and World Record Holders....Each and Every-One of us as Your Story is One of a Kind....a Word and World Record of Events.


Great Job....You're a Gold Medalist....and You totally forgot....You know....medalling gold.....medailling for gold....the quest for everlasting greatness....the same old story....how long have we been here man?,,,,What's a Number anyways but the latest/oldest method of counting/tracking our Word/World Record...recordings Here....The testing Testaments of Time exists within and as Our testimonial here...as our testimony indicates the status standing of and as our exam....X-am Testing....the Signature Sound Testing Here....to determine and distinguish what is Structurally Sound...and is Worthy of and as the Bountiful Glory In and as Life Equality and Oneness Here.



OH, ya,....I should mention that what supported my writing endeavor here today was the movie I watched called Snowpiercer....and if you click on the link I attached, you can read a cool write up blog I found in relation to the movie...a gemstone of a find....much like the Gemstone University and the Desteni Universe....some real pillars of excellence In standing I say...Here, Hear...


OK, Talking and Relating is Fun....I mean there is no real choice....is there?

Lol!



To be Continued

Paradoxical = Par a Do X 'ical....Par-a-Do-Signature-I-See-All.......Equal A Doing Signature I see All.....the standing agreement of common sense....

Word Play is Everywhere...as is Suppose to Be World Play...So let's get to Work on Structuring Our Creative Play....Because after all Life is A working Play....though...unfortunately it;s been more of a fight than a play....tis what happens when play gets out of controlll.....the child imaturity...the lack of balance in the work and the play.....meaning the work as the maturity and seriousness within and as the ability to have foresight and insight as to the extent of existence here....Being a Creator and All....

end all...

Peace


To Be Continued



Our Creative Work...




Sunday, 9 November 2014

Day 669 - Work and Play




I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a negative energetic charge in relationship to Work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a positive energetic charge in relationship to Play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I can counteract Work having a negative energetic charge by attaching Play to work with a positive energetic charge.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a sort of neutral energetic relationship with regards to work and play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a preference towards play over work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating opposition towards work in play...as like having these words existing within me as opposing forces.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring Work to be Play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for struggling to always have a harmonious balance between work and and play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to give up play time in order to take on more work time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the responsibility of creating more work for myself and less play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that for work to exist without play is for work to exist without enjoyment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to require to work without having enjoyment within the work that I am doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict within my effectiveness in maximizing my working potential as a result of having a preference towards spending my time playing sports/games.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having always the idea that I should look to minimize the amount of work I do and maximize the amount of time I play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist exercising my working potential.

I forgive myself for being in opposition towards work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for connecting work to a point of survival that I have to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting upset that I live in a reality where work is required and to a certain degree enforced as a necessity...while at the same time play is not regarded as being an equal necessity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for creating so much play time for myself when in fact I live in a world where a tremendous amount of abuse and suffering exists...and that there is much work to be done in order to remediate the situation to an optimum/harmonious balance of both work and play.

I realize that in order for the World in which I live to get to a point of assistance and support for all life to have an optimum and harmonious balance of work and play requires a tremendous amount of work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to let go of leisurely pursuits so that I can take on more Working responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the opportunity that exists for me to Work as a Leader within the Wold System.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having the attitude that I don't really want the responsibility of having to work very much and that I would rather focus on having free time for myself to be playing and learning how to play better.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a procrastination attitude towards Work and within this directly comparing Work to Play...as like Work being of less value to me than Play time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being apprehensive about creating Work for myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a preference for only engaging myself within Work that doesn't really seem like Work and could be definitely be regarded as Play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having judgment about myself as being selfish from the perspective of only really regarding myself and no other life within not wanting to Work and and Wanting to Play as much as Possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that even looking at this point of creating more Work and Responsibility for myself is stupid...and like why would anyone want to create more work for themselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dismissing the need for me to be a Working Professional within the World System and that I do not really require to be educated within the various professional fields of study because there is already so many professionals working within the various fields of study...and thus there is already, seemingly more than enough people Working.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for when I was a child, creating this idea about not really needing to contribute to society because there is already so many people contributing to the way society functions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating my self-responsibility for the ways in which I function/participate within society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for logically reasoning as a child that I do not require to involve myself within a position of importance or significance within society because there is already so many people looking after these positions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having some shame and judgement about acknowledging my resistances to taking on Work and dedicating myself to laboring the facilitation of great change within Our World System that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not pushing myself as hard as I am physically able to push myself within Laboring great change within the Word System.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as a sort of outcast in the word system from the perspective of deliberately minimizing my Work/Labor within the world system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to take responsibility for the World System that I participate within.


To Be Continued