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Wednesday, 9 July 2014

Day 648 - Come Petition...Calm Petition...Competition

Competition sounds like "Come Petition...and Calm Petition."

If your look at Competition from a starting point of "Participation" and "Performance", You can see that Stellar Participation and Performance is Synonymous with being/becoming "Calm".

It's interesting to notice how errors and mistakes mostly happen within a momentary blip of losing one's cool as being all together Calm Cool and Collected.

This "Calmness" I speak of here, is without conflict and is rooted in the equality and oneness of sound stability Here. No emotion and or feeling need exist because the Awesomeness of Physical Self Expression is a Performance and Participation Here beyond the veils and limitations of any and all emotion and feeling.

Emotion and Feeling is the Mind Fuck of Competition which yields less than Stellar results.

Justifying emotion and feeling within Competition perpetuates an indefinite defeat. The irony here is that there is only ever Self-defeat...and it is always all ways Self-Induced.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having previously correlated Competition with the highs and lows of feelings and emotions...and within this...associated the high feelings with winning and the low emotions with losing...and within this, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the absurd ridiculousness of self-inducing a mind fuck in regards to the word "competition".

I forgive myself for accepting and and allowing myself for perpetuating conflict within myself as a result of and as the way I accepted and allowed the word "Competition" to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resisted to take the time to investigate my relationship within and as "Competition"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how Competition enhances and accelerates self-reflection/self-development/self-perfection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating the creative construction of and as the word "Competition".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the starting point of Competition existing beyond any emotion and or feeling. I see/realize and understand the self-trust/self-honesty/self-forgiveness required to effectively live the word "Competition" as a physical self-expression of Who, How, and Why I am Here.

When and as I see myself looking to justify fear within competition, I stop and breathe, I see/realize and understand the self-induced trauma of self-inflicting fear upon myself to invoke particular reactions. I see/realize/understand that I am best able to respond when I do not accept and allow myself to be restrained in fear.

When and as I see myself starting to take pleasure in another's misfortune, I stop and breathe, I see/realize and understand how Sportsmanship, Integrity and Humbleness are synonymous within and as the practical living application of the word "Competition".

Tuesday, 24 June 2014

Day 647 Response Ability and Our Action

I find it fascinating to see how throughout my life, much of my behaviour has happened as a result of my thought/feeling/emotion associations.

As I have investigated my thoughts/feelings/emotions, I've come to understand Re-Actions.  What is so interesting I see here is how quickly associated Reactions are with thoughts/feelings/emotions. It's like an immediate consequence being presented to yourself as a a gift to see the error/mistake/misstep. What is fascinating within this process I see here, is the compounding interest within moments of Reaction...where, If a Moment of Reaction is not Realized and Corrected within and as a point of Accountability, as the act of taking Responsibility for the particular misalignment/mistake/inappropriate conduct....the Energy as the Starting Point Reaction Compounds and continues to brew....which is quite tragic...and thus a harder lesson to learn because it is not as immediate and as swift as an immediate aha I see, I here all is clear...

So, My sharing here about learning from reaction leads to our creative ability to exercise living physical action/activity.

Life is Physical Activity.

It's Interesting to regard our general movement/expression as Physical Activity.

It's Interesting to See Here how We Live in a Time Where there is So much Emphasis on the Need/Importance for Physical Activity!

It's Like there is So much Mental Activity and So Little Physical so Often Our Mentality is limiting our Stance and Balance Here within and as our Response Abilities as the expressions of Physical Activity.

What I find interesting about our Mental Activity influencing our Stance and Balance here as our Response the fact that the fear of Falling/Failure/Mistakes, Keeps/Prevents us from Living/Expressing Physical Action as Our Life Response Ability Here.

What does this really mean?

Self-Direction, meaning our specific willing ability to move ourselves from within a starting point of Life Oneness and Equality as the Self-Realization of and as Our Life Being Here One and Equal with Our Body and Mind.

However, as the tragic comedy here, as the really bad joke, Our inability to move in many Actually Taking Self Responsibility for Our Life in Every the Consequence of Fearing Consequence.

The Consequence of Fearing Consequence...This is the Mind Fuck....Like trying to prevent failure by failing to even Participate/Move/Act/Live Here.

This is quite Ironic. Really.


In order to be Constant and Consistent in Our  Physical Movement Here, We Require to Understand that We as Individuals Here are the Decision...

What is helpful within Seeing the Decision in Every Moment Here is that We either Exercise Our Response Able Body as the Understanding of Self-Love and Care, as Physical Living Action...........Or....We negate our Responsibility and Learn through the Compounding Interest of Our Consequences.

What is interesting that we can learn and apply and move and correct as a relatively swift and easy process as a result of the momentum of continuous willing movement without fear of consequence.....Or we can learn through a more difficult process of the momentum of resistance towards continuous willing movement without fear of consequence.

Either Way, Process Life Support is Here.

We decide How We Make it Here.

Our Ability to Make it Here as Living the Best Life Here is within and as Our Ability to take Self-Responsibility for our Mistakes Here....The power to Create for Real as Most Excellent Triumphant Awesomeness Comes from within and as Our Ability to Self-Forgive and Self-Correct Our Own Self-Destruction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating my ability as my self-responsibility to practically live a Most Excellent and Triumphantly Awesome Life in and as Every Moment Here.

I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of negating the decision to stand as the Epitome of and as Life Responsibility.

I commit myself to physically moving/exercising myself here as the decision to stand as the Epitome of and as Life Responsibility.

I commit myself as the stance and balance of Equality and Oneness Here as the power to create for real as Most Excellent Triumphant Awesomeness.

I commit myself to the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Corrective Applications required in practically Living/Making Myself as the Manifestation of Heaven on Earth

Friday, 20 June 2014

Day 646 Response I Bill it Why

"You Get What You Pay For"....Responsibility

"You Cannot Get What You are Not Willing to Pay/Give For"........Responsibility

"You Got what You Give"...."What You Give is What You Live"...Responsibility

Responsibility...."We Got It to Give"

Responsibility..."It's Ours for the Taking"

Responsibility...."It's a Decision"

"The Epitome of Creation"....Responsibility

"If You don't get what You pay for...there was a Breach in Responsibility"

Responsibility..."The Ability to Care"

Responsibility..."Response Ability"

"Our Ability to Respond"...Responsibility

"With Great Power comes Great Responsibility"


I Implore You to take on More Responsibility!

Responsibility is Life

Self-Responsibility....."A Give and Take Relationship"

Self-Responsibility...."What's best for all Life"

Responsibility is Everything

Live Responsibility

Responsibility...."The Secret to Life"

Wednesday, 18 June 2014

Day 645 - Making Time for Writing

So, my schedule has been and will continue to be rather busy. A point that has come up is how I am in fact able to push myself within my time/ make room for squeezing in an extra little bit within my time. How do I do this? Well, I have noticed that I am more effective in getting things done the less I think about other things while I am doing the thing I am doing....Meaning, as I focus myself on tasks at hand...and not drift within my mind...I am more efficient within the tasks I am participating within...and therefore as a result of my diligence within and as my physical tasks/responsibilities...I have realized that I can push myself to take on and give myself more responsibilities. I see Writing is a point of Self Responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having accepted and allowed the excuses in the past that my schedule is just to busy and that I cannot possibly squeeze in any extra time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I accepted and allowed the belief that I couldn't squeeze any Writing into my day, because I am just too busy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for subscribing to participation within justification...and within this, not realizing and understanding the ridiculous absurdity of making up a self imposed/induced restraint within and as the subscription to a thought/justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the focused effort within and as the decision and commitment to engage myself within and as my physical movements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the fact that an effortless physical performance is actually a fine tuned precise and concentrated and specific effort that is a result of hard work.

I see/realize and understand how I gift myself time by being specific within my participations/movements in time.

I commit myself to making a concentrated effort to continually share my blog writing's here.

I commit myself to making time to share writing.

I commit myself to making time on a daily basis to Write.

I realize and understand Writing to be an Awesome tool/expression of support and assistance for myself and others.

When and as I see myself formulating thoughts withing my mind as a point of like how I cannot and do not have time to write today, I stop and breathe...I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of subscribing/buying into my thoughts of justification. I direct myself to make a point of making my writing happen...I see/realize and understand that excuses and justification for not writing are not in fact valid...and that I am not interested in creating self-imposed restraints on my ability to make time to write on a daily basis...regardless of my circumstances within the day. I realize and understand the allotment of time I have available to write on a daily basis will vary.

I commit myself to daily Writing.

Day 644 The Desteni of Living


My Declaration of Principle:

1. Realizing and living my utmost potential

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all - guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all

3. Living by the principle of self honesty - to ensure I am pure in thought, word, and deed: that my within and without is equal and one. Who I am within is who I am without and vice-versa

4. Self Purification through Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self Application - the action of realizing I am responsible for my own thoughts, words and deeds, to forgive myself for transgressions and change myself to ensure I take responsibility for who, what, and how I am and through this know that I can trust myself to always be honest with me and so others

5. Living the principle of Self-Responsibility - realizing only I am responsible for what I accept and allow inside of me, my relationships and my outside world and so with this responsibility: only I have the power and ability to change that which I see is compromising who I am, what I live and how this affects others

6. Realizing that who I am in thought, word and deed affects not only myself - but others as well and so with Self Responsibility in thought, word and deed - I take responsibility for myself and so my relationships to be Self Aware in every moment and live in such a way that is best for me and so others as well

7. Living the Principle of Self Awareness - to be aware, to see, to recognize my own thoughts and Mind, to be self honest to the extent where I can take responsibility for when I see my thoughts / Mind is not what is best for me / others and commit to  immediately take responsibility and change for myself and so others

8. With taking responsibility for myself, becoming aware of myself - take responsibility and become aware of others in my life, to assist and support them as I am assisting and support myself - to give as you would like to receive and do the extra bit every day to see where I can contribute to other's lives and so my own

9. Living the principle of self trust - as I commit myself to remain constant in my living of self honest, self responsibility and self awareness, I stand as an unbending trust that I always in all ways know who I am no matter what I face and that in this I know, as proven in the constancy of my living that I will always honour and stand by what is best for all as so best for me

10. Making Love Visible - through not accepting/allowing anything less than my utmost potential, I support those in my life to reach their utmost potential, to love them as I have shown love to myself by gifting to me my utmost potential, the best life/living experience and show others as I have shown myself what it means to LIVE

11. No one can save you, save yourself - the realization that the tools and principles of Desteni is the guide, but I must walk the path myself. We are here to assist and support each other in this process from Consciousness to Awareness/Life and what it means to live - but the process itself, where you are alone with yourself in your own Mind: is walked alone

12. Not waiting for anything or anyone to take responsibility for me and this world - but that I realize I have created who and how I am in this moment, therefore I have the responsibility to change who and how I am and so the realization that we as a collective created how and what this world is today and so it is the responsibility of the collective to change how and what this world is today

13. Honoring the life in each person, animal - everything from the great to the small of earth, that we expand our awareness and responsibility to creating the best possible life for everyone and everything and so ourselves

14. Relationships as Agreements: Individuals coming together using agreements as a platform to one-on one expand, grow and develop as individuals in life and living to support/assist each other unconditionally to reach their utmost potential where the agreement is a coming together of individuals understanding what it means to stand as equals and to stand as one

15. Sex as Self Expression - where sex is an united expression between individuals in honour, respect, consideration and regard of each other as equals, two physical bodies uniting in equality and oneness - a merging of two equals as one physically.

16. Realizing that by the virtue of me being in this world - my responsibility does not only extend to my own Mind / my own Life, but to the minds and lives of everything and everyone of this earth and so my commitment is to extend this awareness to all of humanity to work together and live together to make this world heaven on earth for ourselves and the generations to come

17. I must in my thoughts, words and deeds - but most importantly in my living actions, become a living example for others in my world that is noticeable and visible when it comes to the potential of a person to change themselves and so change their world. So that most people can realize how we can change this world, by standing united in our self change within the principle of what is best for all to bring heaven to earth

18. I am the change I want to see in me and my world - to bring heaven to earth is to bring into being, into living the LIVING PROOF of a PRACTICAL HEAVEN that can be seen and heard in our actions and words. We are the Living Heaven that must come into creation in this living world

19. Through purifying my thoughts, words and deeds - my inner becomes my outer, so I bring into creation me as heaven into earth, realizing it is not enough to  'see the change / be the change' - for change to become REAL it must be a constant, consistent living of me through the words I speak and the actions I live visible and noticeable to all in every moment of breath

20. Realizing that my physical body is my temple - my physical body is the living flesh through which and in which I will bring into being and create / manifest heaven on earth as me in my thoughts, words and deeds and so I honour, respect and regard - nurture and support my physical body as I would nurture and support me as equals: my body is me

21. We are the change in ourselves and this world we have been waiting for: and so I commit to dedicate myself and my life for each one as all to realize this, as nothing will change if we don't change in all that we are, within and without

22. The realization that for me to be able to change myself in thought, word and deed to the most effective living being that I can be and become - I first have to 'know thyself' and so commit myself to investigate, introspect and understand how I became who I am today, to prepare the road before me into self creation of a responsible, aware, self honest and trustworthy person for myself and so for all

23 The realization that for me to be able to contribute to change in this world - I have to get to 'know thyself' as this world and so commit myself to research, investigate and introspect the inner and outer workings of this world and align the systems of today to present and give the best possible life for all on Earth

Friday, 30 May 2014

Day 643 - Make It Happen

It's interesting to examine how it is in fact that I am able to make things happen.

Many times I am faced with the point where a feeling/emotion/thought is presented as an obstacle to in fact making something in particular happen.

What I find interesting here is when and as I decide to let go of the thought/feeling/emotion and actually move myself beyond the limitation of the thought/feeling/emotion, I am in fact in the drivers seat so to speak to make "It" this is the point where I enable my ability to "create" here.

It's interesting to see how little I have actually directed for myself here from within and as the starting point of moving beyond thoughts/feelings/emotions as the points of limitation within and and as my actual physical movement here.

What I find interesting about the nature of thoughts/feelings/emotions is that it's like a self-induced hypnotic state/trance....and the decision exist within each individual here how long we in fact remain under the influence of our mind conditioning.

What I see here is cool, is the potential here for self-correction in every moment where we are faced with a point of resistance to "creating" and "expressing" self here within and as a point of self-movement/self-direction.

What is cool, is the self-satisfaction within actually making things happen as a result of moving beyond our self imposed limitation as the thought/feeling/emotions that bounds/binds us to self-manipulation/suppression/limitation/stuckness.


A cool way to test and check this point for yourself is to, when you are faced with a task that you would in fact like to complete...but then a thought/feeling/emotion comes up as like a distraction as the "justification" to circumvent actual action within the for a moment or a few moments...just look at the thought/feeling/emotion..and your experience within it...and actually relate/reflect it upon the point you in fact would actually like to make happen. What will become obvious here is that there is like a self-induced restraint and heaviness to actually being able to move into making the specific point, as long as attention is given to the thought/feeling/emotion that is "justifying" non action within a particular point of's like by allowing the thought/feeling/emotion to remain's a point of actually acting and accepting and allowing a "reason" and "justification" to exist as the self-hypnotic spell that keeps one from being able to effectively and efficiently self-direct and self-move here within a capacity to actually "make happen" what it is in fact you would actually like to "make happen".


For an example, say you are going to do the dishes...and a thought comes up that says, "i'll just watch a show before I do the dishes"...try pausing for a moment...notice here this is a point where it's like you almost don't know what to do...because the fact that the thought came up...reflects a consideration in moving in a particular way...and the fact that you just like enabling you to see...that there is in fact still a pull/push towards the thought which is connected as a feeling/emotion.

Now, Commit yourself to moving on the point of actually just doing the dishes...and see what is there any more thoughts/feelings/emotions that come up...see here how we can move beyond our mind conditioning.


This basic example illustrates how you can actually exist and operate/function here beyond automated reactions/directions as how you are suppose to move based upon the energy of a thought/feeling/emotion that you have previously created a relationship about within your mind.

Thursday, 29 May 2014

Day 642 Tree planting chapter 6 - physical enjoyment in the movement, beyond money...but is money...

Tree planting chapter 6 - physical enjoyment in the movement, beyond money...but is money...

Today I had a bit of a special mission type of day where I was required to move around from one area to another area...meaning I had to do a bunch of driving to go to various specific work site as a result I had less time available to plant than I have had on previous days and also nobody else was faced with these exact circumstance...the point of money came up in regards to my mood and attitude.

What is interesting that I have noticed in the past how I have allowed myself to become emotional at the prospected fear of losing money...losing out on making more money...and what is interesting that becoming emotional is a hindrance on self-movement here. I have noticed many times as I have allowed myself to get caught up in my mind while tree planting...that my effectiveness/concentration/focus./awareness/timing and coordination diminishes...and sometimes I stumble/trip...slow down...and overall become less effective  and efficient in the work I am doing...what is interesting about this that as I allow myself to commit to the actual physical movement of just moving myself without any emotion and or feeling connotations...but just move me as like a sport activity which I am "willing" myself to excel at my very best potential...I am in fact  operating in a state of flow..."Self-directed flow zone", where I am totally immersed within my physical body...and I am really enjoying the seemingly effortless movement of like a point of style/grace/elite-performance...and the funny thing here is that I am actually giving my full effort/force for the seemingly effortless look...which is interesting...because I am committing my actions all the way here...and what is interesting also about this point, "in and as the importance of self-movement beyond emotions" that,  It is in fact, "money" in and of itself...because...that is true self-expression here...and true self-expression will be rewarded as the fruits of our labor...and from my personal experience within tree planting and also my writing that as I allow myself to trust myself and I commit to directing the "will" within myself to actually move...that I am quite good at achieving fantastic results as a result of and as my self-commitment...self-dedication....and self-discipline..

I see here that this is a very important concept/point/understanding...that our self-movement here determines our reality...especially the state of our affairs/business/relations here.

I mean,

We can look at this at a personal, interpersonal and universal see how your personal life is a result of your movement and participations within yourself as like what you accept and allow yourself to participate within yourself/mind/body/world/words.

 The interpersonal reflects and indicates the extent of our relationships with others that are cultivated and developed through and as our labored participations within them...I say labor...because it is focused work/play...that is seemingly effortless....yet that is because there is a full commitment of focused effort here...and thus our relationships with we interact with a result of how we act with our self there is an interconnection and relation between our personal and interpersonal relationships...which therefore makes it easy to see and realize the extent to which our universal relationships exists our self here in and as the a point of existence like our sound...I mean who we are as the universe...big picture is a reflection of our personal and interpersonal...I mean it s interesting to see the state of world affairs through and as the eyes of self-realization and self-reflection...meaning that nothing can be separate from me here for real....because I am not really separate from anything here.

So, it is important to stop emotion and feeling as a source of self-movement...because the effectiveness of self-expression and fantastic results is therefore suppressed within and as the body energy output that is generated in feeding and maintaining a particular energetic vibration within the body as the activity is participated within...this is a result of the mindfulness in thought...meaning the  attention and deliberate participation within feeding the physical body there is a mental connection with the physical connection...and the more the mental condition and the thinking is indulged within while trying to excel to the best of one's abilities within a physical activity...the success within that physical activity will be strained and limited by one's own fear/mind/lack of focus and self-discipline.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which I am self-responsible for my physical body self movement here...and that it is me who determines my effectiveness..and the quality of my self-expression as a result of opening myself up to being able and capable of sharing myself as so much more than the limitations of thoughts feelings and emotions.

I see/realize and understand to access and get is in fact effortlessly easy as put in my effort/self-movement,  I allow myself to focus on getting specifically and exactly what I want...however I see and realize the important point that business...and self-expression is not about being emotional...that me as who I  really am...exists way beyond the energetic fear of thought feeling and emotion...and that the crucial ingredient in practical living the process here, is,  self-trust in the self movement here...and the dedication to keep moving..keep focusing...stop is all about self-expression here...

What is cool about self-expression that this is "you" sharing with all the "me's" here...and it's all "me"...and it's all "you" here...which means there is a togetherness agreement here....meaning that we share the same truth and trust like this is both of our estate's here...and so when and as one expresses oneself here from within and as a state of like in the the physical here zone...which is the place here where and as our sound transference ripples in such a way as like the most awesome assistance and support ever.