Day 770 - The Lame Fear

You get what you don't want and You get what you want, so either way, you Get it.  Get It? Get It!  Got it.

I noticed I fear being Lame.  Like, I do not want to appear weak or lame or somewhat inept in my participation, whatever that may be.  Ironically enough, what you really don't want, you get more of..when your starting point is in opposition of that very thing...it's like a homeopathic remedy and equation in so many ways....where the thing that is here to support you the most, is the very thing you are "fighting" and in "conflict" about. Tragically ironic indeed.  It's like creating  more and more consequence, a bigger and bigger mistake...to either be the cause of one's demise...or the Very Solution Remedy Cure here.  Funny, because everything is it...and where shit gets complicated is in and as how we have tagged it. You know that very elementary game of Tag You are it?  The word spelling's we imprint as our character impressions...not realizing the forgeries we are creating, because it's a fake of sorts, a conscious/unconscious incompetence. Not as the Knot in and as our not realizing what we are doing to ourselves...our cells here in and as our world here.

I noticed how I have been perpetuating a mind fuck within my world participation's within this point of fearing to be Lame. In many ways this perpetuates a sort of inferiority/superiority play out of characters....where it's like I go into a sort of De-siding....I mean, deciding...as like a self-censorship within participating within a point, or a sort of self-righteous superiority/Inferiority.  Though, there is the alternative to both these conflicting realities...which is me being here, clear from fear.  Though the very instance of me having moments of being clear from fear is very questionable,...because it's like a moment of fresh air, a breath of life...and then it's gone and into some sort of self-perpetuating stagnation or drowning.  Like forgetting how to swim for a moment...ironically enough, it's more like disabling my swimming ability in a moment, as like choosing to impair my ability with the acceptance and allowance of fear to be the commanding authority in relationship to the points of ability in question as my response abilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the word Lame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how much I have allowed myself to have a fearful relationship with the word lame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how much I have limited/suppressed my natural learning ability as a result of fearing to be Lame/Weak within a point.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the Irony relationship Tool and How it Links specifically with Fear in and as a Word Relationship.  As like a realm of Fear is at the core of accepted and allowed issues/conflicts/problems within an individual relationship. And, why this is so ironic, is because it is the very Fearful relationship with specific regards to the word in question that keeps the problem/conflict/mistake/misfortune alive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which i have self-censored my potential as a result of accepting and allowing myself to be in opposition/fear towards the word Lame. I forgive myself for not realizing the irony within fearing to be or be perceived as Lame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the extent to which process is a tragic/divine comedy play out here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how Irony can be a rather specific tool for investigating words, where you can use the word Irony as a sort of cross reference where you have a look to see if you are being ironically stuck within the very word you are making a concerted effort to investigate.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing how cool a tool Irony is within investigating words as like a fun and funny play to aid in and as the word investigation/exploration. - See more at: http://michaelwilliammcdonald.blogspot.com/2016/02/day-769-exploring-word-lame.html#sthash.hpDhwsRP.dpuf

Day 757 - The Flick of the Con

 


I've learned some ironically funny things about Conflict.  Specifically, myself relationship within and as conflict...how primarily so much so it is a decision of myself to accept and allow such relationship ridiculousness as the particular dynamics of various degrees of contextual relationship dynamics.

To place this simplistically,...the point is this....Being at war/odds with things is so much a choice within and as the accepted and allowed word relationships that exist within oneself as the particular feeling/emotional charges one holds onto as a debt bond.  Fascinating it is to see the word relationships as debt bonds...the specifics of particular relationship information contexts as carrying so called charges which are essentially a sort of zing I have been doing onto myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to slow down in such moments where it is in fact possible for myself to see and realize what I am in fact allowing....and to from here actually change the very nature of my word contractual relationships.

I realize the absurd ridiculousness of creating debt for myself within and as my word relations.

I realize how ridiculously absurd it is to bond myself to debt as like making myself dependent upon charges held against myself that I am so much so at the mercy of.

I realize the absurd ridiculousness of drafting such absurd contractual relationships within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extensive nature of each and every moment as an opportunity to so much so check myself within and as my word relationships...as I see and realize my words are my bonds.  Within this, I see and realize my words as the best bonds are that which are based within and as the frame work of equality and oneness...that exist free from conflictual feeling/emotion charges against myself that create a trigger as a reoccurring and perpetuating reactionary debt bond.

I commit myself to absolving myself from debt/conflict within and as my word/world relationships Here.

I realize this is a word by word process.

I commit myself to living the self-correction of and from conflicting contractual terms of word/world relations to substantially beneficial terms of word/world agreements.

Day 746 - Supple Play Works

Take a Moment to work and play Here with Supple:

"Supple" is the ease of movement which is Graceful. Bending and Flexibility.

When you Look at Supple...there is a sort of Supply to It.,,Isn't there? Like if you are not supple than you're ability to apply responsibility is rather limited, isn't it

What about the supplement within and as supple...or rather the Supple within and as Supplement?

With these regards and considerations is it Seen that the ease of movement which is graceful is a rather complimentary act...and self-responsibility if you will....a sort of glad to be of service approach....whether the service is self-service or other as the service of another self-here....in this regard....Isn't the service of self always all ways to be regarded here?  I mean, really who else is Here, other than Self? All of ourselves here.....all of our cells here....all the individualized parts of self here.

Supplement like the add in point...the play in the move as the natural way not such a forcefulness but more of a grace.

There is a tremendous amount of effort within and as Supple quickness...It is very focused and specific...and so there is a grace about the movement and motions...however, excellency within and as such supple quickness in application is a result of Practiced Efforts...and so the powerful practice efforts appear to be effortless as the grace about them...but the truth of the matter is....is much work goes into that which is seen as easy....like walking for instance....all of us who can walk now, spent a long while practicing it before we perfected it...and there was a constant and consistent everyday effort that went into the mastery of walking....

I commit myself to the utilizing the words Supple and Quickness as process points of support and assistance in aiding in my development and substantiation of response abilities that are great.

Day 741 - When The Going Gets Tough – The Moment You're Tired

When The Going Gets Tough – The Moment You're Tired

So I am Here in this moment pushing myself to share a bit of myself here in further establishing a new consistency in writing my blogs. I have been looking at the dedication and determination within and as the Self-responsibility to actually walk appoint as the Self-Authority on making what happens Best…Best as in for myself and all others as myself here.

The point is clear here…that sharing is caring through writing antidotes of support as words that assist myself and others as myself. Therefore I see it is paramount that I push myself to make this writing happen on a daily basis.

I looked at the point of time practicality and that somebody's will be much more of a squeeze than other days. This is the nature of learning how to juggle the effectiveness of time management. I mean things wouldn’t bee challenging ever at times if there wasn’t any resistance to walk through.

This evening for instance am I quite tired and would like to get to sleep earlier than is usual. This is somewhat of a consequence of my previous day time management where I stayed on later than expected and had to get up quite early…and I had a full day of activity today. This here is like a point of parenting in a way….I mean if you have a child and the child needs attention and you are tired or were sleeping and the child is calling for you…..you may want to go to sleep but the self-authority point of self-responsibility as that which is always best is to tend to the child in the best practical ways.

I see myself as taking on the parental guidance of my own individual application. I mean I am an adult…yet I see and recognize the child within me as like I am an adult child in a way…as I very much am still intact within and as the playfulness that is a child. I see that we are all children in a way…where even though we grow old…there is still a childish nature about ourselves. This I see here where the harmony is key in and as the balance of self seriousness and self playfulness.

I am quite enjoying myself here as I flow out words a like a fountain of support that is me here taking step by step word by word to substantiate the strength of my character here in ways that are Best for myself and Everyone as myself here.

This writing here today is the push …as like I was facing the pull of the tiredness energy within myself and all the excuses were coming into my mind as like I need to go to sleep now…there’s not enough time for me to write today…I’ll just write double tomorrow as a way to make up for today….these points of immediate thoughts coming up within myself as a solution of sorts that I wasn’t even really looking for are a disguise and a veil of sorts….a trap …an entrapment…where it’s like subtle suggestions in a way to submit to less than the potential I am to stick to the dedication and determination that I am to write myself Here.

I see realize and understand how to push myself through a pull experience in the mind when and as the going gets tough and the mind wants a shutdown experience of suppression as like the overwhelming experience of tiredness where one can easily justify the death of self in a moment…where it’s like believed to be logically rational that one just physically can’t go on any further. I mean here is the self-honesty…this is the equation ….the solution….the Solution as what is best in fact…and here the support I utlize in the moment is the questions as point of assisted and supported guided direction as my moral compass if you will where I see if and as I am in fact capable and able to do more than what my mind as my internal gps system is suggesting for me as the direction for my Life.

I realize and understand that my potential ability and capability exists beyond what comes up in my mind. It is not to say that I can not have a cool supportive thought…or that all thoughts cannot be supportive in one way or another….the point I am emphasizing is the self-honesty within and as the assessment of moment management as the recognition of what is in fact my potential ability in this very moment as Me Here the standing epitome of and as Self-Responsibility.

I am noticing that great questions for myself are somewhat rhetorical as like a question and an exclamation because I see here within and as this regard…that I am so much more than what I have ever believed that I am…and this is fascinating because I am beginning to recognize myself Authority as the writer/player/director that has so many solutions in any given moment as always all ways…and there is a lot of good ways/routes of assistance and support to aid in myself pushing myself as the resistance strength training where I prove to myself that I am in fact here as Substantial Endurance and Stamina and that physical ability far exceeds my thoughts and that I am just learning to get comfortable with the recognition that I am capable of more than I ever thought was possible for myself and all Life as myself here.

Life is remarkable as we are the writers that make the marks as how we exclaim ourselves to be so as the sewing things so as to how to have sown in the best possible ways the assistance and support that is substantially great to aid in the best development of Ourselves…our cells and the whole body of everyone here as to make the self-honest contribution to Life as the realization recognition and understanding of what it means for expression to exist as “I live to Give” At Your service as the best service to myself is the best service to You…as You is me in another Life and I am You in and as this Life.” Together we are both Here. Alone Here and All One together Individuals put together to share as the “I am Here to Give to Life as I am Life.”

To Be Continued J

Day 736 - Cat Punching on Facebook

I learned of the phenomena of "Cat Punching on Facebook" a little while ago. Cat punching on Facebook is just as it sounds.

Now, obviously it is common sense that Punching a Cat in the Face is not a Cool thing to do to a Cat. Nor is it considerate or appropriate behavior for any Human Being. So, Yes, this is mostly common sense to most people. Despite how bad we humans treat one another with our laws and the way we have structured a monetary system....where everyone is a wage slave to one degree or another...and we have a devalued labor system....where there is a lack of regard.....We typically agree that we shouldn't blatantly abuse animals as a point of schadenfreude.

However, Obviously the way our shared reality is structured reflects the ugly truth that we humans as a whole...collectively, don't really give a shit about animals. And in fact we are directly responsible for countless amounts of the most heinous animal abuse.

We do some much chemical testing on animals in the name of science as like a martyr type mentality where it's believed to be for the greater good....because the attitude and idea of humanity is that we are far superior to all other species on planet earth....and therefore everything is for our sacrifice. Now what's interesting within this very blunt perspective of humanity....is that most Humans I have found from my own personal interactions, to be somewhat defensive about such labeling...and ironically enough...an individual human's defense systems kick in and they literally profess their own self-appointed greatness and how there is unfortunately problematic humans but only a certain bunch...and that it's surely not them....and what is so ridiculous about the propagated self-defense is that in point out a blatantly some what obvious in terms of the amount of facts here....this isn't really a threatening point....but the typical human responds in self-defense because in a way...by talking shit about the Human as a generalization...it brings into question One as an individual's very existence and the meaning...and how each individual is a contribution to the collective of humans here...and it's like Humanity moves as One voice as each is the One voice and it is a majority rule as how things operate here. Ironically within this mentality....there is a lot of dismissiveness...the blame game that i mentioned earlier....and so we have a system of a lack of accountability....You Know, toooooo much deniability.  Deny, Deny, Deny, is the ingrained and educated shock doctrine police mentality television lesson to protect your innocence and survival.

Now, lets look at the specific humans who deliberately engage themselves within heinous acts....such as for example cat punching on facebook. Perhaps the reasoning behind such activity....is they think it is funny....it makes them feel good....they think it's cool....it's a rebellious thing to do and they're looking for ways to rebel in a world that doesn't make sense.  Now these are obviously just some of the possibilities....obviously there is a tremendous amount of possibilities within the psyche of an as one individual.

So, let's look closer here at the point of Education.

Within, looking at the possibilities I outlined as potentials forms of reasoning in and as how/why particular individuals participated in the Facebook cat punching.

So, notice that there is particular and specific relationship definitions in relation to the actions. This goes to show the relationship of words and actions. Have you ever heard anybody ever say anything about "Living Words"?  Well, whether you have or haven't, it's in the words as who and how we are in action. See the Action here is the Act I on. Each is in the act...or in the Reaction....meaning there is a cause and effect relationship sequence at play all of the time.

So, looking scientifically at things here as a point of logical computing of systematic data....we can deduce that Input is related to Output...as the source of input is in someway related to the output. So, to see how we have sewn ourselves sown....so to speak as the very specific ways in which we speak/think/behave....as what we have in and as our behaviour is a result and reflection of and as the extent of our education. World and Word Relationships. Now this isn't a blame game because the blame is a be lame game and nobody likes to be lame...I mean really...nobody wants to be lame...yet we do blame...because it's a defense...a Mistake...an error....due to a false positive....a result of faulty computing....crossed wires if you will.

See here, and also consider how the body is a chemical concoction...a potion if you will....always stewing and brewing....real alchemy here...kind of interplay and relationships are very much a chord of the ongoing accordion...meaning everything relates and reflects and influences and impacts...as like we are all here within a container so to speak...so the movement has influence....meaning....if you are moved in a particular energetic way about something...that may compound over time with particular triggers...triggers that you are not even consciously aware of.....so you are moving in a direction that to a certain extent is beyond your conscious choosing because you may not even realize the extent to which every decision you make has been influenced by One's very own emotional disposition and fortitude.  Which is quite the realization in and of itself...I mean look at advertising...it impulses off of emotions....particularly primal emotions...and also consider subliminal messaging....many people know the concept....but do you really know to the extent in which you have been programmed beyond you conscious, subconscious and even unconscious mind? how many minds are there even really? Popular scientific rhetoric says there;s 3 minds a conscious and subconscious and unconscious....that information is somewhat regarded as credible because of the Authority that is given to it as being valid....Scientists Professional Opinion...
Do you see how someone' who is regarded to be of authority and a "professional opinion" could potentially negatively influence another individual unintentionally? what if the professional opinion is invalid....it was just an opinion right?.,...well what about the credence give to authoritative opinion?  Do You see how this all relates to Education? Everyone is educated....the fact that you are here reflects education....now the quality of education is something of a horror story....because SEE, there is really only One Class of Life here...and that is the Life Class....but the Human within it's authoritative reach within the sciences and our classifications...amongst our own species and our habitat's we have created a grandiose Mind Fuck...which reflects...as problematic reactionary viruses spreading...meaning problems perpetuate and compound when and as nobody is standing within and as Self-Responsibility within and as the starting point Life regard and consideration as All is One and Equal Here.

Stop the blame game and reflect upon yourself how we are all equally responsible for the Mind Fuck we have here.

If you see yourself as less Mind Fucked than others....a question for you...."what are you doing to assist and support your peers to be less Mind Fucked?....who assisted and supported You?...You couldn't be totally not mind fucked without the assistance and support of others here....So, if you were more mind fucked...wouldn't you want the support and assistance of someone who is less mind fucked....?

But hey....forget about the judgement comparison analysis of who is less or more mind fucked...and notice the main point of regard within the consideration,....which is,.."Mind Fucked"

Education and Money are Keys here and we all need both as the words are money building blocks as to how to shape structure a most excellent co-existence of regard and consideration for all inhabitants,,,Compassion is the Compass in daring to care enough to look at the ugly truth and Begin the Journey to Life as the All Ways Best Direction and Decision for Life.

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Day 694 - Freedom

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating positive energy about the word "freedom".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a negative energy definition as reaction to realizing and understanding how I created a positive energetic definition about "freedom".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get stuck within and as my word relationships by polarizing them within energies as either being positive/negative/neutral.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing how I have perpetuated the polarity play of words within myself as an outflow and energetic reaction of myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not recognizing the extent to which freedom exists as kind of an ironic term from the perspective that no real freedom exists within and as the acceptance of a polarized vocabulary from the perspective of having words charged with emotion and or feeling.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of programming that exists within and as my mind consciousness system as a result of and as my individual self-defined emotion and feeling associations to words as the various energetic attachments onto words which perpetuate a polarized disharmony.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the simplicity of freedom existing within and as responsibility...as the ability to express oneself here from and as the starting point of responding and or directing creation as what is best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and recognizing myself as the starting point of creation here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from and as the word "creation"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of the cosmic joke that is 'fighting for freedom'...because this perpetuates the peace/war polarity...where one perpetuates the other...and is really anything but harmonious.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying to investigate all energetic word relationships that exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making up blame as a defense to why freedom doesn't really exist. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have perpetuated conflict within myself as a result of participating within blame and holding onto the belief that freedom cannot exist.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from and as "freedom"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding freedom from the perspective of freeing myself from my own accepted and allowed enslavement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking to create an energy about freedom as a way to generate some sort of feeling or emotion in relation to the experience of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing how the seemingly natural reaction when investigating word relationships is to take on the opposite polarity as the believed to be correct/right adjustment and new way of seeing. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of jumping back and forth between positive and negative energy.

When and as I see myself faced with a reaction, I first allow myself to take a breath and actually stop the energetic movement that is existing within myself as the reaction energy...I look at the energy specificity and I see/realize the word associations in relationship to the specific reaction I just experienced....I purify my word relationships here by first recognizing the impurity and then by forgiving the impurity and the particular energetic charge attached to the impurity and then I allow myself to play with the word for a moment as I work out an agreement to live as the word...from and as the perspective of substantiating the best potential for myself and the word here. I commit myself to living words as the best structures of support. I commit myself to specificity with my word selection.

When and as I see myself resisting responsibility.....responsibility from the perspective of seeing and realizing a potential opportunity here.....I take a moment to focus on my breathing a 4 count breath and actually stop my thoughts/feelings/emotions and take a self-honest look at the opportunity of responsibility that is available here for me to jump into and as a point of self-direction. I allow myself the opportunity to move within and as the moment of self-responsibility. I see realize and understand my potential abilities and skills are developed effectively as the outflow of my living and directing myself responsibilities. I realize and understand the ridiculousness of holding back on potential as a result of resisting to push self-responsibility.

I commit myself to living self-responsibility.

I commit myself to developing my talents/skills/abilities as a result of living self-responsibility.

I realize Freedom to exist within and as the living of self-responsibility/self-honesty.

I commit myself to practically living self-responsibility and self-honesty.

When and as I see myself faced with a moment of thought that seems so right, I stop and breathe, I allow myself to forgive my thought...as I see realize and understand the righteousness of thought is a hindrance to a holistic perspective here....I realize and understand the the self-responsibility in directing each and every thought through the application of self-forgiveness.

I commit myself to living self-forgiveness as an expression of Freedom here. I realize and understand self-forgiveness is a tool that is fun to use....when and as oneself realize the awesomeness potential of and as self-forgiveness as the gift giving tool that it is.

Day 683 - Solution Focus

It's interesting to see how our Attitude effects our ability to focus solutions that are best. Gratitude is the Attitude...the One and only really...

Because, have a look....

Anything less than gratitude as the attitude...puts in you a fear state of sorts as less than the potential of response abled awareness.

I've noticed that my response abled applications are totally suppressed when my attitude is anything less than gratitude. Like moving in a point is much more arduous and the temptation to quit and give up before beginning to move effectively is overwhelming.

What's interesting is that having a positive outlook is beneficial to actually learning anything within that which you are participating. Having a negative attitude about participating in anything...is like making the decision to kill your potential before you have even given yourself permission to explore the possibilities within your potential.  It's interesting because this is a point of attitude. Positive attitude fits in with gratitude and appreciation. Whereas, a negative attitude is lack there of appreciation and regard for the potential opportunities that have been bestowed to you. See it's interesting that our ability to actually create and have access to great things is so much in the attitude we allow ourselves to exist within.

Let me give you some examples.


My French language skills are very poor. Yet I had opportunity to have excellent French language skills. I was exposed to much French Language education in school....more english than french...yet opportunity existed at one point had I shown a promising development in french language skills, that I could have made a transition in having more french time and less english time at school.  I however made a decision early on in my elementary education that french isn't worth my time...that I don't want to learn French....french is stupid...I just want more physical education....gym class...

I can even recall goofing of in french classes to such a degree where I was encouraging others to compete with me in seeing who get the lowest scores on the french tests....


 I had an awful attitude about learning french. I had my justifications as to why my attitude about learning french was the way it was. And, logically speaking it made sense to me.  So, I could rationalize my justifications to have a negative attitude and a blatant disregard about the opportunity to learn french. It's interesting because I made french to be like an enemy of me...where I believed that if french didn't exist...or was not necessary as a subject in the school I was attending, than I would have had more gym class.

Similar story with learning piano. I had piano lessons when I was in elementary school. I had a terrible attitude towards taking piano lessons. This negative attitude killed my development potential in piano. I took piano for 2 or 3 years and my development was minimal because I had created a terrible relationship towards learning how to play piano. I did not care about learning piano. Looking back upon my childhood it is unfortunate that I squandered such an opportunity because the opportunity was presented to me...and all I had to do was participate within and as gratitude being my great attitude. However I had made a point of being in conflict with piano...because I placed learning piano to be in opposition with other things I defined to be more worthy of my time...so, ironically in my attempt to spite my parents, I spited myself. Which goes to show...if you treat yourself great....You actually can and will treat others great. Though, it is also true...if you treat yourself like shit...you will treat others like shit...and vice versa. Treating others poorly reflections a poor relationship with oneself.



Throughout my life, in successfully learning and developing any skill, there have been some common characteristics/criteria involved....which include: Wanting to learn, a positive regard towards the point in question, being focused on solutions...as like how I could achieve particular end results/goals/skills...a committed determination that this is something that I am interested in and I will get it...I know I got this in me...I can do this...I am doing this...there is no doubt about it, confidence, lack of fear, persistence, enjoyment, curiosity...A will to learn.

A will to learn.

A will to learn.

A will to learn.


This is the Solution Focus.

The Solution Focus as A Will to Learn, can also be regarded as Creation or Growth development.


To Be Continued


A cool Ted Talk that I watched today that relates to my sharing here today can be viewed at the following link.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tkkL9w2pw8

Day 681 - Reading Ability

Questions facilitate insight.

Recently, I have been extensively questioning my reading ability...and specifically, my reading potential.

I have been examining the process in how I was educated to read. I have been questioning this process. For instance, I have noticed that I do not require to sub-vocalize in order to read effectively. Sub-vocalizing...means, to speak the words aloud to yourself.  Realizing this point about sub-vocalizing within reading is a fascinating development for myself. The average person is said to speak somewhere between 200-250 words a minute. I heard that around the fastest a person could speak was about 600 words per minute. These facts explain why most people read 250 words or less a minute. 

What I find interesting about asking myself questions...is that I present myself support and assistance in answering questions without consciously thinking about the question constantly. Like the question exists in me, as does the answer and solution...and in a way it's a self movement kind of self intimacy in realizing the answer/solution. What's interesting about this is that I can reflect internally as well as externally to support self-realization in effectively processing information.

Reading, is essentially processing information.

Today I have been learning about mental photography (see Richard Welch)..a sort of speed reading if you will. What I find interesting about this approach is that you work with your natural learning ability....you know...how you learned to do so many things within the first 5 years of your life....naturally....without even thinking about it.

Interesting consideration is that most people go to school to learn......

What is interesting about this consideration is the fact that we learned an exceptional amount of things within the first 5 years of our life before we even went to kindergarten.

I didn't realize or really consider until today how tediously slow the learning process is within the schooling system in terms of how we are taught to move through material. Before today, I didn't really consider that we are being educated in public education at an extremely slow rate.  I mean, if you consider how many years a kid is in school until they finish school....say 1 or 2 years of kindergarten...plus 12 years of grade school....before deciding whether or not to go to college or university...which could be another 1-10 years. WOW! It's really quite absurd to consider that you go to school for 12 to 14 years before you decide if you are ready to work or you are ready to study within a particular college or university so that you can get a specific profession that you need to have a particular degree/diploma from a college/university in order to qualify for the job/position/title.

I just watched a video about 'how to be reasonably good at anything within 20hrs'. This isn't to suggest that you will be a world class professional in any particular area in 20hrs....though it is suggested that with specific focus and attention on particular wants and asking the right questions...and the right practice...it is in fact reasonable to become reasonably good at many skills.

What's also interesting...is that I was listening to the Guinness book of world records Speed reader....Howard Berg, talk about how he reads 80 pages a minute...and how a little while ago he agreed to do a seminar on Photoshop...even though he did not have much knowledge about the particular specifics of Photoshop. He educated himself extensively within a week and put on a seminar for many professional photographers who were very impressed with his seminar and wondered how long it took him to learn so much about Photoshop....he made a joke about it....and said, "Oh, a really long time"

It's interesting to regard ourselves as like forms of sophisticated technologies....for example...like the way our body is set up....essentially how we see...is we are photographing....and scanning images....I've also been looking at laser printers lately...which print pages of information very quickly...like boom all at once done...I recently purchased a kind of lower priced laser printer that prints around 30 pages a minute. 

What about reading 30 pages a minute. My laser printer does that consistently every time I send it a print job. It's programmed to operate at that level.

Howard Berg has programmed himself to read 80 pages a minute...consistently. 

I am most fascinated in exploring and sharing awesome potential. We are at a point in time where it is as important as ever to share awesome potential. We have the capacity to create a programmed reality that facilitates the best support and assistance for All Life in All ways. 

To Be Continued

Day 679 - What are We Doing Here?

It's interesting to examine the relationships one has. In always all ways. I mean look, how many relationships do we in fact even have? Does any One person Know how many relationships they are in fact a part of? It has become obviously apparent to me the vast interconnectedness that exists here as Earth. At the moment, I am not even certain as to how many relationship interconnections..,are taking place within my body...and for that matter...outside my body....and....on my body....like for example how much bacteria is there on my skin? What's going on exactly? The point I am getting at here is that relationships are paramount for Our Being Here. We are Here as a result of relationships. Things are the way they are because of relationships. What I have interesting and fascinating it to examine and study relationships. This studying I regard as a point of reading. Essentially, all we do is read....You know, read the situation...what's happening....communication is key....relationship interplay is a result of communication. I mean, when you think about it....there's really no choice But Communication existing Here. Think about it. We are all here sharing a particular amount of space...and within this space we are in proximity to one another. Relatively speaking. Fascinating stuff really.

I was talking to a University student today, who I did a reading diagnostics test for. Well, actually I talked to several students at the university...in which I administered reading diagnostic tests for.

What was interesting about my sharing today...was the discussions I had about Vocabulary. I had a particularly interesting discussion with a computer programming student. The student had very poor vocabulary recognition and his reading speed was below average. He, as also a few others...were dismissing the importance of Vocabulary in this day and age....where we have access to applications like Google.....the thought reasoning being....why would I even need to know how to spell correctly when Google knows....

I explained to him that his poor reading ability was directly related to his relationship with words. Meaning that words are like codes...and that essentially reading is adding up all the variables/codes/equations/formulas to get to the actuality and expression of the matter being shared. You know, basic addition here....the accounting if you will.

This point clicked with the computer programmer....because he could relate it to his effectiveness writing code....from the perspective that he could see that he would not be very effective writing new scripts and applications if he didn't effectively understand the various codes he was using...and that in fact he would be highly in effective in his using code to create things if he did not realize and understand the code.

This is what is happening here. Everyone is existing within code. The irony...the cosmic joke if you will....is that everyone is the butt of the joke....a parody of sorts. There is so much communication happening all the time....within ourselves...like how we react and or possible respond to others is so much so a result of what he have accumulated within ourselves earlier....our relationship coding if you will.

It's interesting to regard the point that we are all a part of a systematic program. Some may proclaim that it's creepy....others that this is hog wash....,or fantasy....or tell you that you've seen to many sci-fi movies....or that this is a really cool topic of discussion....others may suggest that this is something they don't want to talk about....or regard at all....others may say it's scary....
The point here....is that our response ability to any particular point is based on our programming. Our learning if you will....

Now, learning is a real interesting thing. Because if we dare to question our learning...and how it is in fact we learn...and why perhaps there is a tendency for people to stop having a passion for learning as they get older....there's some serious insight available....

Notice how information is presented in the news on television...and the protocol around such a production. It is very regimented in a particular way. Notice how the News reporters speak. Notice the particulars of everything.

Why is it that noticing the particulars of everything seems perhaps like a daunting and even possibly arduously endless task?  Is it because we have been conditioned in a way where we are believed to be so far removed from the actuality of what is totally happening here within ourselves. Within our cells? Have we perhaps suppressed our access to ourselves? Does this explain the drug and alcohol culture of experimentation?

Now, if you regard that our individual state of affairs...is a result of particular relationship conditions...and that essential the state of our world system is also a result of particular relationship conditions. Interesting how an affair can be a regarded as a bad thing....like something deceptive...you know like a cheating on your partner/lover.  While, when the word is pluralized....like regarding our state of affairs, this is not necessarily bad...it's more of a neutral things...like our business dealings....our happenings if you will...

What is quite interesting about the english language...is that there is so many variables...variations...in and as the wording of words....the context of things....which is interesting in and of itself....because, the idea and fact that there can be discrepancy in realization...and even understanding has profound consequences on our individual circumstances....like mixed signals....mixed messages, is a point of confusion really...

Look at how our legal system exists....are you familiar with all the laws and legislation that exists....all the legal code.....the meaning of all the legal terminology? Isn't this important if we are governed by law? What does that say about our individual relationship with words? I mean, have you really investigated your relationship with every word you know. How well do you really know all the words in you vocabulary? Do you ever notice how particular words act as like forms of triggers....uhm, you know...like a form of stimulation for your mind....that leads to particular emotion or feeling about other things beyond the initial word presentation....like some words have a lot of personal attachment to them.

Look at your thoughts. What are your thoughts primarily about? Is there any reoccurring themes....do the same themes cycle...time loop like a television series....where you are entertained or distracted with particular programming on a daily basis? Have you considered that each of us determines our channels....how we are tuned in and out of whatever programming that is running? what's your thoughts regarding programming? Are you the source programmer?

Does it seem difficult to do anything out of the ordinary? Like, to dare to act in away that you are not accustomed to? Do you think this is because you are operating within a particularly conditioned program?


To be Continued

Day 665 - The Math within Technological Advancement

Continuing from my previous blog, "A World of Regard"

So, to begin with where I left off:


"I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to distract myself from the basic mathematics required to see how in fact a better world can be created for all life here that is most excellent in sustainability."


OK, I want to share a bit of an Abracadabra moment I had today:

So,

I was investigating the word "Passion"....and within doing so, I was looking at how I was accepting and allowing the word to exist within me. What I found was that I had connected "Passion" to a strong positive feeling energy experience....and more specifically this strong positive energy feeling experience would be about what I defined as I really like....

So, what is interesting about this....is that I noticed that the way I have created this particular word relationship with "passion" existing within me....is that I have been hindering my potential.

My potential has been drastically limited as a result of this particular vocabulary relationship within myself....because....well..., my ability to actually live "passion" as who I am from moment to moment as like a real zest for life has been conditioned and dictated according to how I conditioned the energetic feeling experience of Passion to be within me to actually being able to act out a moment of passion....Meaning, unless I was really feeling it....in a particular moment....I wouldn't be able to be passionate....

So point of Sharing here today, is how in fact our Vocabulary....Words...in fact are the Key to the Math within Technological Advancement.

See,

How we communicate and move about is a direct result of and as our relationship with words.  This in and of itself is a point of basic mathematics....because, in order to comprehend what it is you are doing and specifically structure the applications/planning of your participations effectively....one requires a sound relationship with words.

So, the effectiveness in being able to orchestrate the the coming together of a world that is best for all life here in this planet....begins with how we have structured our own individual vocabulary.  Primarily investigating our emotion and or feeling attachments to words...as how words have become conflict within us as yes and no coding based up negative emotions and positive feelings...as like how we react based upon our very impulse....our programming if you will....because you see....each of us willed our very own programming of word/world relationships very specifically....and interestingly enough it is our word/world relationships that create/manifest what is in fact here.

This explains why substantial change has not ever been a quick instantaneous extravaganza....from the perspective of all the most unfortunate inhumane mistakes of our reality just kind of sorting themselves out over night....

So,

I was looking at how I could utilize the word "Passion" as a tool of support in support and assisting my daily practical living....and to see if I could create a definition that exists beyond an energetic experience....

So,

In playing within and as the word "Passion",

I noticed: Passion is the Pass I On....Pass as like the move I make...and the play I make...because a pass is like a play in and of a sport/game/activity...a pass is a physical action here. And what's cool about looking and seeing Passion as the Pass I On....is that Passion is the point of Sharing here....as like Pass it On...Pass I on...because I is always it....because like tag your it.....because everybody is It.....we live in the age of IT....it's all about IT....IT can stand for "Information technology"

So, now if we look at the saying, "Pass I On".....and "I" is the point of Information.....and we see here through my writing that information in and of itself is in fact a point of technology....a tool to create with here....I mean, to be really effective in doing anything, Your vocabulary is quite critical.

So,

As we humans as a collective whole, become more and more effective with our words....our world will reflect this...as our world is a reflection and presentation of and as our acceptances within and as our word relationships.

So, I dare You to explore your individual relationship within and as words and take initiative to remediate your vocabulary by removing the veil which is the self-limiting definitions that exist through the feeling/emotion energetic experience....because it is this very particular energetic experience that is individually self-defined that keeps the very movement and flow of life excellence restrained and held hostage.

To be Continued

Day 652 The Art of Communication

Effective communication is like a communion of action where there is a coming together in and as an agreement. What I find fascinating about this is the very fact that this is based on comprehension of what is being said/articulated. Meaning, there can be many different points of view and perspectives within and as the communication between people...and that is actually quite cool...in fact, this is a point of sharing in and as the expansion of self-development here...where our world expands in and as the seeing of a new perspective about a point. And from this perspective here...the communication is not a battle/argument/conflict....it is an exchange of information from the starting point that sharing is caring...and sharing and caring are fucking awesome.

It's interesting to see how there is difficulty in communication when one or more parties involved in communication take some sort of offense to specific information that is shared...like, a reaction to the information is usually in the form of offense/defense...where the information is essentially not comprehended and processed effectively within one's mind....which creates a disharmony of sorts....which results in a temporary misalignment within the potential harmony and rhythm of the sharing exchange and transference of information.

What is so fascinating about communication is our movement. Whether it be verbal or non-verbal.

It has become self-evident to me that when a point is not comprehended effectively there is a reaction which results in a particular energetic movement within the body....and, this movement can be verbal or non-verbal. In becoming acutely aware of these energetic movements within self and therefore others here, one can stand within and as the self-responsibility of directing any and every disharmony that occurs within the sharing of information.

What is fascinating about taking self-responsibility, is that we in fact enable our ability to respond/communicate effectively. Ironically, without gifting and giving ourself the responsibility to self-correct and remove points of dissonance/disharmony as moments of energetic reaction,...One's ability to hear and be heard here is suppressed....which is a most unfortunate mind fuck, a tragic comedy really, because, ineffective communication is a mistake and contamination in and as one's own relationship with words/Self here.

I have noticed that within one's immediate family....there can be much disharmony in communication...because there is so much emotion and feeling related to one another....which makes the energetic reactions in and as voice tonality greater/stronger...because the charges against oneself are so much more extreme and there has been such a build of emotion and feeling within the memories of each family member....that one is often much more easily triggered when another family member speaks to them. I heard something said along the lines of, "end war in the family....and there will be no war in the world" This is a fascinating exposure here because essentially the war that exists externally throughout the World is a total mirror and self-reflection of the war of words that exist within ourselves here. So, as we take responsibility for our words and actions here, we take responsibility in remediating the war/conflicts that exist here....because the wars and conflicts that exist are in fact nothing more than a consequential outflow of improper comprehension of vocabulary.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting in moments of communication as a point of impatience...in not wanting to really shut up and listen and receive what is being shared with me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being self-righteous within communication from and as the perspective of not wanting to take the time to listen and actually process and comprehend what is being shared with me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying moments of blame within communication as a result of validating the use of judgement as a self-defense mechanism to super impose the position of blame. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how communication is in fact a simple point of sharing and that communication only becomes difficult when one decided within one's mind that they do not want to be patient and self-responsible within giving and receiving as what is best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the art of communication.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for investing emotions and feeling about particular words/things/people/places/behaviors and actions to such an extent that I feared letting go of the emotion/feeling/investment/relationship I created.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding my verbal and non verbal communication.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be lazy within my communication.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding my sounds within sharing my sounds here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how a contaminated vocabulary results in and as the suppression of particular self-expressions here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to hear/listen to myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take offense and defense in relationship to seeing and hearing what is here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to battle myself within and as the suppression of my sound here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compromise and suppress my sound/movement/expression/beingness here within and as a result of participating within energetic reactions.

I see, realize and understand how energetic reactions are less than who I really am as Life.

I see, realize and understand how energetic reactions are the suppression of life substance here.

I see, realize and understand how to stop suppressing myself here.

I see, realize and understand how to direct/self-correct reactions/disharmony here.

I see, realize and understand the importance of self-responsibility within and as communication here.

I see, realize and understand how to communicate effectively.

I see, realize and understand the art of communication.

I see, realize and understand the 'art of communication' to be a point of self-movement/self-expression here as how we play.


I commit myself to playing,

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and others to make the best plays and be the best players here.

I commit myself to practically living awesomeness within and as communication.

I commit myself to sound communication as the self-realization that who I am as sound is beyond the self-imposed limitations of energetic reactions as emotion and feeling.

I commit myself to sharing my sounds/words/movements in ways that are best for all Life here.

I commit myself to living and applying the 'art of communication' as who and how I am here as the starting point of self-responsibility and self-awareness that always exists here beyond consciousness.

Day 493 Questions Today

I asked myself questions this evening....the question are;



When did I first give up on myself ? 

When did I quit/give up on myself ? 

When did I first decide that I can slack off on self-willed commitment ?

When did I decide it was OK to stop learning something that was difficult for me to comprehend/master ?

When did I first become Frustrated ?

When did I first become Angered ? 

When did I first become Annoyed ? 

When did I first become Upset ? 

When did I first become Disappointed ?

What was my first Justification ?

When did I first learn what is Best ?

When did I first learn what is Great ?

When did I first learn what is Happy ?

When did I first learn what is Joy ?

When did I first learn to Lie ?

When did I first learn Manipulation ?

When did I first learn what is Awesome?

When did I first learn Hate ?

When did I first learn Hurt ?

When did I first learn Pain ?

When did I first learn Funny ?

When did I first learn to Laugh ?

When did I first learn Want ?

When did I first learn to Share ?

When did I first learn to Cheat ?

When did I first learn Strength ?

When did I first learn Bravery ?

When did I first learn Courage ?

When did I first learn Honor ?

When did I first learn to Play ?

When did I first become Scared ?

When did I first learn Worry ?

When did I first learn Thinking ?

When did I first learn Fear ?

When did I first learn Question ?

When did I first learn Become ?

When did I first learn Story ?



There are many more questions to ask myself. I am seeing and realizing it is important to understand what I have learned. I see and realize I learned things without understanding things. I see and realize I never questioned the consequences of what I learned ?

Right Now, I am Questioning How it is I Learn ?


What is Learning ?

What is Understanding ?

What is Comprehension ?


What was the first mistake I made ? Was it the first thing I learned ? Can I learn without Mistakes ?


Do I need Mistakes to Learn ?


Can I Learn without making Mistakes?


How do I Make Mistakes ?

Did I learn to Make Mistakes ?

Are Mistakes Learned Behavior ?


When did I first learn Behavior ?

Is a Mistake something I don't Know ?

Can I know what I don't Know ?

Can I Learn what I don't Know

Why am I asking so many Questions ?

Are Questions Like Mistakes ?

Do I need Mistakes and Questions to Learn ?


Why do I not like making Mistakes ?

When did I learn to not like Making Mistakes ?


When did I first fear asking Questions ? Was it because I feared being exposed as not Knowing ?


When did I first place importance on Knowing ?


Did I trap and confuse myself within my own Knowing ?

Why do I say My Own Knowing ?

Is Knowing a point of Individuality ?


Is Knowing a Secret ?


What is a Secret ? When did I first learn a Secret ? Is Knowing a Secret

Is Knowledge and Information the Secret Programming Code ?

Is Knowing and Understanding Words the Key to Understanding the Secret Programming Code ?

Did I Create My Own Secret Programming Code ?

Am I The Only One Who Has the Key to UnLocking My Secret Programming Code.

Are Complications forms of Mistakes as like Mis and Dis Information ?

Are Complications Failures to be Simple ?

Can Complications be Simplified ?

Are Simple Complications Easy to Correct ?

When did I first Learn Corrections ?

What is Correct ? Is it that which is not Wrong ? Is Something always what It is Not ?

By Having Something, Do We Not Have Something ?

Can We Be Everything and Nothing ?

Does Nothing Come from Everything ? Does Everything Come From Nothing ?

Where is the Beginning of Nothing ? Is there and End to Nothing ?

If Nothing Has No Beginning and Nothing Has No End, Does That Mean Nothing Is All That There Is ?

Is Nothing the Source of Life ?

Did Life Come from Nothing ? 

Is Life Make Believe ?

Is Life What always Is ?

If Life Has No Beginning and Life Has No End, When Does One Become Life ?

Does One Become Life when One Gets Together with One to Make another One?

Is Life Just 1 + 1 = 2 

Is Life 1 and =

Is Life 1 and = Together

Can Life be One and Not Equal ? Would the Math work in the 1 + 1 = 2 Equation if One and One are not Equal.

Is Life as Simple as 1 + 1 = 2 

If 1 is Life and there are many many many many many 1's and 1 doesn't count all the 1's can Life be Accounted for ?

Is the Accounting for Life 1+1 repeatedly till all 1's are accounted for ?

Can I become 1 ?

Am I already 1 ?

Do I need to see and Realize Every 1 So I really Know and Understand that I am 1.

In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and God was the Word ?

Becoming Creation is with Words ?



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the simplicity of myself within and as words within and as the understanding of the passage " In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and God was the Word"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting lost within Word, and I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding myself within as as the living Word.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as the living words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my creation as the living words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating myself responsibility within the living of my words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding myself within the words that I speak.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my thinking thoughts is the automation of the accepted and allowed programming code that Is keeping me lost from living words for real ?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding thinking as the system for not knowing myself as the source of living words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resisted to question what it is I Know.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to figure myself out within thinking instead of just looking at myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the support within looking at and questioning my thinking ?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the point of self-support as self-direction within asking the questions I need to know?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the purpose and point of asking questions on a Need to Know Basis?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to ask myself what it is I Need to Know?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not pushing myself to ask the right questions as the right questions being the questions that I need to Know.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of my needs.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for limiting and suppressing my needs within the fear of asking the wrong questions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understand that there are no wrong questions because all questions are all right.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing my righteous authority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that my righteous authority must be wrong and that I am to blame for existing as a righteous authority here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the difference between self-righteous and righteous.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging self-righteousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get lost within and as self-righteous judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to escape self-righteous judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting the self responsibility to correct all my self-righteous judgments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to stop self-righteous judgement.

I commit myself to the understanding myself.

I commit myself to knowing thy self.

I commit myself to understanding words.

I commit myself to becoming words.

I commit myself to living words.

I commit myself to remediation as the solution to purifying my vocabulary.



When and as I see that I do not know a word, I stop and breathe and I question the meaning of the word. I look at the meaning of the word. I look at each letter of the word. I look at how the word sounds. I play with the meaning and the sound of the word. I sound out word. I make connections within the word. I learn the dictionary definition of the word.  I see if I can expand the meaning of the word within looking at the word. I realise the living of words. I realise the living of words as the living of gods.


When and as I see myself resisting to ask a question, I stop and breathe, I ask the question and I realise and understand the tremendous assistance and support within asking questions.