Day 698 - Discipline...More than A feeling...

Isn't it interesting that when and as we examine ourselves and the world we see that so many things are bass ackwards!

Looking at the point of Discipline and the early advent of discipline in the education system, you see that children were Hit, or beaten with a strap as a form of punishment for misbehavior....the disciplinary action was to act as a form of fear controlling measure.

looking at fear controlling measure....I see how I have been influenced and controlled through fear throughout my life to varying degrees.

Sometimes I was in such fear that I denied the actuality of my reactions being a total polar opposite movement as like taking the other side of the coin to project a superiority stance as a way of covering up the accepted and allowed insecurity within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for polarizing my relationship with and as the word Discipline.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing within a relationship wuth Discipline from the perspective of fighting fear....where I am using discipline as like a point of trying to convince myself of behaving in particular manners and at the same time rebelling against my said desire behavior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating stagnation in my effective application of sorting myself out so to speak as the structural alignment of myself as the purification of and as my being here sound.

I forgive myself ofr accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the irony within and as practical living applications from and as the perspective of my word acceptances and allowances are being directly exposed/revealed to me to see the actuality of myself here...and where i REQUIRE SELF-CORRECTION....SELF PERFECTION...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for complicating the truth of myself by avoiding to face and correct it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of limitations I create for myself as consequence of accepting and allowing myself to be controlled by fears.....and that these fears are revealed as a spectrum of momentary reactions that come up within my mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions....both positive and negative.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ofr having problems in being able to practically able to live daily consistency within myself as a result of giving credence to the thoughts/emotions/feelings that come up within my mind to the point of possession/belief ,,playout where abdication of self-direction.,..self correction happens

Day 665 - The Math within Technological Advancement

Continuing from my previous blog, "A World of Regard"

So, to begin with where I left off:


"I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to distract myself from the basic mathematics required to see how in fact a better world can be created for all life here that is most excellent in sustainability."


OK, I want to share a bit of an Abracadabra moment I had today:

So,

I was investigating the word "Passion"....and within doing so, I was looking at how I was accepting and allowing the word to exist within me. What I found was that I had connected "Passion" to a strong positive feeling energy experience....and more specifically this strong positive energy feeling experience would be about what I defined as I really like....

So, what is interesting about this....is that I noticed that the way I have created this particular word relationship with "passion" existing within me....is that I have been hindering my potential.

My potential has been drastically limited as a result of this particular vocabulary relationship within myself....because....well..., my ability to actually live "passion" as who I am from moment to moment as like a real zest for life has been conditioned and dictated according to how I conditioned the energetic feeling experience of Passion to be within me to actually being able to act out a moment of passion....Meaning, unless I was really feeling it....in a particular moment....I wouldn't be able to be passionate....

So point of Sharing here today, is how in fact our Vocabulary....Words...in fact are the Key to the Math within Technological Advancement.

See,

How we communicate and move about is a direct result of and as our relationship with words.  This in and of itself is a point of basic mathematics....because, in order to comprehend what it is you are doing and specifically structure the applications/planning of your participations effectively....one requires a sound relationship with words.

So, the effectiveness in being able to orchestrate the the coming together of a world that is best for all life here in this planet....begins with how we have structured our own individual vocabulary.  Primarily investigating our emotion and or feeling attachments to words...as how words have become conflict within us as yes and no coding based up negative emotions and positive feelings...as like how we react based upon our very impulse....our programming if you will....because you see....each of us willed our very own programming of word/world relationships very specifically....and interestingly enough it is our word/world relationships that create/manifest what is in fact here.

This explains why substantial change has not ever been a quick instantaneous extravaganza....from the perspective of all the most unfortunate inhumane mistakes of our reality just kind of sorting themselves out over night....

So,

I was looking at how I could utilize the word "Passion" as a tool of support in support and assisting my daily practical living....and to see if I could create a definition that exists beyond an energetic experience....

So,

In playing within and as the word "Passion",

I noticed: Passion is the Pass I On....Pass as like the move I make...and the play I make...because a pass is like a play in and of a sport/game/activity...a pass is a physical action here. And what's cool about looking and seeing Passion as the Pass I On....is that Passion is the point of Sharing here....as like Pass it On...Pass I on...because I is always it....because like tag your it.....because everybody is It.....we live in the age of IT....it's all about IT....IT can stand for "Information technology"

So, now if we look at the saying, "Pass I On".....and "I" is the point of Information.....and we see here through my writing that information in and of itself is in fact a point of technology....a tool to create with here....I mean, to be really effective in doing anything, Your vocabulary is quite critical.

So,

As we humans as a collective whole, become more and more effective with our words....our world will reflect this...as our world is a reflection and presentation of and as our acceptances within and as our word relationships.

So, I dare You to explore your individual relationship within and as words and take initiative to remediate your vocabulary by removing the veil which is the self-limiting definitions that exist through the feeling/emotion energetic experience....because it is this very particular energetic experience that is individually self-defined that keeps the very movement and flow of life excellence restrained and held hostage.

To be Continued

Day 656 - Old Boy - Revenge

Please read the following post before reading my post.

http://viktorpersson.com/2014/09/day-168-old-boy-the-revenge/

This is a great post here about the Korean Movie entitled, "Old Boy".


My sharing here will act as an addition to the sharing within the post that I urge you to read before following along with my writing here.


Revenge.....the re-play of vengeance.


In actually examining the point of  Revenge, No Revenge is Valid and or Acceptable from and as the starting point of what is best for all Life.

This I see here is a point of most unfortunate consequence.

The interesting thing here is that revenge is never without reason...and is therefore always justifiably valid within the eye of the beholder...as the one who seeks vengeance.

What is interesting about vengeance is the force within in it...as this, most perfectly illustrates the misalignment of Life Force Essence/Spirit/Integrity within a human being.

If you have a look at the determination within revenge it is absolute.  There is sound commitment here. In the movie 'Old Boy', you see the main character move through seemingly impossible challenges/conflicts in order to fulfill his Wish of extracting his revenge/vengeance,

Now, I mention the point of revenge being a point that perfectly showcases the misalignment of Human Life Force/Spirit/Integrity....because each of us has such tremendous potential to do good here...and revenge is a misguided calculation that committing harm and doing more harm is a necessary evil to bring about a greater good....which is kind of a tragic comedy here....because note the irony in fighting for peace....I mean that example should be painstakingly obvious...pardon the pun Jesus...I mean shit...what bullshit we have created within and as our own distorted justification as the means to our end.

The irony of revenge is that it's like chasing after a mirage....it's an imagined distortion really...a cognitive dissonance...an inability to do basic mathematics within and as the starting point of All as One as Equal.

This reflection on Revenge here has assisted and supported me to see and realize the strength of Self-Willing Determination. I see and realize the principle of Oneness and Equality. What is best for all Life is best for Me...because I am in fact a presentation of All Life Here. I see and realize each being is in fact a presentation of All Life Here.  The most unfortunate tragedy within our shared presentation here is our mistreatment of ourself here. I mean, have a look....humanity throughout history has been cycling within Revenge/Vengeance....Justification...always arguable so....the irony here is the cowardice behavior within ourselves in seeking revenge/vengeance....I say this is pure irony here....because have a look at how glorified revenge/vengeance is within our world culture as being heroic and patriotic...

So, what is really heroic and brave? Self Forgiveness.

I dare you!


Why do I say this?

Because it takes a real courage and honor to actually face the consequences of one's actions without making plans to perpetuate the consequence of one's actions....one in fact has to stop oneself from cycling out of control and for the first time ever...exercise some real self-willing control...to actually take control of One's Life...to actually give back control to One Self here to actually Create for Real...A Real Life worth Living...and I mean this is a bold task...because to face this point is to actually realize and understand Self-Forgiveness as a Practical Living Self-Responsibility....that it's beyond a choice...it's at the depth of our actual Life Force Here....Self-Forgiveness is the Force....It is the point....This is not Violence....this is in fact saying, 'till here no further will I abuse myself'....Now this is a difficult point because our programmed control logic/reasoning....is Fear/Violence....and I mean this is just the consequence of intelligent design being designed to be most clever in out witting one another...as like who can be the most nasty sly fucker....which is a total reversal to how things in fact are really suppose to be here on our play ground planet....which is most unfortunately looking like a prison from a global perspective...because we have not dared to really ever stand as those who really ever fully cared.

This I am seeing here is what Self-Forgiveness really in fact is....

Self-Forgiveness is the capacity to Care for Yourself as All Life and to In fact Give Yourself the Best Support and Assistance Possible as a reflecting example of Treating Yourself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have lived out cycles upon cycles of Revenge and Vengeance upon myself and all of Existence Unknowingly.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my cowardice actions within and as the acceptance and allowance of Revenge/Vengeance as a behavior I believed to be a necessary justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which I have harmed myself and all of existence as myself within and as my justified fearful mindset.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the personality split and distortion between loving someone and hating someone.  I realize the confusion and delusion within such a mindset.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having perpetuated confusion and distortion within myself as a result of allowing myself to be possessed by fear energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I suppressed my creative control of Life by choosing to abide to irrational fears/justifications/judgments/beliefs/perceptions/ideas/words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I miscalculated the value of words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I miscalculated the value of myself here as All Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the value of all Life Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making believe the value of all Life to be too complicated to actually figure out and there for impossible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having thought and believed that valuing all Life as One and Equal is impossible.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how it is in fact possible to have regard for All Life Here.

I see, realize and understand that regard for all Life here starts within and as myself here. I see, realize and understand myself here as the self-responsibility to present myself as All Life here...as You is Me and Me is You....as I see, realize and understand that we are all here within the same process of  Presenting Ourselves to each other as All as One as Equal and the opportunity and Present is Ours in and as how we Present Our Self here in each and every moment as the Presentation and Expression of that which is Best for all Life.

I see, realize and understand that this process of presenting Our Self Here as Oneness and Equality is in fact our sharing and caring here.

When and as I see myself resisting to share and or care, I stop and breathe, I dare myself to share and care....I see, realize and understand the practicality of living caring and sharing as a principle embodiment of who/how/why I am here. I commit myself to practically living the principle of caring is sharing from and as the starting point of what is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself thinking about justification....I stop and breathe,...i see, realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of justification.

I commit myself to stop participation within and as the manufacturing of justification/bullshit.

I commit myself to self-willed determination as what is best for Myself as the presentation of All Life Here.

I commit myself to the physical embodiment of the words, "Integrity" , "Responsibility", "Spirit", "Strength", "Honor", "Courage", "Bravery", "Commitment", "Will", "Determination", "Creativity", "Here", "Home", "Play", "Work", "Extraordinary", "Performance" , "Sharing", "Care" , "Love", "Self:". "Trust", "Word"

I commit myself to practically living the physical integration of words as the practical living realization that I am the Living Words.

I commit myself to breathing Life into Words as the sounds I make as I speak the talk of my walk.

I commit myself to sharing my sounds as practical living words of support and assistance as what is best for all Life here.

Day 619 Waiting for the Right Moment

So, this evening I found myself waiting and looking for the right moment to begin writing my blog. this was a ridiculously absurd notion...as like the point was here...and it's like I was wanting a particular energy to direct me...and...momentarily I was allowing this waiting and searching for the right energy to influence me...as like I had this attitude of I don't feel like doing this writing here now...and I mean it's kind of funny because I always do enjoy very much writing here...so it's kind of ridiculous and absurd to see how I can stew within a thought/feeling/emotion/energy even for a moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my moment to moment management even for a moment.

When and as I see myself neglecting to manage my moment here as what is best for all Life as my self-expression in and as self-responsibility and self-awareness here, I stop and breathe, I say,"I am here",,,I move myself into self-directive action and allow myself to practically live self-responsibility in taking care of myself here. I see/realize/understand that as I take care of myself from within and as the point of giving myself the best support and assistance, I develop and expand self-intimacy here which makes me better prepared to assist and support another as myself. I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself from moment to moment as a point of moment management from within and as the starting point of and as what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying the strain and tension within delaying self-responsibility within a moment of seeing the point that requires self-direction.

When and as I see a point that requires self-direction, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here" I direct myself to do what is best within the moment as a point of self-honesty and self-trust. I see/realize/understand self-honesty and self-trust to be a in the moment practical living/working self-application that is based in and as the physical common sense here within and as the moment. I commit myself to self-honesty and self-trust within and as the moment of physical awareness here. I commit myself to and as self-direction as what is best for all Life. I commit myself to stop justifying strain and tension as a result of delaying self-responsibility within a moment of seeing the point that requires self-direction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging the moments as the right time or the wrong time. 

When and as I see myself judging time, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here"...I see and realize the absurd ridiculousness of judging my time. I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of getting lost within the judgement of time. I commit myself to stop jeopardizing myself here within judging time.

Day 578 Journey out of the Illusion and into Life

Journey out of the illusion and into Life

Rap Flow Freestyle Harmony

It so funny how one point of misdirection can forever fuck with us as like by just missing that one thing…the course is totally a discourse…as like we were off the track and therefore become our own study as a self-investigation as we become the course of study into and as our self-discourse here as we see the mistake(s) we have made. And isn't it interesting that within every we mistake we see, realize and understand….an opportunity/answer/solutions presents itself…as what has always been here but was hidden from view…yet not really because the point was always in plain sight…though the mystery of grandeur as like the great conspiracy as to see why and how it is so…is like the ultimate distraction in the search to discover why we are so the way we are. Isn't it fascinating that when we are looking for something we are sure to uncover something in our search for something…Though what I've come to see and realize is that to have any expectation as what the discovery will be as like a great hypothesis as the primary suspect of distraction/illusion being created as the just guess/guest within and as our inherent need to serve our selves justice….but isn't it funny that it is within our hunches as our guesses/assumption/and perceptions and perspectives that we miss the big picture, the grand illusion because we've always been playing a smaller scale game within the box of the grand hypnosis and illusion that was make/made to believe as our self-fulfilling prophecy. Isn't it interesting that generally speaking we are as the human species, are not very specific as to our self-fulfilling prophecy and within this discord and great disregard for the marvel of ourselves here as the great creators. we are in fact disenfranchised within and as our personal business not realizing and understanding our universal and interpersonal business because were stuck in the context of the spell we created as our spelling it so as the law of our being in and as the impressions we formed since our very first contact here. The maze if you will as we participated in our first zing….a shock if you will as isn't Life shockingly amazing and profound….a trip if you will…as the will is certain in and as the tree of Life…as the growth being a point of self-determination in and as the self-responsibility in and as our duty to express our self unconditionally here as our best sharing/showing/performance…though what is keeping us within a limited frame of conditions…as like being unconditionally conditional….predictable if you will…as like stuck...in the stock of our initial investments…in and as our commitment to the fear of loss we believe is the ultimate derivative stock that continuously and consecutively derives the most profit…as yes…the game is rigged and we are the magnificent magicians that have rigged the chess board…each player being a point and a specific role in the game we play together yet not sure what side of the board we are on…and who the real king of the game is…though it is all here and there is no greater or lesser player….but there is and always is as long as there is a conflict at play…and the game we tend to play is within conflict….what a strange thing…as we try to steal better and better…and the ultimate and grand better….stealing another’s winning to create a loss and grow a win constantly and consecutively this strange interplay…but why this funny and distorted balanced erosion as this sure continuous dissolvement….but hmm….really….the cycle…that cycles so….within the fabric of cycles and patterns…all within and as part of a grand pattern of interconnectedness…the independent, dependent and interdependent…together apart and reliant….where am I going…how do I get there…as the cross of here…as the road the journey begins and ends at the same place…into and out as the in and the outcome together…as like there’s no clear point when it’s all merged together as it’s all relative…yet definitely specific and exact…and immaculate perfection in the intricacy of the matrices of and as our mathematical certainty…yet we are the anomaly none the less…so what is certain is that we can never be certain…accept when and after we expose the fraudulent deception of the uncertainty predictability variable as the what the….question/answer/solution…specific….creation…momentary interplanetary here….how could we ever be anywhere else but here….but how we define here and how we see here is in the eye of the beholder…and isn't it interesting the words we use to describe and create because how we create is and as our individual favoured/flavoured self-expression as our personal dance and we make our dance interpersonal as we do it together…and all the while being independent in our moves yet dependent upon the synchronized harmony of the give and receive relationships…as the profound awesomeness is entirely within and as to our committed agreement to our self here…as each here…one and other…here..as each one here all accounted in the counting the math that we move as One in the greatest dance of all time…as like the timeless time because time just becomes a system of how we move within our space…as like the nature and the flow of our song of progression and  the music continues…and it’s funny because it’s all ways our move,,,and to not consider the potential consequence of our move…within and as fearfully moving we created the paranoid box thinking mentality…that has us shuffle side stepping our turns as like yearning for more…yet faking it the whole way because the commitment of our every turn and move has lacked authenticity because there was always that shade of doubt within the question the answer and the solution as who am I and what am I to do here…hear….hearing….court hearing…the nature of law…as our grand master judgement…it is written so as we so it so…and we are the rulers of our here togetherness…whether I wrote it or you wrote…it…the I in the You…how do we do…because the You and I are forever bound….because the you is me and the me is you….so why do we need to refer to the I …if all is I…and yes…were are all realized as the all seeing eye…here as our mind…is the nature of our programming and the law into and the nature of the programming is extensive,., yet very meticulously specific in as being precisely what it is because of the sequence of events as the musical notes of intent that shaped and determined…predetermined the events of our history and future to unfold until we stopped the story…and started to take self-responsibility for our self-created moral allegory…which is our amazing disgrace as our fall from grace on the trip we call life…not realizing and understanding how we been constantly falling…as the fall of mankind…though the funny thing is that getting up is just a move away…and we have the will to move ourselves into and as the standing players on the chess board to determine the makeup of the game…and it’s not to say those who are standing cannot change the nature and the rules of the game….because to get up together as one…as individually standing all together here is the power of oneness and equality…as to have the ability and capability to direct the weather…as to weather the storm of consciousness in specific ways…as to direct the positions and plays that be, to be the best case for all life…as like moving out of the matrix illusion of choice…and into the rhythmic harmony dance of Life…here here…as our sound unbound here. Hear hear.

Day 561 'Investigate'

 So I started to look at the word plays that exist within the word 'investigate'. I didn't have any real expectations about how many words I would find. As I started to investigate the word investigate, I was surprised that I continuously was seeing more and more word plays. I've played with words before and and many times there has not been so many words continuously being visible to me. Somewhat ironic that there is so many words to investigate that exist within playing with the letter makeup of 'investigate'. This really does exemplify the point of doing a thorough investigation. I mean like it's an ongoing thing in a way that is continuously monitored/surveillanced until there is certainty on the point...and even then when everything is believed to be known about the investigation...it's possible that new evidence can surface...like it was there the whole time...but it went undetected as it was not seen or realized...which poses the question, if we only know what we know...and we realize we only know what we know...what if we didn't know that we ever knew anything...and in a way if nobody knows anything than..well that's a serious like what the fuck situation...because 'know' is to realize and understand what it means to be a wonk...which is someone who is studious and hard working and takes an excessive interest in the minor details of political policy. What I am showing here is that to investigate a person is accumulating the knowledge that is here to know...and the knowledge is always here...it's within the accumulation and how we can effectively put the accumulation of fact into application that are best for all Life. Like the fact of the matters here on planet earth for example reflect that there is a serious lack of wonk going on because each person here reflects the representation of our political process as how we have politicized our self suppression as all life here...due to our lack of investigation....which has resulted from our inability to really look and question what is existing here and ask questions within looking at what is here. It is really quite simple when you consider that all that is required for our world to be effectively ordered/organized in ways that are best for everyone here would be to actually look and see everything here...and make the best placement assessments as how we can best support everything here. This can obviously be done through asking lots of questions about things.

it's interesting how the little things make all the difference. Like for instance I re-read my previous blog post before writing this one...and I re-read the blog immediately after I had wrote out a whole bunch of word plays for the word 'investigate'. What I am illustrating here is that upon re-reading my previous blog, I made a few minor spelling and grammar adjustment and the way the blog reads is now opening up more dimensions to see. What's interesting about this is that the adjustments were relatively minor as there was a couple of word adjustments...and some punctuation changes. Though everything that is quite minor is really also quite major from the perspective of oneness and equality and the fact that each part is a contributing part to the whole...and within this, the understanding exists here that every role played here is one and equal in being a role played here.Polarity can be quite the mind fuck when trying to get to clarity on something...as like deciphering sides...though it's kind of funny to look at deciphering sides...because if you rub away both sides...what are you left with?...Nothing...what's in the middle/inside of 2 sides...well when the sides are gone there is nothing left in the inside because the siding is gone and now all is in the outside...as like the inside and the outside become harmonized...as like the walls of division become removed and we are able to see and realize our own opposition...and when there is no more barriers/gates blocking out our opposition...all of a sudden there is no more polarity war of conflict friction as like all the rubbing has been rubbed out...as like no more need to mental masturbate...

Investigate what is here and see clear.

Much to investigate here...


This blog on my process of the word "investigate continues"

I Implore You to Investigate!


Investigate…invest ate, gate, stage, tag, saint, stage, sin, given, gave, gives, invite, state, sign, gist, it, vine, vines, tin, ten, nest, neat, eat, eaten, eats, seven, testing, gain, vestige, ive, in, at, taste, gates, vest, I, naive, nave, save, saving, age, see, sea, seen, tit, tits, is, sing, vein, veins, seat, stat, get, gets, gin, invitee, teen, teens, ages, taint, taints, tan, sage, vane, vast, vie, ignite, ingest, gene, eave, eve, eves, titan, titans, tease, teasing, vegan, teat, neatest, vegans, seeing, 

Day 560 How to Investigate!

Investigate. 

Invest-I-Gate

If you look at the word investigate within the word you can see the expression of support in assisting you to understand how to Investigate.

Start by looking at all the ways in which you can see words within the word investigate. Investigate the sounding of the word Investigate.

What do you see within your investigation of the word investigate. Look at what You see. Examine what you see. Investigate what you see. How do you investigate what your investigating. Investigating an investigation?

In my next blog post I will continue within the sharing of the word discoveries within investigate and the insight and practical living support that can be garnered from realizing and understanding what is always here within and as the living word investigate.

When investigating it is important to not judge the investigation because this is compromising to the investigation. There is a tendency to define the investigation before the investigation has been totally examined. This type of behaviour is quite peculiar when you consider trying to summarize history without investigating all the events of history. Obviously there is going to be gaps and holes in the story.

So remember, when investigating, realize, it is all about the questions...because it is with our questions that we are able to take steps within the investigation as the communication that produces the solution and answers to the problem that originated within our question(s). Interesting how our ability to investigate effectively is hindered when you judge our potential questions before continuing our investigation in asking our questions without hesitation as the practical living means necessary to effectively and efficiently gather the evidence.

I implore  that you question the word 'Investigate' and see and realize what type of investment opportunity exists within and as our ability to Investigate.

Questions:

If you investigate all things, Is it not obvious that You will Keep what is good and Discard the rest? Is this not how one check's their email?

Do You See and Realize How Our Reality Here is a Self-Reflection of and as Our Ability to Investigate?

To Be Continued

Day 545 Stupid Conditioning Corrections

Continuing from Previous Blogs Stupid Conditioning Part 1 and Part 2


I commit myself to living passion and compassion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become stressed within situations where things do not work out according to my plan and or expectations.

I commit myself to adapting my plans from the starting point of practicality when and as my plans do not manifest as expected.

I commit myself to flexibility within achieving my goals and exercising my action plans.

When and as I see myself becoming frustrated/agitated...even a little bit, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the impracticality of allowing myself to dwell and wallow within despair.

I commit myself to stop dwelling and wallowing within despair.

I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of dwelling and and wallowing within despair.

When and as I see myself reacting to someone's learning ability, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of reacting to someone's learning ability. I realize and understand reacting to someone's learning ability is like choosing to suppress self-awareness and my natural learning ability.

I commit myself to supporting the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to encouraging the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to patience and self-trust within and as the natural learning ability.

I realize and understand that within the natural learning ability everyone eventually gets to the same point of understanding/realization.

When and as I see myself neglecting a duty of care for myself/others, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the self-integrity and self-responsibility within and as the 'duty of care' as what is best for all Life as the epitome of Oneness and Equality. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of negating self-responsibility within and as my duty of care. I realize and understand myself as the epitome of and as duty of care. I realize and understand my standing commitment here as principled living duty of care. I see and realize our duty of care within and as self-honest investigation as the best self-responsible solutions. I realize and understand self-responsible solutions prevent the perpetuation of most unfortunate consequence. I commit myself to prevention as the best cure. I commit myself to moving myself expression here within and as the starting point of 'duty of care'

When and as I see I am accepting and allowing difficult in living patience as a word of assistance and support within myself, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand that I am accepting and allowing a discrepancy to exist within myself in relationship to the word "patience". I direct myself to clarify my relationship agreement within and as "patience" as like the payment/gift in enabling myself to see with clarity the common sense obviousness of what is best...as I realize and understand what is best for Life come from within and as the self-honesty of patience, as like taking the time to see for real so that I in fact can realize what is here to see and can direct my actions from and as the starting point solution of what is best for Life, as I realize and understand that I first gift myself the gift of patience and in that first gifting myself the gift of patience/self-real-seeing...I enable myself to give real support because I have taken the time to make sure I have what is best to give and share as the supported living solution here. I realize and understand myself as the living assisted and supported solution. I realize and understand I have the patience to receive the gift of Life as I am committed to laboring myself here, in and as physical reality. I commit myself to the patience in birthing myself as Life.

When and as I see myself reflecting on baggage that I have harbored within myself such as disappointment/regret, I take this moment and opportunity to release myself from my own self inflicted bondage into suffering and internal damnation, I realize and understand when I am triggered by an external event within my reality that opens up a point of self-reflection in seeing my past history...I direct myself in giving myself a new way forward, by circumventing the continuation of a past historical pattern that does not best serve all Life here. I realize and understand my ability to create a new path for myself as all Life here that is a presentation of what is best for all Life. I realize and understand the point of practical living individual self-expression within the birthing process of Life born from and as the physical. I realize that it is the principles that are important within creating a new path as a solution/remedy to circumvent old history from continuing to repeat itself.

I commit myself to releasing/letting go of all the dead weight I have dragged around within myself.

I commit myself to stop burdening myself with the extra weight of unresolved conflict within myself.

I commit myself stress free living as the self-realization and commitment to facing and releasing all problems that exist within myself.

I commit myself to becoming problem free as a self sustaining solution that constantly and consistently works to maintain excellence/perfection/magnificence.

I commit myself to embracing excellence/perfection/magnificence.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the humbleness within and as the excellence/perfection/magnificence of self.

I commit myself to solutions that are best for all Life.

I commit myself to stop choosing to be spiteful.

I commit myself to standing as example of the decision to let go of the freedom to be spiteful.

I commit myself to deprogramming stupidity from within myself.

I commit myself to programming that which is best for all Life.

I commit myself to Oneness and Equality as the initial starting point program from which All Life programs can be born and scripted as the written scripture which is all ways best for Life.

I realize and understand the process of re-structuring the law of my being within and as the rudiments of Life Being Oneness and Equality.

When and as I see myself blaming a student, I stop and face my mistake as a teacher as I realize and understand the shame in blaming a student for their learning inability. I realize and understand the self-responsibility in and as the physical standing as a world teacher to be held in and as accordance to the principle of Life Being Equality and Oneness. I realize and understand blame is lame...and that within blame there is a point of opportunity to correct a misfortune and therefor in turn, turning the missed fortune into and as a fortune as the practical physical living example and solution of the impossible becoming possible through and as the self-determination of my will being the way which is the growth and expansion of that which is always best for all Life here as the consistent and constant sharing/givings/offerings that are all ways best for Life.

I commit myself to standing within and without Life and Death.

I commit myself to preventing stupidity.

I commit myself to standing as the best education possible.

I commit myself to dedicating myself to education as that which is best for all Life.

I commit myself to Life Education.

I commit myself to preventing misfortune within education.

I commit myself to giving the best education.

When and as I see myself suppressing the giving of the best education possible, I realize and understand the point of oneness and equality here as the principle Life living law of existence and within this I see and realize how I was choosing to not receive the best education possible..and within this moment of clarity...I give myself the answer as the lesson learned from my mistake and therefore take myself direction inward and outward as the onward playing presentation of and as the practical living Life Simplicity Physical Solution Here.

I commit myself to playing and presenting the Practical Living Life Simplicity Physical Solution Here.

I commit myself to standing as a Teacher/Instructor/Educator/Teammate/Peer/Common Man, playing and presenting the Life Simplicity within and as the Practical Living Physical Solution Here.

I commit myself to move beyond good intentions and desires that perpetuate self-interest indulgences that are out of alignment of what is best for All Life Here.

I commit myself to aligning myself Here as what is all ways best for/as Life Here.

I commit myself to stop sabotaging creation within and as the pursuit of happiness/good intentions.

I commit myself to self-responsibility within and as direct-response-abled-first-aid....as the care and attention I wish to receive. I realize and understand the practical within the statement, "be careful what You wish for"

Day 544 Stupid Conditioning Part 2

Continuing from my previous blog post, Day 543 Stupid Conditioning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging and defining my student as stupid based upon their learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how fucked it is to judge anyone's learning capacity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming my student within and as the justification of stupidity and being slow witted.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deflecting/abdicating self-responsibility within my duty of care for my students within accepting and allowing myself to form judgments about them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting/abdicating myself-responsibility to life as the duty of care to always exist within and as the starting point of response abilities that are best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for calling my student stupid.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing stupidity to exist within my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ofr having justified and validated stupidity and slow wittiness. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to mask insight and practical living clarity within good intentions and desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blinding myself within good intentions and desires as a point of self-interest as separate from all Life as what is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself forming a judgement about one of my students, I stop and breathe, I let go of the judgement/formed impression about the student, I realize and understand the detrimental consequence within accepting and allowing myself to to exist within the parameters of judgment. I realize and understand the practical assistance and support can only be garnered within a starting point of oneness and equality. I realize and understand myself-responsibility to exist within the starting point of Equality and Oneness.

When and as I see myself having a judgement pop up within my head about someone, I stop and breathe, I delete the judgement, apply self forgiveness, Face the point of self-reflection as the self-realization of the point coming up within me is indicative of what I have been accepting and allowing myself to exist as. I realize and understand my effectiveness within our shared reality can only be as effective as the relationship I create with myself. I realize and understand If I accept anything less than what is best for myself....I am in fact compromising and suppressing my ability to have the best relationships with others beings. I realize and understand the point of oneness and equality as the same image and likeness. I commit myself to doing everything possible to insure that I have the best relationship with myself. I commit myself to have the best relationships with all Life here. I commit myself to stopping judgement.

When and as I see myself dwelling within a judgement I stop and breathe, I realize I have missed the point of self direction here and that I am required to stand as the living example/solution as my own remedy by enabling myself to create a path of self-corrective measures/directions as to enable myself to stop the perpetuation of problems/conflict and friction within myself. I realize and understand how self reflection works within opening the doors of self-forgiveness and self realization within bring all point back within myself as myself here as the starting point of creation/Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to standing as the living example/solution as my own remedy to problems within my shared reality.

I commit myself to giving myself the best education.

I commit myself to becoming one and equal with and as the best educators here.

I commit myself to self-perfection. 


To be Contin

Day 535 Why Do I Resist Things? Part 2

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to confuse myself within accepted and allowed conflict towards self-responsibilities and social activities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself within social activities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making the taking of self-responsibility to be a difficult task.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to make self-responsibility a difficult decision.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for delaying self-responsibility out of fear of being specific, precise and direct within every moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to move myself out of an energetic funk as like wanting to remain within an energetic experience of lethargic laziness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be influenced and controlled by a heaviness energetic experience within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself within moving myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing not having enough free time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having justified inaction on account that I am feeling lazy and lethargic.

When and as I see myself resisting to do things because I am experiencing a heaviness energy within myself, like laziness and lethargy, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand that I am capable and able to move beyond such self imposed limitations/restraints. I direct myself to move into the point that I had resistance towards moving into. I do not accept and allow myself to be controlled and regulated by a heaviness energetic experience within myself.

When and as I see myself judging my decisions with how I have allotted my time, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of belittling myself with self-judgment. I realize and understand that it is not practical for me to place and hold judgements against myself.

I commit myself to stop victimizing myself within self-judgment.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding that I am not limited to how I am experiencing myself within a moment.

I commit myself to trust myself within removing resistance from within myself.

I commit myself to trust myself within making decisions about whether to socialize or whether to spend time by myself.

I commit myself to balancing my private alone time and my public social time.

I commit myself to stop making self-responsible decisions difficult.

I commit myself to stop judging and comparing myself to my peers.

When and as I see myself judging and comparing myself to my peers, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the separation within self-judgment, I realize and understand that there is no practical reason for me to judge and compare myself to my peers. I realize judging and comparing myself to my peers breeds separation and I am interested in removing accepted and allowed separation within myself.

I commit myself to purify my existence by removing accepted and allowed separation that exists within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand that resisting things is a result of accepting and allowing fear to regulate/dictate/control the functionality of myself. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of limiting myself within choosing to accept and allow myself to be regulated, controlled, and dictated by fear within myself.

I commit myself to assessing myself within self-honesty to see if I am being influenced by fear energies within myself.

When and as I see myself being influenced in my decision making by fear, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand how fear exists as the acceptance and allowance of resistance to change/self-direction and that it is myself responsibility to release myself from the shackles of fear that I created as programmed self imposed limitations.

I commit myself to transcending fear restraints.

I commit myself to facing my fears with self-honesty and self trust.

I commit myself to stop trying to avoid fear.

I commit myself to stop trying to escape fear.

I commit myself to look for points of fear within myself as a practical way to see and realize how I am able to expand my abilities here within facing my fears and transcending them

I commit myself to transcending programmed fears.

I commit myself to walking through fears/resistance in physical reality.