Day 681 - Reading Ability

Questions facilitate insight.

Recently, I have been extensively questioning my reading ability...and specifically, my reading potential.

I have been examining the process in how I was educated to read. I have been questioning this process. For instance, I have noticed that I do not require to sub-vocalize in order to read effectively. Sub-vocalizing...means, to speak the words aloud to yourself.  Realizing this point about sub-vocalizing within reading is a fascinating development for myself. The average person is said to speak somewhere between 200-250 words a minute. I heard that around the fastest a person could speak was about 600 words per minute. These facts explain why most people read 250 words or less a minute. 

What I find interesting about asking myself questions...is that I present myself support and assistance in answering questions without consciously thinking about the question constantly. Like the question exists in me, as does the answer and solution...and in a way it's a self movement kind of self intimacy in realizing the answer/solution. What's interesting about this is that I can reflect internally as well as externally to support self-realization in effectively processing information.

Reading, is essentially processing information.

Today I have been learning about mental photography (see Richard Welch)..a sort of speed reading if you will. What I find interesting about this approach is that you work with your natural learning ability....you know...how you learned to do so many things within the first 5 years of your life....naturally....without even thinking about it.

Interesting consideration is that most people go to school to learn......

What is interesting about this consideration is the fact that we learned an exceptional amount of things within the first 5 years of our life before we even went to kindergarten.

I didn't realize or really consider until today how tediously slow the learning process is within the schooling system in terms of how we are taught to move through material. Before today, I didn't really consider that we are being educated in public education at an extremely slow rate.  I mean, if you consider how many years a kid is in school until they finish school....say 1 or 2 years of kindergarten...plus 12 years of grade school....before deciding whether or not to go to college or university...which could be another 1-10 years. WOW! It's really quite absurd to consider that you go to school for 12 to 14 years before you decide if you are ready to work or you are ready to study within a particular college or university so that you can get a specific profession that you need to have a particular degree/diploma from a college/university in order to qualify for the job/position/title.

I just watched a video about 'how to be reasonably good at anything within 20hrs'. This isn't to suggest that you will be a world class professional in any particular area in 20hrs....though it is suggested that with specific focus and attention on particular wants and asking the right questions...and the right practice...it is in fact reasonable to become reasonably good at many skills.

What's also interesting...is that I was listening to the Guinness book of world records Speed reader....Howard Berg, talk about how he reads 80 pages a minute...and how a little while ago he agreed to do a seminar on Photoshop...even though he did not have much knowledge about the particular specifics of Photoshop. He educated himself extensively within a week and put on a seminar for many professional photographers who were very impressed with his seminar and wondered how long it took him to learn so much about Photoshop....he made a joke about it....and said, "Oh, a really long time"

It's interesting to regard ourselves as like forms of sophisticated technologies....for example...like the way our body is set up....essentially how we see...is we are photographing....and scanning images....I've also been looking at laser printers lately...which print pages of information very quickly...like boom all at once done...I recently purchased a kind of lower priced laser printer that prints around 30 pages a minute. 

What about reading 30 pages a minute. My laser printer does that consistently every time I send it a print job. It's programmed to operate at that level.

Howard Berg has programmed himself to read 80 pages a minute...consistently. 

I am most fascinated in exploring and sharing awesome potential. We are at a point in time where it is as important as ever to share awesome potential. We have the capacity to create a programmed reality that facilitates the best support and assistance for All Life in All ways. 

To Be Continued

Day 509 Branding and Marketing Part 2

Continuing from my previous post entitled Branding and Marketing.


"Looking within myself with regards to the words branding and marketing I see how I have accepted and allowed some negative energy connotations with regards to these words as how they work in the the world system. Within this, I didn't regard or understand how I was taking a stance within these words and how my stance/position within these words has created a friction within myself about specifically branding and marketing myself." 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating negative energy connotations about the words "branding" and "marketing".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a positive/negative relationship to the words "branding" and "marking".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my relationship with words contributes to the functionality of the world system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have been branding and marketing my acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing "branding" and "marketing" to be separate from me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how the words "branding" and "marketing" exists within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to realize and understand the internal/external relationship of words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to see how the words exist within myself and focusing on how the words exist outside of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that it is easier to look outside of myself than it is to look inside myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for forming the habitat of seeing outside of myself all the time and only sometimes looking within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having friction within myself about how to market and brand myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing bad branding and bad marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring good branding and good marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to stand as good branding and and good marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to divide myself within various brands of goodness and badness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have energetic reactions to branding and or marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making judgement as forms of energetic opinions about marketing and branding.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking about branding and marketing in terms of like an ego competition, as like who wins the competition of of judgement as being more valuable.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard all life here within and as ego based competitions of judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to win ego based competitions of judgment...like being the winning brand that can be successfully marketed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be the losing brand that cannot be successfully marketed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being concerned about branding and marketing from and as the perspective of fear for survival.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for placing importance within branding and marketing as a point of fear for survival.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking it is valid to neglect the fear for survival.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have conflicting fears of survival within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing for the survival of my ego....and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for compromising the physical fear for survival of my physical body here within fearing for the survival of my ego.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to lose my ego.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to lose my physical body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to really care for my physical body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for branding and marketing fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for branding and marketing irrational fear as emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding that the role of fear within branding and marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for connecting fear to sex within branding and marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which I have conditioned branding and marketing to exist within myself as being primarily about sex and fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for connecting money, making money to branding and marketing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for correlating money, sex, and fear to be primarily related within myself with regards to the words branding and marketing.



To be continued

Day 460 Skiing and Golf

I'm here to open up some some self-forgiveness in relationship to the words "skiing" and "golf".  Both words carry a very positive charged energy within myself.  I see and realise that I have allowed myself to obsess about skiing and golf within my mind as a point of imagination day dreaming.  I see and realise how some times I have become less effective within daily doings as a result of my accepted and allowed word relations with "skiing" and "golf".  Both words, due to the strong positive polarity charge I have accepted and allowed within myself have become like a chemical drug high experience within myself...as a form of escape from physical reality.  I see and realise how anytime I'm looking for a break from my immediate daily participation's, my mind can easily come up with anything golf or skiing related, and my attention is adverted from practical living responsibilities...and I have often just gone into the indulgence of following my train of though about a particular aspect of golf or skiing....whether it be about technique, performance, equipment, places to play, prices, locations, training, etc...etc.

So the point I see here is that it is my self-responsibility to release the positive energetic charges that exist within myself in relationship to both the word "golf" and the word "skiing".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining "golf" with positive energy and associating the words, great, good, excellent, awesome, amazing, fun, I love it, I really like it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining "skiing" with positive energy charges and associate the words, great, good, excellent, awesome, amazing, fun, I love it, I really like it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I created a possessive relationship with the words "golf" and "skiing" as a result of creating strong emotions and feelings about "golf" and "skiing"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the consequence I have created within my Life as a result of holding onto such strong positive energy charges in relation to the words "golf" and "skiing".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I have distorted my reality of living words as a result of accepting and allowing positive energy charges upon the words "golf" and "skiing"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having compromised practical daily living as a result of accepting and allowing myself to create positive energetic charges in relationship to the words "golf" and"skiing"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I how I compromise my well being within accepting and allowing contaminated word relationships.  I realise and understand the word is the word and making a word out to be more than it is, fuels conflict and polarity friction within my vocabulary as my building blocks here in physical reality.   I see and realise the point that by accepting and allowing some words to be more valuable within energetic charge, creates and enables some words to be regarded as less valuable.  I realise and understand that creating an energetic self-defined value system in relationship to words is not necessary and nor is it in my best interests, as this creates scenarios where I distort my ability to operate at my highest levels of effectiveness here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I must create positive energies in relationship to words that represent activities I enjoy participating within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for manipulating my daily participation's and responsibilities within allowing myself to day dream and obsess about skiing and golfing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to let go of positive energetic charge in relationship to "skiing" and "golfing" out of fear that I will be losing my self created positive energy experience, and within this believing that I will no longer like participating within skiing or golf if I don't have a positive energetic experience attached to it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the practical support within keeping my word relationships simple.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for unnecessarily complicating my word relationships with emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having brought emotions and feelings into the words "skiing" and "golf"

Definition of Skiing:  The action of travelling over snow on ski's, especially as a sport or recreation.

Definition of golf: A game played on a large open air course, in which a small hard ball is struck with an assortment of clubs into a series of small holes in the ground.


When and as I see myself beginning to think about golf or skiing within doing a particular task, I stop and breathe, I direct myself to stay on task and I realise how I had created a pattern within my mind to use words I had created positive energetic associations to act as like distraction codes within myself that induce mental preoccupation that take me out of physical reality and put me into the realm of mental masturbation.  I realise and understand that the same principle exists with associating negative energetic charges onto particular words.  I realise and understand it is my self-responsibility to purify my vocabulary as the law of my being here as Equality and Oneness.


I realise and understand how easily it is to be controlled and manipulated through word relationships.

I realise and understand how sales work based upon word relations.  I realise and understand that becoming highly effective with words makes me a great sales person.

I realise and understand that everyone is essentially a sales person...and we are constantly selling ourselves on what we will or won't do based upon our accepted and allowed vocabulary and our particular judgments/definitions/values/energies in relationship to our vocabulary.

I commit myself to investigating my vocabulary.

I commit myself to purifying my vocabulary.

I commit myself to using my mind as a tool to see where and how my vocabulary has been contaminated.

I commit myself to strengthening my vocabulary.

I commit myself to fixing my vocabulary.

I commit myself to removing complications in my vocabulary.

I commit myself to being a master of words.

I commit myself to educating people about the importance of vocabulary.