Day 765 - Word Movement Expression

 



Have you ever considered that our words are correlated with our actions?

That, Our actions are a result and reflection of our Words?

Or quite contrary,  that there seems to be a real disconnect between our words and actions?


What I find to be quite interesting is the Questions we are willing and not so willing to ask ourselves in relationship to the Words, which present and mean specifically so much to each of us as individual personalities as how we are existing here on a day to day basis.

Word exploration is perhaps the most fascinating area of Research on Planet Earth. What is so remarkably interesting about this, Is that each person...Investigator if You will, Is the starting point.....the Focal point of the Investigation.  What about the word itself....or what the word presents?  The Awesomeness of this question and answer is that it exists here both internally and externally.  Our ability to see/realize the truth of ourselves here stems, and branches out from the ownership of self-responsibility here....the taking of initiative to actually focus and be specific with the questions we ask ourselves/each-other here.  I find it most difficult to actually See into a point that is not clear...If I am in a rush....it's like where there is too much of a rush, the focus is distorted and perception is tainted...and skewed as a result of not slowing down enough to take the time to identify points of movement as words that require further analysis.

Word Exploration encompasses/embodies Everything/Everyone Here! Think About it!

What I find ironically comical about this process of Word(s) Investigation is that there can be MASSIVE amounts of Word Defenses that take place as Our very own Word Reactors within ourselves, that perpetuate and stimulate a sort of emotional and feeling instability...a real restlessness that often gives the tainted perception/belief that is good/bad....like a sort of being at peace with the war that exists within ourselves...yet we are not aware that we are the Highest Authority and Governing Body which is Orchestrating the very War that exists inside of ourselves...yet it is usually generally only regarded as "Out there" and separate from ourselves...and so the running dialogue within our minds is a sort of Justified, War Games Exercise as a self-defined Necessary Evil to Fight for Peace and an Unwillingness to Negotiate with Terrorism.

See:  the very "Terrorism" is our individualized, self-personified, Characterizations of our Words.  And the Tragic Comedy here....is that Unwillingness to Communicate (negotiate if you will) with Terrorism...when the Elephant in the room if we dare look, is a result of Seeing in The Mirror...and Realizing that which we see isn't some grand illusion, magic act or terrorist trickery attack (well maybe a bit of self-trickery through denial, delusion, manipulation....etc...etc).....WHAT WE SEE, is What is Real Here...You Know, the Shit...the Stuff that so often, we believe to be "out there" separate from ourselves.

Fascinatingly enough, When we Care or Dare or both...to the act of Questioning the specifics of our Word and World relationships, there is a profound self-enjoyment Here, a real self-intimacy, a level of self-regard that is too often dismissed as a result of being in our very own War Games exercise of dissing and missing out on the truth of our shared Life together Here.  It's funny in the tragic sense because when we take the time to use our common sense here, we get the Joke....the ridiculousness if you will...and we are the source of it....our accepted and allowed behaviors....our mistakes...misdirections....errors.  Now what is so ironically comical about this, is the lengths we are willing to go to to prevent the funny from coming through....as like not wanting to appear weak/vulnerable/childish/silly/mistaken/fearful.....yet these very points are harbored as the fighting points we must be in offense/defense relationships with.  It's like laboring a self-reflective laugh and insight of a real substantial magnitude is so often dismissed out of fear of ridicule...which is ironically ridiculous, Isn't it?  I mean if you see and realize your own self-accepted ridiculousness and you fear having a laugh at the self-realization Here...I mean this is just crazy to have a very funny joke and to hoard it from others...you know to really hide it...to resist sharing it....to actually make a point to Deny the Funny Here.....I mean like, what the fuck?   This is the self-governed military way of each of our individualized mind/body and Being word and world relationships to one extent or another...Until we dare and care to take responsibility for all of the faults here.

Self-Education, Self-Reflection, Self-Empowerment exists within and as Self-Responsibility.

What does Self-Responsibility mean currently within yourself?

What is your relationship to the words, "Self-Responsibility"?

Is there room for expansion within your current relationship definition and living of "Self-Responsibility"?

Have you ever considered your self-responsibility to Laugh at your own ridiculousness...and to actually for a moment, deliberately make an ass out of yourself for others to laugh with...as like the follow up education process of sharing a moment of truth...you know, showcasing the ownership and authority for the bullshit...and to from here...actually share the bullshit purification process as to revealing the best way to go about that particular point.  This is, after all, the age of Revelations....the information age where all is revealed in one way or another.  Ironically, we get to shape our information when we take ownership and authority...self-accountability and self-responsibility for ourselves here. Funny, because we get what we are willing to give and it starts from sharing what we Got to Give.  Go Figure, lol. !??!

Day 744 - Doing Fucked Up Shit Because Authority Said So

Are you familiar with the Milgram experiment?  Click the link to read about how average people will kill people because Authority told them so.

To watch a video showcasing the influence and susceptibility of humans to following along with bad advice because an Authority figure told them so...See this Derren Brown Video on the Milgram Experiment. 

Who are the the firs main points of Authority in you Life?

Your Parents

Have you ever asked yourself what qualified your parents to be Parents?

Should you have to qualify to be a parent?

Did you trust in your parents as a child?

Do you see any parallel's with how society is structured with various institutions of Authority?

See, Parents, Government, Medical Profession, Doctors, Scientists, Teachers, Lawyers, Judges, Psychologists, Psychiatrists, Police/Military, Media, Celebrities, Popular Journals/Magazines, and Television

Did you know that when you seek the support and assistance of a Professional in any of the above fields of expertise...the support is but a Professional Opinion. Meaning that based upon the knowledge and information they have collected...the believe a particular way forward to be the best for you.  This doesn't mean that it is true or not true. It means that is an Opinion as to what you should do based upon how the were in fact giving professional opinions about what they should do...and now they have been trained to give those opinions as an occupation based upon following and abiding by so many previous opinions.

What I find interesting here is the point of Trust.  Where thee is often a rational justification to believe what You hear to be true or worthy of your attention because someone who within our world society is defined as being an Authority on Knowledge and Information within that particular field of study.

Is it possible that nobody really knows much about anything and that we have been for a very long time...perpetuating a conditioned behavior response where we mimic our elders and so trust/believe them and shape our Life as a result of what they have said.  How valid is anything that has ever been said, when you consider that so much of whatever has been said, has been regurgitated from somewhere else that was passed on and carried on because of the Trust within the person who said it so.

Are we programmed and conditioned from an early age to make sense of non-sense?

Would you dare to really consider the possibility that who you are today is something totally different than Who You would be if You didn't ever make sense of non-sense...I mean,  trust or believe anyone ever and that for anything to hold true, the point would actually require to be verifiable through self-testing and cross-referencing? A measure of Self-Authorization if You will. What have we Self-Authorized here that is totally fucked up. Who's responsible for the whackness Here?

Maybe this is not the most practical approach...or is it? Does it mean that in order to know that fire is hot you must get burned by the fire? The answer is no. Becoming introduced to Fire for example, you will see and feel the warm of the fire...You do not require to touch the fire to know it is Hot. What about that Fire can burn your skin? if one person is burned by fire as a result of making a mistake and getting to close to the fire, Everyone is able to learn from that mistake and see the consequence of that action....that if you are too close for too long to the fire, You will get burned.

Have You really considered the design of Education in our world? Typically beginning by the parents in the home...and then when you leave the home and go to school....and, every other person encounter.

What is also fascinating is that much of the exchanges of information that take place...come as like forms of commands...where somebody is Telling someone something...often it is an Opinion...which in a way is really a form of gossip...as like the spreading of Wild Fire....and it spreads and spreads and spreads...as you share what they said...and they share what they said...and all the while...just kind of operating within and as this perpetuating infections disease in a way....where most of the information that is being exchanged is not of the best benefit to anyone.

Is it any wonder that we are familiar with words like Rape, Molestation, Poverty, Murder, Torture, Punishment, War, Famine, Starvation, Suffering, Disease, Disability, Deceit, Deception, Slavery, Prisoner, Prison, Military, Weapons, Abuse, Fraud, Terrorism, Enemy, Fighting, Survival, Combat, Defense, Offense, Guns, Slaughter, Profit, 3rd World, Sweatshop, Injustice, Crime, Psychopath, Convict.....and the list goes on....

We are directly and indirectly supporting such conditioned behaviors/environments/circumstances as result of how we are accepting Authority to exist here. When you think of AUTHORITY, Do you think of Yourself First and Foremost...or is the point/words separate from You as like the examples I gave above as particular points of "recognized established Authorities"?

Is it interesting to consider and regard that in order to stop the rampant wild fire here, we need to actualize ourselves here as Self-Authority and Question the knowledge and information we have subscribed to whether passively or actively...because We are on Fire here...and The Fire is Burning up the Earth.  Is this Hell? Have we become in such denial that we would not believe and know what Hell on Earth is despite being slowly burnt alive?

Let Manifest Heaven on Earth Forever, Wouldn't that be better than Hell on Earth? Are things in Reverse? Each is the Author in the Creation of Heaven On Earth Here. Note, this does not mean You create your own little bubble Heaven where everything is all good for you...is a start sure....but what about everyone else....is this a competition where some get Heaven at the expense of many getting Hell. What kind of fucked up game/idea is that?

Lets Share the Best of Ourselves Here, and Question what the fuck is going On and ask ourselves what the fuck are we really doing to ourselves as Everything Here?


"It's Hell on Earth, Whose Next or Going to Be First" Mobb Deep, Hell On Earth, from the Album HELL ON EARTH


Oh, did I mention that the Authority is You and has Always All Ways Been You?

So about all that Fucked up Shit....

Day 660 - What have I already Created Unknowingly?

I suggest also reading the blog I am attaching here: "How I've changed since re-defining the word Daring"

What I have found interesting within taking Responsibility for myself here is specifically facing my acceptances and allowances.

To really look at acceptances and allowances and learn from acceptances and allowances that are obvious mistakes....is the first step in moving into the next step of self-correcting such acceptances and allowances.

Now, this can very easily be regarded as a "Dare"...because of the way in which we have actually "created" our 'acceptances and allowances' in the first place.  This is actually quite interesting because to face Your acceptances and allowances and actually change/correct/remove acceptances and allowances that you realize are not in fact cool is a process...that is somewhat difficult from the perspective....that you have "created this sort of 'energy wall' that keeps you contained from expanding outward...a form of 'in the box mind control' that was self-induced through one's reactionary energetic outflows.

See, within actually daring to face our acceptances and allowances as the points of resistance that contains us from participating in ways that we actually see as being cool.....we see/learn/understand how not to create effectively...like what a self-induced prison it is to build up an energetic containment structured in the spectrum of emotion and feeling which can also be regarded as various types/forms of "Fear".

Fear being the debt and bond we created as our being bond/bound in servitude to...as like this totally ridiculously bogus contractual agreement we created for ourself as a result of and as how we have participated in creating/defining our acceptances and allowances here.

Interesting thing here....is that passively accepting and allowing the physical structure of ourselves here as negating to correct/respond to our automated reactionary behavior.,..is that we have created a compounding debt upon ourselves here....making the ability to actually express ourselves...."seemingly" increasingly more difficult...due to the continuous buying into what has been accepted and allowed within oneself.

See, it's difficult to let go and free oneself from one's own confinement because we have become so uses to existed within and as our own prison confinement as our mind/body relationship...that getting out of our own debt/prison is scary/fearful.....because this is all that we in fact know....and so going into the unknown is intimidating....because we created our known reality through and how we reacted...which is actually the total opposite of what is means to have really actually created for real.

See, having "reacted" is to having made a mistake...and missed an opportunity to have actually "created"...

"When we React, We miss the point of How it is in Fact We can Create"

"To create for Life is to know and understand the difference from what it means to React"

"We cannot Create when we are in a state of Reaction"

"See the difference between CREATION and REACTION"

"See Our Ability to in fact Live CREATION, Stems from Our Ability to first Stop and Direct our REACTION....Because this is in fact the first Act of Creation...The Taking Responsibility for our Mistake....Our Acting Out....Because to React is to Mistaking Act in A way that is less than Responsible....Because to Live as Response-Able is to Be able to Respond in the Best possible ways that exist beyond the conflict/friction/debt/restraint of a Reactionary movement"

So we stop perpetuating our Fear/Debt/Restraint/Mistaken Acceptances and Allowances by Daring to question/examine/Correct/Direct the Nature of Our Life Here



To Be Continued


The Fuck Up of Creation is to have Reaction instead of Creation....which is a misalignment...the reversal of what it actually means to "make it happen for Life"

Day 583 Self-Satisfaction Corrections

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as the single mindedness of me as ego, not realizing and understanding the singularity of me primarily existing as separate from everything else here.



I commit myself to Life Equality and Oneness



I commit myself to stopping and preventing the illusion of consciousness within and as the singularity of ego.



When and as I see myself existing within a point of ego, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand that I am not trying to fight my ego of acceptances and allowances, but in fact work through my acceptances and allowances and make to self-correct my acceptances and allowances that are not in alignment with what is in fact in the best interests of all Life here.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have existed within my self-confined self-interest as a singularity separate from everything else here.


When and as I see myself distracting myself within self-interest as a point of my consciousness singularity, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the self-responsibility and self-accountability as what is best for all Life here. I commit myself to being meticulous within and as the process of self-investigation and self-introspection as to make sure that I dare to care about all of existence here. 



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not live the self-realization of and as the interconnectedness of everything here.


I commit myself to learning to  express myself within and as breath and function in accordance with the natural rhythm of my breathing here.


I commit myself to seeing what is here by effectively breathing here.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being resistant to exploring self-intimacy within the question, "Is it not each individual's self-responsibility to direct our individual self-stimulation....self-satisfaction...and amusement?"


I commit myself to understanding and realizing how to practically live self-intimacy here within every moment here.


I commit myself to self-intimacy.


I commit myself to investigating my stimulation.


I commit myself to investigating my amusement.


I commit myself to realizing and understanding  myself here.

Day 555 My Precious

The question comes up within myself: "If everything exists within myself, how is it that I can have my precious most sacredly valued relationships that exist within myself?"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating polarity within relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I created polarity within relationships within defining relationship values within the energy spectrum of positive and negative associations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing and justifying the necessity of defining relationship associations with either positive or negative energies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself to exist here beyond energetic experiences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming automated within creating forming energetic associations to words/people/things as like a form of identification/connection process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that I value and regard anything where I have created a strong energetic charge towards.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have separated myself from and as Life within fragmenting myself as life here through and as various energetic charges/definitions/impressions/judgments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being influenced and controlled by that which I give energy charge towards.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how limiting my Life has been as a result of conditioning myself within the pattern of self-defining relationship experiences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining things/beings as a result and in accordance to my initial reactions and experience towards the particular things/beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have never really lived as a result of my mind being conditioned within the realms of energetic associations as like how I experience myself within various energy charges/frequencies/vibrations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring and seeking out to find that which will give me the perfect experience as like the most ideal energetic experience...as like that which keeps me tuned within a particular energetic resonance/energy/frequency.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing from within and as the starting point of accepted and allowed separation where I conditioned myself to define and diminish myself within perpetuating a polarized energetic friction within myself and my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance to release myself from the charges I have placed against myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming reliant upon my precious energetically charged definitions/perceptions/judgement

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self imposed restraint/limitation/suppression/depression/strain I have placed upon myself within and as I exist within and as reaction to myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have had difficulty realizing and understanding myself here because I never really accepted myself here...and kind of like chose to disregard myself here and within disregarding myself, I see and realize how I could not see anything with clarity here and therefore I created this illusionary makeup as my self-definitions as like how I could cope with the choice of disregarding Myself/Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for finding ways to cope within disregarding Myself/Life Here as like various forms of energetic stimulation as like to entertain myself within and as form of pacification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pacify myself within and as various relationships of energetic stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I can Live/exist beyond relationships of energetic stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not really knowing and understanding what is beyond energetic stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating reactions within myself as a result of looking at how I could exist without the desire to be energetically stimulated within relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for constructing my mind in such a particular way where I look to form energetic relationships to particular things I see within my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how limited my ability to see what is here in every moment has been compromised/suppressed by my desire and addiction to create energetic relationship experiences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not actively self-directing and creating my reality in every moment as who and how I am here as the expression of Life. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself here as a creator in every moment.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for passively creating my physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I am required to stop the automatic judgement labeling energetic charge association that exists within myself towards everything I see when and as I partipate in physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to slow down and face each point of stimulation within physical reality and move the self imposed separation/conflict/friction that exists within myself towards myself.  I realize and understand the self-responsibility to self-reflect upon everything here. I commit myself to self-reflection in every moment here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the point of self-reflection in every moment as like having the self-honesty and self-discipline to reflect upon my stimulation here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to lose that which stimulates me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe my enjoyment is dependent upon my stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to further question myself within and as stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the answer to the question, "who am I without stimulation?"

To be Continued

Day 544 Stupid Conditioning Part 2

Continuing from my previous blog post, Day 543 Stupid Conditioning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging and defining my student as stupid based upon their learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how fucked it is to judge anyone's learning capacity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming my student within and as the justification of stupidity and being slow witted.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deflecting/abdicating self-responsibility within my duty of care for my students within accepting and allowing myself to form judgments about them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting/abdicating myself-responsibility to life as the duty of care to always exist within and as the starting point of response abilities that are best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for calling my student stupid.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing stupidity to exist within my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ofr having justified and validated stupidity and slow wittiness. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to mask insight and practical living clarity within good intentions and desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blinding myself within good intentions and desires as a point of self-interest as separate from all Life as what is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself forming a judgement about one of my students, I stop and breathe, I let go of the judgement/formed impression about the student, I realize and understand the detrimental consequence within accepting and allowing myself to to exist within the parameters of judgment. I realize and understand the practical assistance and support can only be garnered within a starting point of oneness and equality. I realize and understand myself-responsibility to exist within the starting point of Equality and Oneness.

When and as I see myself having a judgement pop up within my head about someone, I stop and breathe, I delete the judgement, apply self forgiveness, Face the point of self-reflection as the self-realization of the point coming up within me is indicative of what I have been accepting and allowing myself to exist as. I realize and understand my effectiveness within our shared reality can only be as effective as the relationship I create with myself. I realize and understand If I accept anything less than what is best for myself....I am in fact compromising and suppressing my ability to have the best relationships with others beings. I realize and understand the point of oneness and equality as the same image and likeness. I commit myself to doing everything possible to insure that I have the best relationship with myself. I commit myself to have the best relationships with all Life here. I commit myself to stopping judgement.

When and as I see myself dwelling within a judgement I stop and breathe, I realize I have missed the point of self direction here and that I am required to stand as the living example/solution as my own remedy by enabling myself to create a path of self-corrective measures/directions as to enable myself to stop the perpetuation of problems/conflict and friction within myself. I realize and understand how self reflection works within opening the doors of self-forgiveness and self realization within bring all point back within myself as myself here as the starting point of creation/Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to standing as the living example/solution as my own remedy to problems within my shared reality.

I commit myself to giving myself the best education.

I commit myself to becoming one and equal with and as the best educators here.

I commit myself to self-perfection. 


To be Contin

Day 440 Black Mirror

Investigative writing here as what comes up within me in regards to watching a couple episodes of Black Mirror.

I just watched the show Black Mirror where there was a situation where a princess was kidnapped and the one demand for her safe return was that the prime minister has sex with a pig on live television.....

this got me thinking about all sorts of things:

how many kidnapping deals are made all the time....

thought about poor people all over the world who are suffering...

thought about the point that a person's life is only valued if people with money value the person....or the person themselves has lots of money...

what real accountability is there for world leaders...

Should all the injustices of the world be in the face of a world leader...

do our world leaders reflect the general public's attitude about everything....like generally people aren't doing too much about social injustices and therefore world leaders are just a reflection of the general apathy existent within humanity

are world leaders a reflection of human apathy...as like disregard for the well being of humanity

is it possible for news stories to really pressure social change...like a transformation of social injustices

it would be cool for world leaders...national leaders to take accountability in addressing the major problems that exist in the world...and pointing out that everyone is responsible for remedying the situation

it would be cool if there was a news network that was constantly covering the story about what is being done to create a perfect world where life isn't disregarded.

I thought about how prime minister of canada doesnt speak with the press...how he has censored himself from the press...like there is no real press about him...unless it's some sort of sanctioned story by his people

it would be cool if being a president or prime minister meant that you had to have live discussions with members of the public without any form of censorship as a way of creating a connection between general public and leadership within a nation.

The fact that there is a total disconnect between prime minister Stephen Harper and Canadian public exposes the disconnect between there being any real leadership and/or accountability in Canada

everyone's movement is so scripted according to money.

what if all the movie scripts stopped and all the money from Hollywood and all the money from the entertainment industryy including professional sports was pooled together as like a start up fund as like the initial start up costs of establishing a new world order that is to the benefit of all life....what about getting all those who have profited from entertainment/sports/politics to do free labor volunteered work to assist and support the transformation of a world of injustice to a world of justice.

I'd like to see drastic change in accountability as like what happens in a day on planet earth...

Is it possible that there is an actual total of the money here on planet earth and some considerations could be done as like to consider all the functionality of things...like seeing the money as electricity...and how the electricity is needed everywhere....and how a stable supportive flow that is mutual beneficial to everyone can be established.

I like radical change

what about changing the starting point of why things happen...like not about just making profits...but to about making changes for the betterment of humanity...

the situation is quite extensive and needs to be deeply penetrated through all media networks....like the holy shit what the fuck of humanity...as like a total do over of humanity....like changing the operating rules...like the ways in which commerce/business work....I mean the value of Life within this ....you know what is the real value of life....where is life...acknowledging the dumb ass game we have created with all the rules and laws in place that set the parameters of our life experiences so to speak....realising the democracy of change...how it is a collective group effort....

I just watched the show black mirror-episode 15  million merits

The premise of the episode was that the majority of the population slaves away riding a stationary bicycle for credit and while riding the bicycle you are existing as an avatar in a virtual world as well...as like your avatar represents who you are in this world...and you are bombarded with various forms of entertainment...and everything is a consumer based society around entertainment...and the ultimate goal...dream...is to earn yourself 15million credits/merits...to go onto an American idol type show...where you showcase your talent in hopes that the judges will green light you for an opportunity to do something that is seen as better than riding the stationary bicycle day in and day out.

some points that came up within me while watching this episode:

What if fitness facilities throughout the world were set up as a point of harnessing energy to power the grid...like maybe you even get paid for your workout...like a percentage of the energy/work you created/did for the greater good functioning of the human grid....I mean maybe this is not really even necessary labor at all...as I was reflecting upon Niklas Tesla and how he had developed ways to harness energy that is existent here...so that energy is made available to all people...as like energy is kind of abundant here...and it's more about aligning a way to tap into the energy so to speak....and then I thought about sound as like energy and that people speaking harnesses energy.,..like the physical world is a sound environment...and the changing of sounds is like energy changes...so to speak...but energy/sound remains a constant...so to speak...

This type of thinking, lead me to consider that there is so much potential for humanity...and that human potential is being suppressed because of greed...and various forms of fear which are totally ridiculous....I mean have a look at how money functions as the energy that determines a beings life force value so to speak...and the money system is designed as a debt trap...like all of humanity is indebted to this debt trap...perpetuating the slave labor of humanity...as like total energy whores...I mean this is the unfortunate case...because there is no real regard for Life...and therefore the cost is mining humanity for gold so to speak...you know...like an energy based society...as the money represents the energy...and things are done in a less than what's best way...and the situation has become so severe that there are excuses and justifications like change is to expensive...it would cost too much to have a perfect world...everyone would be broke in a perfect world...like its apparently just not feasible to fund human excellence....like what the fuck....oh wait a second all life prospers in a perfect world system...anything less has costly consequences

Self-forgiveness and self corrective statements to follow, stay tuned, cheers.