Day 793 - Mind Superior Royalty

“I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lock myself up within my word relationships in such a sneaky and deceptive manner of self-trickery that I resist to even speak or write about it....because the pain of self-condemnation as an Inferior and an Imbecile is heart breakingly embarrassing to myself as Mind Superior Royalty who is Superior to such characterizations and behaviours.”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize nor understand the significance of my words and world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist taking authority for my world and words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate direction to misalignment within and as my word and world relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dismiss the extent of my errors and suppression within and as my relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize nor really extensively investigate myself within and as my words as the science and structured signs of myself here as how I have specifically created myself to be exactly as I am in this moment here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize nor understand how I created my world through and as the specific impressions i created within and as the words within myself and how it is my words that are in fact very questionable always as my words are the explanation to why my world is exactly the way it is. I realize my words are not valid as an excuse of justification for why and how I am here within and as the world. I realize who and how I have existed within and as the world as been an excuse and justification, in a way, my ignorance and incompetence, a lack of Life regard.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for seeking stimulation externally to charge myself internally as how I have conditioned my preferences within my mind for feeding off of my physical body from day to day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to trust within my thinking as how to best feed off my body for energetic highs and lows as to give me the perfect chemical concoction i desire in the moment to satisfy a seemingly internal and external craving for more and more consumption.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand the addiction i have created within and as my mind to feed off myself, my life, all life as an energetic kick back. Conflict.

Tension for the attention.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to crave the continuous pulsation of tension within my body to feel something, because without a constant stressing and straining in way of engagement i have an experience of being unfulfilled.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to get my fill of consumption, a point of tension in creating rifts, conflict, as various forms of self-abuse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize how extensively integrated my conditioned behavior and personality is for destructive self-abuse...and therefore world abuse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to get real, make the daily commitment to deconstruct my constructions of word/world relationships that i exist in and as separation to.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fuck around with actually living words for real and creating myself and world as I would like.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make believe that really investigating myself within and as Words is something that is not totally necessary....is entertaining and enjoyable but at the same time a lot of effort and work and therefor avoidable and personally i rather go about this process of word/world entanglement in a less than organized and structured manner because the task and process is overwhelming to me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become overwhelmed with the process of word and world entanglement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that i must think of everything before i can really do anything.\

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding myself back from playing and working on Potential developments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand how One in fact goes about Creating.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist being totally self-honest with myself here and that I haven't understood Creation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear looking inferior to others in my understanding, knowledge and application of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to penalize myself within and as a result of conditioning myself to be controlled through fear of not Knowing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize the process of Know thy Self, is to in fact stand in the face of Not Knowing, and to from here, Walk, take the steps to: Investigating, Learning, Asking Questions, play and work with things so that I know.

Day 777 - The Ink in my Thinking as Personified Television - Channel Surfing (2)

I've come to notice that my everyday movement within actually doing things is tainted to an extent with the amount of time i spend within my mind thinking about things.  It's not that I don't do anything, it's that I've come to recognize that I would like to stop needlessly flipping the channels.

What I mean by 'flipping the channels', is just kind of going down the rabbit hole in thought....where it's like you can go on endlessly man.

Also, I really enjoy physical activity, and channel surfing....moving in the mind is like as far away as it gets from Legit physical activty..  I mean moving in the mind is connected to physical activity, because the body and mind are connected, but it's more of a reactionary response.

What is the experience of flipping channels...moving through thoughts?

Looking for more.

Why does this happen?

The more attention/energy you give to it, the more you create your own momentum....a sort of mind momentum.

How do I stop myself from the momentum of my mind movement and addiction to channel surfing?

-One breath at a time.
-The breath is the best way to slow oneself down and stop mind/energetic movement within the body.
-Self-forgiveness is a tried tested and true tool that works in the deconstruction of the specifics of layered physical body mind energy constructions.
-It's all about our words
-Purifying our vocabulary, (cleaning the pollution out of the water that exists within ourselves as our memories....as water is the holder of sound....and when our words are glossed in various shades of energetic coating, as like degrees of separation and disconnection from the source of ourselves as all life here...we are marginalizing our effectiveness within our everyday lives.)
-Fine tuning and specifying our Living Words.
-The Who/How/What am I Doing Here Questions to support Directions as our practical living Words as our Instructions and Expressions.


It's comical to actually look and not do what it is you would like to do.  You know, to keep looking at what it is you would like and not do it.   Like to obsessively look without really checking out the points of interest for real, as like to actually move within the points to actually make a further deduction, experiment, discovery. Our creation potential is within and as our ability to look and do....to play and work with what is here....it's like our looking is the way in which we read information....and our action is a reflection of how we put our information into application.

Whether we like it or not...which is a form of irony in and of itself.....we are all great composers....Life is a musical of sorts and we are always composing shit.  Shit gets complicated when when we misinform ourselves about our shit....like for instance, being deceptive about the quality of our Information....the integrity of our Relationships here. And to look at the matters simply here, Is simply a matter of Word Regard...and Everyone coming to terms...So all Our Information here is a balanced Sound Equation rooted in common Sense...you know,.....kind of like a piano, in that each sound/key is specifically what it is.  A sound structured alignment.  In-Tune.

Day 545 Stupid Conditioning Corrections

Continuing from Previous Blogs Stupid Conditioning Part 1 and Part 2


I commit myself to living passion and compassion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become stressed within situations where things do not work out according to my plan and or expectations.

I commit myself to adapting my plans from the starting point of practicality when and as my plans do not manifest as expected.

I commit myself to flexibility within achieving my goals and exercising my action plans.

When and as I see myself becoming frustrated/agitated...even a little bit, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the impracticality of allowing myself to dwell and wallow within despair.

I commit myself to stop dwelling and wallowing within despair.

I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of dwelling and and wallowing within despair.

When and as I see myself reacting to someone's learning ability, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of reacting to someone's learning ability. I realize and understand reacting to someone's learning ability is like choosing to suppress self-awareness and my natural learning ability.

I commit myself to supporting the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to encouraging the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to patience and self-trust within and as the natural learning ability.

I realize and understand that within the natural learning ability everyone eventually gets to the same point of understanding/realization.

When and as I see myself neglecting a duty of care for myself/others, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the self-integrity and self-responsibility within and as the 'duty of care' as what is best for all Life as the epitome of Oneness and Equality. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of negating self-responsibility within and as my duty of care. I realize and understand myself as the epitome of and as duty of care. I realize and understand my standing commitment here as principled living duty of care. I see and realize our duty of care within and as self-honest investigation as the best self-responsible solutions. I realize and understand self-responsible solutions prevent the perpetuation of most unfortunate consequence. I commit myself to prevention as the best cure. I commit myself to moving myself expression here within and as the starting point of 'duty of care'

When and as I see I am accepting and allowing difficult in living patience as a word of assistance and support within myself, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand that I am accepting and allowing a discrepancy to exist within myself in relationship to the word "patience". I direct myself to clarify my relationship agreement within and as "patience" as like the payment/gift in enabling myself to see with clarity the common sense obviousness of what is best...as I realize and understand what is best for Life come from within and as the self-honesty of patience, as like taking the time to see for real so that I in fact can realize what is here to see and can direct my actions from and as the starting point solution of what is best for Life, as I realize and understand that I first gift myself the gift of patience and in that first gifting myself the gift of patience/self-real-seeing...I enable myself to give real support because I have taken the time to make sure I have what is best to give and share as the supported living solution here. I realize and understand myself as the living assisted and supported solution. I realize and understand I have the patience to receive the gift of Life as I am committed to laboring myself here, in and as physical reality. I commit myself to the patience in birthing myself as Life.

When and as I see myself reflecting on baggage that I have harbored within myself such as disappointment/regret, I take this moment and opportunity to release myself from my own self inflicted bondage into suffering and internal damnation, I realize and understand when I am triggered by an external event within my reality that opens up a point of self-reflection in seeing my past history...I direct myself in giving myself a new way forward, by circumventing the continuation of a past historical pattern that does not best serve all Life here. I realize and understand my ability to create a new path for myself as all Life here that is a presentation of what is best for all Life. I realize and understand the point of practical living individual self-expression within the birthing process of Life born from and as the physical. I realize that it is the principles that are important within creating a new path as a solution/remedy to circumvent old history from continuing to repeat itself.

I commit myself to releasing/letting go of all the dead weight I have dragged around within myself.

I commit myself to stop burdening myself with the extra weight of unresolved conflict within myself.

I commit myself stress free living as the self-realization and commitment to facing and releasing all problems that exist within myself.

I commit myself to becoming problem free as a self sustaining solution that constantly and consistently works to maintain excellence/perfection/magnificence.

I commit myself to embracing excellence/perfection/magnificence.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the humbleness within and as the excellence/perfection/magnificence of self.

I commit myself to solutions that are best for all Life.

I commit myself to stop choosing to be spiteful.

I commit myself to standing as example of the decision to let go of the freedom to be spiteful.

I commit myself to deprogramming stupidity from within myself.

I commit myself to programming that which is best for all Life.

I commit myself to Oneness and Equality as the initial starting point program from which All Life programs can be born and scripted as the written scripture which is all ways best for Life.

I realize and understand the process of re-structuring the law of my being within and as the rudiments of Life Being Oneness and Equality.

When and as I see myself blaming a student, I stop and face my mistake as a teacher as I realize and understand the shame in blaming a student for their learning inability. I realize and understand the self-responsibility in and as the physical standing as a world teacher to be held in and as accordance to the principle of Life Being Equality and Oneness. I realize and understand blame is lame...and that within blame there is a point of opportunity to correct a misfortune and therefor in turn, turning the missed fortune into and as a fortune as the practical physical living example and solution of the impossible becoming possible through and as the self-determination of my will being the way which is the growth and expansion of that which is always best for all Life here as the consistent and constant sharing/givings/offerings that are all ways best for Life.

I commit myself to standing within and without Life and Death.

I commit myself to preventing stupidity.

I commit myself to standing as the best education possible.

I commit myself to dedicating myself to education as that which is best for all Life.

I commit myself to Life Education.

I commit myself to preventing misfortune within education.

I commit myself to giving the best education.

When and as I see myself suppressing the giving of the best education possible, I realize and understand the point of oneness and equality here as the principle Life living law of existence and within this I see and realize how I was choosing to not receive the best education possible..and within this moment of clarity...I give myself the answer as the lesson learned from my mistake and therefore take myself direction inward and outward as the onward playing presentation of and as the practical living Life Simplicity Physical Solution Here.

I commit myself to playing and presenting the Practical Living Life Simplicity Physical Solution Here.

I commit myself to standing as a Teacher/Instructor/Educator/Teammate/Peer/Common Man, playing and presenting the Life Simplicity within and as the Practical Living Physical Solution Here.

I commit myself to move beyond good intentions and desires that perpetuate self-interest indulgences that are out of alignment of what is best for All Life Here.

I commit myself to aligning myself Here as what is all ways best for/as Life Here.

I commit myself to stop sabotaging creation within and as the pursuit of happiness/good intentions.

I commit myself to self-responsibility within and as direct-response-abled-first-aid....as the care and attention I wish to receive. I realize and understand the practical within the statement, "be careful what You wish for"

Day 441 Commitment No Doubt is Key!!!

Let me begin with providing a few links to some gifts that will further clarify and expand upon the title of this blog:

The Key to Life - 2013 - The Future of Consciousness - Part 24

Time and Money - Life Review

Commitment - Relationship Success Support



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared putting both feet forward within making commitments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow hesitation within commitments as like a possible escape and backing out of commitments...as like making a commitment but not really totally fully trusting myself within the commitment...and therefore creating a hesitance within the commitment as a reflection of accepted and allowed doubt and lack of self-trust.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rationalize doubt within my mind as like a form of logical manipulation that is a necessary precaution that is perpetuated by worrying as like self induced fear energies on the body that is a totally self created mind fuck.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I perpetuated doubt within myself as a manifested outflow time loop of obsessing about wants, needs and desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to mentally masturbate myself with wants, needs and desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for questioning commitments as like a form of accepting and allowing an escape route from self responsibilities within myself as like an ego defense mechanism of hiding as like a way to keep myself in a state of self suppression as like a refusal to grant myself full access to living life from and as the principle starting point of creation as Equality and Oneness as what's best for all Life is best for me because I am a part of all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fuck within myself and avoid taking ownership of my life here as accountability and responsibility as that which is best for all Life....as like realising and understanding myself as a living Life representative of that which is always best for Life...as like realising everything here as a part of me/Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being unnecessarily rough and difficult on myself by and as a result of doubting my capabilities and commitments within and as a result of neglecting practical living application of my response abilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding back self-expansion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how that any and all points of doubt within my relationships are in fact detrimental to that which is best for all Life...and therefore act as like a self induced handicap on Life...as like a form of mental retardation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understand my full capacity to change as what's best for all Life within committing myself without any doubt and slack within and as my commitments to myself as Life as what is best for Life/myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for waiting to let go of limitations I am aware of.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating self imposed limitations. I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of validating self imposed limitations...as like various forms of doubt/fear/separation.  When and as I see myself doubting my abilities without testing my abilities, I stop and breathe...and I direct myself to make sure I test my abilities and to also expand my abilities in always possible as I realise and understand what is implies within the living of the word responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to slack off on responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect and put off responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the consequences of suppressing response abilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding life as like a relationship agreement of responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the connection between self-expansion and responsibility

When and as I see myself neglecting responsibility, I stop and breathe and I direct myself to action as accountability as like to remedy the situation at hand as a means of self nourishment as like practical living life support sustenance as the gift giving contribution to and as Life...as like the epitome of existing within and as the principle of living to give...as like giving without expecting to receive...as the giving I like to receive.

When and as I see myself validating doubt within myself, I stop and breathe and I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of such actions. I have an aha moment as I realise and see the how I saved myself from being wasted and disregarded.


I commit myself to no doubt within and and myself self-creation here as Life being birthed from the physical.

I commit myself to the the living word "responsibility"

I commit myself to the word "commitment"

I commit myself to and as "accountability" as the basic mathematics of 1+1=2

I commit myself to continue birthing myself as Life until the changes within me are absolute as like me standing here as the epitome of and as the physical living Life birthed from and as the fruits of my labored process of self-forgiveness and self corrective statements walked in real time application as the testaments to and as my living words as that which is always best for Life.

Day 431 Stupid Corrections

Facing a point of stupid within humbleness and just getting the correction done is the key....because what purpose is their to dwell or make some big song and dance about the point of stupidity? None...doing that is just stupid...perpetuating own stupidity with continued stupidity...


So, Continuing from my last blog, Day 430 Stupid Fear Manipulation, I'm gifting myself with self forgiveness with regards to the mind fucked nightmarish situation I created for myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking it to be clever to use fear a way of getting what I want...as like deliberately inducing myself into a point of fear as a result of believing this to be a brilliant way to get what I want to happen...and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I have in fact harmed myself by deliberately perpetuating conflict friction within my physical body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding or taking the time to see if what I am participating within as acceptances and allowances is what's best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for compromising myself as what's best for all Life within making decisions from the starting point of feeling and emotions and thoughts, not realising and understanding that my thoughts/feelings/emotions reveal to me the points of energetic friction within myself that I require to sort out in a way that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a mind fuck about being regarded as a public figure, famous person.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared expressing myself to others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to live self expression as what's best for all  Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be a famous stand up comedian.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing attention as a result of being outspoken within and as my self expression as what's best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understand the absurd ridiculousness of thinking that inducing fear upon myself is like a short cut solution.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abusing myself as all Life within inducing fear within my acceptances and allowances. I realise and understand that each word that exists within me creates and forms the impression and expression of who and how I am and therefore it is myself responsibility to make sure my vocabulary as all words is purified as what is always best for Life.  I realise and understand that each and every word I speak carries weight and value as Life equality and oneness...and I realise and understand that any word I speak and accept and allow within myself that is in conflict with Life is a form of brutal abuse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding to the extent in which each word acts as the building blocks creating Life as sound physicality Here.

I commit myself to take my time within communicating words as I realise myself responsibility within and as the expression of Living words.

I commit myself to taking self responsibility for all words.

I commit myself to Living words as the building blocks of Life as that which is always best for all Life from and as the starting point of creation/oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the unification of man as living words.

I commit myself to the unification of man as living words.


When and as I see myself wavering within an acceptances and allowance that is less than what is best for all Life, I stop and breathe and I direct myself in returning to a starting point of that which is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself thinking that I should create fear within myself as a way of manifesting a point within myself, I stop and breathe and I realise and understand the self abuse within deliberately inducing conflict within myself.  I realise inducing and perpetuating conflict within myself is a crime against all life as equality and oneness,

When and as I see myself resisting to walk the self correction on a point of stupidity within myself, I stop and breathe and I correct the point of stupidity within myself...and within this I take a brief moment, to have a smile and or chuckle, or grimace as like an aha moment of seeing and realising my own ridiculousness. I take self responsibility for my accepted and allowed ridiculousness.

I commit myself to taking self responsibility for my accepted and allowed ridiculousness.


blog to be continued