Day 703 - Talking Shit

Talking Shit.

Is that my skill? Is that what I can do.....practically....effectively...physically talk shit. The relationship acceptances and allowances as to the daily functioning's of our shared reality are really really shitty aren't they. Yes/No? Do you prefer a more positive perspective and or message? It's best to be positive....right?

Being positive in a Negative reality is fucking bullshit. It's absolutely fucking crazy. Yet the crazy is part of what keeps a Negative reality a fucking bullshit story....it's the fake attitudes....You know, buying into acting and reacting particular ways and giving attention to that which doesn't deserve even a moments attention.

Look at all the shit that exists as entertainment....to keep you being positive while the planet/Life goes to shit.

Political system is Shit.
Legal system is Shit.
Economic system is Shit.
Medical system is Shit.
Education system is Shit.
Religious/Spiritual system is Shit.
World Relationships are Shit.
Media is Shit.
Oceans are filled with Shit.
Outer Space is filled with Shit.



There is so much about what is happening here as human activity on planet earth that is totally fucking stupid shit. And, it's like if you don't put a positive spin on all the stupid shit in some way or another...it's like the majority of the people around you in your environment will want to ignore you or fight you or kill you...or some other sort of stupid shit. Ever notice that?

Did you ever notice anyone ever saying something like, "You just gotta be positive.....or, Get rid of the Negative people in Your World....Only surround yourself with Positive people".

These types of statements are negative as fuck. Like negatively exponentially fucked. This attitude of of a war between positive attitudes and negative attitudes like some mother fucker's here are more righteous in their attitude than other's here type of ridiculous shit....and unless you are being positive in a buzz of gratitude about the shit that is here...it's like go fuck yourself you negative fucker....says the positive fuck wad to the negative fuck wad..or something like that. Sometimes this fuck you attitude is all non verbal.

The irony is that whether you are a negative or positive fucker here....You are still a fucker here.

So if you start to see shit for real....within yourself....and within others....and you start talking to people about it....what is interesting is that it's a real ugly situation....or maybe this is what beauty really is.....fugly. Because you may experience people trying to talk you out of seeing real shit for real....and or people don't want to know or here about the real shit that you see because it contradicts the lie that they have been investing into...and keeping a lie going on a daily basis is the long con...and it's like if you give up the long con, and dare to look beyond the long con....than you might see that your entire life has been a waste....a tragic comedy....that you having never been here would have probably been better for the earth. I mean that's some hard shit to regard. Because if you really look at the real shit here about ourselves and this earth....I mean, it is really fucking tragic. Saying it is a joke....a tragic comedy is a way to support and assist with the pain...catharsis...the psychological disposition you are...within realizing the trauma and fuckedness of yourself here in this world.


I was looking at all the airplanes in the air. You can check a live feed to see all the air planes in the air at any given moment via satellite imaging. Scientists have known for a long time that airplane travel is of great concern with regards to negatively impacting climate change.

Isn't it fucked how common it is for people to hop on a plane and fly across the world? I mean airplanes are buzzing around all the time everywhere. Air travel is a business built around self-interest...encouraging travel...to make money. This world is set up so backwards.  I find it quite peculiar that in wealthy areas of the world it is super common to take a flight somewhere far away from where you live and work normally, so that you can have a vacation and relax....what is strange to me about this...is that one needs/wants to take a vacation away from their home/community/environment. It seems to me that this is supporting the escape mentality mind set...where it's like your everyday life is so utterly fucked that you just want to remove yourself from it and get as far away as possible and just sort of zone out...until you are required to go back to auto pilot zombie mode and continue with the long con perpetuation.


To me, the way the vacation industry is set up, suggests that most people do not even live or work where they would like to live and work. I mean, wouldn't it be a sign of pride and regard of where you live to actually hangout and relax in the area in which you live?  Perhaps there would be more regard for the functioning of your immediate environment if you were required to live within it all the time...and the option to fuck off somewhere else didn't exist.


There's a lot of shit that needs to be questioned and answered. There's a tremendous amount of accountability required within each fucker living here. Let's face it, everyone living here is a fucker...and it's up to all us fucker's here to sort out the fucking mess.

Shit is fucking crazy.

shit is fucking ridiculous.


Can We Correct all this stupid shit? Is a Holy Shit purification process possible?


I vote to work on Correcting Shit.

Day 685 - The interconnectedness of the Good and Bad

What's interesting and is often neglected is the correlation of events and the influence and impact that different events/actions cause as a rippling effect and outflow in seemingly far away places...where one could think that nah it's all good here....the problems over there are totally non related to the good here....that's their problem....I don't have to really regard it over here because all is "civilized" orderly.

I was reflecting upon the interconnectedness of Countries and Money...and within this trade relationships...the buying and selling of things....from, human trafficking,...to the vegetable trade...to literally Everything else you could possibly think of!

I've noticed a general point of dissonance in accountability, regard,the consideration, care, thought, and responsibility towards the inhumane acts that happen seemingly so far away from a person's doorstep.

I recall myself as a young child doing some math on accountability in this world in regards to how things function at a global level. My assumptions and understandings at the time of my questioning in to the functioning of whole earth here....meaning, how all human activity exists...and nature and everything else....And the answer I got....was that there are Scientists...and Professionals in Every field of study...and they are working in these areas to maintain and to further the develop of these areas of study. So, from that perspective at this early age in my life....I was like OK,...So, I don't really require to busy myself in any of these particular areas of study...because there is so many people on the job and lining up for the jobs....So, I rather just focus on myself and playing....because it seems as though everything is covered,...and is being taken care of. I mean, I was quite happy about telling myself, "OK, everything is taken care of...I am therefore free to do whatever I want".

Though what is interesting about this perspective and outlook is that a new question came up in regards to the poverty conditions throughout the world.

This point of questioning was never able to be explained to me in a way I could believe. From my perspective, Nobody really knew why exactly things were the way they are....Like nobody could really explain to mean the benefits of not fixing the poverty problem, Lots of people informed me that the conditions that exist here as the most unfortunate and the most favorable...is just a result of the way things are....and that getting people to change the way things are is not really practical or possible because this is how things are. Or, best not to concern yourself with such frustrating questions/issues and rather focus on something that is more enjoyable to you.

Today I saw a story about sex trafficking in Thailand. I also saw a story about a tremendous amount of Tires found in the bottom of the Waters in the United States of America.

As of result of reflecting upon these stories....I got to thinking about how life is valued/devalued...disregarded....and the whole costs of living within this perspective...where there is such a dissonance about human functioning here as an actual worth being....I mean, looking at the point of Profit Here and Money...and how we value or de-value substance here....whether it be a "Tire" or a "child" or anything else that is here...as a matter of fact.

What's interesting to regard is the question, and answer: "How to effectively accommodate the best living habitat for all Life Here" and "What is required for each species to thrive here",,,"what labor agreements are required for each species to effectively contribute to the total collective of Species Harmonious Symphony/Orchestra....the potential exists for the human species to take a governing role as Conductors of the Symphony....perhaps more appropriately titles Guardians of the Orchestra...or Regulators...or Sound enablers....or Support Workers....."

Interesting to regard a correlation with the Human Species of Government here on Earth where each Human is in fact a member of the Government...and the correlation with the established relationships with Country's of Government....where it is accepted as a most amazing disgrace in terms of general levels of approval and satisfaction....from both people within a particular country and people outside of a particular country.

Interesting the control among our own human species...in relationship to our movement into generating/creating global solutions to the the problems that exist.... I mean the shape of consideration and regard in many instances doesn't exist beyond the sphere of one's immediate family relationships....which, in and of itself reflects a point of dissonance in education as the general self-reflective regard and appreciation of what in fact Life entails here.

This education process reflects the recycling we are typically born into...as the history repeating itself....where there is the tradition of keeping up with the beliefs of the authorities/parents....or a complete rebellion and disregard....a generally accepted and allowed war ensues and has continued through our timing here.... I mean, isn't it interesting that a means of wealth creation is through the perpetuation and re-creation of conflict....stimulating conflict....temporary short sighted conflict resolutions which are more like a re-loading of ammunition and fire power to only strengthen and upgrade the battle royal...as the expansively expensive defense mechanisms as the fight/war has been bought and sold as the propaganda worth dieing for....the disposal and consumption of human life....factory farming....human serving...much like the nature of all life here....so much in regards to the established Human Species hierarchy of disregard.....where a Harmonious togetherness has been educated as that which we must fight against at all costs...though the core curriculum is one of confusion through fear...as a dazed and confused manipulation through tremendously layered deception as the latest advancements in human inception....the great deception...our very acceptance and allowance into clever manipulation at the expense of Life regard and acceptance....the spoiling of our gifting inheritance opportunities here.

To Be Continued

Day 561 'Investigate'

 So I started to look at the word plays that exist within the word 'investigate'. I didn't have any real expectations about how many words I would find. As I started to investigate the word investigate, I was surprised that I continuously was seeing more and more word plays. I've played with words before and and many times there has not been so many words continuously being visible to me. Somewhat ironic that there is so many words to investigate that exist within playing with the letter makeup of 'investigate'. This really does exemplify the point of doing a thorough investigation. I mean like it's an ongoing thing in a way that is continuously monitored/surveillanced until there is certainty on the point...and even then when everything is believed to be known about the investigation...it's possible that new evidence can surface...like it was there the whole time...but it went undetected as it was not seen or realized...which poses the question, if we only know what we know...and we realize we only know what we know...what if we didn't know that we ever knew anything...and in a way if nobody knows anything than..well that's a serious like what the fuck situation...because 'know' is to realize and understand what it means to be a wonk...which is someone who is studious and hard working and takes an excessive interest in the minor details of political policy. What I am showing here is that to investigate a person is accumulating the knowledge that is here to know...and the knowledge is always here...it's within the accumulation and how we can effectively put the accumulation of fact into application that are best for all Life. Like the fact of the matters here on planet earth for example reflect that there is a serious lack of wonk going on because each person here reflects the representation of our political process as how we have politicized our self suppression as all life here...due to our lack of investigation....which has resulted from our inability to really look and question what is existing here and ask questions within looking at what is here. It is really quite simple when you consider that all that is required for our world to be effectively ordered/organized in ways that are best for everyone here would be to actually look and see everything here...and make the best placement assessments as how we can best support everything here. This can obviously be done through asking lots of questions about things.

it's interesting how the little things make all the difference. Like for instance I re-read my previous blog post before writing this one...and I re-read the blog immediately after I had wrote out a whole bunch of word plays for the word 'investigate'. What I am illustrating here is that upon re-reading my previous blog, I made a few minor spelling and grammar adjustment and the way the blog reads is now opening up more dimensions to see. What's interesting about this is that the adjustments were relatively minor as there was a couple of word adjustments...and some punctuation changes. Though everything that is quite minor is really also quite major from the perspective of oneness and equality and the fact that each part is a contributing part to the whole...and within this, the understanding exists here that every role played here is one and equal in being a role played here.Polarity can be quite the mind fuck when trying to get to clarity on something...as like deciphering sides...though it's kind of funny to look at deciphering sides...because if you rub away both sides...what are you left with?...Nothing...what's in the middle/inside of 2 sides...well when the sides are gone there is nothing left in the inside because the siding is gone and now all is in the outside...as like the inside and the outside become harmonized...as like the walls of division become removed and we are able to see and realize our own opposition...and when there is no more barriers/gates blocking out our opposition...all of a sudden there is no more polarity war of conflict friction as like all the rubbing has been rubbed out...as like no more need to mental masturbate...

Investigate what is here and see clear.

Much to investigate here...


This blog on my process of the word "investigate continues"

I Implore You to Investigate!


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