Day 632 Seeing, the "I am Patience" within a Moment of "Impatience"

It's interestingly cool to see the, "I am" within and as the word "Impatience". What's so interestingly cool about this is that within seeing a Word for what it is...You can clearly See what it is not. The more clear the understanding of what something is...the more clear the understanding of what it is not. So, this illustrates how one can realize and understand "patience" by and through the examination/investigation of one's moments of "Impatience."


I also find it interesting to see how "justified" Impatience can be...as like a point of arguing for one's own self-inflicted limitation/stress/strain/suppression. An easy example that comes to mind is: telling someone to just calm down....and they respond/react by saying, "No, I will not calm down...blah blah blah blah blah...it's my right and you have no right to tell me what to do...blah blah blah blah blah...it's my birthday and I can cry if I want to....You would to if it happened to you." I'm sure everyone knows the justifying attitude I am referring to here.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the "I am Patience" within examining and understanding my momentary reactions as Impatience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the simplicity that is possible in strengthening my Character of of Self-Expression within investigating the nature of and as my word relationships...as like how I am behaving within and as a particular action and or re-action.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the insight that I am able to garner from taking the time to investigate my behavior from moment to moment as like the nature of my thoughts/feelings/emotions that pop up within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the fear that is existent within "impatience" as like either a positive or negative energy push/pull relationship...where I have felt pushed/pulled towards doing something as like a there is an impatience/rushing desire where this energy experience generates this feeling of "I just can't wait...I need to do it...have to do it now...I just can't wait...If I don't do it now, I might miss out on being able to do it later"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having an a polarized energetically charged relationship within and as the word "Impatience".

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how I have in fact acted out impatience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding Impatience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for rushing in my mind Impatiently.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting the "I am Patience" within and as the playout reactionary experience of and as "Impatience".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying the energetic playout of Impatience within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for garnering motivation and inspiration from reactionary moments of Impatience within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to move myself unconditionally within and as the self-expression, "I am Patience".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for compromising my premier performance within and as the Justification of Impatience being my starting point motivation and inspiration for movement.

When and as I see myself Justifying moments of Impatience within myself, I stop and breathe, i see/realize and understand the self-deception within and as the justification of impatience. I commit myself to the self-expression 'I am patience'. I direct myself as I am patience in moments where there is an urge/impulse...push/pull energy to react in and as "Impatience". I see/realize and understand My Premier Performance here as Effective Efficient Self-Movement/Self-Expression exists within and as the Understanding of and as "Patience".

I commit myself to taking the time to be patient with Impatience.

I commit myself to stop resisting I am Patience within Impatience.

I commit myself to practically living I am Patience as a point of support and assistance.

I commit myself to sharing the joy that is possible within and as Self-Patience.

When and as I see myself rushing within my mind, I stop and breathe, I slow way down as I see/realize/understand my premier performance within and as my self-movement here is dependent upon my ability to self-express my understanding of Patience. I see/realize/understand the best performances are self-directed as a point of patience in Motion.

I commit myself to my best performances.

I commit myself to practically living the insight of Patience in Motion.

I commit myself to self-directed movement from and as the starting point of Patience.

Day 619 Waiting for the Right Moment

So, this evening I found myself waiting and looking for the right moment to begin writing my blog. this was a ridiculously absurd notion...as like the point was here...and it's like I was wanting a particular energy to direct me...and...momentarily I was allowing this waiting and searching for the right energy to influence me...as like I had this attitude of I don't feel like doing this writing here now...and I mean it's kind of funny because I always do enjoy very much writing here...so it's kind of ridiculous and absurd to see how I can stew within a thought/feeling/emotion/energy even for a moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my moment to moment management even for a moment.

When and as I see myself neglecting to manage my moment here as what is best for all Life as my self-expression in and as self-responsibility and self-awareness here, I stop and breathe, I say,"I am here",,,I move myself into self-directive action and allow myself to practically live self-responsibility in taking care of myself here. I see/realize/understand that as I take care of myself from within and as the point of giving myself the best support and assistance, I develop and expand self-intimacy here which makes me better prepared to assist and support another as myself. I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself from moment to moment as a point of moment management from within and as the starting point of and as what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying the strain and tension within delaying self-responsibility within a moment of seeing the point that requires self-direction.

When and as I see a point that requires self-direction, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here" I direct myself to do what is best within the moment as a point of self-honesty and self-trust. I see/realize/understand self-honesty and self-trust to be a in the moment practical living/working self-application that is based in and as the physical common sense here within and as the moment. I commit myself to self-honesty and self-trust within and as the moment of physical awareness here. I commit myself to and as self-direction as what is best for all Life. I commit myself to stop justifying strain and tension as a result of delaying self-responsibility within a moment of seeing the point that requires self-direction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging the moments as the right time or the wrong time. 

When and as I see myself judging time, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here"...I see and realize the absurd ridiculousness of judging my time. I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of getting lost within the judgement of time. I commit myself to stop jeopardizing myself here within judging time.

Day 511 Branding and Marketing Part 3

In the initial blog I wrote entitled, "Branding and Marketing", I said,

"When I was quite young I regarded name brands as quite cool, as like there being a certain prestige the goes along with supporting a name brand. Then as I got older it was more about refining my brands, like only supporting the best quality brands in quality and craftsmanship...and having the high end products within the brand line.  Also though I kind of developed a rebellious attitude towards 'name brands' as like being a point of evil and being a conformist, and as a result of perpetuating the injustices that exist because you know, big name brands are all about profit...and within this I started thinking more and more about the injustices within labor exploitation, and also about logo's, thinking that it is not cool to be labelled with logo's...like I basically went the opposite way that I had before...where I was kind of taking the attitude I don't give a shit about labels and brand names...like being like I'll wear whatever."  

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for taking on the attitude of only supporting the the brands in the best quality and craftsmanship.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging inferior brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people who were wearing inferior brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to brand myself with an heir of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be regarded as superior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for regarding myself as inferior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking on the attitude of rebellion towards name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being angry at high end name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting blame towards profitable name brands as like being more evil than less profitable name brands because they were making more money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being frustrated with the integrity of company brands within the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of highly successful brand names companies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto spite towards successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting spite onto others who were wearing successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict within myself between successful and unsuccessful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself frustrated emotionally with the inhumane labor practices of name brand companies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting anger and blame outside of myself at the world for the fact slave labor sweatshops is the reality of of big business.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to define and identify myself with particular brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for feeling guilty and remorseful for having identified myself with particular name brands that have been known to provide workers with unfavorable working conditions and very low wages.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching prestige to particular logos

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging logos

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring particular logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to face the reality of what the logos represented but just wanted to focus on the prestige that has been marketed around and about particular logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having identified myself as name brand loyalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having identified myself as anti name brand loyalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe and think it is cool to wear popular name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing and thinking it is uncool to wear known brands and logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to wear less know brands and logos and within this believing that it is more hip and cool to wear brands and logos that are less known about.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking myself to be original and creative by seeking out clothes that are made by companies that I had never heard about before.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to wear clothing that no one else has.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for talking shit brands and logo's.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a marketing and branding war within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating positive feelings of righteous superiority within wearing popular expensive name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be regarded as royalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging clothing and equipment based upon the brand name as opposed to the actual structural integrity of the product.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how the entire economic system perpetuates abuse and disregard for human labor.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching positive energies towards acquiring popular name brand products.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good within buying popular name brand products.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting favorable working conditions for laborers within companies.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the elimination of exploitation of human labor.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the eradication of slave labor.

I commit myself to exposing the necessity for implementing a 'Living Income Guaranteed' as a practical living solution for the eradication of poverty.

I commit myself to further educating myself about effective company branding and marketing.

I commit myself to let go of all jealousy towards the owners of highly successful companies.

I commit myself to stop desiring to be wealthy.

I commit myself to accepting myself as wealthy.

I commit myself to growing my wealth and utilizing my wealth to influence changes that are best for all Life.

I commit myself to giving money in support of the Equal Life Foundation.