Day 521 Hurry Up and Wait

Sometimes while travelling there's been like this hurry up attitude within myself...like an anxiousness of just getting to the final destination and the journey being over and done with. Like, believing that I will be able to better relax once the journey is completed. Within this, I see how I have placed unnecessary stress on myself in moments of being anxious to get somewhere or to finish a particular task that is time consuming.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for missing the self-enjoyment of the journey within travelling as a result of accepting and allowing myself to be anxious about arriving at the final destination.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that anxiousness within travel is not helpful at all and is in a way dangerous to physical well being, because the body is more stressed as a result of being anxious, which could cause problems due to added stress...and therefore the ability to relax and enjoy travel trip is hindered within just wanting to get to the end destination.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stress myself about how long it is going to travel to a particular destination.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for limiting my ability to be relaxed in transit...as like the in between time from one destination to the next destination.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting anxious, frustrated and impatient within waiting during travel transfers following a specific timeline with specific pauses in the travel journey.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for limiting my ability to relax within travel/transit.

when and as I see myself being anxious within travelling, I stop and breathe, I direct myself to move myself in a physical way stretching myself out as the point of enabling myself to be more flexible and relaxed so that I am no longer stiff/rigid/uncomfortable. I realize and understand myself as the point of self-responsibility within and as everything I participate within.  I realize and understand how I experience myself within travel is my self-responsibility.

I commit myself to being relaxed and rested within travel.

When and as I see myself becoming impatient, anxious, and or frustrated with having to wait in order to follow a particular schedule while traveling, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the ridiculousness of getting worked up about moving along with a particularly planned schedule that has effectively allocated times for rests along the travel journey.

I commit myself to stop being impatient, anxious and or frustrated within having rest periods within my travel journeys.

I commit myself to enjoy myself within waiting for others.

I commit myself to stop getting bothered by things outside of my control.

When and as I see myself experiencing stress within travelling towards a new destination, I stop and breathe, I direct myself to move myself in a spontaneous way to assist and support myself stabilizing myself within my physical body, as like going into a physical body awareness, and shaking off the tension, as like realizing and understanding that it is ridiculously absurd for myself to hold onto and create stress within myself.

I commit myself to stop stressing myself out.

I commit myself to self-enjoyment.

I commit myself to enjoying myself in every moment.

I commit myself to stop getting lost in transit.

I commit myself to enjoy the ride.

When and as I see myself to getting paranoid and anxious about the time, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand that stressing myself out by choosing to fret/worry about the time is ridiculously absurd...like choosing paranoia and anxiousness is like I said, ridiculously absurd. I realize and understand everyone reaction is a choice that is made as the consequence of what has been previously been accepted and allowed within myself.  I realize and understand myself responsibility in facing all of my acceptances and allowances.

I commit myself to stop fearing time.

I commit myself to stop perpetuating anxiousness with regards to time.

I commit myself to stop getting paranoid within relationship to what time it is and what responsibilities/obligations I have.

I commit myself to stop fretting and worrying about the time and making it to final destination by the scheduled initial time plan.

I commit myself to stop fretting and worrying.

Day 520 Thought Reflection

It's interesting if You examine Your Thoughts.  Within looking at particular thoughts that come up within myself I can see connections as a form of meanings defined within various forms of feeling positive energies or of emotionally charged negative energies. The majority of my thought is negative. I'm pretty sure it's all negative, it is just veiled sometimes with a form of positive energy that I want and wish to believe as good from a point of self-righteousness within myself as like I deserve this and believing that my intention is pure. Like judging myself in the best light.

I realize and understand that I cannot escape my thoughts.

Escape my thoughts?

Would that be the greatest deception? To believe myself to escape my thoughts?

Who are my thoughts but me as the nature of what I have accepted and allowed myself to be?

I realize and understand that I can change the nature of what I have accepted and allowed myself to be.

I realize and understand that by looking at my thoughts, I understand the nature of what I have accepted and allowed myself to be.

I realize I can stop participating in my thoughts and stop perpetuating the nature of what I have become.

I realize the self-responsibility in utilizing thought as a tool as a window of opportunity for self investigative exploration into the origins of my acceptances and allowances. A thought that comes up within me just didn't come from nowhere, it is a resulting consequence of previous accepted and allowed consequences within myself.

I realize and understand that every single thought I have requires a process of self-investigation.

I realize and understand there is lots for me to investigate.

I realize and understand that by writing out my thoughts I can set the stage for effective application of self-forgiveness.  I can introspect and do self-forgiveness on personal, interpersonal and universal relationships. I then enable myself the opportunity to open up self-corrective statements as a form of prevention being the best cure. I then create self-commitment statements to assist and support myself in establishing and developing enhanced practical living guidelines.

Day 519 Reason Treason Self-Governance

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reasoning treasonous acts within myself as acceptances and allowances that create conflict within and as a myself standing here as the point of self-directed self-governor of and as what is best for all Life....Realizing and understanding that what is best for all Life starts with and as what I accept and allow within myself. I realize and understand that perpetuating reasons within myself to justify self-imposed discomfort within and as the belief that blame is a necessary reason for placing myself to be governed in accordance to allowing myself to get worked up within myself by reasoning the validity of blame as like being somebody else's fault for the way I am governing the law of my being here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have made decisions within myself that are directly contradictory to my ability to creatively express and enjoy myself from moment to moment.  I realize the ridiculous absurdity of holding onto treasonous attitudes within myself as like a form of abdicating myself as the best self-governance as like what I would like to see within and as all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating compromise within and as myself as the epitome of self-governance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the full time commitment to myself here as self-governance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to spite myself in moments of abdication of self-responsibility of myself here within going into a a point of emotion that I accepted and allowed to be valid as a form of reason to commit treason against myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have dis-empowered myself by choosing to validate reasoning within myself as an accepted mental frame work that does not support me in operating at my fullest potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating reasoned treason within myself as a form of coping mechanism for the anger and frustration that surfaces from within myself that has remained buried for some time due to the nature of myself having accepted and allowed self-suppression throughout my history here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding my time here as the standing body of self-governance within choosing to entertain distraction as reasoned justifiable emotional reactions as like being worthy of my attention and time. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of spiting myself within time by giving my attention to proliferating abuse within myself as emotional reaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to escape self-responsibility for the treasonous reasons I have accepted and allowed to exist within myself as how I have spited myself from and as the opportunity to stand as the self-embodiment of and as all as One and Equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the reasoned treason within desiring to be angry as a point of emotional reaction that is fueled and charged within myself as a result of choosing/deciding to participate within and as an initial energetic triggered reaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have been conditions throughout time to accept and allow myself to validate and justify treasonous acceptances and allowances within myself that deliberately spite my ability to stand as what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have accepted and allowed myself to be my own worst enemy and within this refused to take accountability for my particpations by choosing to believe that blame is the game as to protect me in the fight against myself and therefore keep myself hidden suppressed from seeing what I am really doing to myself in every moment here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have made others out to be my enemy as like that which I am mad at and disappointed with because I have been afraid of seeing that which pisses me off within others is that which I refuse to take full self-responsibility for within myself and therefore by me being pissed off at another for even 1 second reflects the disregard I have accepted and allowed within myself and therefore I see and realize how I have justified the disregard for unconditional compassion within myself. I see and realize and understand the awesomeness of utilizing myself here in and as how my mind exists as the compass/tool/point of reference and way for me to be self-investigating and reclaiming self-responsibility and accountability for All of myself here as what is best for Life as the living realization and understanding of myself as Equality and Oneness birthed in and as physicality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abusing myself as All Life here within being greedy about sharing my time here, as like taking my time personally as like not wanting to be flexible in my capacity to respond within a moments notice because that contradicts myself from living in the planned expectations I created for myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to commit treason against the law of my being here as self-governance within and as valuing my time as being more valuable than any other beings Life time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to de-value Life Time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting angry with having to share more of my time than I was initially willing to share to assist and support fellow beings in a moment where I am able to assist and support another in a way that I would like to be assisted and supported.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have been treasonous against self-governance as what is best for all Life within de-valuing my time and the principle of giving as I would like to receive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place expectations and reasoned judgement on what I am willing to give and share within a moment, as like taking offense when an opportunity arises for me to stand as a point of support for another in a situation that resulted unexpectedly that I would not ever expect myself to be in.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating reasoned expectations within myself that create and dictate non-action within myself as like creating the platform for myself to be deliberately stiff, rigid, and stubborn when in fact the capability and capacity exists within me to be flexible and creative in directing the problem into and as a solution which is best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be an enemy of what is best for all Life by allowing myself to be stiff and rigid and limited in and as my ability to respond within a moments notice to share as a point of caring for and as living life as what is best for all Life always all ways within and as the starting point principle of creation as Oneness and Equality,...realizing and understanding separation to be the greatest self-imposed deception/treason against myself as the starting point authority of self-governance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have committed treason against Life within spiting the equality and oneness within time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for manipulating and self-sabotaging my relationship with time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist in a relationship to time as a point of debt I am always falling behind within while always trying to get ahead in time as like trying to catch this carrot on a stick that is dangling in front of myself that is always just out of reach.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for committing treason against myself as All Life within judging myself in time as like creating a comparison to myself according to time...as like making the time to be a point of debt servitude and then to generate a particular reaction towards the debt as time....as like how I am feeling/experiencing myself within and as reaction to the debt/time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating self-governance within myself by becoming frustrated with time and within this going into as a a form of rebellion towards time and then deliberately spiting the nature of my relationship with time by going into a 'fuck it' experience as like being so fed up with always being behind in the race against time to say I no more care to compete here in time and that I'm not even going to regard time as a point of practical self measuring tool because the extent to which I have allowed myself to kick my own ass with regards to time is shameful.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to commit treason against myself as Life here within and as I refused to direct the labored points of repair/self-correction...and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating more damage and thus more repairs/self-correction required by accepting and allowing myself to choose to ignore/delay the labored responsibility of self-remediation as self-directing the purification of my acceptances and allowances in every moment I am here....realizing that I am here as a laborer to facilitate care and regard for myself as Life, piecing myself back together, realizing and understanding the self-direction within taking responsibility to create myself here as the masterpiece which is the labored results of my efforts from and as the principled self-commitment of what is best for all Life is all ways the best.

Day 518 Cool Commitment

Continuing from previous blog


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be a terrorist against unconditional cool and within this becoming so focused on what is not cool as like being consumed within myself by everything that it is not cool that I have accepted and allowed...without realizing and understanding my ability to release myself from self imposed limitation by simply forgiving myself for holding myself hostage within the realms of self-judgement as the particular emotional charges I have accepted and allowed to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be in conflict with cool.

I commit myself to stop holding myself hostage as unconditionally cool in and as physical self-expression here.

I commit myself to trust myself within and as self-directed self-expressions.

I commit myself to stop allowing myself to consume myself within what I see I have accepted that is not cool. And within these moments of seeing, I commit myself to take action as physical self-responsibility to physically release myself from the self imposed restraints I created as energetic friction within myself that consisted of the realms of self-judgement as the particular emotional charges.

I commit myself to harmonizing self-responsibility within and as cool practical living.

I commit myself to the self-realization that it is cool to take self-responsibility for all my acceptances and allowances.

I commit myself to living the self-realization that it is cool to physically express myself from moment to moment.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding cool as a point of creation in every moment here starts within and as a self-agreement as that which is best for Life which is birthed in and as labored self-direction.

I commit myself to being unconditionally cool.

I commit myself to stop submitting and suppressing myself within reactions as I realize and understand reactions are not cool.

I commit myself to immediately correct myself in moments of reaction.

I commit myself to remediation of that which is not cool.

I commit myself to cool purification within myself.

I commit myself to asking myself if what I am accepting and allowing is cool.

I commit myself to stopping the friction within myself towards cool as that which is best for all Life.

I commit myself to standing as an example of cool.

I commit myself to living a cool Life.

I commit myself to creating a cool Life.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to compromise coolness potential and opportunity.

I commit myself to utilizing cool opportunities here to assistant and support the purification of the law of my being here as Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to stop looking outside of myself in trying to understand what is cool.

I commit myself to the self-realization that I am the source of cool.

I commit myself to and as the creativity within and as cool.

I commit myself to look within and as myself to see and realize me as cool.

I commit myself to the self-realization that cool is to look and see without judgement so that all is clear as it is cool to understand and realize the situation without tainting any particular situation within accepted and allowed self-judgement.

I commit myself to the self-responsibility in self-direction as cool.

I commit myself to play and have fun with and as the word cool.

I commit myself to living the word cool.

I commit myself to stop limiting cool expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to live the word cool unconditionally as a result of justifying doubt within myself as various forms of fear that I accepted and allowed to control and regulate my behaviour.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to express the coolness that I am in every moment here out of fear of being judged as not being cool and within this I see and realize the ridiculous absurdity of my acceptances and allowances.  I commit myself to stop fearing to express the coolness that I am.

Day 517 Cool Creation

continuing from previous blog

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for taking a stand of self-responsibility within and as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to take accountability for my expressions here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that cool cannot be created within particular situations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing cool to be a conditional term.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be conditionally cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deciding to remain within conditions of cool as like self imposed restraints as a result of the mental frame worked judgments that act as like bars/veils that keep me from seeing/realizing the extent of cool that is possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for submitting myself to acts of frustration for lack of cool here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to think and believe that I am all cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding cool as a point within self-expression as a looking at things and forming an agreement within oneself as to how to participate in a particular moment as like having the harmony of mind and body physicality here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dismissing coolness as a point of self trust.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be an example of cool potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that I am responsible for granting myself access to myself as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that by suppressing coolness within myself I am accepting and allowing a coolness suppression throughout existence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying the suppression of coolness throughout existence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having extensively feared being uncool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be uncool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deciding to be uncool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deciding it is easier to be uncool than it is to be cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to spite myself within disregarding my coolness potential in self expression as the self-realization that coolness in self-expression is a point of self-agreement within and as physical participation as the point of living equality and oneness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dismissing the starting point equation to all creation here as oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deciding I don't have time to be cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that what is cool is not really cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having decided to try to act cool from within a starting point of doing things that don't seem cool but are regarded as cool...like copying/mimicking pop culture as what I see in movies and television that is portrayed as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to program cool based about judgement from television and movies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as the creative force of cool as like the author and authority of it as I write it so as how I paint/say/speak it so as an expressor professor.

To be Continued

Day 516 That ain't Cool

"The point came up today where I was saying that the world isn't very cool. Like there needs to be more coolness. I was saying how politicians and celebrities aren't cool at all, the education system isn't cool, war isn't cool, poverty/abuse/suffering isn't cool, pop culture isn't cool, societal norms aren't cool, commercials aren't cool....I went on to say I got to take self-responsibility for cool....because seriously things are not cool...like there's so much stuff that isn't cool. I was talking to family members about this point...and I kind of jokingly said I'm going to appoint myself the ambassador of cool...and then I started getting reactions from people saying that I got to be appointed by other people in order to be the ambassador...that I can't just declare myself it....that there is not validity to my claim if others are not validating my claim. I said, I  take self-responsibility as the presentation and embodiment of cool. I see it as a point of individual self-responsibility and self-trust. A self-agreement as commitment to the expression of what is best for all Life."

"The point of discussion veered towards seriousness as like seriousness being separated from cool...like the opposite of seriously cool...like seriousness became a point of uncool....where if you want to be taken seriously, you can't be cool...." (Day 507 Branding and Marketing)

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that myself as a reflection of the world isn't very cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I must submit myself to my shared environment as uncool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming myself and others for not being cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting frustrated with the lack of cool within myself/humanity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring a cool world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that if I don't desire a cool shared reality that a cool shared reality cannot become an actuality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to believe that I'm all cool and that it's just all this separated shit here that is not cool, like that there's just a major majority of people that are uncool and thus I am suppressed as a result of being a part of a small minority of cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that uncool can trump cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to see all the bullshit that exists within myself that is not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for liking to take on the cool character as like ya I'm all cool, I ain't responsible for everything that is uncool, that ain't my fault that's all the other uncool people's fault.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making myself within my mind to be Mr. Almighty Cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for for desiring to tell people how uncool they are and how much cool I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that cool doesn't influence the uncool but uncool influences the cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for self-victimizing myself within this world as like accepting and allowing myself to be suppressed and hindered and just like totally indoctrinated with uncool propaganda and education that supports all that is not cool here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring the uncool to tell me I am cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring cool status within an uncool harsh reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for concerning myself with matters that are not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing in reverse of what is cool in an attempt to be cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring somebody else to come along that is just so cool and rally up awareness around what is cool here...like sprinkling the cool pixie dust onto everyone with their words as like creating some sorta abra kadabra presto open sesame they we have it cool manifested as factual physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being addicted to taking offense to that which is not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to taking the first step to directing that which is not cool by accepting myself here as that which is not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto me as an individual ego persona of superiority that would totally die and cease to exist if I stepped down of my self appointed thrown of righteous coolness and actual took self-responsibility for everything that is not cool within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to hold onto this heir of self-entitlement elitist status that connects and relates to the idea of myself as cooler than others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making reality out to be like the cool competition where there is only one almighty champion and then it's just derivative, just classes of loser and losing as like the closest finisher to me the champion is just the first one to be proclaimed the loser as I am the winner.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that it is wrong to appoint oneself as cool here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking like how dare I think that I can just say I am the example of cool and that if you don't agree with me well that's just because you don't get it yet and your really not that cool, because if you get what I was saying you would be like ya your right it's fucking obvious were all the embodiment of cool here...and it's up to each of us to reclaim our status as cool which can only be done through the process of self-forgiveness and self-corrective applications...because that is the epitome of self-responsibility here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for expecting there to be some sort of programming manual for me to copy so that I can not worry and fear that I am fucking shit up right and then I don't really have to make any in the moment real time decisions, I just can believe myself to be great within and as the religion of self worship based upon subscribing to a particular culture of idea's that suits the personality suits I would like wear as my image as the way I imagine myself to be within my mind of self-righteous authoritarian rule.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having difficulty to live for real as like having no idea of what it really means to live here for real for eternity as like never wavering within doubt with flashes of energetic fluctuation as particular mental frameworks shape a freeze frame of myself going hard crystallized within myself as I submit within a mind-pattern of accepted and allowed auto-destruct.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for following the mind consciousness program of automation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to close the option and consideration of going into mind conscious auto pilot as like being in the back seat just watching the show that I'm reacting to, never realizing myself as the real time physical director of the whole game play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing myself within the driver's seat of awareness as like it's all me here, that I am always working with me here as what I accept and allow as me here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to ignore the manual of acceptances and allowances I used as the particular memory impressions I formed to particular moments as like the energy juice I mined my physicality with as like my mind being the robotic miner that goes 24/7 always digging for more of myself to abuse as like constantly scratching an itch...and all the while me sitting in the backseat watching the show, believing things are taken care of for me that I'm on holidays and ya life's quite the trip while not realizing and understanding that why I've been calling Life a trip because I fell for the lie I sold myself as the reasoned justification that I spawned within having automated energetic experiences within every particular moment since as long as I can remember.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how uncool it is to refer to life as a trip as like this temporary ride where I am just a temporary problem so to speak in that eventually I will just auto-destruct because I wasn't built to last the testaments of time...more like due to lacking the integrity and focus in labored craftsmanship...subscribing to the fuck it philosophy and therefore buying stock within planned obsolescence, figuring and solidifying my time here as temporary so thinking that's just the design of how things are and I aint no designer, im just a product of some greater design that I gladly say and welcome with self-submission by praying and saying "at your service oh benevolent one, my inherent nature is a desire to serve...so just tell me what to do and then it is done...but give me the free will to choose how I serve because then I am blissfully ignorant within my own free will believing that I have free range to do anything, while not realising and understanding how I've just contributed to the perpetuation of  a giant super duper fuck up.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to work with my fellow fuckers here who have equally contributed to the fuckedness equation, because within coming to a starting point of oneness and equality within and as each of our opportunity here I can't point the blame fuck you middle finger any more and my life that I sold for a temporary trip here as the guaranteed experience of a Life time becomes null and void and I missed out on the deal of a life time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for searching for and longing for cool as like the programmed code and guide how to be cool...while not realizing and understanding myself as the key maker here as realizing and understanding myself as the key to me...like I am the key to the kingdom of heaven...I am the door...I am the way...it's all within me here...and I am the only one who can grant me access...and whats funny and cool about this is that I cannot bullshit myself a granted access pass, meaning my sound as my word as my signature as the music that cannot be faked, I gotta be pure as the proven cure so that I can be sure I won't contaminate all that is pure ever again...and so I see as the intimacy is in to me...hehe, laugh as I face my accepted and allowed absurd ridiculousness as I have the aha moment of self-realizing and understanding this is source of my contamination that needs immediate remediation/reclamation as I unfuck the improper fucking I fucked myself with, as the very nature and core of my being had been penetrated without taking the necessary steps and precautions for the best fucking...and so there as the consequence of fucking as less than the best fucking, I see and realize how I raped myself.

To Be Continued

Day 515 Self-Commitment Statements from Branding/Marketing Stigmatization

Continuing from previous blog:

I commit myself to stop branding and marketing stigmatization

I commit myself to stop polarizing Cool.

I commit myself to Living Cool as Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to the understanding and realizing that the origins of Cool are within and as the starting point of Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing Cool to exist within and as a hierarchy of superiority/inferiority.

I commit myself to stop suppressing myself within believing that I am cooler than anyone or less cool than anyone.

I commit myself to stop believing that I am a strong influence to be feared.

I commit myself to stop projecting fear.

I commit myself to stop justifying isolation.

I commit myself to socializing with my peers.

I commit myself to stopping to facing my acceptances and allowances in physical reality.

I commit myself to stop being petrified to face my acceptances and allowances and self-correct my acceptances and allowances that are not in accordance with what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to stop projecting superiority/inferiority as like energy game positioning of self-judgement separation.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to exist as a social outcast.

I commit myself to stop coping with disappointment.

I commit myself to stop creating logical self-manipulation.

I commit myself to stop creating reasoned justifications as to why things are the way they are.

I commit myself to stop subscribing to the judgement and belief of another.

I commit myself to stop making sense out of judgement and belief.

I commit myself to stop distorting my ability to see physical reality.

I commit myself to releasing the energy charges stored within my memories.

I commit myself to stop believing myself to be a bad influence.

I commit myself to stop desiring to be a good influence.

I commit myself to stop judging myself as a point of influence.

I commit myself to stop suppressing my participation within activities because I believe I am too cool to participate.

I commit myself to stop judging and comparing myself to other people.

I commit myself to stop judging and comparing myself to activities.

I commit myself to stop judging people's actions.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing things that are not cool to exist within myself.

I commit myself to practically living the word Cool.

I commit myself to stop censoring myself as Cool.

I commit myself to stop fearing how others will handle my expressions.

I commit myself to stop fearing how others will handle me.

I commit myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be handled. lol.

I commit myself to stop fearing to handle myself within and as self-stability, self-direction, and self-trust.

I commit myself to stop worrying and judging myself expression.

I commit myself to stop worrying and being concerned with people's perceptual judgement of my expressions.

I commit myself to stopping placing conditions upon my ability to express myself.

I commit myself to stop restraining myself within self-imposed limitations.

I commit myself to stop judging feedback.

I commit myself to welcoming criticism.

I commit myself to stop fearing criticism.

I commit myself to stop criticizing myself.

I commit myself to stop desiring negative criticism.

I commit myself to stop desiring positive criticism.

I commit myself to stop reacting to criticisms by generating positive feelings towards positive criticisms, and negative feelings towards negative criticisms.

I commit myself to stop looking for validation outside of myself.

I commit myself to standing within and as the point of self-validation.

I commit myself to stop being an energy whore.

I commit myself to channeling energetic experiences to make a physical experience seem more profound.

I commit myself to grounding myself within physicality.

I commit myself to stop getting high within an energy.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to exist as an energy Low.

I commit myself to correcting energy disparity within myself.

I commit myself to stopping polarity friction within myself.

I commit myself to correcting energy conflict friction within myself.

I commit myself to facing everything that triggers me.

I commit myself to becoming free from triggers as points reaction triggers.

I commit myself to self-correcting all energy triggers by removing the separation that I've been holding on to.

I commit myself to stop taking being triggered by things in my environment personally.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the extensive amount of assistance and support I have within my environment within seeing and realizing the triggers that exist within my environment are in fact the teacher here to support me in face myself.

I commit myself to utilizing the gifted opportunity of being triggered as the means to facilitate self-forgiveness and self corrective statements.

I commit myself to expanding my awareness.

I commit myself to expanding my presence.

I commit myself to expanding my Life Force Essence as my ability to exist here in physicality.

I commit myself to existing here in physicality.

Day 514 Branding and Marketing Stigmatization

Continued from previous blogs. Quote here from initial blog on "branding and marketing":

"With the word Stigmatization coming up I reflect back to elementary school and I recall not getting invited to this girl's birthday party that was a boy/girl party in like grade 5 or 6 where pretty much every body in the grade at the school was invited but I wasn't invited because I had been exploring body parts with this particular girl a little while earlier...and the girl's mother found out and told my parents....and this was made to be this big deal and secret bad thing that wasn't to be talked about...and I was regarded as a bad apple/influence by the girl's mother...and thus I was outcasted from going to this boy/girl party where there would be things happening like spin the bottle and getting locked in the closet.   Anyways, I was kinda sad/disappointed about not being allowed to go to party...but I at that age accepted that I was the bad apple...and believed to understand why I couldn't go because the girls mom feared me as being a bad influence.

I see how I spawned the attitude from there that I am too cool, like too cool to be allowed to socialize with all my peers all the time because I'm such a strong influence...and a strong influence is an influence to be feared."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for marketing and branding stigmatization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stigmatize myself within spawning the attitude that I am too cool, like to cool to be allowed to socialize with all my peers all the time because I'm such a strong influence...and a strong influence is an influence to be feared.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding on to such fear within myself that I projected the image of superiority as a false front imagined belief to make believe reality as a result of being petrified of facing the actuality of my accepted and allowed physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to comfort myself and make myself feel good within an unpleasant situation of being outcasted by my peers.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to create comfort within myself through the belief of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from myself through the make belief of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for coping with disappointment within myself by creating a logical-self manipulation as my reasoned justifications of why things are happening the way they are.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing for justifying self-stigmatization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for subscribing to the belief and judgement of another.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make sense out of belief and judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to distort my perception of reality within making sense of things though judgement and belief.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how a memory that happened so early on within my Life could have had an influence on me up till today.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be a good influence within accepting and allowing myself to exist as a bad influence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as a bad influence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am a bad influence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for opting out of participation within particular activities from the perspective of I'm too cool to associate within that particular activity or environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining so many activities as less cool than me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people extensively for participation within activities that I don see as being cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people as like where there at and what they are doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for avoiding to look at myself and see what I am accepting and allowing that is not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto a friction within myself as a result of avoiding to correct the acceptances and allowances within myself that are not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto points within myself that are not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating separation within myself as like conflicting my perception of cool as a result of accepted and allowed self-judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blocking myself access to really understanding the totality of myself as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to be cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deciding that I can't be cool all the time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fragmenting my coolness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making being cool a point of conditionality as like under only certain circumstances and contexts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing the unconditional expression of cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to censor myself as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing that others will not be able to handle me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to handle myself within situations where I am required to stand within and as stability as the point/example of self-direction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing people not understanding my expression in particular moments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself expression in particular moments where I do not receive positive feedback and re-enforcement for my expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for assuming that no positive feedback for a particular situation is a form of negative feedback...as like believing that saying nothing is worse than saying something...saying nothing is like the worst review/feedback possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging no feedback on particular situations as like a form of receiving extensive negative judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to receive lots of positive feedback from my peers.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking for positive feedback and re-enforcement of my particular expressions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking offense to not receiving feedback on my particular expressions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing negative judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing negative feedback/criticism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing no criticism as being worse than any publicly expressed negative criticism and or judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire negative criticism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good when I receive positive criticism and bad when I receive negative or no criticism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being dependent upon others for self-validation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing my worthiness is determined by the attention I get from others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting high off of receiving attention.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for experiencing a low off of receiving little attention.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing within low experiences and trying to get and remain in a high energetic experience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being an energy whore within experiences as like always trying to channel a particular experience and making something more out of a particular physical moment of expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing moments of physical self-expression within creating definitions of self-judgement within particular moments...as like having a particular reaction within a moment which can exist within and as the form of a thought that comes up within my mind, and or a feeling or emotion that comes up within me...whether it seems to be triggered by a thought...or it comes up as a result of me being triggered by something within my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be triggered by things within my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extensive amount of assistance and support I have within my environment within seeing and realizing the triggers that exist within my environment are in fact the teachers here to support me in facing myself...as every point that triggers activity/reaction within my consciousness is a gifted opportunity for me to see the point of accepted and allowed manifested separation within myself as like a point of self-suppression...and that I can correct the situation in the moment...and piece myself back together as a point of expanding myself awareness here as like a point of increasing my presence/life force essence as my ability to exist here within and as physicality.




To Be Continued

Day 513 Branding/Marketing Style Part 4 Self Corrections

When and as I see myself judging styles, I stop and breathe, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from particular styles, I face myself within and as the point of style, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react to a particular style, I look and find the earliest memory within myself that triggered the reaction within me to a particular style, I realize and understand the separation within judgement. I realize and understand my self-responsibility to correct all accept and allowed separation within myself.

I commit myself to playing with and as the word "style".

I commit myself to liking various styles.

I commit myself to develop style within and as physical self expression here as Oneness and Equality.

When and as I see myself compromising myself within particular thoughts/judgements about style, I stop and breathe, i realize the self imposed limitation within accepting and allowing myself to judge myself and place guilt upon myself for particular style self-expressions. I realize the ridiculousness in taking any particular style personally. I realize any reaction I have towards any particular style signifies a point of self-corrective process I am required to walk through as a point of harmonizing myself one and equal with and as style.

I commit myself to oneness and equality within and as "style"

I commit myself to stop self imposed limitation/depression within style.

I commit myself to keep feelings and emotions out of style.

I commit myself to living style as a point of physical alignment within and as the starting point of oneness and equality within and as individual self-expression.

I commit myself to manifesting the style which is best for all Life.

I commit myself to the realization and understanding that there are so many ways to express oneself as an individual within and as style from a starting point of oneness and equality.

I commit myself to caring about oneness and equality as the starting point of style.

I commit myself to enjoying the clothes I wear.

I commit myself to utilize style as a point of physical assistance and support.

I commit myself to have fun with and as the point of style.

I commit myself to stop fearing style.

I commit myself to stop worrying about style.

I commit myself to being relaxed and comfortable within and as the point of style.

When and as I see myself projecting blame in relationship to style, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand how lame it is to blame, I investigate the point of reaction within and as projecting blame, I face the point of blame within myself and walk a process to forgive myself and correct the manifested separation within myself.

I commit myself to stop blaming people and or particular styles...and or particular environments.

I commit myself equalizing myself with all parts of the world/environment.

When and as I see myself having resistance to dress a particular way, I face the point of resistance through self-forgiveness and self-correction as I realize and understand that resistance is a decision of accepted and allowed separation...and therefore when I see and realize a point of resistance, I take accountability for correcting the resistance/conflict within myself. I play with the point that had been revealed as resistance by going into that point and therefore making the resistance invalid.

I commit myself to invalidating resistance.

I commit myself to utilize style and professional dress code etiquette as points of assistance and support for walking process as what's best for all Life.

I commit myself to stop defining people because of the clothes they are wearing.

I commit myself to stop judging people for the clothes they are wearing.

I commit myself to stop judging clothes.

When and as I see myself making a judgement about someone wearing particular clothes in a particular way, I stop and breathe, I look at the separation I manifesting and perpetuating within myself, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from myself within particular judgments about wearing particular clothes, I realize and understand the ridiculously absurdity of having reactions towards clothing.

I commit myself to not take offense or defense towards people wearing particular clothing.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing friction within myself towards particular styles I see.

I commit myself to self-movement as physical self-expression.

I commit myself styling self-movement as physical self-expression.

I commit myself to not judging myself for liking particular things.

I commit myself to understanding and realizing why I like particular things.

I commit myself to liking things.

I commit myself to learning to like that which I don't like.

I commit myself to stopping hate from existing within myself.

I commit myself to stop self-loathing within myself.

I commit myself to stop hating myself.

I commit myself to liking myself here.

I commit myself to letting go of feelings and emotions about myself.

I commit myself to stop judging myself with feelings and emotions.

I commit myself to stopping conflict from existing within the word style.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding how my relationship with words reflects my style from moment to moment as I am the self directive author of my styling.

I commit myself to purifying my style as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to correcting my inner acceptance and allowances that are not best for all Life.

I commit myself to sharing my process of self-forgiveness, self-correction, and self-realization.

I commit myself to styling individual change that is best for all Life.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing self imposed restraints and limitations within and as styled self expression.

Day 512 Branding and Marketing part 4 Style

This is part 4 of Branding and Marketing blog series. For context from the beginning click Here.

"At some point I kind of reacted to the point of liking to style myself in particular ways...and kind of revolted as like like dissing my own styles by being like whatever, who gives a shit about style, and created a who gives a shit style...or maybe more appropriately labeled I don't give a shit.  I was reacting to the ideas I had incorporated within myself as a result of my environment about dress etiquette...like you know dressing professionally...and I just reacted so much so to this...as like thinking how lame it is that there's kind of a uniform standard dress code of how you are supposed to be dressed for particular functions/events...and within that...the various labels that co-exist with wearing these types of clothes or those types of clothes.  I mean I kind of got wrapped up in my own judgement but not realizing and seeing it."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging the styles that I like.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting in judgement to how I have styled myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I created the "who gives a shit style" within reacting and kind of revolting as like dissing my own styles by being like whatever, who gives a shit about style.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I manifested the I don't give a shit style.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not giving a shit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I got wrapped up within my own judgement with regards to clothes and style.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I changed my style from that which I liked to being about a lack of caring to like me as my own style...as like creating a dis-attachment within myself to the clothes I was wearing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming my environment for my attitudes about clothing styles.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become frustrated within seeing myself as a product of my environment.

I forgive  myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wearing clothes from and as the starting point of emotion as like making a statement of rebellion as like I don't give a fuck about my environment or what the accepted and allowed norms are with regards to dress code etiquette.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance towards dressing professionally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to dress professionally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging and defining people based upon the clothes they are wearing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react to the types of clothes people wear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting mad with myself for liking to style myself with particular clothes in particular ways.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating friction towards style.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as style as like a reflection of that which I accept and allow within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to believe that I don't care about style when in fact I was hiding the fact that I really did care about how my style yet I didn't want to acknowledge myself...and thus in a way I was hiding from myself as like being stuck within my internal realms of judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lose myself within self-judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being extreme in seeing things about myself where will I will go from one extreme to the other extreme....and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I believed I was changing by existing as the opposite point...but not realising and understand that the movement wasn't real as it was from within a starting point of reaction/judgement/fear.  I realize movement from within and as the starting point of fear is not in fact real movement/expression....it's an outflow consequence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for spiting myself within judging myself for liking particular things.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for moving into judgement about liking particular things without finding out why it is that I like particular things.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing and judging that liking particular things is bad/wrong.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that the things I like are points of weakness of character and the for me to be strong I must stop liking everything I like.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for hating myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for spiting myself within hating the things I liked.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that everything I like is some sort of energetic addiction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I am able to practically live physical self expression within and as the things that I like to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking there are things I like and there are thing I don't like, and there are things I hate.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself creating a hierarchy of likes and dislikes.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing hate to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the point of rebellion existing within myself as coming from within and as the starting point of accepted and allowed self-loathing/hate.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as a starting point of hate and self-loathing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a love/hate relationship with myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse myself by having mixed feelings/emotions about myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding Oneness and Equality as the epitome of style....as like the starting point of creation here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from and as the word style.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create conflict within the word style.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my expression reflects my relationship with words as like what's going on within myself...as the nature of  my inner acceptances and allowances exposed externally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having tried to hide the nature of my inner reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that nothing is ever really hidden and everything is revealed.


To Be Continued

Day 511 Branding and Marketing Part 3

In the initial blog I wrote entitled, "Branding and Marketing", I said,

"When I was quite young I regarded name brands as quite cool, as like there being a certain prestige the goes along with supporting a name brand. Then as I got older it was more about refining my brands, like only supporting the best quality brands in quality and craftsmanship...and having the high end products within the brand line.  Also though I kind of developed a rebellious attitude towards 'name brands' as like being a point of evil and being a conformist, and as a result of perpetuating the injustices that exist because you know, big name brands are all about profit...and within this I started thinking more and more about the injustices within labor exploitation, and also about logo's, thinking that it is not cool to be labelled with logo's...like I basically went the opposite way that I had before...where I was kind of taking the attitude I don't give a shit about labels and brand names...like being like I'll wear whatever."  

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for taking on the attitude of only supporting the the brands in the best quality and craftsmanship.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging inferior brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people who were wearing inferior brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to brand myself with an heir of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be regarded as superior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for regarding myself as inferior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking on the attitude of rebellion towards name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being angry at high end name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting blame towards profitable name brands as like being more evil than less profitable name brands because they were making more money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being frustrated with the integrity of company brands within the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of highly successful brand names companies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto spite towards successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting spite onto others who were wearing successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict within myself between successful and unsuccessful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself frustrated emotionally with the inhumane labor practices of name brand companies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting anger and blame outside of myself at the world for the fact slave labor sweatshops is the reality of of big business.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to define and identify myself with particular brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for feeling guilty and remorseful for having identified myself with particular name brands that have been known to provide workers with unfavorable working conditions and very low wages.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching prestige to particular logos

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging logos

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring particular logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to face the reality of what the logos represented but just wanted to focus on the prestige that has been marketed around and about particular logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having identified myself as name brand loyalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having identified myself as anti name brand loyalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe and think it is cool to wear popular name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing and thinking it is uncool to wear known brands and logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to wear less know brands and logos and within this believing that it is more hip and cool to wear brands and logos that are less known about.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking myself to be original and creative by seeking out clothes that are made by companies that I had never heard about before.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to wear clothing that no one else has.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for talking shit brands and logo's.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a marketing and branding war within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating positive feelings of righteous superiority within wearing popular expensive name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be regarded as royalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging clothing and equipment based upon the brand name as opposed to the actual structural integrity of the product.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how the entire economic system perpetuates abuse and disregard for human labor.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching positive energies towards acquiring popular name brand products.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good within buying popular name brand products.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting favorable working conditions for laborers within companies.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the elimination of exploitation of human labor.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the eradication of slave labor.

I commit myself to exposing the necessity for implementing a 'Living Income Guaranteed' as a practical living solution for the eradication of poverty.

I commit myself to further educating myself about effective company branding and marketing.

I commit myself to let go of all jealousy towards the owners of highly successful companies.

I commit myself to stop desiring to be wealthy.

I commit myself to accepting myself as wealthy.

I commit myself to growing my wealth and utilizing my wealth to influence changes that are best for all Life.

I commit myself to giving money in support of the Equal Life Foundation.