I forgive myself for the regret within myself
As like the regret of not finding the time to make point within writing rhymes
Like messages and prayers for me in You
To Insure the Excellence in Our How We Do...
Like Realizing the Perfection Connection
Within and as Self Correction
As the Yaaaaa,
Sure Thing
Self Perfection Recipe
As Like the Guarantee within Manual Laboring it Yourself
As Like the Birth Right Inheritance In Giving Life to Words...
Exercising Meaning as Our Play Ground Climbing Structures...
Knowing We Form the Formations with Our Information...
Providing Our Structural Sound Alignment
As the Expression We Are
And Are...
Like OURS....
Like This Is Our Shared Reality...
Like Everyone Broadcasting Live 24/7 Information Programming...
A Bit Of an Infomercial Reality in the Age of Celebrity Copy Cat Fame Wanna Be Recognized Special acknowledgement Edition
Like Sharing Special Artistic Production
And SHIT!
This is Where the Truth is Sour Because for so many Hours I Fantasized and Visualized about Me and the Fame and Fortune and Special Recognition
As Like Yo,
Hey You,
Praise Me and Recognize My Real Lies as My Self Proclaimed Spiritual Intuition...
Like Call Me Your Teacher and Guru...
Pay Me,,,
Pay Me...
To Play You Like My Sing A-Long Song of Living High...
Like Self Righteous Hierarchy...
And You Can Watch and Follow Me and Try to Be Just Like Me...
But ALL-Ways Feeling Never Quite as Good...
Because In My Dream World Fantasy,
I need Fanatics to Stroke my Ego...
As Like Being My Loyal Servants to Jerk Me Off...
Metaphorically Speaking...
Like a Speak Easy...
I See Myself as a Social Lubrication...
Embracing the Darkness as Having Removed All The Light...
No Fear to Rap Freestyle from within the Darkness of Myself...
To Pull Up All My Shit...
And FARM IT Like Manure...MAN YOU ARE...
While Using and Exploiting the Copy Cat Exploits of Wanna Be Self Loathing Fanaticism as Like SHIT....
OH FUCK There It Is...I Gotta Stop Hating Myself...Like Shit I realise I was disguising My Hate within a Self Righteous Glorification as a Mask Disguised as Praise in Hope to Alleviate the Disease I see When I Look at You and I Realize You is Me....
But I Fucking Hate You and Love Me....
Like How Could You Ever Be as Good as Me?
This is The Competition Industrial Frame of Mind Complex I'm Talking About as the Regret....
Hell of a Fret...
Because it's the Fright in the Bite You don't want to Swallow...
Because You're the Dirty Nasty You Think You're Better Than...
The Whole Better Than Game is an Algorithm for the Betting Man Who Bets Against Other Betting Man Looking for the Sure Thing Within The Self Righteous Hopes Coding That The Better Than Game Is Human Nature Survival of The Fittest...
Never Realizing....
The Whole Better than Game Can't be Beat as the Best Always Get Better...Meaning Our Bets and Plays are Always Complimentary Insurance For the Win/Win Sure Thing Outcome
Funny Thing about the Sure Thing Win/Win Outcome is Everyone Fears Losing on the Sure Thing Win/Win Outcome
Fears Losing At the Expense of Giving...
Like Giving is Seen as Weakness to the the Losers Here
But The Kicker Is That Those Who Celebrate a Win at The Expense of a Loser are total Fucking Losers....
And Shit there You Have it!
Fanaticism!
Where You Cut Your Winnings In Half and turn a Win into a Lose...Because You feel Better about less of a Good thing and More of a fucking terrible thing....
Abracadabra Here Through the Crystal Ball The State of World Affairs are Self Evident as the Grossly Disproportionate Divide...
WOW the Math has been Bad...I mean Turning Wins into Loses is Psychopathic and Sociopathic in Nature....
Fuck...
I Forgive Myself for Accepting and Allowing Myself to Be a Fanatic as Like Obsessed About Winning as Like the Epitome of Extreme Polarity Competition...Loving the Win and Hating the Loss...Going so Far as to HardWire a Physical Emotional and Feeling Spectrum of Energy Highs and Lows...Making Me Like a Reactionary Self Automated Piano Man...As Like always Having a Key Stroked...A button Pressed...a Nerve Hit...As Like an Electrical Impulse...Signaling to Me The Response retaliation Within and As Not Realizing the Whole Monkey See...Monkey Do and How I created the Fight and Hate of My Own reflection to the Point I believed it was Either Me or You...Not Realizing The Interconnection Between You and Me...as Like Gaming/Sparring Partner...Here to Help Each Other Learn the Same Lesson...Because as the Cause that Be Class is Always in Session As Were ALL Facing Reflection...
The You Know
As The K Now
Self Perfection
As Like K...Like OK We've Reached a Perilous Point and It's Time to Create an Optimum Equilibrium Harmonious Balance of Principled Living Acceptances and Allowances as the Laws of Being a Real Potential Mother Fucker...A Fucking Real Being who Gives the Best Shit!
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