Day 389 Running From Own Reflection
I've come to realise and understand that it’s impossible to
escape self-reflection because we are always faced with our own reflection
wherever we may be. It’s possible to believe that we can escape our own self-reflection…but
that’s delusional as like great deception which just prolongs existing within
delusion which is unfortunate self-inflicted abuse as consequence of trying to
escape or hide from yourself…which is ridiculously absurd.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having tried to hide from facing mirror reflections wherever I may be.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
deflecting moments of self-reflection by going into self-denial as like a form of
delusional belief as justified reasoning.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
prolonging suffering within myself within having resisting releasing myself
from my own imprisonment with the application of self-forgiveness through
realisation within and as self-reflection as always reflecting everything I see
back into and upon myself as like realising myself as the starting point within
and as self-reflection as the law of oneness and equality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to inflict
abuse upon myself and others within and as I tried and believed I could avoid
points of self-reflection and self-correction through utilizing the process
tool of self-forgiveness as like the great equalizer in removing and releasing
abuse/pain/suffering.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
isolating myself within environments as a means of keeping myself from facing
points of self reflection.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not
realising and understanding how I compromised and limited myself within fear by
isolating myself within certain environments by not wanting to face points of
self reflection because the point of self reflection was uncomfortable…and
within this I forgive myself for not realising and understanding
how I prolonged discomfort within myself by resisting to face points of
uncomfortabitlity within myself and utilising discomfort as like a Life road
access map to assisting and insuring the creation of comfortable living by
releasing all points of discomfort with self corrective applications within and
as realising myself as the starting point of reflection and therefor always the
key as the question the answer and the solution.
When and as I see myself resisting to deal with a point of
discomfort within myself, I stop and breathe and I realise and understand the
absurd ridiculousness of holding onto discomfort as I realise and understand
myself able and capable to release discomfort as I realise and understand
myself as the the solution to discomfort by moving/directing myself into and as
positions of comfort as self support. I therefore direct myself as the solution
to discomfort as moving into comfort as being comfort abled.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having limited and suppressed my comfort abilities within and as choosing to
accept and allow myself to be controlled and regulated by fear. I realise and
understand the absurd ridiculousness of such participation's and therefore when
and as I see myself choosing to be influenced by fear, I stop and breathe and
direct myself to move within and as my comfort abilities…and within this I
realise the most difficult part of exercising comfort abilities is facing and
moving discomfort as like the points of resistance that have accumulated within
myself over time. I realise and understand the accumulation effect of
understanding and utilizing the mathematics of 1+1=2 as like the simplistic
formula in pushing through points of resistance as like momentum of one step at
a time…one breath at a time…as like starting at the beginning before coming to
the end…as like making the first move enables the possibility of making more
moves because after the first step comes the second step and progress is able
to be made as like taking the steps in walking the Journey to Life.
Thanks for sharing this mike.
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