Day 389 Running From Own Reflection

Day 389 Running From Own Reflection

I've come to realise and understand that it’s impossible to escape self-reflection because we are always faced with our own reflection wherever we may be. It’s possible to believe that we can escape our own self-reflection…but that’s delusional as like great deception which just prolongs existing within delusion which is unfortunate self-inflicted abuse as consequence of trying to escape or hide from yourself…which is ridiculously absurd.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having tried to hide from facing mirror reflections wherever I may be.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deflecting moments of self-reflection by going into self-denial as like a form of delusional belief as justified reasoning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for prolonging suffering within myself within having resisting releasing myself from my own imprisonment with the application of self-forgiveness through realisation within and as self-reflection as always reflecting everything I see back into and upon myself as like realising myself as the starting point within and as self-reflection as the law of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to inflict abuse upon myself and others within and as I tried and believed I could avoid points of self-reflection and self-correction through utilizing the process tool of self-forgiveness as like the great equalizer in removing and releasing abuse/pain/suffering.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for isolating myself within environments as a means of keeping myself from facing points of self reflection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I compromised and limited myself within fear by isolating myself within certain environments by not wanting to face points of self reflection because the point of self reflection was uncomfortable…and within this  I forgive myself for not realising and understanding how I prolonged discomfort within myself by resisting to face points of uncomfortabitlity within myself and utilising discomfort as like a Life road access map to assisting and insuring the creation of comfortable living by releasing all points of discomfort with self corrective applications within and as realising myself as the starting point of reflection and therefor always the key as the question the answer and the solution.

When and as I see myself resisting to deal with a point of discomfort within myself, I stop and breathe and I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of holding onto discomfort as I realise and understand myself able and capable to release discomfort as I realise and understand myself as the the solution to discomfort by moving/directing myself into and as positions of comfort as self support. I therefore direct myself as the solution to discomfort as moving into comfort as being comfort abled.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having limited and suppressed my comfort abilities within and as choosing to accept and allow myself to be controlled and regulated by fear. I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of such participation's and therefore when and as I see myself choosing to be influenced by fear, I stop and breathe and direct myself to move within and as my comfort abilities…and within this I realise the most difficult part of exercising comfort abilities is facing and moving discomfort as like the points of resistance that have accumulated within myself over time. I realise and understand the accumulation effect of understanding and utilizing the mathematics of 1+1=2 as like the simplistic formula in pushing through points of resistance as like momentum of one step at a time…one breath at a time…as like starting at the beginning before coming to the end…as like making the first move enables the possibility of making more moves because after the first step comes the second step and progress is able to be made as like taking the steps in walking the Journey to Life.

I realise and understand self movement as a Life gifting expression…a physical act of Love.