Day 336 Managing Self Responsibilities

Day 336 Managing Self Responsibilities

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding that all the little moments make up the big moments so to speak as like all the little bits of time make up big chunks of time and therefore it is myself responsibility to realise the significance of each moment as an opportunity here to do work from and as the starting point as what is best for all Life…and within this I realise that a working expression as what is best for all Life is cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking moment as seconds and minutes of time for granted throughout my day as like neglecting moments of time management and discipline to wandering within my mind as backchat participation's and losing touch with physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having been overwhelmed with the amount of self-responsibilities I am face with and the amount of time I have to complete myself responsibilities on a daily basis.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having many times neglected putting in my best efforts to complete a task I don’t think I will have enough time to complete….and therefore within this I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of wasting moments of time because of the thinking “oh it’s too late I’m not going to have time to get that done anyways…I might as well not even bother starting that process of work responsibility”.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having given up on self-responsibilities before I have even attempted walking self-responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to budget time like money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not utilising my time to my fullest potential/capabilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming frustrated/irritated/angered/annoyed/stressed with the amount of time it takes me to operate in completing tasks as part of my present day self-responsibilities and within this I realise that as I keep the discipline in moving through my tasks as daily self-responsibilities, I will become more effective and efficient at moving through daily tasks/responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to rush through tasks/responsibilities from the perspective of just wanting to get it done without regard for the quality of my work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having many many times compromised the quality of my work for the sake of just getting things done…as like not really caring about the work I do but just wanting to make sure I keep doing my work quickly.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect self-responsibilities in favour of things I find more relaxing…as like a break from work/responsibility as like giving me a release from stress/pressure of having tasks to complete and wanting to complete my tasks as quick as possible as to make sure I always beat the deadline.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising I can be careful and carefree within the work I do as tasks/responsibilities in daily living and actually enjoy myself within the process and step out of controlled automation as consciousness thinking and emerge myself within the moment as physical participation that I am in direct contact/touch with.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understand the discipline and diligence required to not accept and allow time for backchat to influence daily living participations. I realise I am in process of removing mind consciousness system character weakness’s as influence in my daily living.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding that it is better and easier to give a few moments of time to a project over many days than it give a few big chunks of time on a few days…and that I am capable and able to work on more projects at one time when I allow myself to make sure I do a little bit of work on each project every day,…even if it is just for a few moments…because every little bit of focused attention counts…and all the moments of time add up…and if there is all sorts of focused small moments of time….than you get a picture of clarity in time as efficient time management…because the big reflect the small…and therefore I see and realise the importance of making the most of a few moment here and there…as like wherever I am, I have moments opportunity to utilize as a point of assistance and support as what is best…and within this I am grateful for the present/presence moment Here.

When and as I see myself experiencing myself as overwhelmed in time, I stop and breathe, I realise what it is I am doing…what it is I require to do…how much time I have…and I budget my time as assistance and support that is always awesome/best/cool.

When and as I see myself having thoughts of neglecting care for time, I stop and breathe…and I realise the importance/power/gift of time as like money movement and myself responsibility in becoming a representation of an equal money system as like perfect money movement.