Day 326 "what's with all the Facebook Posts?"

Had a brief orientation today with Boss for tree planting company I am beginning to start work with. At the end of the orientation Boss Man asked me, "what's with all the facebook posts....Is it about Equality?" I kinda grimaced and said, "that's a big question." Boss Man said he's check out some of the stuff and it seems like it's about Equality and some of the other stuff he said he doesn't know what is going on."  I told him we can talk more about this.  I don't know what specifically he understands or doesnt understand....and also I see that I've been somewhat resistant to explaining the point of Desteni to people as being part of a group who is committed to a world that is best for all Life Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and alloiwng myself to feel overwhelmed when asked about Journey to Life Blogs and social networking as a self directive force as a proven track record of individual progress as self commitment to walking process of self realisation Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand the awesomeness within sharing the awesomeness of standing as commitment to Life Equality and Oneness as purifying the law of my Being Here as the way necessary to bring to fruition, "The Equal Money System"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get defensive within myself about talking about an Equal Money System and the Desteni I Process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to keep Desteni I Process and Equal Money System a secret.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having difficulty placing myself within the shoes of others and sharing myself in walking process as Journey to Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt my walking the Journey to Life process Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand that I have mde communication with others difficult within some moments as consequence of accepting and allowing myself difficulty within myself as like unresolved issues.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to my Boss with fear as like being surprised and uncertain as to how to express the Awesomeness of Journey to Life Blogging, Desteni/Destonians.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing myself expression as the awesomeness of walking process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having difficulty in explaining/conveying the coolness of Desteni, Desteni I Process, Equal Money System, Journey to Life Blogging, Destonian's, and the connection to and as Self-Forgiveness as Giving like You Like to receive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand the role of a World Teacher in explaining things to someone.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not really considering and regarding myself as taking on the role as a World teacher Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand the group of Destonians as the World teachers responsibile in educating the message of Awesomeness as Equality and Oneness,..from and as the starting point of what's best for all Life,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not consider within myself when waking up in the morning the role of self-responsibility in being a world teacher here.

When and as I see myself getting defensive about going into self protection mode about answering questions about Equal Money System and Desteni I Process and blogging, I stop and breathe and I realise as I slow down with breathing I can direct any point Here....I driect the point by specifically answering questions presented to me...If I find something unclear within the question being presented to me...I ask a question as a way of clarifying any discrepancy.

When and as I see myself resisting to express the awesomeness of myself/desteni/Destonians/Equal Money System/Journey to Life Blogs, I stop and breathe....I realise the ridiculousness of moving to quick within my head...I look at who is reaching out to me for support....I direct myself in giving support by sharing the awesomeness of process of self realisation  as desteni/desteni i process/equal money system.journey to life blogs.

When and as I see avoiding to face confrontation, I stop and breathe,,,,I see the ridiculousness in thinking I can side step confrontation from within and as a state of conforntation as conflicted movement within myself. I laugh/smile...give direction to point that requires communication as self directive flow.