Day 245 Sexualized Sexual Eyes

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and believe it is normal and just part of human nature to be sexualized has having sexual eyes as like preferences for particular body imaging.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to objectify specific body parts as sexy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sexify as like to objectify men and women.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe it is perfectly natural to create levels of physical attraction based on individual physiques.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that having reactions to particular physical physiques is a natural human phenomena.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how my reactions to particular physical physiques have been conditioned through the media/television/movies/porn.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to objectify women based upon my physical reaction to them as energetic buzz.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create sexual fantasies based on reacting to physical attratctions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as like constant reaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself not to realise that physical attraction is based on an energetic reaction within myself...as like reacting to specific external stimuli...as like particular sights being more stimulating than others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand all the details of stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be obsessed by stimulation as gooood feelings.

I forgive myself fro accepting and allowing myself to be addicted to positive energteic reactions as positive stimulation as goood feelings.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding the extent to which I am programmed by stimuli in my environment.

I forigve myself for not realising and understanding how conditioned I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and consider the sexualized conditioning of society as a whole based upon all accepted and allowed forms of programming here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not consider the total extent of sexual programming existent within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as specific sexual conditioning.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding how I have particpated within and as my sexual programming.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make a big deal about sex.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to obsess about sex.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be fascinated about sex.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder why the sexual relationships exist the way they do within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having desired to have women to have sex with.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to choose specific women to sexualize.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a rating system of sexual worthiness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get to know women bases upon my sexual reactions to them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have sexual desires to have sexual experiences with women I have never had sexual experiences with before.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be addicted to sexual experiences with new women.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fantasize about new sexual experiences with new women I am sexually attracted to.