Day 496 Authority

How I see Authority:

Authority is the author of "it" why ?  Like why 'it' is what 'it' is. The writer/participant/actor/character within the play. The one who enforces/directs/regulates behaviour, as like the standing embodiment of principles/rules as like what is and is not acceptable.

Authority is a point of self-responsibility and accountability. A duty of care exists within and as the point of Authority. Authority is a position of self-determination.

I see each being as an Authority.

Each is the Authority of Creation.

There are many many Authorities here...lol.

Everyone is an Author.

Author is like the short form for saying authority.

If you are a writer you are an authority.

Whether You think You are a writer or not, You are a writer, as each here has written their own programming code.

Communicating is a point of Authority.

It's important we all speak/communicate within and as the starting point of Authority.

Authority encompasses self-trust/confidence.

Awareness exists within and as the point of Authority, because awareness is needed in order to be effective in directing and regulating behaviour.

In the past I feared the responsibility of being an Authority as an Author here as the writer and programmer of Creation Here.

I feared being held accountable for Creation.

I feared being crucified for talking a stand for Creation.

I feared opposition and consequence for making a self willed decision/movement to stand within myself as the realization and practically living example of and as Life Authority.

I feared the self-judgement and the blame I had accepted and allowed within myself about Authority which I believed to be separate from myself.

I feared standing within the point I resisted and fighted against.

I feared letting go of the blame and taking the role of authority as the one who's responsible for correcting situations.

I feared the death of me as consequence of becoming a Life Authority.

I feared the attitude, "fuck Authority", because this is the attitude I perpetuated most of my lifetime here.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fucking myself in a most brutal way within accepting and allowing the attitude, "fuck Authority". I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of perpetuating the attitude of "fuck Authority. I realize and understanding the misfortune in not recognizing and accepting myself as Authority. I realize the the dis-empowerment within abdicating my Authority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating myself responsibility and accountability within and as Authority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming myself from within a fragmented delusional view of separation where I didn't even realize I was blaming myself because I believed the blame to be projected outward and onward to another that it is totally separate from me who has no real relationship connection to me. I realize the absurd ridiculousness in blaming another. I realize the misfortune within blame. I realize the shame and regret within blame. I realize the delusion of blame. I realize the abdication of of Life access within blame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for hating myself.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I in fact hated myself and was delusional within and as the point of hate by projecting my hate outward and onward to others....while not realizing that this hate stemmed from the acceptances and allowances within myself and that I was just afraid too look at myself because I hated myself so much. I realize and understand that it is very difficult to see and understand anything when you in fact accept and allow yourself to Hate as an outward reflection, because this outward reflection is synonymous with the inner acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing my power within and as my authority to self direct and correct situations within myself.  I realize myself responsibility to purify my nature as my nature contributed to the total collective nature of and as my total outer reality...as I realize and understand that so within and so without as the inner reflects the outer....and that everything I see externally is a self-reflection of what I am accepting and allowing internally within myself as the accepted and allowed relationships existent within me here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to be held accountable and responsible for Creation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to stand within and as a position of privileged power as having one and equal Life force essence as the realization of and as the starting point of Creation as the embodiment of Oneness and Equality. I realize an understand Our Life force essence within and as the starting point of Creation as our ability to express our-self Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the death of me as Ego as everything I've known, within taking on and becoming the point of self-responsibility and self-accountability as a Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared the self-judgement and the blame I accepted and allowed within myself about Authority which I believed to be separate from myself.  I realize and understand that I perpetuated a lame experience within myself by fearing self-judgement and blame.  I realize and understand that I would not suggest anyone hold onto the fear of self-judgement and blame as the consequence of blaming and judging fellow authority figures within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for regarding myself as less worthy and valuable than other Authority figures within our shared reality. I realize and understand the delusion within abdicating self-responsibility to the belief that other's must be more worthy and valuable and therefore more responsible than me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the Value and Worth of Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to communicate and express myself unconditionally from within and as the starting point of Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for continuously dismissing myself as a Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for nullifying and voiding self-accountability and self-responsibility as the honor and integrity to take my stance in standing up within and as as the expression of one man, one vote for What's Best for All Life, within and as the practical living self-realization that I give myself Life Authority Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the point that I am self-responsible and self-accountable for authorizing myself to exist here as a Life Authority as only I can grant myself access to  myself as a Life Authority Here. I realize and understand that it my self-responsibility to self-legitimize myself here through and as the labored voting process where I prove myself to myself as the walk of self-determination and self-commitment to become in all ways what is always best for all Life here as the self-embodiment of and as self-honesty and self-trust.

When and as I see myself facing conflict, I stop and breathe, I direct the conflict as the authorized conductor of what's best for all Life, as I realize and understand myself responsibly to remedy separation/manifested points of conflicted friction energy/the consequence of accepted and allowed substance abuse. I realize and understand myself responsibility to stop substance abuse. I realize and understand that all forms of conflict within myself are a representation of substance abuse that will be corrected and prevented from re-occurring.

When and as I am hesitant about expressing myself, I stop and breathe, I authorize myself to express myself unconditionally from within and as the starting point of Creation/Equality and Oneness.

When and as I myself perpetuating or supporting blame, I stop and breathe, I express the absurd ridiculousness of blame. I stand within and as the point of self-responsibility and Self-accountability. I realise blame is lame. I realize blame as an abdication of self-here. I realize my commitment to Self-Here.


Dictionary Definition of Authority as further support within Looking at Myself Here.

noun

noun: authority; plural noun: authorities

1. 1.

   the power or right to give orders, make decisions, and enforce obedience.

   "he had absolute authority over his subordinates"

   synonyms:

   power, jurisdiction, command, control, mastery, charge, dominance,dominion, rule, sovereignty, ascendancy, supremacy, domination; influence, sway, the upper hand, leverage, hold, grip;  informalclout,pull, muscle, teeth;  informaldrag "he had absolute authority over his subordinates"

   • the right to act in a specified way, delegated from one person or organization to another.

     "military forces have the legal authority to arrest drug traffickers"

     synonyms:

     authorization, right, power, mandate, prerogative, licence;  carte blanche;  historicaldroit "military forces have the legal authority to arrest drug traffickers"

   • official permission; sanction.

     "the money was spent without parliamentary authority"

     synonyms:

     authorization, permission, consent, leave, sanction, licence,dispensation, assent, acquiescence, agreement, approval, seal of approval, approbation, endorsement, imprimatur, clearance; informalthe go-ahead, the thumbs up, the OK, the green light, say-so; rarepermit "the money was spent without parliamentary authority"

2. 2.

   a person or organization having political or administrative power and control.

   "health authorities issued a worldwide alert"

   synonyms:

   officials, officialdom, the people in charge, the government, the administration, the establishment, the bureaucracy, the system;  the police;  informalthe powers that be, the (men in) suits, Big Brother "the plight of the refugees was acknowledged by the authorities"

3. 3.

   the power to influence others, especially because of one's commanding manner or one's recognized knowledge about something.

   "he has the natural authority of one who is used to being obeyed"

   synonyms:

   influence, sway, control, leverage, power, command, weight;  reputation,standing, kudos, status, stature, prestige, gravitas, image, esteem; supremacy, superiority, eminence;  rank, position, station;  credibility,plausibility, integrity;  acceptance, trust, faith, confidence;  informalclout,pull;  informaldrag "he has the natural authority of one who is used to being obeyed"

   • the confidence resulting from personal expertise.

     "he hit the ball with authority"
   • a person with extensive or specialized knowledge about a subject; an expert.

     "he was an authority on the stock market"

     synonyms:

     expert, specialist, professional, pundit, oracle, past master, master,maestro, doyen, adept;  guru, sage, scholar;  connoisseur, aficionado,one of the cognoscenti;  informalwalking encyclopedia, bible, buff,boffin, ace, pro, whizz, wizard;  informaldab hand;  informalmaven,crackerjack "he was an authority on the stock market" source, reference, piece of documentation; citation, quotation, quote, excerpt, passage "the court cited a series of authorities supporting their decision"

   • a book or other source able to supply reliable information or evidence.

     "the court cited a series of authorities supporting their decision"

Source: "Google definition Authority"