Day 377 Morning Glory

Day 377 Morning Glory

So this morning was a blessing in disguise. I had been within a pattern of getting up about 15 minutes before I had to been in the company vehicle ready to go to the work site. Within getting up and only having 15 minutes I was always within a mad dash so to speak…as I had to always scramble to make sure I was prepared for work. Today I forgot my tree planting bags and as consequence as I had to borrow an extra set that was less than ideal. Today I looked at how I had a bad attitude about going to work…as like there was some resistance within me about getting up and going to work. I compared my situation here tree planting to that of me getting up to go to hockey practice or the golf course or the ski hill. Within waking up for hockey practice, the golf course or the ski hill I would get up and with effortless ease and give myself more time to be amply prepared because it was something I really wanted to do and I took what I was doing seriously as like fully committing myself to the activities I planned to participate within.

I see here there are some necessary corrections and a pattern to change as I see that my work behavior attitude was less than cool. Also I had gotten in the habit of having everyone in the vehicle wait an extra few minutes for me to be ready within the morning because of my negligent behavior and attitude towards work and everyone on my crew.

I didn't realise how selfish and dishonest I had been and how disrespectful I was being to my peers by consistently being inconsiderate of them by having them wait an extra few minutes each morning to wait for me to be ready because I always created a scenario in the morning for myself to be in a rush and not amply prepared for the day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my crew of fellow planters that would wait an extra few minutes for me daily to get into the company vehicle.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within a pattern of neglect and disregard for the well-being of myself and others within and as point of self-honesty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for self-sabotaging my work relationship by holing onto a bad attitude about being here tree planting.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance to beginning my day as a tree planter prepared to plant as many trees as I am capable of pushing myself to plant as like working as hard as a I can as like giving everything I got within the work I do as like the insurance that I always give my best effort performance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating resistance and difficulty to giving and allowing myself ample time within the morning before work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself fro not realising and understanding the time I give myself before I have to be ready for work within the company vehicle as like assistance and support I am giving/nurturing myself with as like a reflection/example that I care about what I am doing and that I am setting myself up to do the best work I am capable and able to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as a member of the tree planting crew within and as equality and oneness as like mutual respect and consideration and treating each person like I would like to be treated.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how my getting up in a rush was a point of abuse as like creating the acceptance and allowance of resistance within myself to carry within myself for the day and to grow every day I participated within this particular pattern.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking on the rebellious character within and as sleeping in to the last possible minute as like thinking I’m winning by pushing peoples patience and taking extra time away from each person on my crew.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being in conflict with everyone on my tree planting crew within accepting and allowing myself to be a few minutes late for work every day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing within a pattern where I am always a few minutes late. I realise the self-dishonesty within accepting and allowing myself to be consistently and constantly a few minutes late every morning.

I realise the benefits to allotting myself more time in the morning.

I realise I AM BETTER ABLE TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR A SUCCESSFUL DAY WITHIN GIVING MYSELF A FEW EXTRA MINUTES WITHIN THE MORNING AND BY DOING THIS I DO NOT TAKE AWAY A FEW EXTRA MINUTES FROM EVERYONE ELSE..

I COMMIT MYSELF TO GETTING UP EARLIER FOR WORK.

I COMMIT MYSELF TO ADJUSTING MY ATTITUDE ABOUT GOING TO WORK AS LIKE TAKING ON A SERIOUS ATTITUDE ABOUT WORK AS LIKE WORK IS A POINT OF ASSISTANCE AND SUPPORT FOR MY FINANCIAL WELL BEING AND I REALIZE IT IS RIDICULOUSLY ABSURD TO BE NEGLIGENT WITHIN MY ATTITUDE ABOUT WORK PUNCTUALITY AND PREPAREDNESS AS LIKE THAT IS NOT COOL AND IS IN FACT A POINT OF SELF DISHONESTY WHICH IS GROTESQUE ABUSE.

I COMMIT MYSELF TO STANDING AS EQUALS WITH MY FELLOW WORKERS AND BEING PUNCTUAL IN MY PREPAREDNESS AND READINESS TO WORK.

I COMMIT MYSELF TO STOP NEGLECTING MY WORK RESPONSIBILITIES WITHIN AND AS THE POINT OF PUNCTUALITY.

I COMMIT MYSELF TO ENJOY THE WORK I DO.

I COMMIT MYSELF TO BECOMING AN EXAMPLE OF GREAT WORK AS LIKE I AM THE WORK I DO.

I COMMIT MYSELF TO ENJOYING THE PROCESS OF GREAT WORK.

I COMMIT MYSELF to letting go of selfish and neglectful attitude about work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being self-righteous about work and for being self-righteous within my attitude and behaviour towards other fellow co-workers.

I commit myself to stop projecting not wanting to work when I am engaged within a work commitment for an indefinite amount of time.

I commit myself to having fun and enjoying myself within waking up and beginning my work day.

I commit myself to morning glory.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding my waking up and beginning my day as like setting the precedent for my morning glory as I realise and understand that I am the creator of my morning glory from within and as the point of self-determination as the will I am.

When and as I see myself having thoughts that are compromising my best performance within and as morning glory greatness, I stop and breathe and I realise and understand that this is my morning glory and I got this and I direct this as this is my calling as the will I am.

I commit myself to realising myself as a Destonian within waking up as my morning glory as I realise and understand my commitment to self-improvement and my dedication to journey to Life and the assisting and supporting the manifestation of an equal money system.

I commit myself to purifying the law of my being.

I commit myself to utilizing my waking up as a point of support in creating a great day.

I commit myself to greatness.