Day 704 - Perfection

I noticed that I had created a polarity play within myself in regards to effectively living "perfection" without a bias and conflict.

Within reflecting upon my upbringing, I noticed I developed to a certain extent, the fear of making mistakes....or being wrong....and not wanting to be exposed as someone who doesn't know something or isn't very good at something. And on the flip side of this, existed the desire to be the best...perfection....being right....not making mistakes.

And if you look at the nature of this relationship interplay in regards to perfection...Fear is the root cause of such dissonance within myself, In seeing such fear within myself as like fear being on both sides of myself...it's kind of a paralyzing situation where there becomes a real stuckness. An example of this is like saying I'll go to the gym once I'm fit.....or, I'll start yoga once I'm flexible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining perfection within and as a positive energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating fear within and as an extension of perfection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as less than perfection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create an experience of stuckness for myself in relationship to the point of perfection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing failure and desiring success.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as less than success and perfection within and as being the best within and as points of participation here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating self-sabotage in relationship to my perception of perfection...and within this the fear of failure/mistakes and the desire for greatness/success.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for impairing my mobility...as like paralyzing my mobility in particular points of participation as a result of allowing myself to fear consequence and at the same time desiring to perform well within participations/performances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I would create a stuckness for myself as like a non movement within points as a result of and as the acceptance and allowance of fear within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be limited in movement as a result of and as the experience of fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my mobility and responsibility to actually in fact live perfection from and as a point of allowing myself to participate and perform tasks...and within this actually develop and hone my skills within particular areas of focus that are points of new development.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have impeded learning growth and development within myself as a result of accepting and allowing myself to be stuck within fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to be stuck within fear.

When and as I see myself stuck within and as my ability to effectively move within a point, I stop and breathe, I face the fear that I am accepting and allowing....I dare myself to move beyond the stuckness experience and actually participate....I see/realize and understand that I can in fact let go of the stuckness experience by making the decision to move myself within a moment and actually participate here within a particular area of focus where I have resistance towards...and that by doing so, I actually in fact remove the resistance and develop myself within the point...where in fact I open up the potential to live self-perfection....because by allowing myself to participate in movement here, I am able to fine tune my abilities by learning from my participations here.

I commit myself to participating here. I commit myself to movement here. I realize and understand life to exist within movement and growth. I commit myself to movement and growth.
I commit myself to develop and self-perfect myself within movement here.

Looking at the word Perfect.....

Perfect Ion....

Perfect I On....

Perfection sounds kind of like perception....and perfect reminds me of performance....and perception is in regards to seeing...and performance is in regards to the movement/participation within and as a point...and therefore by actually allowing myself to be the perfection within and as the moment of myself here...I am allowing myself to see as the self-realization of myself here...which is in fact my self-honesty.....which I in fact live and in fact am able to exercise as my expression within and as the self-trust to actually move/apply myself here within and as specific point of participation/expression here.

I realize the commitment in fact within and as the word perfection...as it's a total immersion within and as a point of participation ....and so it's like perfection is always here within and as everything...as like everything is perfectly in fact exactly what it is as each and everything thing is behaving/operating the way that it in fact is....because it is perfectly that.

Perfect can be in regards to good or bad. As like that is a perfect example of what to do....or that is a perfect example of what not do . Either way, you see both example of perfect here...as being perfect in regards to what exactly they were.

I understand that in point of self-development that one can in fact learn to expand points of perfection....and I see this as the process of self-perfection as the natural learning process....where one's best is able to become better...as an improvement where you become better than your best....

In looking up the dictionary definition of perfection...I see it is in relationship to the quality of being free from flaw...as like flawless....and what is interesting to regard about this is the interdependence upon flaws...to in become flawless...because flawless is to have less flaws than what you previously did...or to be without flaws...and to get to a point of being without flaws is the process of and as self-perfection...where one enables oneself to move freely within participation and therefore one in fact can remedy a flaw/mistake by enacting a self-correction which is really the epitome of living practically self-perfection...because this is where self-realization is lived physically...as it's taking the seeing of a point and moving and transforming the ability as like the effective usage and understanding of one's very own response abilities....and here is how it all comes together within and as self-responsibility.

Day 690 - What's Best for All: Guiding Me in Thought, Word and Deed

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all - guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all. (The Desteni of Living - Declaration of Principles)

This is such a simple point...yet, what I noticed is that it is a point that I had neglected in many instances...because this very attitude and outlook was in direct conflict with my emotional disposition. My thoughts words and deeds did not actually exist in alignment with such a principle.

Regarding such a simplistic, common sense point is cool self-support. My life has changed as a result. Or is it more that I am opening myself up as Life here for real. To actually really live and regard myself and all Life here. 

I would say this is a point that is a work in progress for me as I am playing and working with the point here. I say a work in progress because everyday I am tested in my application of myself here...and I say I am tested, because I face movement within my mind as energetic reactions...where I require to take a split second and actually discern what is in fact best for all...it's not completely automatic...I am substantiating my consistency here as I create myself here as a Living Solution that is best for all.

What is fascinating about this substantiating of my consistency as I create myself here as a Living Solution that is best for all....Is, the fact that I am working my way through the questions that exist within myself...and I am doing this by playing with the answers that I see are best...now here I say is a play...and the work is in the question....because I am a student of my mind at this point...as like I am learning to understand the capacity and potential of my mind...and so I find myself here working and playing as like a complimentary relationship within and as the interconnectedness of questions and answers. The funny thing is, I realize and understand myself as the solution here which is like the trinity of and as "the question, the answer and the solution".  However, I see that I am in the process of self-perfection because I committed to working and playing with my application of What's Best for All.

I very much enjoy the process of working and playing with my self-development here. 

What I find very interesting is how much appreciation I have for playing and working with very basic simplistic points of application.

I see and realize profound greatness to exist within and as mastery of very basic simplistic points of application.

Taking on the point of what's Best for All, is a question, answer in and of itself.

I have realized this,
I am enjoying this,
I am perfecting this,
I am here as this.

What I find interesting is that I am so committed to the basics that I am so content in remaining within and as a constant working and playing here.

As a result of standing within and as the question the answer and the solution..."What's Best for All"

I have developed a level of regard for myself and other's I previously was not familiar with.

I am committed to Living by the principle of What is Best for All - Guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome.



A few notes of interest I would like to jot down here:

Everyone is a problem solver.
Everyone is a Creator.
We create through and as our Questions.
Our problems are the first point in the creation process...because this is where direction and initiative takes form.
By regarding the questions/problems that exist we open up the second phase of our creation process which is in and as the answers...which is a cool work and play with our creativity here. 
See our answers here can be physically substantiated as solutions....solutions being the physical building phase of creation.
Commitment is paramount within the creation process.
Commitment exists in many important ways. Specifically what I would like to bring attention to is the "regard" in relationship to commitment. Commitment is like the substantiating of regard...or if you will, regard is the substantiating of commitment. Commitment within the context of principle here....as, What's best for All.

To Be Continued

Day 669 - Work and Play

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a negative energetic charge in relationship to Work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a positive energetic charge in relationship to Play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I can counteract Work having a negative energetic charge by attaching Play to work with a positive energetic charge.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a sort of neutral energetic relationship with regards to work and play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a preference towards play over work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating opposition towards work in play...as like having these words existing within me as opposing forces.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring Work to be Play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for struggling to always have a harmonious balance between work and and play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to give up play time in order to take on more work time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the responsibility of creating more work for myself and less play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that for work to exist without play is for work to exist without enjoyment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to require to work without having enjoyment within the work that I am doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict within my effectiveness in maximizing my working potential as a result of having a preference towards spending my time playing sports/games.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having always the idea that I should look to minimize the amount of work I do and maximize the amount of time I play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist exercising my working potential.

I forgive myself for being in opposition towards work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for connecting work to a point of survival that I have to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting upset that I live in a reality where work is required and to a certain degree enforced as a necessity...while at the same time play is not regarded as being an equal necessity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for creating so much play time for myself when in fact I live in a world where a tremendous amount of abuse and suffering exists...and that there is much work to be done in order to remediate the situation to an optimum/harmonious balance of both work and play.

I realize that in order for the World in which I live to get to a point of assistance and support for all life to have an optimum and harmonious balance of work and play requires a tremendous amount of work.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to let go of leisurely pursuits so that I can take on more Working responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the opportunity that exists for me to Work as a Leader within the Wold System.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having the attitude that I don't really want the responsibility of having to work very much and that I would rather focus on having free time for myself to be playing and learning how to play better.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a procrastination attitude towards Work and within this directly comparing Work to Play...as like Work being of less value to me than Play time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being apprehensive about creating Work for myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a preference for only engaging myself within Work that doesn't really seem like Work and could be definitely be regarded as Play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having judgment about myself as being selfish from the perspective of only really regarding myself and no other life within not wanting to Work and and Wanting to Play as much as Possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that even looking at this point of creating more Work and Responsibility for myself is stupid...and like why would anyone want to create more work for themselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dismissing the need for me to be a Working Professional within the World System and that I do not really require to be educated within the various professional fields of study because there is already so many professionals working within the various fields of study...and thus there is already, seemingly more than enough people Working.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for when I was a child, creating this idea about not really needing to contribute to society because there is already so many people contributing to the way society functions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating my self-responsibility for the ways in which I function/participate within society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for logically reasoning as a child that I do not require to involve myself within a position of importance or significance within society because there is already so many people looking after these positions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having some shame and judgement about acknowledging my resistances to taking on Work and dedicating myself to laboring the facilitation of great change within Our World System that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not pushing myself as hard as I am physically able to push myself within Laboring great change within the Word System.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as a sort of outcast in the word system from the perspective of deliberately minimizing my Work/Labor within the world system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to take responsibility for the World System that I participate within.


To Be Continued

Day 663 - Where there's a WILL there's a WAY!

What's fascinating to me is WILL.

I'm sure most people have heard the saying, "where there's a Will, there's a Way"...or something along these lines, which specifically showcases the significance of WILL within and as being an integral component within the Creation process here.

I've come to use the word WILL as a point of Growth. Specifically in that I see WILL is like a seed that we plant within ourselves...and our WILL also acts like a point of COMMITMENT, DETERMINATION and FOCUS within specifically doing what needs to be done in order to actually Live/Create Our WILL Here.

WILL is the Driving Force within a Decision.

WILL is a word I associate with Life Force Essence.

WILL is a Word that is synonymous with LIFE.


WILL I see is associated with CARE....Like, in order to really COMMIT/LIVE/GROW/CREATE, You must in fact CARE....like to willfully move oneself....you must give a shit about the particular point you want to move. It's like if you don't care about Your WILL Here...there's no real Life happening...

I opened up this writing and sharing here about WILL because I was looking at the point of why or why not things get done or don't get done....the Why and the How of what is happening Here.

What is interesting Here, is that each is a Willing Participant Here. I mean if you really didn't want to be here...You probably wouldn't be. See, there is an innate WILL to LIVE within ourselves. I would say this WILL to LIVE goes beyond a WILL to Survive.

Interesting though...that there is a saying along the lines of "having the Will to Survive" ....because to me this a less than optimum state of existing. Survival mode sounds pretty shitty to me. It's like a trying or a hope about maybe one day living...like...a hanging on for dear life kind of thing... a waiting like experience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the capacity of my WILL

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating the development and expansion of my WILL

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for realizing/understanding/knowing that I can in fact expand and strengthen my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for discounting the significance and magnificence of my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate ownership and authority over my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating self-responsibility within the living of my WILL as the Key to Me/Creation
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to really investigate my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing my Willful potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting and postponing accountability for my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize/understand/know the Care within Will.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for confusing feelings and emotions with WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate and distort my WILL to do what is best for all life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as WILL....Self-WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a dissonance about WILL.

When and as I see myself lacking WILL within and as a point of Movement/Expression/Creation Here, I stop and breathe, I Give myself the Will needed and I live self-willed determination as the WILL I AM.

I commit myself to self-willing determination.

I commit myself to WILL.

I commit myself to Sharing the significance and magnificence of Caring for and Nurturing WILL.

I commit myself to living WILL as the Solution to Life as What is Best for all Life Here.

Day 635 Perseverance

Perseverance sounds kind of like "personal endurance"...though it is not exact, yes, I realize that, however I do see the similarities in the sounding of the words here. Also, let me look here at Perseverance some more:

Per Severance.

What is a Severance?  What first comes to mind is a "severance package" or "severance pay" which comes as a result of being laid off, or the terms of compensation for an employee ending services rendered for an employer.

Severance can also more bluntly be regarded as the "severing" of something. Severance also means the ending of a relationship. It can mean a "breaking off of a friendship"...like to sever the ties of the relationship and or agreement. In law it can be referred to as a "a division into parts, as of liabilities or provisions; removal of a part from the whole."

So, when I first started looking at the word severance I had a small reaction, "as like oh shit...I was looking to see the awesomeness in Perseverance...and now I have found "Severance" which can easily be regarded as something that is seemingly so much less than awesome"

What's interesting about this initially observed reaction I faced...is that I took the opportunity to investigate the extent of it...which yielded some insight I would like to share.

So, in facing the fact of the matter that relationships do in fact end...that people do in fact lose their jobs...that death is a very real matter of our existence here...I began to wonder why it is that I regard the "end" of various forms of relationships as "bad". Within this self-reflective examination I noted how I have been conditioned within the tendency to immediately classify information with a particular connotation of being either "good" or "bad"....and within this it is not to say that "good" and "bad" do not in fact both exist here...but to see the interdependence of both "good" and "bad" here and that good and bad is really beyond the relationship association of my feelings and or emotions attached to information.

OK, so to bring more clarity to my investigation here, I became aware of the fact that I wasn't able to see the "Good"within the apparent "bad"...in this particular situation...how specifically it could be "good" for Severances to occur. So, this lead me on another Quest as the Question brought through the answer here for me to see...and that being, "aha, hey, look, it is in fact really supportive in one's process of development to remediate the mistakes that have been made"...Which infers that in order to live "Perseverance" One must in fact Sever relationships that are contradictory to the well being of one's ambition, goals, process of learning and expanding a particular skill set. For example, and this is a very elementary example:

"Bobby wants to be a writer but spends all his time playing video games"....See, for Bobby to begin writing here, he has to "change" the nature of his relationship to playing video games all the time. Within this relationship here, "See" that he does not require to cut out video games from his life completely...he just needs to change the dynamics of his relationship with video games...so that he can enable himself the Time to cultivate a new relationship with Writing."

So, this is an interesting example here because this reflects to me a point of fine-tuning "Change"...and also the point of "Recognition"...where there is a sort of re-alignment happening within One's cognition/awareness Here.

So, Obviously I am illustrating but 1 example of an "Adjustment" required within and as a point of understanding "Perseverance" as the changing nature of our relationships here.

So, also note here, that it is not to say that in practically living the effectiveness of "Perseverance" that some relationship connections will  be seemingly deleted/cut-off completely.  I say here "seemingly" because of for instance the "stopping" and or "breaking" of a particular habit. However, if you look closely here,even though you stopped your particular relationship association with the habit here....does it in fact mean that lets say You cut-off/cut-out video games completely from your participation....it doesn't in fact mean that video games are now non existent within the greater shared reality which we are all in fact a part of. So, see here how it is basically always the relationship dynamics that change of a point in Question...as like "What is the starting point of and as Our Association Here?"

Oneness and Equality is the Starting point of and as Our Relationship/Agreement Here. Obviously here, within this understanding and insight is "where" in fact Our "Perseverance" is required and practically able to be lived as the self-correction of cognitive-dissonance into and as the "Joy" to the World/Words in and as the restoration of Life Being and Meaning Precious and Premier Value that will be protected, supported, regarded, recognized as what is Creative and Structured Assistance and Support as the Best Giving and Receiving Relationship Agreement.

What's so cool in various degrees/dimensions of "Awesomeness" here is the fact that each One of us is a self-reflection of and as the "terms" of and as "Our" "Agreements/Relationships" here. So, Here, I again emphasize the importance in understanding Our Word/World Relationships Here as the basic tenants in and as our ability/capacity to cultivate the development of harmonious gift givings.


Note: to "Play" with what we "Say" is how we "Service" Our "Work" and "World" from day to day as the meaning of "Life Gift-Giving" as Our "Today" which is always Our "Present" Sharing the Life of Our Words Here...as Our Creative Structured Support In "Walking" Our "Talking" as What it means to in fact practically live Our "Words"


I commit myself to living Perseverance within facilitating a Practical Living World that is Best for All Life.


Perseverance is steadfastness in doing something despite difficulty or delay in achieving success.

Words synonymous with Perseverance include:

persistence, tenacity, determination, staying power, indefatigable, steadfastness, purposefulness; patience, endurance, application, diligence, dedication, commitment, doggedness, assiduity, tirelessness, stamina; intransigence, obstinacy; informal stick-to-it-iveness; formal pertinacity; "in a competitive environment perseverance is an invaluable asset"

Day 624 Writing My Journey to Life

Writing my Journey to Life blog is cool. I enjoy it. I enjoy reading other people's Journey to Life blogs. 

What I do not enjoy, is when I miss a day of writing my Journey to Life Blog.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having excused myself from being as diligent as possible within writing my Journey to Life Blog's on a daily basis.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having neglected to make the time for my Journey to Life Blog writing every single day. I realize and understand that sometimes I have less available time than I do other days...and that sometimes I am in remote locations...or away from the computer all day...and within these particular instances...I do see/realize/understand that there usually exists the opportunity for me to take a few moments to write in a note pad or pieces of paper and transcribe my writings at a latter date an time into and as online post in sharing my writing my Journey to Life Blog. I see/realize/understand the assistance and support in sharing my writing my Journey to Life Blog.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having chosen to resist pushing myself to write my Journey to Life blog every single day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging and comparing my writing my Journey to Life blog to others who are writing the Journey to Life Blog.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for withholding assistance and support for myself and others as a result of missing days of writing my Journey to Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing My Journey to Life within the very point of neglecting the daily constant consistency within writing my Journey to Life Blog.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for giving credit and credence to excuses and justifications as to why I did not complete my Writing my Journey to Life blog on any particular day.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the cool factor within and as My Writing My Journey to Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the Awesomeness within and as my Commitment to Writing my Journey to Life Blog Here.

When and as I see myself having thoughts come up within my mind as like reasons/excuses/justifications as how I can rightfully negate the point of writing my Journey to Life Blog, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here", I see/realize/understand the self-deception within my thoughts...I commit myself to writing my Journey to Life blog.

I commit myself to making time for my daily participation within writing my Journey to Life Blog.

I commit myself to stop negating self-responsibility towards the importance, historical significance, magnificence, coolness, and awesomeness of daily movement within and as Writing My Journey to Life Blog Here.

Day 564 The Decision to Self-Investigate

Art by Andrew Gable


There is in fact only the real decision to self-investigate. You either do it or you don't. Doing the self-investigative work is the result of making a decision to do it and practically living that decision. 

To do anything well is a decision.

It's when we accept and allow doubt/fear to interfere with our decision making process that we compromise our capabilities to expand our practical living abilities to do what is best for Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the fear within myself and the accepted and allowed doubt to be a reasoned/justified/excuse for fear within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the simplicity in making a decision and moving myself within and as the decision to move myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the learning process involved within and as the self-expansion of increasing my personal abilities as a result of realizing and understanding the greater potential of capabilities that exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding have I have blocked myself access from reaching my full potential of capabilities within subscribing to inner-turmoil within myself as like the accepted and allowed conflict I am trying to make peace with.I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the point of trying to resolve conflict within myself is a point of shameful disgrace because within this very acceptance and allowance there is in fact an absence/doubt of self-trust...it's like enabling a battle to ensue. Lacking/doubting self-trust is unacceptable behaviour and is a total disservice and point of self-sabotage.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shameful disgrace within the very acceptance and allowance of trying to resolve conflict within myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be ruled and controlled by the uncertainty of doubt within and as my abilities/capabilities to self-direct effective conflict resolutions within and as the self-realization here of myself as one and equal as the question/answer/solution Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have strained my physicality as a result of accepting and allowing myself to exist within the belief of "trying" to do things without committing myself fully to doing the things.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the backdoor excuse within the point of committing to trying something without fully committing to completing the point. I see and realize the life force essence of and as when there is a will there is a way...as our will is our seed that grows like a tree that branches out in support which is rooted in foundation platforms of support based upon sound principles to assist/facilitate the process commitment that will unfold/blossom within and as the physical action commitment to do the work required to be done.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as the self-compromising point of making excuses before I begin a task by accepting and allowing the attitude, "I will try to get the task completed".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a point of quitting and giving up to exist within myself as a justifiable/logically reasoned belief that can be validated within myself as a result of "trying" something.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that, "as long as you try that's all that matters"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for correlating trying to a point dependent upon emotion/feeling reaction to doing something...as like a judgement assessment belief to validate whether I want to keep at the task at hand or not based upon my feeling and or emotions that have been connected to the physical task.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating excuses and limitations upon my physical performance within particular tasks before I even get started within the tasks. I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the weakness of character within "trying to commit to something" as like being a total shameful disgrace to going all the way and making the decision to make the point work as getting the job/task done no matter what...as like failure is not an option...the point will be completed/resolved. I realize and understand that my will is my way in which I am able and capable to effectively and efficiently do things.

To be Continued

Day 550 Drama Corrections

When and as I see myself experiencing/drama/conflict/a problem, I stop and breathe, I look and question the issue within myself to see/realize and understand the practical living solution that is best for all Life. I realize and understand the answer/solution always exists within me and that I give myself access to and as the solution/answer/remedy to any drama/conflict/problem by realizing and understanding my equality to both the problem/issue and the answer/solution. I realize and understand that within taking this approach I script myself a practical application for moving myself here within and as the expressions that are best for all Life. I realize and understand how I enable myself to play and enjoy myself here within self-responsibility as self-direction.

I commit myself to self-direction/self-responsibility in every moment as what is best for all Life here.

I commit myself to living the self-realization and understanding of the equality and oneness within the problem and solution.

I commit myself to examining big issues/problems within our shared reality and within doing so, presenting answers/solutions/direction that is of the best assistance and support for Life here.

I commit myself to standing as the embodiment of Practical Living assistance and Support.

When and as I see myself distancing myself from problems and or solutions, I stop and breathe, I ask myself what the fuck I am doing here,...I give myself self-direction within asking myself questions as I realize and understand the equality within the equation of question/answer/solution.

I commit myself to utilizing the formula of question/answer/solution as that which is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself looking to escape from self-responsibility within considering and regarding my equality and oneness with all Life here, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the self-responsibility, self-integrity, and self-dignity within and as the starting point of creation as oneness and equality. I commit myself to giving myself access to Life here as that which is best for all Life.

When and as I see that I am being resistant to move myself within a project, I stop and breathe, I ask myself why I am being resistant to move within this particular project, I self-honestly see the problem that originates within myself as the consequential result of my acceptances and allowances, I direct myself to change the nature of my acceptances and allowances by first forgiving myself for separating myself within a particular point, I direct myself in creating the solution/answer/script for myself as the remedy for the problem and I commit myself to walking the correction.  I commit myself to standing within the application of commitments as the means for prevention being the best cure. I commit myself to self-forgiveness and self-corrective applications as the mechanisms within facing problems and birthing solutions.  I realize and understand the effective mathematics of self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements put into application and the laws of accumulation that take effect and work in accordance within and as the law of equality and oneness.

When and as I see myself searching for a positive energetic experience, I stop and breathe, I look at how I am accepting and allowing myself to exist within a negative energetic experience as like the withdrawal symptoms of having accepted and allowed myself to participate within the short lived positive energetic experiences. I realize and understand how the positive and negative energetic experiences are intertwined...and within this I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of fueling negative and or positive energetic experiences within myself. I realize and understand how existing within energetic experiences is a self-hypnosis form of delusion and is in fact not real physical self-expression. I commit myself to developing and expressing real physical self-expression which exists beyond the veils of positive and negative energetic experiences.

I commit myself to use my time here on earth in practically directing problems and solutions that are best for all Life.

I commit myself to practically living the self-responsibility within self-directing problems and solutions that are best for all Life.


I commit myself to giving up the choice within wanting or not wanting to take self-responsibility in self-directing problems and solutions.

I commit myself to living the self-realization and understanding that what is best for all Life is beyond the spitefulness of choosing to regard or disregard Life.

I commit myself to stop being conditional in choosing to regard or disregard Life sometimes.

I commit myself to developing and practically living an unconditional regard for all Life as what is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself daydreaming about possible courses of actions, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the impracticality of day dreaming as like a form of distraction and entertainment within the arena/area of escapism/self-abdication....I realize and understand the difference between looking at things and day dreaming....as I realize and understand the learning process within looking at things...as like acquiring knowledge and information to see and realize how the knowledge and information can be best utilized/exercised within and as the practical living application of what is best for all Life here.

Day 515 Self-Commitment Statements from Branding/Marketing Stigmatization

Continuing from previous blog:

I commit myself to stop branding and marketing stigmatization

I commit myself to stop polarizing Cool.

I commit myself to Living Cool as Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to the understanding and realizing that the origins of Cool are within and as the starting point of Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing Cool to exist within and as a hierarchy of superiority/inferiority.

I commit myself to stop suppressing myself within believing that I am cooler than anyone or less cool than anyone.

I commit myself to stop believing that I am a strong influence to be feared.

I commit myself to stop projecting fear.

I commit myself to stop justifying isolation.

I commit myself to socializing with my peers.

I commit myself to stopping to facing my acceptances and allowances in physical reality.

I commit myself to stop being petrified to face my acceptances and allowances and self-correct my acceptances and allowances that are not in accordance with what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to stop projecting superiority/inferiority as like energy game positioning of self-judgement separation.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to exist as a social outcast.

I commit myself to stop coping with disappointment.

I commit myself to stop creating logical self-manipulation.

I commit myself to stop creating reasoned justifications as to why things are the way they are.

I commit myself to stop subscribing to the judgement and belief of another.

I commit myself to stop making sense out of judgement and belief.

I commit myself to stop distorting my ability to see physical reality.

I commit myself to releasing the energy charges stored within my memories.

I commit myself to stop believing myself to be a bad influence.

I commit myself to stop desiring to be a good influence.

I commit myself to stop judging myself as a point of influence.

I commit myself to stop suppressing my participation within activities because I believe I am too cool to participate.

I commit myself to stop judging and comparing myself to other people.

I commit myself to stop judging and comparing myself to activities.

I commit myself to stop judging people's actions.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing things that are not cool to exist within myself.

I commit myself to practically living the word Cool.

I commit myself to stop censoring myself as Cool.

I commit myself to stop fearing how others will handle my expressions.

I commit myself to stop fearing how others will handle me.

I commit myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be handled. lol.

I commit myself to stop fearing to handle myself within and as self-stability, self-direction, and self-trust.

I commit myself to stop worrying and judging myself expression.

I commit myself to stop worrying and being concerned with people's perceptual judgement of my expressions.

I commit myself to stopping placing conditions upon my ability to express myself.

I commit myself to stop restraining myself within self-imposed limitations.

I commit myself to stop judging feedback.

I commit myself to welcoming criticism.

I commit myself to stop fearing criticism.

I commit myself to stop criticizing myself.

I commit myself to stop desiring negative criticism.

I commit myself to stop desiring positive criticism.

I commit myself to stop reacting to criticisms by generating positive feelings towards positive criticisms, and negative feelings towards negative criticisms.

I commit myself to stop looking for validation outside of myself.

I commit myself to standing within and as the point of self-validation.

I commit myself to stop being an energy whore.

I commit myself to channeling energetic experiences to make a physical experience seem more profound.

I commit myself to grounding myself within physicality.

I commit myself to stop getting high within an energy.

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to exist as an energy Low.

I commit myself to correcting energy disparity within myself.

I commit myself to stopping polarity friction within myself.

I commit myself to correcting energy conflict friction within myself.

I commit myself to facing everything that triggers me.

I commit myself to becoming free from triggers as points reaction triggers.

I commit myself to self-correcting all energy triggers by removing the separation that I've been holding on to.

I commit myself to stop taking being triggered by things in my environment personally.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the extensive amount of assistance and support I have within my environment within seeing and realizing the triggers that exist within my environment are in fact the teacher here to support me in face myself.

I commit myself to utilizing the gifted opportunity of being triggered as the means to facilitate self-forgiveness and self corrective statements.

I commit myself to expanding my awareness.

I commit myself to expanding my presence.

I commit myself to expanding my Life Force Essence as my ability to exist here in physicality.

I commit myself to existing here in physicality.

Day 479 Some Resistance to Writing My Blog Tonight

I've gotten into the habit the last little while, where I write my blog towards the very end of my evening, like just before I go to bed. And the point came up tonight of me thinking about not writing my blog, thinking that I'm too tired. And it's really a bullshit reason justification, because it's earlier today than it's been written the last few days, and also, I was lounging around for some time after dinner, and ya, there's no real valid excuse for me not to write my blog.  It's actually quite ridiculous for me to be thinking about not writing my blog within and as the consistency of daily participation because I realize and understand the assistance and support I give to myself within honoring the commitment to write for myself.

I noticed this evening that I had some mild reactions towards my Dad, and that I held onto a couple of judgments about my dad as the following :

I judged my Dad as being impatient and always in a rush

I judged my Dad as self-righteous within communication as like always playing energy games to perpetuate the experience of giving himself a positive energy experience within word exchanges, as like deliberately creating conflict where the belief within his own self-righteousness is so strong that he cannot ever lose and that he is always instigating abuse.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting and allowing myself for having had some resistance to looking at these specific judgments as particular character personality traits that I have in fact perpetuated within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be impatient within myself and rushing within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my Dad as a teacher of assistance and support for me, because even the littlest of a reaction I have towards him, is showing me my character flaws.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto the self-righteous conviction as the belief that I cannot lose an argument and that I can only win arguments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that anyone can in fact be a winner within having reactions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for playing energy games within communication with others as a result of having conflict within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for being self-righteous within communication.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to the realization that in some ways I am just like my Dad.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to look and investigate the accepted and allowed  friction I have accepted and allowed within myself towards my Dad.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding that resisting to write is a point of hiding as like not wanting to face myself within a point that has the possibility of being exposed within and as the starting point of self-honesty, self-trust, and self responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being surprised when points are realized within myself sometimes, as like, wow, I can't believe I didn't realize I was doing that...it should be so obvious to see what I have been doing this whole time. I realise and understand the process of self-realization and self-correction is extensive and that humbleness is a great tool for me within moving through a point without getting stuck in any sort of reaction in relation to the point I am seeing which is new in a particular moment.  I realise I require to practically sort out points as any reactions within the moment, because allowing myself to hold onto reactions as points I will try to sort out later has a compounding effect that is unnecessary stress and weight on the body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having difficulty in acknowledging my image and likeness to my parents.

I commit myself to seeing the point that I resist opening up within moments of resistance towards writing/vlogging.

I commit myself to investigating all points where there is resistance and or reaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and for believing that I don't need to further investigate relationship with father because I already walked an extensive investigation into my relationship with my father in the past.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the accumulation effect of writing as a point of support within and as the point of expansion, as like new dimensions of a point opening up that were not able to be previously seen because there were so many other points that required to be given attention within writing in order to get to the present writing's.


When and as I see myself holding onto judgement, I stop and breathe, I let the judgement go, I realise and understand my self responsibility to forgive myself myself in the moment for accepting and allowing these point of judgement within myself.  I realise and understand the point of self-responsibility within releasing judgments.

When and as I have resistance to blogging or vlogging, I push myself to just do it, and realize these are the moments where I strengthen my momentum within process of self-realization and self-correction as like the moments where I chose to stand instead of falling as like the real-time physical movement within and as the process journey to Life.