Day 752 - Consistency and Moderation

Moderation:  Is the process of eliminating or lessening extremes. It is used to to ensure normality throughout the medium on which it is being conducted.

Being within reasonable limits; not excessive or extreme

The state or an instance of being moderate; mildness; balance

The act of moderating

The quality of being moderate; restraint; temperance

Ensuring consistency and accuracy in the marking of student assessments.

A way of life emphasizing perfect amounts of Everything, not indulging too much in one thing, hence moderation.



Consistency: A degree of density, firmness, viscosity, etc...

Steadfast adherence to the same principles, form, course, etc...

Agreement, Harmony, or Compatibility. especially Correspondence or Uniformity of the parts of a complex thing.

The condition of Cohering or holding together and retaining form; solidity or firmness

Agreement or accordance with facts, form, or characteristics previously shown or stated.




To be Continued as I showcase the complimentary practical living support existent within and as Consistency and Moderation.

Stay tuned

Day 703 - Talking Shit

Talking Shit.

Is that my skill? Is that what I can do.....practically....effectively...physically talk shit. The relationship acceptances and allowances as to the daily functioning's of our shared reality are really really shitty aren't they. Yes/No? Do you prefer a more positive perspective and or message? It's best to be positive....right?

Being positive in a Negative reality is fucking bullshit. It's absolutely fucking crazy. Yet the crazy is part of what keeps a Negative reality a fucking bullshit story....it's the fake attitudes....You know, buying into acting and reacting particular ways and giving attention to that which doesn't deserve even a moments attention.

Look at all the shit that exists as entertainment....to keep you being positive while the planet/Life goes to shit.

Political system is Shit.
Legal system is Shit.
Economic system is Shit.
Medical system is Shit.
Education system is Shit.
Religious/Spiritual system is Shit.
World Relationships are Shit.
Media is Shit.
Oceans are filled with Shit.
Outer Space is filled with Shit.



There is so much about what is happening here as human activity on planet earth that is totally fucking stupid shit. And, it's like if you don't put a positive spin on all the stupid shit in some way or another...it's like the majority of the people around you in your environment will want to ignore you or fight you or kill you...or some other sort of stupid shit. Ever notice that?

Did you ever notice anyone ever saying something like, "You just gotta be positive.....or, Get rid of the Negative people in Your World....Only surround yourself with Positive people".

These types of statements are negative as fuck. Like negatively exponentially fucked. This attitude of of a war between positive attitudes and negative attitudes like some mother fucker's here are more righteous in their attitude than other's here type of ridiculous shit....and unless you are being positive in a buzz of gratitude about the shit that is here...it's like go fuck yourself you negative fucker....says the positive fuck wad to the negative fuck wad..or something like that. Sometimes this fuck you attitude is all non verbal.

The irony is that whether you are a negative or positive fucker here....You are still a fucker here.

So if you start to see shit for real....within yourself....and within others....and you start talking to people about it....what is interesting is that it's a real ugly situation....or maybe this is what beauty really is.....fugly. Because you may experience people trying to talk you out of seeing real shit for real....and or people don't want to know or here about the real shit that you see because it contradicts the lie that they have been investing into...and keeping a lie going on a daily basis is the long con...and it's like if you give up the long con, and dare to look beyond the long con....than you might see that your entire life has been a waste....a tragic comedy....that you having never been here would have probably been better for the earth. I mean that's some hard shit to regard. Because if you really look at the real shit here about ourselves and this earth....I mean, it is really fucking tragic. Saying it is a joke....a tragic comedy is a way to support and assist with the pain...catharsis...the psychological disposition you are...within realizing the trauma and fuckedness of yourself here in this world.


I was looking at all the airplanes in the air. You can check a live feed to see all the air planes in the air at any given moment via satellite imaging. Scientists have known for a long time that airplane travel is of great concern with regards to negatively impacting climate change.

Isn't it fucked how common it is for people to hop on a plane and fly across the world? I mean airplanes are buzzing around all the time everywhere. Air travel is a business built around self-interest...encouraging travel...to make money. This world is set up so backwards.  I find it quite peculiar that in wealthy areas of the world it is super common to take a flight somewhere far away from where you live and work normally, so that you can have a vacation and relax....what is strange to me about this...is that one needs/wants to take a vacation away from their home/community/environment. It seems to me that this is supporting the escape mentality mind set...where it's like your everyday life is so utterly fucked that you just want to remove yourself from it and get as far away as possible and just sort of zone out...until you are required to go back to auto pilot zombie mode and continue with the long con perpetuation.


To me, the way the vacation industry is set up, suggests that most people do not even live or work where they would like to live and work. I mean, wouldn't it be a sign of pride and regard of where you live to actually hangout and relax in the area in which you live?  Perhaps there would be more regard for the functioning of your immediate environment if you were required to live within it all the time...and the option to fuck off somewhere else didn't exist.


There's a lot of shit that needs to be questioned and answered. There's a tremendous amount of accountability required within each fucker living here. Let's face it, everyone living here is a fucker...and it's up to all us fucker's here to sort out the fucking mess.

Shit is fucking crazy.

shit is fucking ridiculous.


Can We Correct all this stupid shit? Is a Holy Shit purification process possible?


I vote to work on Correcting Shit.

Day 693 - Freedom of Denial

Is there anything that You are denying self-responsibility for?


In looking at the word "Deny", the definition that comes to my attention is: Refuse to give or grant (something requested or desired) to (someone).

This opened up the point of self-reflection on change here that is great and the application of self-forgiveness as a pivotal tool in supporting the forward movement and commitment statements to actually manifest great physical changes here.

The point also became more obvious that I am the starting point of giving here, as I am Forgiving...and this is such a cool realization in recognizing that we get to gift to ourselves that which we actually want, need and desire because we are the starting point of what it is in fact we accept and allow ourself to be given...as we are forgiven by our self here...self-responsibility to actually give to ourselves here.

We are here to give as to give is to live...and it starts with understanding how to self-forgive....because this is a basic tool in and as Self Living Here.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to deny self-responsibility here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the absurd ridiculousness of denial that is perpetuated as a result of accepted and allowed fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for hiding from my potential as a result of accepting and allowing myself for choosing to deny the living of my utmost potential always.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging my potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying myself the privilege and opportunity to forgive myself for my acceptances and allowances that are less than the best.  I commit myself to follow up on my self-forgiveness statements with self-commitment statements as I realize and understand that forgiving myself is a stepping stone in actually enabling myself to move for real change that is best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting change that is best for me and all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying myself access to Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my Life and therefore the Lives of others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the regard that I live for myself reflects the regard that I have for others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to bullshit myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying the facts of physical reality here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying and perpetuating deniability within myself by deliberately choosing to distract myself from and as the self-corrections I would like to make in my life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for sabotaging myself within and as self-denial.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding self-denial.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for going along with the attitude of "deny, deny, deny"....."protect the lie at all costs...can't get in trouble when and as you don't admit fault"...it's always best to deny deny deny"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying myself from myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect and deny self-responsibility for all of my thoughts/feelings/emotions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to believe that I am free to deny taking accountability for which ever thoughts/feelings/emotions I decide I don't want to deal with.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing there is freedom in avoiding self-responsibility / self-accountability for my acceptances and allowances here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having some anger in seeing points of self-denial within myself.

I realize that actually seeing points that I was previously denying is cool from the perspective of OK, now I see what I was missing before...so no need to cause myself any harm....best to actually be grateful for what it is I see and realize and commit myself to change that is best.

I commit myself to stop taking offense to new information I am realizing.

I commit myself to self-correcting points of self-denial.

I commit myself to stop self-denial.

I commit myself to facing and stopping every point of self-denial within myself.

I commit myself to stop fearing the truth of my acceptances and allowances.

Day 663 - Where there's a WILL there's a WAY!

What's fascinating to me is WILL.

I'm sure most people have heard the saying, "where there's a Will, there's a Way"...or something along these lines, which specifically showcases the significance of WILL within and as being an integral component within the Creation process here.

I've come to use the word WILL as a point of Growth. Specifically in that I see WILL is like a seed that we plant within ourselves...and our WILL also acts like a point of COMMITMENT, DETERMINATION and FOCUS within specifically doing what needs to be done in order to actually Live/Create Our WILL Here.

WILL is the Driving Force within a Decision.

WILL is a word I associate with Life Force Essence.

WILL is a Word that is synonymous with LIFE.


WILL I see is associated with CARE....Like, in order to really COMMIT/LIVE/GROW/CREATE, You must in fact CARE....like to willfully move oneself....you must give a shit about the particular point you want to move. It's like if you don't care about Your WILL Here...there's no real Life happening...

I opened up this writing and sharing here about WILL because I was looking at the point of why or why not things get done or don't get done....the Why and the How of what is happening Here.

What is interesting Here, is that each is a Willing Participant Here. I mean if you really didn't want to be here...You probably wouldn't be. See, there is an innate WILL to LIVE within ourselves. I would say this WILL to LIVE goes beyond a WILL to Survive.

Interesting though...that there is a saying along the lines of "having the Will to Survive" ....because to me this a less than optimum state of existing. Survival mode sounds pretty shitty to me. It's like a trying or a hope about maybe one day living...like...a hanging on for dear life kind of thing... a waiting like experience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding the capacity of my WILL

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating the development and expansion of my WILL

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for realizing/understanding/knowing that I can in fact expand and strengthen my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for discounting the significance and magnificence of my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate ownership and authority over my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for negating self-responsibility within the living of my WILL as the Key to Me/Creation
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to really investigate my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing my Willful potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting and postponing accountability for my WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize/understand/know the Care within Will.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for confusing feelings and emotions with WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate and distort my WILL to do what is best for all life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as WILL....Self-WILL.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a dissonance about WILL.

When and as I see myself lacking WILL within and as a point of Movement/Expression/Creation Here, I stop and breathe, I Give myself the Will needed and I live self-willed determination as the WILL I AM.

I commit myself to self-willing determination.

I commit myself to WILL.

I commit myself to Sharing the significance and magnificence of Caring for and Nurturing WILL.

I commit myself to living WILL as the Solution to Life as What is Best for all Life Here.

Day 575 Positive Voice Tonality Self-Corrections

Continuing from my previous post:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for using a positive energetic voice tonality as a point of self-automated defense and coping mechanism.



When and as I see myself reacting with a positive energetic voice tonality as a point of self-automated defense and coping mechanism, I stop and breathe, I ground my sound in physical stability, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of charging up my voice within and as a higher pitch positive energetic tone, I realize and understand the internal and external abuse within communicating from a starting point of energetic reaction. I commit myself to communicating from the starting point of sound physical stability as the recognition and understanding of Equality and Oneness Here.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to manipulate children by using a positive energetic voice tonality.



When and as I see myself attempting to manipulate someone by using a positive energetic voice tonality, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand I am able to be much more effective in assisting and supporting learning comprehension by speaking/communicating in a lower voice tonality, grounded in physical stability. I realize and understand that I am able to to play with my communication by playing with the range of my sounds and voice tonalities. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of justifying the participation within particular energetic voice tonalities from and as the starting point of reaction/conflict/friction within myself. I realize and understand voicing reaction is in fact a self-suppression of self-expression....where as specifically directing the sound of my tone within communication is in fact a cool point of self-expression as physical sound stability here. I commit myself to play with and as my sound self-expression here. I commit myself to experimenting with my communication. I commit myself to let go of fear within and around communicating. I commit myself to being a sound communicator.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to strain my physical body within reacting to children by speaking to them in a higher pitched positive energetic voice tonality.


When and as I see myself separating myself from children I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of separating myself from and as the equality and oneness with children here. I realize and understand the practical living support within and as the point of "You is me in another Life" I commit myself to seeing and participating within and as the practical living of the statement, "You is me in another Life". I commit myself to removing the separation I have created towards children here. I commit myself to removing the separation I have created towards others hers.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for doubting my effectiveness to communicate with children in a a low grounded physically stable voice tonality.


When and as I see myself mind fucking my effectiveness to communicate with children in a low grounded physically stable voice tonality, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand I am capable and able to do so. I realize and understand I have in fact proven to myself that I am able and capable of doing so. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of creating justified and reasoned doubts within myself as like an excuse to exist within a point of reaction as opposed to standing within and as the living practicality of what is best for Life here. I commit myself to standing in and as the living practicality of what is best for Life here. I commit myself to gracefully step out out of mind fucks when and as I see myself momentarily engaged within a mind fuck. I commit myself to giving myself stability when and as I face moments of temporary instability. I commit myself to the process of self-perfection. I commit myself to/as effective communication.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that people require to be persuaded and influenced with positive energetic voice tonalities.



When and as I see myself believing that I require to influence someone with a positive voice tonality, I stop and breathe, I see and realize that I do not require to encourage energetic friction within and as my communication with fellow beings here. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of trying to forge connections through and as the process of conflict and friction energies within myself where I do not in fact stand one and equal with the being I am communicating. I commit myself to regarding all beings here one and equal. I commit myself to stop looking to persuade and influence people with positive energies. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of influencing myself and others with positive energy. I realize and understand the abuse and disregard for Life within channeling/spewing positive energetic responses within my communication here.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing people having temper tantrums.



When and as I see myself fearing someone having a temper tantrum, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the practicality within stopping this fear immediately, as I see and realize how fearing someone having a temper tantrum in fact perpetuates inner turmoil within myself and in fact in no way practically supports myself or the other being in which I am communicating with. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of fearing reactionary responses. I commit myself to immediately directing reactionary responses with grace, care and gentleness as I commit myself to becoming a real gentle man who cares for and regards all Life here as a care taker for what is here and what is to come here.


To Be Continued

Day 568 Self-Corrective Investigation

When and as I see the shame that exists within me, I stop and breathe, I direct myself to correct the shameful behaviour as a method of prevention so that I do not accept and allow myself to fall back into a behaviour pattern of shameful acceptances and allowances. I realize and understand that as I effectively face the shame within a point, this seeing the shame is enough for me to want to make sure that I effectively change/correct the point so that I do not disregard what is best for all Life. I commit myself to utilizing the shame within a point to assist and support myself to effectively walk the self-correction/self-commitment.

When and as I see myself taking offense to what I see, I stop and breathe, I face the point within myself. I self-self-reflect. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from the point I took offense towards. I realize and understand myself responsibility to investigate all dimensions of my physical being as what I have accepted and allowed. I commit myself to investigating all dimensions of my physicality here.

When and as I see myself harboring a point of blame within myself, I stop and breathe, I investigate the point of blame as the means necessary for self-reflection/self-introspection. I commit myself to let go of every point of blame that exists within myself. I commit myself to prevent a point of blame I see within myself from re-occurring. I commit myself to utilizing my understanding of the absurd ridiculousness of blame as a prevention method to insure that I do not indulge myself within and as point of blame. I commit myself to stop justifying and validating any and all blame.

When and as I see myself getting angry/irritated/frustrated with my acceptance and allowance, I stop and breathe, I realize the shame that exists here and how also this is connected to a point of blame. I see and realize how lame this behaviour is. I direct myself in the moment to walk the self-corrective process so that I immediately stop and prevent any future perpetuation of what is less than what is best for all Life. I commit myself to what is best for all Life.

When and as I see myself creating excuses and limitations upon my physical performance within particular tasks before I even get started within the tasks, I stop and breathe, I realize the absurd ridiculousness of creating a self-imposed wall of limitation for myself. I remove the mental barriers from my mind. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating mental barriers/wall of self-imposed limitation. I push myself to movebeyond the wall and dive into my potential that had been initially suppressed. I commit myself to going into and activating my potential. I commit myself to removing self-imposed mental barriers.

When and as I see myself trying to work something out, I stop and breathe, I look at where there is resistance within myself to the particular point, I face the resistance as the decision for the point to exist within resistance, I forgive the resistance, I change my relationship decision to the point in questioning. I make the commitment to work the point out. I realize and understand I am able and capable to work things out. I commit myself to utilizing all resources available to me in being effective and efficient in working things out. I commit myself to be self-responsible within using my resources here in creating solutions/working things out. I commit myself to working points out in ways that are in alignment as what is best for Life.

When and as I see myself placing feelings/emotions on a point as like looking and judging my particular feelings/emotions about the point as to whether or not I will participate, I stop and breathe, I investigate the nature of my relationship to the point in question. I look to see whether I am creating a distraction for myself as a positive energy feeling or if I am trying to avoid a point of self-support with negative energetic resistance towards participation within the particular point. Based upon the particular energetic nature of the relationship, I push through the resistance and actively participate within the point or stop participation within the point. I use the starting point principle of Equality and Oneness as what is best for all Life so that I am practically able to live prevention as the best cure and within this frame work insure that I care/assist/support Life.

I commit myself to the caring assistance and support that is best for all Life.

I commit myself to making decisions from the starting point of care/assistance/support as what is best for All Life.

I commit myself to stand within the decision of what is best for All Life Here.