It's kind of funny how after I decided to write about the over analyzer character..... for a bunch of moments I couldnt figure out how to begin writing.... it's like I got stuck in the role of over analyzer character and I was trying to think my way into action.... as like a constant thought/feeling/emotion analysis..... as my reactions to looking at myself. Irony is, I didn't realise my actions as reactions were mimicking over analyzer character definitions. And it's like I was doubting myself as an over analyzer character which was leading to further thought/feeling/emotion/reaction analysis which perpetuated a stagnation in my ability to begin deconstructing over analyzer character.
Look at the definitions listed for perpsective on the over analyzer character:
Over
preposition
1. above in place or position: the roof over one's head.
2. above and to the other side of: to leap over a wall.
3. above in authority, rank, power, etc., so as to govern, control, or have jurisdiction regarding: There is no one over her in the department now.
4.so as to rest on or cover; on or upon: Throw a sheet over the bed.
5.on or upon, so as to cause an apparent change in one's mood, attitude, etc.: I can't imagine what has come over her.
source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/over?s=t
Analyser
| 1. a person, machine, or device that analyzes.
2. Optics. a polarizing device, often a Nicol prism, that indicates the direction of vibration of light by selecting and transmitting only the component of linearly polarized light in that direction.
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Analyze
1. To examine methodically by separating into parts
and studying their interrelations.
2. Chemistry To make a chemical analysis
of.
3. Mathematics To make a mathematical analysis
of.
4. To psychoanalyze.
Note: Analysis is pretty cool when the starting point of analysis is alligned as what's best for life as equality and oneness as physical common sense.
However, I noticed I didn't have a cool starting point for anyalysis because my starting point was influenced by fear as an uncomortable/comfortable emotion into feeling. All my analysis's were based on how I felt. My vision and my physical ability to move was influenced by how I felt. My preference was positive energy as like the buzz that moves me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating the mental mind fuck of over analysis as constant reactions to participations within mind consciousness system.
I realise in process of using my mind consciousness system as a feedback system tool,.......that reacting to what I see and here is ridiculous because the feedback is the feedback and generating a buzz about the feedback is feedback on the feedback... and as I continue to investigate myself within mind consciousness system participations I am constantly getting feedback because I am in direct relation/communication with mind consciousness system.
I realise my interest in mind consciousness system feedback is to work through accepted and allowed behaviour programmed conditionings.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising the ridiculousness of being dependent uponf feeling to facilitate movement as like to be directed by feeling.
I forgive myself for not realising that particpation within over analyzer character has resulted from fear.
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