Day 719 - Information Automation and Integration

Information is Everything.  We are It. Tag.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating feelings and or emotions as reactions to seeing/reading particular bits of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for categorizing information within myself within and as a spectrum of energy as like an aura/field that I artificially invested into as a sort of belief/idea/judgement that spawned out of my initial reactions within and as my first meeting/introduction to said bit of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how much opportunity exists in every moment to face my acceptances and allowances as the particular energy dynamics I exist within as Information/Word relationships.  I realize and understand that I can specifically feel the energetic definitions within myself.  I realize and understand that as I participate in my day to day living my reactions to and from particular points of information is automated as like the why or why not of point's of attraction....like/dislike...energy feedback,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging the energy feedback I experience within myself as I am discovering parts of myself that I wasn't really aware of what and how I was existing within and as the point. I realize vulnerability is required in opening self up to see what one has kept hidden from awareness.

I forgive myself forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist slowing myself down at times when the potential exists for me to go into deeper investigations within myself and garner new insight and awareness about what I have been accepting and allowing within and as mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the process from consciousness to awareness is not a sometimes things, but is in fact here always in and as all ways.

I realize that by listening to my voice in each moment of participation I can hear exactly what it is I am accepting and allowing within myself as I speak each word...and that the sound is specifically structured as a direct point of feedback which indicates any particular energetic energies/mind possessions.

I realize that my body movements are indicators of the acceptances and allowances within myself and that specifically the unconscious body movement in relation to participating with others in my environment are very revealing into and as the nature of my acceptances and allowance.  I realize there is so much communication support available here to read.  I realize the support within reading the information existent here as various dynamics of physical body support. I realize and understand that information also exists here as like the energy body....where it's like from the body this energy has been manufactured as particular resonances that are rooted in the pain/conflict/abuse/friction/trauma of not realizing and understanding oneself here as One and Equal with Everything.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the absurd ridiculousness of trying to hide and or distract myself from specific acceptances and allowances that I know I can investigate/explore more and that will lead to new found awareness within myself that I have been resisting to be/become/exercise/express/live as part of my individual response abilities here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I create and perpetuate confusion within myself and restrict my ability to excel in and as self-mastery in managing/directing my reality as a result of splitting my focus from time to time...where I accept and allow a resistance to totally commit to looking at and opening up one point....and moving through that one point completely, before I go into the next point.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking and believing and fearfully living within and as the automation of having many things on my mind from time to time...and within this allow myself to get discombobulated in my ability to function at an elite level of mastery and performance as an expression of excellence in and as each application/participation/task/activity I direct myself within and as.

I realize and understand the simplicity of focus on one point at a time as the Key to excellence in the specifics of performance of the activity/task/sport/work/play/writing...

I realize and understand the support we give to our self-development as the point of awareness and self-mastery when and as we commit ourself to existing within and the one point.  Meaning, if we are giving a lecture....we are immersed within and as the sharing of ourselves as the lecture...present within the point completely...here for everyone participating in receiving the lecture you are giving.  Another example is in playing a sport...where you commit yourself to moving within and as the point as response abilities to perform where the mind is engaged as a tool/map of support to aid in looking/seeing what is the best move/play to perform/exercise...and this is, with practice becomes a continuous dance and flow where it's a total working play...where you playing is a result of the work that you are doing as the player working here as the one reading/process/seeing/looking/directing the point at hand here.

I commit myself to enhancing my specificity in working with One point at a time.

When and as I see myself attempting to work with too much at once, I stop and breathe, have a smile as the realization of knowing what uselessness it is in trying to do too much at once...especially from the perspective of fear....where the application of fucking yourself by taking on too much at once becomes a sort of righteous justification that is motivated through fear.  I look at the various points that I am trying to juggle that is causing this confusion of how to best move myself...I simplify the mathematics of the points within myself and establish a clear specific number one point and then I begin with it and from there into the next point...and so with this approach I create a plan as how to best move through a series of points that were initially regarded as a big conglomeration of points all variously connected without any specific structured ordered direction for best application.  I realize I am capable of accomplishing many more tasks and performing the specifics of each and every task at a level of greatness that cannot be achieved within myself when I don't commit myself completely to the narrowness of focus, from and as the perspective of staying present in the moment with just the one point.  I realize my effectiveness in moving points becomes an acceleration point where I am able to begin directing the next point as I finish the previous one....where there is a relationship from going from one thing to the next and as I get detailed into my awareness specificity as i go from one move to the next I can enjoy the detailed specifics of my application.

I commit myself to enjoying the detailed specifics of my application/process here from consciousness to awareness.

Day 655 Facing Change and Learning

Sometimes in moments of facing something new...or something that I haven't mastered, there are moments of resistance I am faced with. The resistance is specifically defined as a point of impatience and anxious. See, this is an interesting combination because within the resistance energy I experience within myself, I do in fact want to change/learn/master the point I am faced with.

Usually, I recognize this point of resistance....however there have been some instances where I became temporarily possessed within the point of resistance...and really what that meant was that I created a totally blockade towards actually being able to effectively integrate the new application I was working with.  It's like a giving up on actually understanding and realizing your potential and capacity in a moment...like a complete suppression/shutdown.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become impatient within walking the process of and as my journey to life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being impatient with the time it takes for me to effectively learn and master new skills.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being anxious within learning new things.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding myself back,,,like suppressing my ability and capacity to learn/realize myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become overwhelmed within walking a process of integrating new changes within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting frustrated with the space and time required within and as the physical integration process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging my natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging learning abilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a self righteous attitude about learning.



To be continued

Day 629 Information Transaction

 It's interesting how we live here in and as Information. Like the happenings here are a result of and as Information. Like We are here in and as an Information transference...Like All the time Transactions are happening. Have a look at how money moves as a point of Transactions...I mean look at how we communicate, essentially our sharing as how our communication is received and regarded is like an on going transaction...where and how we are always in the process of Buying and Selling.

Why do I see we are Always in the process of Buying and Selling? Well I see this as the way our sharing exists because there is a point of Choice Acceptance and Allowance. Meaning, we can willing accept and allow particular transactions to take place or we can stop particular transactions/transference's from happening.

What I am in the process of doing is taking accountability and individual self-responsibility for and as my every Acceptance and Allowance Here.

Why?

Because I see the Value in and as Life Equality and Oneness Here. I see how it is in and as the Best Interest of Life Accountability Here to Forgive the Debt I have accrued in Buying into bad Acceptances and Allowances? What is a bad acceptance and allowance? This is where I have accepted and allowed myself to invest in and as the development of a Word Association Relationship that is defined as Less than What is the Best Standing Representation of Life Here. It's Interesting to see here how I am the Ultimate Share Holder of and as My Sharing of Words Here...and thus I see that it is an Individual Personal Self-Responsibility to make sure that the standing presentation and representation of and as our every communication of Our Word's is Aligned within and as the Life Interest of and as Equality and Oneness...as this is the Understanding Self-Trust within and as the Self-Honesty of What is Best for All Life is Always the Best Gift Here.

Our Presentation, Practical Living Self-Expression as Our Self-Movement from Moment to Moment is Easy to be Well Received as an Insured Agreement Guarantee when and as there is absolute clarity within and as what is being Shared. Like there is no mystery in being straight forward...as it is clear to see what is being presented to you. Nothing Hidden.

Interesting how I became aware of how disagreement and uncertainty comes about within our Confidence in Agreement Transactions Here as a result of Fear...as the Fee we Pay as the consequential Fare of and as Self-Doubt which is a resulting factor of and as the inherent history of our track record of deceitful actions with and as our track record of receipts. Interesting to see here how we hold the key's/Tools to releasing Our-Self Here from and as Our Own Indebted Servitude. This Here I speak is in fact the Process Tool and Key which I call Self-Forgiveness.

To change our Status Standing Here from Citizen Debtor to Real Life Living Creditor as The Life Source Giving/Gifting Our-Self Life Credit. I mean, How are we suppose to be in Service of and as what is Best for all Life Here, If we do not Start by Utilizing the Taking of the Opportunity Here with and as our Time to Give Our-Self the Best Life Here?

The Process of Gifting/Giving Our-Self the Best Life Here, Starts within and as the Practical Living Application of and as Self-Forgiveness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of and as my debt within and as my participation within Information Transactions...as the sharing/Speaking of Words from and as a Starting point of and as Conflict/friction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating a debt within myself as a result of speaking words from within and as the starting point of debt/conflict/friction/dissonance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the amount of support that exists here within and as the Living of Words.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-reflection and self-expression that exists within and as the practicality of Living Words effectively within and as the greatest meaning/value/potential/support/assistance/possibility possible Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my potential ability to express myself here within and as the practical living of words within and as the greatest value.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the value of Life Equality and Oneness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as less than the Highest/Greatest/Supreme Value of and as Life Equality and Oneness.

I realize and understand the Magnificence of and as Self-Expression Here.
I realize and understand the Equality and Oneness within and as the practical living of Words Here as what is Best for all Life.
I realize and understand the self-responsibility, self-trust, self-honesty required within and as the Self-Expression of and as Our-Self Creation Here as Living Words.
I see/realize and understand the process of Self-Correction as a result of and as the accumulation of Self-Forgiveness Here.

I commit myself to the practical living process of Self-Forgiveness and Self-Correction.
I commit myself to Self-Direction within and as the process of Self-Forgiveness and Self-Correction.

When and as I see a point of conflict/fear existing/moving within myself, I stop and breathe, I locate the word within myself that represent the particular cognitive dissonance I am experiencing within Myself...As I face/see/Understand/realize the word relationship association that exists within myself that is out of alignment within and as Life Equality and Oneness, I take the time to remediate the word relationship association to it's self-corrective positioning as what is best for all Life.

I Commit Myself to the Status Standing Creditor and Beneficiary of and as What is Best for All Life Here.

Day 623 Information Assessment

When and as I see myself looking at information where I have a particular formed relationship connection/impression, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here", I see/realize/understand the impracticality of taking personally the information I am examining/investigating. I see/realize/understand how forming a reaction to a point/question of self-realization is ridiculously absurd. I see/realize/understand how I can in fact look at information within myself without being consumed/possessed/influenced by the information within myself. I commit myself to rigorously self-investigating myself here as something I am passionate about. I commit myself self-enjoyment within the process of self-reflection and self-correction. 

When and as I see myself going into the particular energy that is associated with the information that I am looking at that exists within my mind, I stop and breathe, I say, "I am here", I direct myself to respond in a way where I give myself the best support and assistance in changing my ingrained acceptances and allowances. I commit myself to changing my acceptances and allowances that are not in alignment with what is best for all Life here. I commit myself to operating/existing/expressing from within the starting point of and as what is best for all Life here.

I commit myself to becoming more and more specific within and as my process of self-investigation.

I commit myself to Specificity within my communication...and I commit myself to Specificity within and as my Journey to Life.

I commit myself to developing Specificity as a Cool point of and as Self-Expression.

Day 621 Information Application

Information without application is useless.

What's interesting is that sometimes I've allowed the information that exists within me be used in application that is less than the best application. 

Basically using information in some instances to create a justification...like correlating specific information that comes up within my mind as a reason why I do not have to stick to my plan of action...as like believing that it is OK for me to flake on my initially planning. What is fascinating about this is that it is self-dishonest....where my self-direction is compromised within giving credence to new information that came up within my mind as a particular feeling/emotion about continuing to follow through with my plan of action.

What's interesting here is that the new information that just pops up in my mind as feeling/emotion and as a push/pull argument sort of things as like an attempted persuasion to misdirect my planned self-direction...is that the information isn't really new...it's reflects points of information that I have within myself that is related to this particular point...and so...in a way this is really cool...because my mind reveals to me my own weakness...which is cool...because the weakness can be utilized as a point of support and assistance in strength training the resolve necessary to stick to a plan that is designed as a cool point of support and assistance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how to utilize all the information that exists within myself in ways that support and assist myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my inherited weaknesses have been used as a point of self-sabotage to influence my execution of specific planned self-movements in particular moments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for giving credence to the thought/feeling/emotions that comes up within my mind that persuades me from my specifically planned course of action.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that when I am being persuaded by the thoughts/feelings/emotions that come up within my mind to change my course of direction..that there is a point of self-reflection here...as like my mind shows and reveals to me where I have information acceptances and allowances within myself that require to be forgiven and worked/walked through as the practical living physical self-correction.


To Be Continued

Day 475 Information F%$K YOU!

Hey, Check out the Youtube video I did "Information F%$K YOU!"

I had wrote a bit of a script...kind of a ranting and raving in relation to the point of conflict...like wanting to fight others as a result of the accepted and allowed conflict within myself.

So, below is the script/ranting and raving I wrote out about the point....and following this sharing...I'm going to go into self-forgiveness on the information...as a point of self-support.

I want to fight You…but I don’t know Why I want to fight you…but I want You to fight me back…and if you are not fighting me back…I'm going to get more reactionary…like a nuclear reactor that want’s to explode….you know like some serious terrorist activity…as I terrorize you to show you that I am being terrorized within myself….and what’s typical is blame…like being lame…by saying its because your so this….and being so convincing in being lame…that I  mean like what the fuck….being blinded by the veils of self righteousness…that I know and understand things…and knowing and understanding being possessed by a feeling/emotion/train of thought…thinking…is a dangerous kind of knowing….and so …I've come to see that what the fuck of such behaviour….and I mean…really ….I am so done…with looking for fights….why the fuck would I want to fight with anyone…I mean fighting is a point of inflicting punishment upon  another…and getting punishment pain, force inflicted upon yourself….I mean its really ridiculous how I allowed information to be a point of pain and punishment inflicted upon myself….as like OK…I can fight myself with this information…like…maybe I wont be consciously aware of it…and I just have a self righteous reaction because… all reactions are some form of self righteousness…and when I'm being  Mr self righteousness…I cant really know anything…which is like the perfect number…for fighting…because when your self righteous you cant feel/sense/be aware of anything….like perception is totally distorted….and I suggest avoiding such wackiness all together…by taking a deep breath and realising all reactions…are nuclear…like radiating terror within are self….that is a threat and compromise to our life and the lives of others…..no wonder…in the news….the big topic of  terrorism...and the war on terror…..we humans are our own terrorists…at least I was…and I didn't even know that the extent of my education was harboring me as a terrorist waiting to exploded….picking and choosing random event to totally blow up on….energy storms…brewed like volcanoes within the human body….sorry body for all the abuse….it;s time I quieted and settled the storm….

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to Fight You.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding that You is Me within wanting to Fight You.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as a nuclear reactor just waiting to explode every time I have a reaction and I passively accept and allow it to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the consequences of passively accepting and allowing reactions within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to take action as self direction on points of reaction within myself as like giving myself the gift of forgiveness and looking at the absurd ridiculousness on the point of reaction...and realise and understand that if I can't see the absurd ridiculousness on the point of reaction...its because I'm caught within a point of self righteousness that is blinding me from seeing my own absurdity that is overwhelming in ridiculousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for pointing the fingers of blame upon others as like a coping mechanism of neglecting to really care and take responsibility and accountability for myself. I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of such behaviour and I realise and understand how lame blame is as I realise and understand that blame is the epitome of lame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the danger of passively doing nothing after I have a reaction...and that by just not participating within the reaction is not enough of a safety preventative measure...because the reaction is a point of abuse...and by not realizing it from within myself with self-forgiveness in real time...is like...allowing it to accumulate within myself as a memory that formed as a point of information...where I gave a a particular energetic charge....and the math of giving so many energetic charges within myself...is a resultant explosion/harm/abuse to the physical body...and possibly others....as reactionary behaviour is the cause of abuse in this world....as reactionary behaviour is without any compassion, care, and consideration for well being and is completely irrational.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to cycle within particular thought patterns over and over again...as like thinking these are OK...and not like some more negative thought patterns....and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for categorizing and holding onto though patterns that I believe to be positive....and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the self-righteousness connection with positively charged energies...as I see, realise and understand how self-righteousness is in the roots of positive energetic charges...and is in fact why when you are possessed within positive energy....you have noooooooooo idea.....how fucking retarded you in fact are...because it's a point of being blinded by the light....

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be totally fucking retarded within positive energy as a point of self-righteousness....and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how getting focused on the positive energy actually perpetuates mental retardation and blindness from physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to numb myself with self righteousness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to numb myself with reactions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating numbness to information within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being so possessed within energetic charges in relationship to words/information/observations

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for casting spells of blame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself fro resisting to dare to look at the extensive nature of lameness within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that looking at lameness within myself is just a point of judging myself and that I shouldn't judge myself as lame because that;s negative and I should rather just twist my word relations/information around so that I view regard myself only in a positive way/light...so that I can trick myself instead of treating myself to actually being a person of integrity and dignity...who wants what;s best for myself and all life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my body as my body...and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be at war with my body within passively accepting and allowing reactions/thoughts/feelings/emotions to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for confusing self honesty with self righteousness....and within this not taking the time to breathe and observe the energy charge that is always in play within and as self-righteousness...as the tell tale sign of physical instability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being dishonest within myself when believing myself to be just within having an emotional reaction/explosion projecting energetically charged words onto others...as a point of not being able to handle my shit...and not caring who has problems dealing with my shit...cause...I don;t want it to be my problem...and I just gotta get it out of me by projecting it onto others.

I commit myself to stop fighting with myself and others.

When and as I see myself fighting with myself and or another, I stop and breathe...I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of such behaviour....I smile as I realise crisis adverted within stopping and breathing. lol. I direct self-forgiveness in the moment, as I see and realise the physical practicality of moment to moment application of self-forgiveness....as self-forgiveness as an installed application within myself is like a DIY physical body purifier.

When and as I see myself having a reaction, I Stop and breathe...I direct myself into utilizing  my installed application of self-forgiveness as my go to tool of support within myself. I enable myself to see and realise the absurd ridiculousness in relation to the particular point of reaction as I apply myself within and as the process of self-forgiveness. I see and realise how I receive awesomeness as like the funny of understanding the abusrd ridiculousness of a point within forgiving myself for a point because the dimension of funny is connected to every single point as are all dimensions connected to every single point...and I realise and understand the support within utilizing funny as a tool to assist and support self-expansion as like a way that makes process always fun.

I commit myself to fun within and as the process of self-realization through applying the physical application of self-forgiveness.

I commit myself to sharing the stellar awesomeness of self-forgiveness as a global solution that must be implemented on an individual level.

I commit myself to living the physical installment of self-forgiveness as like an application that is ingrained into the law of my Beingness...as I realise and understand the starting point of creation is within self-forgiveness...as I see and realise the starting point of creation as Equality and Oneness.

When and as I see myself manipulating information to paint and portray a positive light/energy...I stop and breathe...and I realise and understand the fuckedness of such participation...I move myself to investigate my behaviour within running the application of physical self-forgiveness.

I commit myself to physically ingraining self-forgiveness into myself as a point of common sense obviousness...as like one and equal to the point of breathing...as a point of my physical embodiment as a point of self-support and self direction in being here as a real living being who cannot be compromised...and who stands for all Life as what is best for all Life.

Day 469 Director and Conductor of the Symphony

I've come to see and realise that each being is the director and conductor of the symphony.  What I mean is that every physical being is sound expression. Each of us is the director of the movement of our sound.  I mean, sure we can allow our movements to be influenced as a result/consequence of our acceptances and allowances...which is like an accepted and allowed resistance within ourselves....which in turn, makes our ability to move and express ourselves limited.  I've been working on releasing the accepted and allowed programmed conditioning that has existed within me as emotion and feeling reactions. It's really quite ridiculous when you investigate/question your every emotion/feeling reaction.  It's fascinating to see how we have been conditioned instruments so to speak.  Like our how to speak, is so conditioned...I mean the language we learned is part of the programming...and there can be influential reactions within language that trigger reactions within ourselves.  What's interesting is that everything is learned. What's interesting about everything being learned is that, I for one, in many incidences, didn't really think about what I was learning. I mean I was learning before I was thinking, now that I think about it...lol.

The point I'd like to share here is that our ability to really play is dependent upon our ability to use resistance as a life road map....as the point of realising that resistance exists as a form of reaction so to speak, as an emotion/feeling/thought.

What I am saying is that, to enable ourselves the ability and opportunity to have free range within our self expression, is dependent upon our ability to face our accepted and allowed programming restraints/conditions that have been installed within on us throughout the years beginning at birth....and have been re-enforced throughout time without our really understanding what the fuck is going on.

I mean, if you have a look, in most instances you have a reaction, it's like an automatic response...that automatic response is the result of particular programmed conditioned acceptances and allowances as a reflection of and as self-defined judgement. Individualized as each persons programming is based on how we have related and reacted to stimuli/others within out environment.

Like if you consider the point that everyone is the director and the conductor of sound/energy and we are always emitting/admitting our expression as our acceptances and allowances, and we are out of tune...I mean we aren't tune within and as a harmonious union of what is pure awesome, than our sound is less than, as like a fraction of our actual potential, which is in fact a reflection of conflicted friction within ourselves...as like the mathematical division of a loss taking place.

So, imagine, everyone is a musical instrument broadcasting/playing/expressing sound all the time...like a constant resonance is taking place...and all the time....the resonance frequency is out of whack...like there's always some sort of distortion....I mean that's like a constant storm always brewing and getting worse....and we just keep perpetuating it....not realising and understanding that it is in fact the way we are accepting and allowing ourselves to exist that is creating a situation that just keeps getting worse.

I mean, if you have a look...it's like a generally slow destruction....with humans....well arguably faster and faster destruction...as if you examine human behaviour throughout history....it is clear that we are getting faster and faster at consuming ourselves/the planet.

You would think based upon our natural learning ability...as like ability to learn with an effortless ease...that we would just keep getting better and better.....not worse and worse...so to speak....I mean, look at most people when they die...it's because the body has failed....really old people look like zombies kind of...you know...it's like the skin is barely fastened on the body....I mean, so many old people in old age homes....where there totally fucked up...waiting to die basically...like so many various ailments...existing within a limited ability that has generally become more and more limited throughout time....I mean that's fucking brutal...

Could this brutality be because it's been collectively self-induced?

Meaning everyone is spewing garbage at one another?

Like our tuning has always been way off?

I mean, that we humans as a species of Life never got the message loud in clear in and as our sound expression?

So, our existence here in time has been our compression of consequence....as our sounds becoming more and more dense....condensed...as our con...as we have conned ourselves throughout time to believe anything but the truth of ourselves/reality?  Even going so far as to dismiss and diss as like to vomit with grotesque and dismissive language onto anyone who standsup amongst the disaster here, and is like hey, there's a problem here....kind of like Dorothy in the wizard of oz....trying to inform others of the message....take warning....precaution...we have a serious storm a brewing that isn't getting any better....onto we weather the perfect storm...as like recognizing/realising/understanding the consequences of our actions/reactions/acceptances and allowances....and take accountability as our self-responsibility in being the weatherman here as the determining factor of the nature of things...as we in fact are the things here...and when we do the accounting and count everything...1+1+1+1.....until we have added all the 1's together...forming a total of everyone/everything....as all of existence here....like the puzzle/equation/words/sounds/puzzle pieces of ourselves here....like the Mr Humpty Dumpty's who had a great fall from the brick wall of common sense understanding, forgetting and contaminating the basic elementary principles of a solid foundation of oneness and equality together forming the perfect sound formation as that which is always best and most triumphantly excellent because what is totally bodacious for You is totally bodacious for me as the enforcement practical living of the best insurance policy of giving what we like to receive. The epitome of the win/win equation/situation/experience/Life

OK, so my point of my sharing here today is to look at Ourselves here today within and as the words "director of the symphony"

Symphony=an elaborate musical composition for full orchestra, typically in four movements, at least one of which is traditionally in sonata form.

Sonata form=A form of a movement consisting of three sections, the exposition, the development, and recapitulation, often followed by a coda.

Exposition=A setting forth of meaning and intent. A statement or rhetorical discourse intended to give information about or an explanation of difficult material. An act or example of exposing.

Development=A significant event, occurrence or change.

Recapitulation=An act or instance of summarizing the main points of something. The repetition of an evolutionary or other process during development or growth.

Coda=The concluding passage of a piece of movement, typically an addition to the basic structure

Director=One that supervises, controls, or manages.

Conductors=Are made of materials that electricity can flow through easily. These materials are made up of atoms whose electrons can move away freely.


Note and Pro Tip: Self-Forgiveness is the point of structured creativity that enables self-direction and conduction of the symphony of harmonious balance in epic proportions. The giving You are are in assistance and support for.

Day 465 Information Manipulation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be manipulated by information as a result of blindly trusting information because I read it or hear it from what I believe to be a reliable source.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having believed the education system to be a reliable source of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing the news papers and the mainstream media to be a reliable source of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not considering the word reliable as re-lie-able.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to investigate points of information further as a means of cross referencing information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for obsessing about information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get tangled up in conspiracy theories.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be addicted to conspiracy theories.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking information personally with personal reactions as emotions and or feelings as forms of accepted and allowed judgment in relation to information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being vulnerable to information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting frustrated and irritated with information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming angry about information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting upset and angry about information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being discouraged by information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting overwhelmed by information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for avoiding to investigate information I have a resistance towards.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being addicted to information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for time looping within patterns of information constructs that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto emotions and or feelings about.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding information as potential points of assistance and support.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for sabotaging myself within relationships of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as an information processor.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself creating layers of judgement about points of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to logically manipulate myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for for being neglectful within the information I share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being self-righteous within sharing information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there are greater authorities of information than myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the practical starting point of working with information as investigating all things and only keeping what is good.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the huge amount of support that exists here for me within every moment as points of self-reflection/self-investigation within and as the vast amounts of information that exist here within and as each moment I am breathing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that information is something that only exists as separate from me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having difficulty working with lots of information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to work with lots of information as a point of further developing myself as an informed being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having judged being informed as an egg shape as something not as good as I believe myself to be.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting information that I regard as difficult.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a spectrum of relations as character reactions towards information as energetically charged conflicted friction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing conflicted friction within information.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting stuck within energetically polarized information.


I commit myself to utilizing information as a point of learning.

I commit myself to garnering assistance and support from all information here.

I commit myself to realising and understanding all the assistance and support here as information.

I commit myself to communicating and directing information as assistance and support as the starting point principle of creation which is equality and oneness.

I commit myself to sharing information as as a point of giving as I would like to receive.