Day 703 - Talking Shit

Talking Shit.

Is that my skill? Is that what I can do.....practically....effectively...physically talk shit. The relationship acceptances and allowances as to the daily functioning's of our shared reality are really really shitty aren't they. Yes/No? Do you prefer a more positive perspective and or message? It's best to be positive....right?

Being positive in a Negative reality is fucking bullshit. It's absolutely fucking crazy. Yet the crazy is part of what keeps a Negative reality a fucking bullshit story....it's the fake attitudes....You know, buying into acting and reacting particular ways and giving attention to that which doesn't deserve even a moments attention.

Look at all the shit that exists as entertainment....to keep you being positive while the planet/Life goes to shit.

Political system is Shit.
Legal system is Shit.
Economic system is Shit.
Medical system is Shit.
Education system is Shit.
Religious/Spiritual system is Shit.
World Relationships are Shit.
Media is Shit.
Oceans are filled with Shit.
Outer Space is filled with Shit.



There is so much about what is happening here as human activity on planet earth that is totally fucking stupid shit. And, it's like if you don't put a positive spin on all the stupid shit in some way or another...it's like the majority of the people around you in your environment will want to ignore you or fight you or kill you...or some other sort of stupid shit. Ever notice that?

Did you ever notice anyone ever saying something like, "You just gotta be positive.....or, Get rid of the Negative people in Your World....Only surround yourself with Positive people".

These types of statements are negative as fuck. Like negatively exponentially fucked. This attitude of of a war between positive attitudes and negative attitudes like some mother fucker's here are more righteous in their attitude than other's here type of ridiculous shit....and unless you are being positive in a buzz of gratitude about the shit that is here...it's like go fuck yourself you negative fucker....says the positive fuck wad to the negative fuck wad..or something like that. Sometimes this fuck you attitude is all non verbal.

The irony is that whether you are a negative or positive fucker here....You are still a fucker here.

So if you start to see shit for real....within yourself....and within others....and you start talking to people about it....what is interesting is that it's a real ugly situation....or maybe this is what beauty really is.....fugly. Because you may experience people trying to talk you out of seeing real shit for real....and or people don't want to know or here about the real shit that you see because it contradicts the lie that they have been investing into...and keeping a lie going on a daily basis is the long con...and it's like if you give up the long con, and dare to look beyond the long con....than you might see that your entire life has been a waste....a tragic comedy....that you having never been here would have probably been better for the earth. I mean that's some hard shit to regard. Because if you really look at the real shit here about ourselves and this earth....I mean, it is really fucking tragic. Saying it is a joke....a tragic comedy is a way to support and assist with the pain...catharsis...the psychological disposition you are...within realizing the trauma and fuckedness of yourself here in this world.


I was looking at all the airplanes in the air. You can check a live feed to see all the air planes in the air at any given moment via satellite imaging. Scientists have known for a long time that airplane travel is of great concern with regards to negatively impacting climate change.

Isn't it fucked how common it is for people to hop on a plane and fly across the world? I mean airplanes are buzzing around all the time everywhere. Air travel is a business built around self-interest...encouraging travel...to make money. This world is set up so backwards.  I find it quite peculiar that in wealthy areas of the world it is super common to take a flight somewhere far away from where you live and work normally, so that you can have a vacation and relax....what is strange to me about this...is that one needs/wants to take a vacation away from their home/community/environment. It seems to me that this is supporting the escape mentality mind set...where it's like your everyday life is so utterly fucked that you just want to remove yourself from it and get as far away as possible and just sort of zone out...until you are required to go back to auto pilot zombie mode and continue with the long con perpetuation.


To me, the way the vacation industry is set up, suggests that most people do not even live or work where they would like to live and work. I mean, wouldn't it be a sign of pride and regard of where you live to actually hangout and relax in the area in which you live?  Perhaps there would be more regard for the functioning of your immediate environment if you were required to live within it all the time...and the option to fuck off somewhere else didn't exist.


There's a lot of shit that needs to be questioned and answered. There's a tremendous amount of accountability required within each fucker living here. Let's face it, everyone living here is a fucker...and it's up to all us fucker's here to sort out the fucking mess.

Shit is fucking crazy.

shit is fucking ridiculous.


Can We Correct all this stupid shit? Is a Holy Shit purification process possible?


I vote to work on Correcting Shit.

Day 655 Facing Change and Learning

Sometimes in moments of facing something new...or something that I haven't mastered, there are moments of resistance I am faced with. The resistance is specifically defined as a point of impatience and anxious. See, this is an interesting combination because within the resistance energy I experience within myself, I do in fact want to change/learn/master the point I am faced with.

Usually, I recognize this point of resistance....however there have been some instances where I became temporarily possessed within the point of resistance...and really what that meant was that I created a totally blockade towards actually being able to effectively integrate the new application I was working with.  It's like a giving up on actually understanding and realizing your potential and capacity in a moment...like a complete suppression/shutdown.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become impatient within walking the process of and as my journey to life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being impatient with the time it takes for me to effectively learn and master new skills.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being anxious within learning new things.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding myself back,,,like suppressing my ability and capacity to learn/realize myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become overwhelmed within walking a process of integrating new changes within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting frustrated with the space and time required within and as the physical integration process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging my natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging learning abilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having a self righteous attitude about learning.



To be continued

Day 612 Beginning a New Day

Within beginning my morning movement, I have noticed that when first moving myself to lets say the washroom,..I have caught myself existing within my mind just kind of automatically thinking about yesterday and what I did and didn't do. What's interesting about this is it is like a carrying of a dead weight. Like, to a certain extent, having held onto self-judgement from my previous day(s) and carried it forward with me to today...and what is interesting about this is that within my mind I have been automatically indulging within this thinking...and justifying this behaviour within the belief that I am analytically really studying myself. What is interesting about this...is that, it has become quite self-evident to me that I am not being as effective as possible within my evening before I go to sleep...specifically making sure I am not carrying any energetic baggage with me from the past into the future. Obviously, I realize and understand that this is a process and it is my self-responsibility to face points as they come up and prevent these same point from coming up in the future.

What I have also noticed is that I have allowed myself to be distracted within myself as a result of thinking about the past. It's like going into a vortex...and the vortex seems interesting because it's about yourself...and you don't realize how you get stuck in time and really lose your time because whether you realize it or not your resonating within this energetic buzz/trance that is directly related to the vortex that you're within. And interestingly enough, what I have noticed and realized is that there is always a point of self-awareness...where I choose to enter the mind vortex and choose to step out of the mind vortex.

What's interesting to me is that within accepting and allowing myself to practically live the application of 'gratefulness', I can in fact see the point of self-realization that I had previously not seen/realized/understood. What is interesting about this, is that here exists the humbling nature of the process of self-realization and self-perfection.

What's interesting to me is that going into the trance like state within my mind where I am just kind of totally in my head and out of my body, is that it is always a choice...and interestingly enough...I have justified making this choice on many occasions within the seemingly logical reasoning that I have a few minutes to kill/burn/spare. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the ridiculous absurdity of justifying and logically reasoning that I have a few minutes to kill/burn/spare...where I can indulge within my mind as like just drifting off...day dreaming...thinking....not realizing and understanding the expensive cost paid by the physical body for such entertainment in mind.

To be Continued

Day 556 Human Resourcefulness

"Humans process information with amazing efficiency and often perform better than highly sophisticated machines at tasks such as problem solving and critical thinking"(Halpern, 2003; Kuhn, 1999). See the Link for the entirety of article Here.

If you look at the word resource from the perspective of "an action or strategy that may be adopted in adverse circumstances"....and you know add the word 'Human + Resources'...You get Human actions or strategies that may be adopted in adverse circumstances.

Now look at the following point which is presented from the attached link I introduced earlier in this blog:

"Researchers agree that information processing in sensory memory usually occurs too quickly for people to consciously control what they attend to. Rather, attention allocation and sensory processing are fast and unconscious. Information that is relevant to the task at hand, and information that is familiar and therefore subject to automatic processing, are the most likely types of information to be processed in sensory memory and forwarded to the working memory buffer. Information that is highly relevant may receive some degree of controlled, conscious processing if it is crucial to a task (e.g., attending to salient information such as animals along the road while driving at high speed). However, controlled processing in sensory memory would be likely further to reduce the limited amount of information that can be processed at any given moment."

The point I am bringing attention to is that we have tremendous potential to sort out the adverse circumstances that exist within our shared reality that goes by the name of 'Planet Earth'.

The problem is we have been conditioned within our mind's to focus on information we deem more relevant to our personal self-interest. This is kind of ironic because there is such a cognitive dissonance from and as the self-realization that what is best for the totality of Planet Earth is in fact also best for each and every-one of us Here. Unfortunately due to the designed conditioning of our mind consciousness processing systems, we've become distanced from the facts of our shared physical reality due to the self-created dissonance (bubble) we exist within and as our secret minds so to speak...which are fueled with the focused intent of our individual self-interests which is in no way aligned with the collective betterment and future of our shared reality Here on Planet Earth.

If you look at the point of entertainment within wealthy nations, it is easy to See that there are a multitude of entertainment options available to you. 

It's interesting and unfortunate to see that the more access one has to entertainment opportunities, the more one disregards global problems and global solutions.

We are designed to be automated in our responsiveness. The problem is our responsibilities as what is best for all Life have been abdicated collectively as the Human Species Here.

Our disgraceful behaviour is justified as our nature and that is just the way we/things are.

It's shameful to see/realize/understand how such potential has been disregarded in actually exercising our resourcefulness in solving the problems existent throughout the world. Obviously starting with each of us as individuals here and moving outward and expanding our reach into our immediate environments/communities and continue to expand outward into a bigger and bigger reach until we get/realize/understand the scope of the situation here and can in fact take back our inherent self-responsibility to stand as the directive-principle based solution here as the answer/savior we have been waiting for.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how easy it is to get distracted within the automation of my mind consciousness of programmed information that I have assigned various values to within and as a scale of personal self-interest based upon my initial energetic impressions/reactions I formed to particular bits of information here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I was conditioned and programmed as a mind consciousness system to disregard my potential resourcefulness for the betterment of Planet Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing out of alignment with my potential capabilities and abilities for exercising self-directive action/responsiveness which is and as the accordance of what is best forLife.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating self-directive potential for creating and expanding awesomeness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my natural abilities have been suppressed within and as my mind consciousness accepted and allowed programming which is in fact a self-imposed imprisonment of my self-expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I self-imprisoned myself within and as my mind consciousness programming as a result of accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to face myself as the starting point of all fear here within existence and to actually see/realize/understand myself as the solution to everything Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to get caught up within my self-created webs of fear as like some sort of justifiable self-limiting sanction I superimposed against myself within and as the belief in retribution of myself inflicted judgement where I agreed to my own self-destruction. I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how the bigger picture of global reality reflects a mirrored presentation of my history ofacceptances and allowances that were perpetuated in and as individual self-interest as a reflection and abdication of self-responsibility as the realization and understanding that what is best for all Life is what is best for me because I am in fact a presentation of Everything Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that due to the pre-programming nature of our shared reality, that it wasn't in the initial design plans for me to become a self-realized individual that self-exercised access to my inherent full potential capabilities as a creator here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my Life given creator abilities in and as theimage of physical Life Creation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I juxtaposed and superimposed myself within an internal and external conflict as myself playing various roles as the protagonist and antagonist within and as my Life Story of Internal/External Conflict...while not realizing and understanding myself as the source of fear/conflict/friction within myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself forseparating myself from and as my resourcefulness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it practically means to live 'Resourcefulness'.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the interconnectedness within solving problems and creating solutions...that as in fact I am able identify the problem I am able to practically create the solution because I realize and understand the principle law/starting point of Creation as 'Equality and Oneness'...and obviously within this I am one and equal with the problem and the solution. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having restricted access to myself expression as the solution here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that I was beingspiteful/shameful against myself as Life here within choosing to restrict myself access to physical self-expressions as the solution/answer/meaning and creation to Life which is the best because I feared taking self-responsibility for my mistakes...as my mistakes were what I accepted and allowed that was less than what is best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as less than what is best for Life. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that what is best for Life has to be like a pyramid structured polaritywhere there is only one part winner and all other parts loser. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the mind consciousness system as the pyramid structured design of self-destruction which I utilized to separate myself into various debts in the pursuit of happiness as a positive energetic experience. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I do not require to exist within a polarity relationship to my mind consciousness system and that by standing one and equal to my mind consciousness system I am able to reconfigure my mind consciousness system into and as what is best for all Life...as I realize and understand how I can in fact practically utilize my mind consciousness system as a practical living functioning information global positioning satellite system which shows to me my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the resourcefulness of my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means to exist within consciousness but not of consciousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means to exist within this world but not be of this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means to realize and understand myself as practical living physical creator here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be a practical living physical creator here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for refusing/resisting to accept myself as a practical living physical creator here. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the primary responsibility of a practical living physical creator here is to prevent the creation of that which is less than what is Best for Life.

I commit myself to developing and expanding my resourcefulness here.

I commit myself to exercising my resourcefulness here.

I commit myself to utilizing my resourcefulness here.

I commit myself making use of the access I have to resources here.

I commit myself to being resourceful in sharing solutions that are awesome/best for all Life Here.

I commit myself to practical physical creation here.

I commit myself to Life Creation.


To Be Continued