Day 596 Rhythm

So,

I'm looking at the word "Rhythm" and how everything has a "Rhythm" like a timing and a co-ordination...how things move within a movement/moment...and I am looking at the point of rhythm here because I see how sometimes I have lacked real flexibility and versatility in my movements/moments...and I am taking the opportunity here to write this out as a point of support for my self here.

So, 

I was just questioning the rhythm within classical music and noticed how the rhythm within classical music has pauses and stops unexpectedly and goes in all sorts of directions...like the rhythm and harmony cannot be expected...like the music can take unexpected twists and turns...and really just move in ways that you have no idea where the music and the sound is going to go until it comes out in the moment and you hear it so.

So,

I've been looking at and questioning the sometimes seemingly unpredictable nature of weather...and Life self expression...like the result is an accumulation effect...yet the the turns and twist and the pauses and stops are what are seemingly unexpected....like the speed of how fast or how slow things will go...the timing and co-ordination...is kind of like the play...within how I say and see the rhythm of dance and prance...as how things go and move about....

So.

This writing here is me playing with my rhythm and really what I find interesting about all this is the fact that I see my ability to be creative within and as my rhythmic self-expression. "Rhythmic self-expression?" Self-expression encompasses rhythm and is an important component in and as how one expresses one self here. What fascinates me about this is the stopping and starting and the in between stopping and starting...like the speed at which one operates and initiates particular movements/sounds...like how to orchestrate the play of what you say and how you play with and as the moves you make.

So,

I'd like to share some self-forgiveness in relationship to what I see and realize about rhythm:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming inflexible with my rhythm where I feel that breaking out of a particular pattern of behaviour just seems too difficult/hard.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the harmony of life self-expression as being in tune with classical music.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how much potential I have for self-direction within every moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the plethora of options that exist within and as my self-direction within and as a moment of breathing here with awareness...as like how I play with the in and the out of my breath..and the in and the out of my sound...as how I move me within and and as physical sound around.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as "rhythm".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my abilities and capabilities for orchestrating creative rhythms within myself as cool points of self-expression.

I commit myself to embrace rhythm as a cool word of support to assist and support harmony within and as life self-expression.

I commit myself to play with and as the word/practical living of rhythm.

I commit myself to live the word rhythm.

I commit myself to stop limiting greatness potential within and as my rhythm here as what's best for life.


To Be Continued

Day 469 Director and Conductor of the Symphony

I've come to see and realise that each being is the director and conductor of the symphony.  What I mean is that every physical being is sound expression. Each of us is the director of the movement of our sound.  I mean, sure we can allow our movements to be influenced as a result/consequence of our acceptances and allowances...which is like an accepted and allowed resistance within ourselves....which in turn, makes our ability to move and express ourselves limited.  I've been working on releasing the accepted and allowed programmed conditioning that has existed within me as emotion and feeling reactions. It's really quite ridiculous when you investigate/question your every emotion/feeling reaction.  It's fascinating to see how we have been conditioned instruments so to speak.  Like our how to speak, is so conditioned...I mean the language we learned is part of the programming...and there can be influential reactions within language that trigger reactions within ourselves.  What's interesting is that everything is learned. What's interesting about everything being learned is that, I for one, in many incidences, didn't really think about what I was learning. I mean I was learning before I was thinking, now that I think about it...lol.

The point I'd like to share here is that our ability to really play is dependent upon our ability to use resistance as a life road map....as the point of realising that resistance exists as a form of reaction so to speak, as an emotion/feeling/thought.

What I am saying is that, to enable ourselves the ability and opportunity to have free range within our self expression, is dependent upon our ability to face our accepted and allowed programming restraints/conditions that have been installed within on us throughout the years beginning at birth....and have been re-enforced throughout time without our really understanding what the fuck is going on.

I mean, if you have a look, in most instances you have a reaction, it's like an automatic response...that automatic response is the result of particular programmed conditioned acceptances and allowances as a reflection of and as self-defined judgement. Individualized as each persons programming is based on how we have related and reacted to stimuli/others within out environment.

Like if you consider the point that everyone is the director and the conductor of sound/energy and we are always emitting/admitting our expression as our acceptances and allowances, and we are out of tune...I mean we aren't tune within and as a harmonious union of what is pure awesome, than our sound is less than, as like a fraction of our actual potential, which is in fact a reflection of conflicted friction within ourselves...as like the mathematical division of a loss taking place.

So, imagine, everyone is a musical instrument broadcasting/playing/expressing sound all the time...like a constant resonance is taking place...and all the time....the resonance frequency is out of whack...like there's always some sort of distortion....I mean that's like a constant storm always brewing and getting worse....and we just keep perpetuating it....not realising and understanding that it is in fact the way we are accepting and allowing ourselves to exist that is creating a situation that just keeps getting worse.

I mean, if you have a look...it's like a generally slow destruction....with humans....well arguably faster and faster destruction...as if you examine human behaviour throughout history....it is clear that we are getting faster and faster at consuming ourselves/the planet.

You would think based upon our natural learning ability...as like ability to learn with an effortless ease...that we would just keep getting better and better.....not worse and worse...so to speak....I mean, look at most people when they die...it's because the body has failed....really old people look like zombies kind of...you know...it's like the skin is barely fastened on the body....I mean, so many old people in old age homes....where there totally fucked up...waiting to die basically...like so many various ailments...existing within a limited ability that has generally become more and more limited throughout time....I mean that's fucking brutal...

Could this brutality be because it's been collectively self-induced?

Meaning everyone is spewing garbage at one another?

Like our tuning has always been way off?

I mean, that we humans as a species of Life never got the message loud in clear in and as our sound expression?

So, our existence here in time has been our compression of consequence....as our sounds becoming more and more dense....condensed...as our con...as we have conned ourselves throughout time to believe anything but the truth of ourselves/reality?  Even going so far as to dismiss and diss as like to vomit with grotesque and dismissive language onto anyone who standsup amongst the disaster here, and is like hey, there's a problem here....kind of like Dorothy in the wizard of oz....trying to inform others of the message....take warning....precaution...we have a serious storm a brewing that isn't getting any better....onto we weather the perfect storm...as like recognizing/realising/understanding the consequences of our actions/reactions/acceptances and allowances....and take accountability as our self-responsibility in being the weatherman here as the determining factor of the nature of things...as we in fact are the things here...and when we do the accounting and count everything...1+1+1+1.....until we have added all the 1's together...forming a total of everyone/everything....as all of existence here....like the puzzle/equation/words/sounds/puzzle pieces of ourselves here....like the Mr Humpty Dumpty's who had a great fall from the brick wall of common sense understanding, forgetting and contaminating the basic elementary principles of a solid foundation of oneness and equality together forming the perfect sound formation as that which is always best and most triumphantly excellent because what is totally bodacious for You is totally bodacious for me as the enforcement practical living of the best insurance policy of giving what we like to receive. The epitome of the win/win equation/situation/experience/Life

OK, so my point of my sharing here today is to look at Ourselves here today within and as the words "director of the symphony"

Symphony=an elaborate musical composition for full orchestra, typically in four movements, at least one of which is traditionally in sonata form.

Sonata form=A form of a movement consisting of three sections, the exposition, the development, and recapitulation, often followed by a coda.

Exposition=A setting forth of meaning and intent. A statement or rhetorical discourse intended to give information about or an explanation of difficult material. An act or example of exposing.

Development=A significant event, occurrence or change.

Recapitulation=An act or instance of summarizing the main points of something. The repetition of an evolutionary or other process during development or growth.

Coda=The concluding passage of a piece of movement, typically an addition to the basic structure

Director=One that supervises, controls, or manages.

Conductors=Are made of materials that electricity can flow through easily. These materials are made up of atoms whose electrons can move away freely.


Note and Pro Tip: Self-Forgiveness is the point of structured creativity that enables self-direction and conduction of the symphony of harmonious balance in epic proportions. The giving You are are in assistance and support for.