Day 600 Certainty

CERTAINTY

CERTAIN


So,


I'm investigating with playing with the word "Certainty" and within and as the word "Certainty" I see the word "Certain" quite clearly as it is easily visible within and as the word "Certainty".


So,

I'm looking at how I can take on the word "Certainty" within myself as a point of practical living as a way to assist and support my self-expression here.


So,

I see and realize and understand how it is cool to be certain as a point of specificity within and as communication/self-expression here. I see and realize this to be a point of self-trust.


So,

I was looking at and questioning the nature of our World System here which is based in and around the ideas of uncertainty...as like there being unknown forces at play/work that can have potentially dire circumstances/consequences for the majority of beings within and as the World System here.


So,

It is ridiculously absurd to me, that it is generally accepted that the everyday functioning of our World System is based upon principled frame works of uncertainty...like making our total welfare up to chance...like a lottery of sorts where there is winners and losers....and well...what the fuck....I mean this is so ridiculously absurd...like really...that we can accept and allow ourselves to function within a global frame work of uncertainty as the consequence of our own doing...that we perpetuate certain problematic consequences that could otherwise be prevented with absolute certainty if we changed our prerogative from accepting and allowing uncertainty/doubt/fear within our-self here to that of self-trust/self-honesty/certainty as that which is best for Life.


So,

It becomes more and more apparent to me on a daily basis how I have in fact never really known with absolute certainty what is in fact always best for Life.


So,

This is quite certainly a seriously important situation and issue that require certain specific attention.


So,


I see/realize/understand that as I face my accepted and allowed doubt/uncertainty/fear within myself that I in fact enable/birth/grow my self-trust/self-honesty/self-reliability/self-sustainability/self-integrity/self-ingenuity/self-determination/self-worth as this becomes the fruit/bounty of as the labor of my self-forgiveness here.


So,

Would not it be cool to align the World System in accordance within and as the specific certainty of and as that which is best for all Life here?


So,


Can you see how self-forgiveness is in fact a starting point platform for sharing/expanding our fruit/bounty of and as the labor of self-forgiveness here.


So,

It is obviously so cool to me to harmonize our World System from and as the Starting point of Self-forgiveness. A giving for Self Here. Which in turn is also a Receiving for Self Here.


So,

Can you answer with absolute certainty, that, It is common sense that we should have a World System that is orchestrated from and as the Starting Point of "Forgiveness...Giving as We Like to Receive"?


So,


It is clear to me that as individuals we come together and form groups that reflect the common bond of our individuality here within and as the point of that which is best for all Life as/is within and as the starting point of Creation Here within and as Equality and Oneness.


So,

I am certain that as I continue to purify myself within and as the practical living of self-forgiveness as the who/how/why I am here....that I am in fact facilitating and orchestrating myself within and as a reflection of the World System here as my standing vote to and as what I practically assist and support Living Here.


So,


I am certain that this is the point of self-responsibility....the epitome of self-responsibility/self-direction within taking/giving care to cultivate a World System that in fact supports what is Best for all Life here.


For support within and as the political process that must unfold, I suggest studying an "Economists Journey to Life" and the, "Living Income Guaranteed".

Day 563 Self-Corrective Investigation

When and as I see myself faced with a point that is obviously fucked up, I stop and breathe, I self-reflect on the point of fuckedness and I direct myself in standing as the solution and self-correction for the fuckedness that exists as I realize and understand my personal self-responsibility to clean up all the fuckedness that exists within myself. I realize and understand that as I investigate all points of fuckedness within myself I am able to practically direct and facilitate solutions for external points of fuckedness I see within my shared reality here.

I commit myself to the process of self-investigation.

I commit myself to sharing myself-investigation here.

I realize and understand the practical necessity of sharing myself-investigation here.

I realize and understand the shame within fearing to expose myself-investigations here.

I commit myself to stop fearing to expose myself-investigations here.

When and as I see myself creating backchat within my mind, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the practical living necessity of investigating the nature of my backchat. I realize and understand that backchat reflects an accepted and allowed cognitive dissonance and is indicative of where manifested relationships of separation exist within myself. I realize and understand all manifested relationships of separation reflect a point where I have refused to give myself access to myself here as Life...and within this I have limited my ability to express myself as Life here. I realize and understand the necessity of granting myself access to every part of myself that I have suppressed within accepted and allowed separation as a result of choosing to not see my equality and oneness here.

I commit myself to investigating the scope of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to the starting point of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to practical living self-stability within and as the responsibility of self-direction as what is best for all Life here.

I realize and understand what is best for all Life here starts with myself.

I commit myself to what is best for Life.


To be Continued

Day 559 Practical Living Beyond Pursuit of Desire

I had some judgement come up within my mind today about why I am not further pursuing desires that are readily available to me. 

At the moment I am living in a world class ski resort community and I am fortunate in having a job that is a lot of fun. My job is skiing, specifically teaching people how to ski. I've been teaching 5 or 6 days a week. This week I had 2 days off from work...and the initial impulse is that I should go skiing...because that is what the majority of people do when they are not teaching...they just ski for themselves in their spare time. I've committed myself to working on other various projects, and within self-honesty I see that it is best if I take some time away from the ski hill. Taking the time away from the ski hill has got my backchat going in my mind as like questioning and doubting myself for taking the time to work on other things that go beyond the leisurely pursuits of skiing. It's funny how shit has come up in my mind to kind of justifying that I should capitalize on more skiing opportunities because it's instantly available to me without any monetary costs. The point comes up...why wouldn't I ski all day everyday if I am able and capable to. I see how this point justifies living in the pursuit of fulfilling desires when a person has the means and the opportunity to do so. I see and realize how there is much work to be done in sorting out our shared reality for the betterment of all Life here. I see and realize how if I do not discipline myself within and as the self-responsibility to committing myself to push myself within labored pursuits that support myself and all life here...than I am just wasting my time and disregarding what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having thought of justification within regards to focusing on desire and playing around within entertainment/recreation because I have basically unlimited access.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself responsibility within standing here as an example/question/answer/solution as what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having considered self imposed restraints upon increasing extra curricular activities that are in alignment with what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be tempted by desire to spend my free time skiing. I realize and understand that I am fortunate to be earning my wages working in a way that is fun and encourages myselfexpression here and that this gives me opportunity to immerse myself in further developing myself expression in other labored pursuits that would be to the benefit of all Life here...like for example working on my Desteni I Process Assignments, Doing Research for the Equal Life Foundation to support the development and growth of the Living Income Guaranteed, Blogging, Vlogging, Assisting and supporting the sharing of blogs and vlogs of other Destonians, watching and reading vlogs and blogs of fellow Destonians, Taking the time to give myself the support of listening to Eqafe Interviews, working on my Stand-Up Comedy and making the necessary preparations/plans so I can be effective and efficient in my business/entrepreneurial pursuits. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame within having chosen so many times in the past to neglect moving from within the starting point of what is best for all Life..as like choosing to chase after desire/entertainment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to be as disciplined as possible with my time here so that If I die at any given moment I have no regrets that I was not wasting even a second of my time lost within my mind in the pursuit of self-interest indulgences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for burdening myself with the shame and regret that exists within me as a result of seeing and realizing how much time has already been squandered within and as my participations within our shared reality here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being neglectful/wasteful/abusive of all Life here within choosing to spend my time focused on my individual desires as much as possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what a travesty to Life it is to spend the majority of one's time in the pursuit of self-interested indulgences/desires when there is so much injustice/suffering/abuse existent within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having existed within the mind set that as long as I care a little bit and want the problems of the world system to be corrected, that that is in fact enough and I can then be justified and validated according to my logical self-manipulation that I am doing enough to manifest practical living changes that are best for all Life Here. I realize and understand the shameful regret within believing that someone else will take self-responsibility for our shared reality when I have the opportunity to practically live this and I have moment where I resist and neglect moving myself as much as I am physically able and capable of doing so. I realize and understand I have this one Life here to do as much as I am physically able and capable of doing to assist and support the development of earth becoming a place of support for all Life here. I realize and understand myself responsibilities within the world system in and as the standing as the question/the answer/and the solution.

I commit myself to doing everything within my abilities and my capabilities to assist and support Life in all ways that are best for all Life here.

I commit myself to dedicating this one Life here to the labored work required in manifesting Heaven on Earth.

I commit myself to give up the preference for focusing on the pursuit of my every individual desire.

I commit myself to practical living what is best for Life.

I commit myself to the self-honesty required in standing as what is best for all Life Here.

I commit myself to moving as effectively and efficiently as possible in the Desteni I Process Pro.

I commit myself to blogging the 7 Year Journey to Life Daily.

I commit myself to Vlogging as a point of self-support within sharing common sense and practical living solutions that are best for all Life here.

I commit myself to living the communication of words as like seeds of awareness that will grow throughout existence in and as physical-expressions that support and assist what is best for Life.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the communication of words as like the living unity of of and as the Common Sense Come on Life Community Assistance and Support that is Always Best.

I commit myself to standing alone as all one and together with each being here standing alone as we all share this one Life here.

I commit myself to developing and enhancing my creativity in and as my abilities/capabilities to physically express myself here and to speak the message of Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to using Stand Up Comedy as Vehicle of assistance and support in exposing the tragic comedy that exists here as a result of and as our acceptances and allowance as humanity. Within this, I commit myself to providing self-direction as answers and solutions to effectively self-correcting the situations that exist within our shared reality.

I commit myself to working together with and as Life Here within self-solidarity, self-responsibility and self-accountability of and as what is best for all Life Here.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the purification and effective implementation of Vocabulary as the Living Words/Seeds of Life which facilitates and enables the expansion of physical self-expression here as that which is always best.

I commit myself to walking as part of the Desteni Group.

I commit myself to the self-honesty and self-trust within seeing/realizing/understanding how to practically walk the 7 year Journey to Life and Birth Myself as Life born from within and as physicality Here.

Day 552 Fundamental Human Rights by Equal Life Foundation

Check out the video link here to the video "Fundamental Human Rights" by Equal Life Foundation


1. The Right to Life

2. The right to Resources

3. The Right to Food

4. The Right to Water

5. The Right to Have a Home

6. The Right to Education

7. The Right to Work


It's interesting to see and realize that these human rights do not really exist at the moment. It's interesting to see that our laws are not developed and supported around these rights.

It is seeming quite obvious that it would be in the best interest of the human species to support Fundamental Human Rights by Equal Life Foundation.

Without a clear standing of fundamental human rights, how can any regard or dignity for Life/Earth exist?

Imagining the implementation of Fundamental Human Rights by Equal Life Foundation is pretty cool when one consider that to imagine this, is to realize and understand that this doesn't exists within our current shared reality and the profound awesomeness of such a giving and receiving of Life assistance and Support is like trying to imagine a color that doesn't yet exist. The potential for greatness within human relations is possible.

Establishing Fundamental Human Rights is a basic starting point for developing the potential of human existence here.

Without the implementation of Basic Fundamental Human Rights, we are insuring our demise.

Supporting Fundamental Human Rights by Equal Life Foundation is making a stand for the betterment of Humanity and all Life on Planet Earth.

Establishing Fundamental Human Rights insures the fortune, security and prosperity of future generations of Humans to come to Earth.

I stand as One Vote in and as Support of Fundamental Human Rights by Equal Life Foundation.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eT8Sfq-pF3Y

Day 546 Drama as a Guilty Pleasure

I was looking at the point of "Drama" this evening. I was looking at the definition of the word "Drama". I just started playing with the word Drama as I write here...Draw ma,,,Dr. am a. Stories...like a play out of events...shit happens unexpectedly...or what would appear unexpectedly...sequence of events...climatic and anti climatic...rising action and falling action...fictional tale...history and herstory.

I was looking as the point of Drama as a point of conflict.

I was also looking at Drama as a point of stimulation.

I was also looking at our shared reality as a seriously intense Drama.

I'm looking at the point of how I say Drama is a guilty pleasure. Why would this be the case? Well if we consider our reality as a seriously intense drama....and drama as a guilty pleasure....it can be deduced that our participation and acceptances and allowances here are perpetuated in this seriously intense Drama because we derive pleasure from abuse. This is obviously the point of a "guilty pleasure"

Why the fuck would I want to derive pleasure from abuse?

I was looking at the point of how the tv series and movies I often look to watch are drama's...like with lots of story line and character development. 

I see how I have made drama a guilty pleasure.

I will be continuing to investigate Drama in blogs to come

Stay tuned

Day 539 Making Sense of Assumption

I was faced with a couple of scenarios today where I temporarily mind fucked with making sense of an assumption. 1st scenario which happened more then once was while teaching skiing and the amount of times I had to educate a student about how to carry their ski's when heading to the gondola. I assumed that they would totally get it after a couple of times...or after a handful of times. What's ridiculous about this is that I was slightly irked that they didn't understand how to handle their equipment. I realized and further understood the point about a child's natural learning ability where sometimes a child learns things right away..or it takes a couple times of repetition...or some a few more....or some even many more....but eventually every one can get to the same point of understanding. I see I was slightly irked because I was inconsiderate of the person's learning ability. I judged them within making sense of the assumption that I believed they should have realized how they had been fucking up within miscarrying their ski equipment. This point is also reflective how I too do not always learn things right away and immediately incorporate the correction as realization and understanding of the lesson in question. Sometimes a point takes much repetition before the lesson is realized. I see here how I have harbored some judgement and frustration and irritation within myself by accepting and allowing myself to be irked by not understanding and realizing things as quickly as I would like to.  I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness in judging and reacting to my own or anyone's learning ability. 

Second scenario where I temporarily was irked was when I asked a friend for their phone number who I had talked to the other day. This particular friend was someone who I hadn't chatted with much in a long time...until just recently...and just the day before I told them that I had their phone number and I would give them a call. I was away from where I had written the phone number down...and had not put the number in my phone. I facebook messaged my friend on my phone asking what their number was...and they immediately respond..."i thought you said you already have it"....I reacted to this...like fuck this...fuck them...I'm not even going to bother giving them a call...why should I have to explain to them that I have it written down somewhere else....I was actually quite charged up energetically about the point for a moment....which is quite shameful and ridiculously absurd...I mean I see and realize here how I had a temporary moment of impatience which was just so extremely ridiculous. Thankfully, I breathed, realized and understand the point of patience and the ridiculousness of my immediate reaction....saw that I received a message with the phone number....called them ...and told them the little story about how I didn't have their number in my phone but that I had their number written in a notebook.

I notice how in this second scenario....I made sense of my own assumption within a split second of having a reaction....and it escalated myself into emotional instability temporarily where I was charged up energetically...because I made sense of an assumption...and this making of sense...was total non sense. I mean quite irrational. I see here how I also justified that I shouldn't have to explain myself. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of justifying impatience as like a form of administering a self inflicting dosage of electroshock. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame within making sense of a reactionary thought/feeling/emotion as reasoning to justify a course of action or inaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging an individual's natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being impatient with my natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to be impatient within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have electroshock myself within choosing to exist within the point of impatience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how many times I have made the decision to temporarily electroshock myself within making assumptions/judgments about things where I hold onto and create a particular friction/conflict and energetic charge within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being a real ass in making sense of assumptions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what an asshole I've been to others in making sense of assumptions about others as like a form of inflicted judgement within and through the veils of separation/cognitive dissonance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing myself to know what's going on within another being's mind. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the absurd ridiculousness of making sense of assumptions about what I believe another being is thinking/perceiving.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having limited my interaction with others as a result of making sense of assumptions I have accepted about other people as like what is going on within them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be irked within making sense about another's behaviour and forming a judgement about how I believe they should be behaving/functioning/operating.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being spiteful towards others within making sense of an assumption I form within my mind as a result of and as accepting and allowing myself to judge the being in and as separation of myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a cognitive dissonance to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how shameful it is to see the spitefulness that I have accepted and allowed to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having believed and assumed myself to be separate from the spitefulness that exists within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making sense within my mind where I am not really accountable and or responsible for any spiteful behaviour.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how shameful it is to delude myself from facing the spiteful nature that exists within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for being impatient with a student's learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how shameful it is to be impatient with a beings natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be so shameful within my mind of acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame that results from even temporarily reacting to another human being here within and as their individual process of self-realization and understanding.

When and as I see myself being irked within a moment, I stop and breathe, I realize the absurd ridiculousness of accepting and allowing myself to induce electroshock upon myself as a result of fueling a friction/conflicted energetic charge within myself as a form of cognitive dissonance.

When and as I see myself making sense of an assumption, I stop and breathe...I realize and understand the asshole mentality within making sense of an assumption as a shit head situation that can be avoided and prevented by taking self-responsibility and accountability for my own bullshit.

When and as I see myself considering to be impatient within a moment, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of choosing to be impatient. I see/realize and understand the practicality of patience.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to patience.

I commit myself to stop making sense of assumptions.

I commit myself to stop choosing to electroshock myself within fueling reactions.

I commit myself to stand as physical living life assistance and support.

I commit myself to changing myself for the betterment of myself as reflection of all Life here.

I commit myself to facilitate change within seeing and realizing the shame within what I have accepted and allowed that is not in the best interests of all Life from and as the principle of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to the principle law of existence as Equality and Oneness.

Day 514 Branding and Marketing Stigmatization

Continued from previous blogs. Quote here from initial blog on "branding and marketing":

"With the word Stigmatization coming up I reflect back to elementary school and I recall not getting invited to this girl's birthday party that was a boy/girl party in like grade 5 or 6 where pretty much every body in the grade at the school was invited but I wasn't invited because I had been exploring body parts with this particular girl a little while earlier...and the girl's mother found out and told my parents....and this was made to be this big deal and secret bad thing that wasn't to be talked about...and I was regarded as a bad apple/influence by the girl's mother...and thus I was outcasted from going to this boy/girl party where there would be things happening like spin the bottle and getting locked in the closet.   Anyways, I was kinda sad/disappointed about not being allowed to go to party...but I at that age accepted that I was the bad apple...and believed to understand why I couldn't go because the girls mom feared me as being a bad influence.

I see how I spawned the attitude from there that I am too cool, like too cool to be allowed to socialize with all my peers all the time because I'm such a strong influence...and a strong influence is an influence to be feared."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for marketing and branding stigmatization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stigmatize myself within spawning the attitude that I am too cool, like to cool to be allowed to socialize with all my peers all the time because I'm such a strong influence...and a strong influence is an influence to be feared.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding on to such fear within myself that I projected the image of superiority as a false front imagined belief to make believe reality as a result of being petrified of facing the actuality of my accepted and allowed physical reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to comfort myself and make myself feel good within an unpleasant situation of being outcasted by my peers.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to create comfort within myself through the belief of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from myself through the make belief of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for coping with disappointment within myself by creating a logical-self manipulation as my reasoned justifications of why things are happening the way they are.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing for justifying self-stigmatization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for subscribing to the belief and judgement of another.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make sense out of belief and judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to distort my perception of reality within making sense of things though judgement and belief.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how a memory that happened so early on within my Life could have had an influence on me up till today.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be a good influence within accepting and allowing myself to exist as a bad influence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as a bad influence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am a bad influence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for opting out of participation within particular activities from the perspective of I'm too cool to associate within that particular activity or environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining so many activities as less cool than me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people extensively for participation within activities that I don see as being cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people as like where there at and what they are doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for avoiding to look at myself and see what I am accepting and allowing that is not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto a friction within myself as a result of avoiding to correct the acceptances and allowances within myself that are not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto points within myself that are not cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating separation within myself as like conflicting my perception of cool as a result of accepted and allowed self-judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blocking myself access to really understanding the totality of myself as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to be cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deciding that I can't be cool all the time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fragmenting my coolness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making being cool a point of conditionality as like under only certain circumstances and contexts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing the unconditional expression of cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to censor myself as cool.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing that others will not be able to handle me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to handle myself within situations where I am required to stand within and as stability as the point/example of self-direction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing people not understanding my expression in particular moments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself expression in particular moments where I do not receive positive feedback and re-enforcement for my expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for assuming that no positive feedback for a particular situation is a form of negative feedback...as like believing that saying nothing is worse than saying something...saying nothing is like the worst review/feedback possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging no feedback on particular situations as like a form of receiving extensive negative judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to receive lots of positive feedback from my peers.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking for positive feedback and re-enforcement of my particular expressions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking offense to not receiving feedback on my particular expressions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing negative judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing negative feedback/criticism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing no criticism as being worse than any publicly expressed negative criticism and or judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire negative criticism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good when I receive positive criticism and bad when I receive negative or no criticism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being dependent upon others for self-validation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing my worthiness is determined by the attention I get from others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting high off of receiving attention.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for experiencing a low off of receiving little attention.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing within low experiences and trying to get and remain in a high energetic experience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being an energy whore within experiences as like always trying to channel a particular experience and making something more out of a particular physical moment of expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing moments of physical self-expression within creating definitions of self-judgement within particular moments...as like having a particular reaction within a moment which can exist within and as the form of a thought that comes up within my mind, and or a feeling or emotion that comes up within me...whether it seems to be triggered by a thought...or it comes up as a result of me being triggered by something within my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be triggered by things within my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extensive amount of assistance and support I have within my environment within seeing and realizing the triggers that exist within my environment are in fact the teachers here to support me in facing myself...as every point that triggers activity/reaction within my consciousness is a gifted opportunity for me to see the point of accepted and allowed manifested separation within myself as like a point of self-suppression...and that I can correct the situation in the moment...and piece myself back together as a point of expanding myself awareness here as like a point of increasing my presence/life force essence as my ability to exist here within and as physicality.




To Be Continued

Day 511 Branding and Marketing Part 3

In the initial blog I wrote entitled, "Branding and Marketing", I said,

"When I was quite young I regarded name brands as quite cool, as like there being a certain prestige the goes along with supporting a name brand. Then as I got older it was more about refining my brands, like only supporting the best quality brands in quality and craftsmanship...and having the high end products within the brand line.  Also though I kind of developed a rebellious attitude towards 'name brands' as like being a point of evil and being a conformist, and as a result of perpetuating the injustices that exist because you know, big name brands are all about profit...and within this I started thinking more and more about the injustices within labor exploitation, and also about logo's, thinking that it is not cool to be labelled with logo's...like I basically went the opposite way that I had before...where I was kind of taking the attitude I don't give a shit about labels and brand names...like being like I'll wear whatever."  

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging myself for taking on the attitude of only supporting the the brands in the best quality and craftsmanship.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging inferior brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging people who were wearing inferior brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to brand myself with an heir of superiority.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be regarded as superior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for regarding myself as inferior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking on the attitude of rebellion towards name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being angry at high end name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting blame towards profitable name brands as like being more evil than less profitable name brands because they were making more money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being frustrated with the integrity of company brands within the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of highly successful brand names companies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto spite towards successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting spite onto others who were wearing successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting to successful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict within myself between successful and unsuccessful name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself frustrated emotionally with the inhumane labor practices of name brand companies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting anger and blame outside of myself at the world for the fact slave labor sweatshops is the reality of of big business.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to define and identify myself with particular brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for feeling guilty and remorseful for having identified myself with particular name brands that have been known to provide workers with unfavorable working conditions and very low wages.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching prestige to particular logos

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging logos

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring particular logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to face the reality of what the logos represented but just wanted to focus on the prestige that has been marketed around and about particular logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having identified myself as name brand loyalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having identified myself as anti name brand loyalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe and think it is cool to wear popular name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing and thinking it is uncool to wear known brands and logos.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to wear less know brands and logos and within this believing that it is more hip and cool to wear brands and logos that are less known about.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking myself to be original and creative by seeking out clothes that are made by companies that I had never heard about before.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to wear clothing that no one else has.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for talking shit brands and logo's.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a marketing and branding war within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating positive feelings of righteous superiority within wearing popular expensive name brands.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to be regarded as royalty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging clothing and equipment based upon the brand name as opposed to the actual structural integrity of the product.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how the entire economic system perpetuates abuse and disregard for human labor.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for attaching positive energies towards acquiring popular name brand products.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good within buying popular name brand products.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting favorable working conditions for laborers within companies.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the elimination of exploitation of human labor.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the eradication of slave labor.

I commit myself to exposing the necessity for implementing a 'Living Income Guaranteed' as a practical living solution for the eradication of poverty.

I commit myself to further educating myself about effective company branding and marketing.

I commit myself to let go of all jealousy towards the owners of highly successful companies.

I commit myself to stop desiring to be wealthy.

I commit myself to accepting myself as wealthy.

I commit myself to growing my wealth and utilizing my wealth to influence changes that are best for all Life.

I commit myself to giving money in support of the Equal Life Foundation.