Day 759 - What Word is Synonymous with, "The Mother of all Fuckup's?"

 


ASSUME


ASSUME - is so much so the mother of all fuckup's

So much bullshit, as unnecessary consequence is created through the participation within and as the relationship to the word "ASSUME".

To put assume loosely is a guessing game of sorts.

In many instances Assume can take the role responsibility of abdication of labor....as the avoidance of making an inquiry into the actual truth of a matter.  A slippery slope within this...is to logically justify one's very own assumptions.  Which is a 'making sense of a sort of non-sense....making none sense real....I am that is really consequentially in and of it self.

If we have a moment of self-reflection here as the status of our collective shared reality, there is a lot of assumption at play.....because so much so the pillar systems that makeup the rules/laws of our functioning of our overall global society here is a making sense of non-sense.

So much so to participate in assumption and the making of sense of things is to believe into a lie to see if it can work...which is very questionable in and of itself...as like to make a lie work....I mean talk about the art of a con.  Making a lie real through the acceptance into and as the assumption and making sense of things.

I see also there is a sort of apathy about this here....because it's like justifying that it is not relevant to really know, because one has subscribed to the notion that it seems to make sense...or buys into it further with a strong conviction of believing it to make sense.  Whatever the point it.


Initially when I started writing my blog posts in relation to ASSUME/ASSUMPTION....I wanted to make sense of the words in a way that is not commonly perceived...I was curious to see if I could see something else within and as ASSUME/ASSUMPTION, that I was missing all Along...and that maybe there is some practical benefit/use within and as the word ASSUME/ASSUMPTION.

Ironically, what i ended up doing was sort of twisting my perception about the core point of the word as a speculative point and sort of superimposing the practical benefits to making assumptions when trying to figure something out....as like the guessing game.
Though I do see a bit of a distinct difference here from a sort of guessing game of trial and error and the the use of the word assume/assumption....because i see a guessing game of sorts as a point to actually get to the truth of a matter....where an assumption is often more aligned within the point of make believing that particular assumption to be the truth of the matter based upon degrees of speculative logic.

The irony of participating within assumption is that it as as sort of appearance of avoidance of investigation / labor.....but what in fact exists within assume/assumption is the labor of living a lie....the art of deception if you will.  Because it is a sort of deliberate avoidance to actually look into things further when and as there is potential to do so...so it's like holding onto this weight onto oneself as s believed necessity when the very point itself is not being question...and it's right there with you the whole time.

Another angle of assumption is to utilize assumption as a way to create particular energetic experiences for oneself...whether positive or negative....as a sort of propping oneself up or down in a particular matter as a result of laboring the ink of thinking down a rabbit hold of assumption about something..this showcases a sort of mental masturbation that doesn't really serve and practical purpose.

Though the point of Assume within and and as a sort of Hypothesis....as like a looking point....like assume this....than this happens.....i mean that is a sort of consideration point....but it is not really a living/deliberate holding onto of assumption about things...that is more a point of considering/accounting for future possible playouts as the work/play neccessary in and as a sort of responsibile way.

Generally with regards to the point of Assume/assumption, i think it is good practice to avoid automatically accepting and allowing assumptions as points of definition about oneself/others from moment to moment....because it's unnecessary  labored ink on the canvas of life if you will....that is just kind of making a mess as the writing on the wall....because it is not really so much so directive as it is more so leaning on the reactive reaction playout of just making sense of things from a mind conflicted perspective of dissonance that perpetuates a conflicted consequential playout of disastrous proportions.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I would go into the point of making sense of assumptions as a reactionary playout to reading information in my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I made habbit of makkng sense of things through the logical justification of assumption without really knowing for sure...but believing to know as placing faith within and as my assumption as my make believe reality that in so many instances...I forgot I even made sense of.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the labored effort within and as making sense of nonsense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of ridiculousness that exists within and as the assumption / making sense of non-sense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having in many instances assumed Learning to be the making sense of things here....When in fact there is a distinct difference between making sense of things here and the common sense truth of the matters here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which i placed faith and trust within my mind to sort of automate the making of sense of things based upon my foundation of beliefs/biases/information....and within this...not really considering if there is in fact any efficiencies in the foundation of my basis here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have created and contributed directly and indirectly to the creation of chaos in our shared reality as the result of participating in and as assumptions as the making sense of non sense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-deception within and as ASSUME/ASSUMPTION as a point of self-interest that is a sort of harbored/labored play to perpetuation a sort of feeling/emotion indoctrination type experience about something.


When and as I see myself automatically making sense of something as like going into the assumption about something I don't in fact know, I stop and breath, I see and realize the ridiculousness of making sense out of non sense. I commit myself to stop making wanting/desiring to make sense of non-sensical points as a sort of mind justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to define/limit myself and others within and as the point of assuming and making assumptions about things...as a sort of believed in peace of mind experience I believe I am creating as a sort of religion of self.

I commit myself to stop self-sabotaging myself within and as the word Assume/Assumption by making sense of not sense and creating storylines of make believe to support a particular conflictual bias that exists within me that is being reflected as a point of dissonance that i am required to remediate as a practical forgive and forget.

I commit myself to share insight into and as the ridiculousness of assume and assumption.

I commit myself to showcase the consequence of particiapting within and as assumption.

I commit myself to move from assumption to practical investigate queries.  I realize that in many instances, all that is neccessary for me to do is stop participating in and as the reactionary assume/assumption energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the energy of and as sort of self-righteous inferiority masked/draped in a veil of superiority as the general makeup of and as Assumption and when one deliberately participation's in the reactionary energy playout of going into ASSUME....about whatever the particulars of the information are in fact.

I commit myself to expose the bullshit that is manufactured deception through the art of deception within and as the logical justification of making sense of things that are otherwise non-sense in and as a sort of forced effort to simulate a knowing experience.

I commit myself to stopping to participate in shit...bullshit...consequence ...as participating in and as assumptions about things in my world here.

I realize and understand the consequence of assumption...and I see practical value in stopping all participation in and as the habbit of making assumptions about things here...as the self-deception of making sense of things here.

I do realize that the phrase "making sense" or the question, "make sense?" is somewhat synonymous with the learning process of seeing new points/dimensions of things here.  I see realize and understand the practical contexts of makes sense and common sense...and the self-sabotage within surperimposing a making sense of otherwise nonsense.
I realize there is so many dimensions to the structured relationship beginnings of words here.

I commit myself to specificity in and as my world relationship expressions here as my work and play creation.

Day 758 - Ass You Me Mix Up's

Maybe you have heard the saying:  "when you ASSUME, You make an Ass out of You and Me".

First of All, an Ass kind of looks like a Heart.....So is this Love...the symbol of love..you know the heart...the thing that looks like an Ass that Cupid is shooting an arrow into?

When we look at a real heart as the picture of the human body, it doesn't look like the Ass of You and Me as the Love Butt

I bring up the point of Assume...as like the cupid in the arrow shooting butts here, because I have recently encountered instances where I would assume yes and assume no...and within this I know I'm making a guess of sorts...and in both instances i was faced with shit from the other i was encountering about how I shouldn't assume....

I found this to be somewhat peculiar...because to a certain extent in being a detective/investigator here...you have to do some guess work...you know...see what works and what does not....and the only way to know for sure is to hypothesize and see...as the test it out experimentation of trial and error. And i mean, obviously there is some cautionary considerations when conducting such research...I mean 'practicality' is a word worthy of much attention....because...as the cause be Here as ourselves and it is to be cautious within and as the investigation of ourselves here... so as to avoid/prevent unnecessary consequence...yet at the same time it's to not to tippy toe around when your walking about...because that's not necessarily the best use of your feet when and as your walking....

Though maybe if you don't know what you are walking on maybe a tippy toe is appropriate....or a firm push of the foot...both have their place...

A point I ironically enough assumed made sense...was the logic and rational about "assume"...as to never assume. I see some more context required here....because..

 To Be Continued...

Day 539 Making Sense of Assumption

I was faced with a couple of scenarios today where I temporarily mind fucked with making sense of an assumption. 1st scenario which happened more then once was while teaching skiing and the amount of times I had to educate a student about how to carry their ski's when heading to the gondola. I assumed that they would totally get it after a couple of times...or after a handful of times. What's ridiculous about this is that I was slightly irked that they didn't understand how to handle their equipment. I realized and further understood the point about a child's natural learning ability where sometimes a child learns things right away..or it takes a couple times of repetition...or some a few more....or some even many more....but eventually every one can get to the same point of understanding. I see I was slightly irked because I was inconsiderate of the person's learning ability. I judged them within making sense of the assumption that I believed they should have realized how they had been fucking up within miscarrying their ski equipment. This point is also reflective how I too do not always learn things right away and immediately incorporate the correction as realization and understanding of the lesson in question. Sometimes a point takes much repetition before the lesson is realized. I see here how I have harbored some judgement and frustration and irritation within myself by accepting and allowing myself to be irked by not understanding and realizing things as quickly as I would like to.  I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness in judging and reacting to my own or anyone's learning ability. 

Second scenario where I temporarily was irked was when I asked a friend for their phone number who I had talked to the other day. This particular friend was someone who I hadn't chatted with much in a long time...until just recently...and just the day before I told them that I had their phone number and I would give them a call. I was away from where I had written the phone number down...and had not put the number in my phone. I facebook messaged my friend on my phone asking what their number was...and they immediately respond..."i thought you said you already have it"....I reacted to this...like fuck this...fuck them...I'm not even going to bother giving them a call...why should I have to explain to them that I have it written down somewhere else....I was actually quite charged up energetically about the point for a moment....which is quite shameful and ridiculously absurd...I mean I see and realize here how I had a temporary moment of impatience which was just so extremely ridiculous. Thankfully, I breathed, realized and understand the point of patience and the ridiculousness of my immediate reaction....saw that I received a message with the phone number....called them ...and told them the little story about how I didn't have their number in my phone but that I had their number written in a notebook.

I notice how in this second scenario....I made sense of my own assumption within a split second of having a reaction....and it escalated myself into emotional instability temporarily where I was charged up energetically...because I made sense of an assumption...and this making of sense...was total non sense. I mean quite irrational. I see here how I also justified that I shouldn't have to explain myself. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of justifying impatience as like a form of administering a self inflicting dosage of electroshock. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame within making sense of a reactionary thought/feeling/emotion as reasoning to justify a course of action or inaction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging an individual's natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being impatient with my natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to be impatient within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have electroshock myself within choosing to exist within the point of impatience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how many times I have made the decision to temporarily electroshock myself within making assumptions/judgments about things where I hold onto and create a particular friction/conflict and energetic charge within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being a real ass in making sense of assumptions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what an asshole I've been to others in making sense of assumptions about others as like a form of inflicted judgement within and through the veils of separation/cognitive dissonance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing myself to know what's going on within another being's mind. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the absurd ridiculousness of making sense of assumptions about what I believe another being is thinking/perceiving.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having limited my interaction with others as a result of making sense of assumptions I have accepted about other people as like what is going on within them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be irked within making sense about another's behaviour and forming a judgement about how I believe they should be behaving/functioning/operating.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being spiteful towards others within making sense of an assumption I form within my mind as a result of and as accepting and allowing myself to judge the being in and as separation of myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a cognitive dissonance to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how shameful it is to see the spitefulness that I have accepted and allowed to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having believed and assumed myself to be separate from the spitefulness that exists within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making sense within my mind where I am not really accountable and or responsible for any spiteful behaviour.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how shameful it is to delude myself from facing the spiteful nature that exists within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for being impatient with a student's learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how shameful it is to be impatient with a beings natural learning ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be so shameful within my mind of acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame that results from even temporarily reacting to another human being here within and as their individual process of self-realization and understanding.

When and as I see myself being irked within a moment, I stop and breathe, I realize the absurd ridiculousness of accepting and allowing myself to induce electroshock upon myself as a result of fueling a friction/conflicted energetic charge within myself as a form of cognitive dissonance.

When and as I see myself making sense of an assumption, I stop and breathe...I realize and understand the asshole mentality within making sense of an assumption as a shit head situation that can be avoided and prevented by taking self-responsibility and accountability for my own bullshit.

When and as I see myself considering to be impatient within a moment, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of choosing to be impatient. I see/realize and understand the practicality of patience.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the natural learning ability.

I commit myself to patience.

I commit myself to stop making sense of assumptions.

I commit myself to stop choosing to electroshock myself within fueling reactions.

I commit myself to stand as physical living life assistance and support.

I commit myself to changing myself for the betterment of myself as reflection of all Life here.

I commit myself to facilitate change within seeing and realizing the shame within what I have accepted and allowed that is not in the best interests of all Life from and as the principle of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to the principle law of existence as Equality and Oneness.