SO today i had thoughts of i should just call in sick so i
don’t have to go to work...i pushed through resistance as like the thoughts of
giving in to train of thoughts saying get out of going to work so i can go back
to sleep...and that at work there wasn’t very much work for me to do so i had
thoughts about going into a back room and hiding out for a few hrs and taking a
nap...however i let go of thoughts and did the little bit of work that was
required and made myself available as a point of assistance for any other
potential work/labour.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
dwelling within possession of thoughts as like connected to emotion that i want
to alleviate by believing that I should act out train of thought as like
emotional back chat as like self imposed limitation/suppression.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having
dwelled within emotion as like entertaining/indulging in emotional back chat as
like uncertainty of whether or not to give into suppression as like self
imposed temptation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get
emotionally possessed by thoughts and to remain stuck for a few moments or
several moments within and like a statue as holding onto sound resonance of
emotional backchat.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not
living the realisation of and as knowing the stupidity and absurdity of
accepting and allowing emotional back chat possession for even one moment.
I realise the stupidity and absurdity of indulging and
entertaining emotional back chat.
I realise myself direction comes from me recognising
emotional backchat possession as like consequential outflow of past acceptances
and allowances and that simply stopping participation of thoughts as like
emotional backchat enables me as like power as will as self directive movement
in choosing to let go of self imposed
limitations as like self suppressions.
I realise that pushing through ressitance as like letting go
of emotional backchat as thoughts enables me to be present in the moment as
like self responsibility to live what is best for all to the best of my abilities
by applying.executing practical living as common sense simplistic principled
application as like to keep it simple as living easy without self compromise as
like I am labourer that labours equality and oneness within myself as I self
correct separation from and and as equality and oneness.
I realise I am capable of directing myself here as what is
best for all in every moment.
I realise that pushing through resistance by chooising to
let go of possession as like being stoned as emotional back chat as like being
taking for a ride as train of thought based in and as emotional reaction.
When and as I see myself thinking and contemplating wheter
or not to give into tmeptaion as emotional self suppression as like giving up
on myself...I stop and I breathe and I realise myself as self directed will to
live as what is best for all from and as the principle of equality and oneness.
I commit myself to expose and stop emotional backchat within
myself as self directed will to live as equality and oneness as awesomeness.
I commit myself to make jokes as a point of practical
support in assistance in establishing practical living applications to let go
of emotional back chat possessions by feeding/exposing/planting a seed of
understanding/realisation of and as the ridiculousness as absurdity and
stupidity as accepting and allowing oneself to be stuck within and as reaction
as emotional backchat possession.
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