Day 562 Starting Point of 'Investigate'

In a way we are always here as investigative detectives. What is interesting about this perspective is that even though we are always here within and as investigative detectives...our effectiveness existing as the best investigative detectives is compromised and suppressed when and as our starting point is not clearly aligned within and as the starting point of Oneness and Equality.

The starting point of 'Investigate' became clear to me today as I was faced with challenging work related circumstances and I allowed myself to form some personal self-righteous judgments and take the challenging work related circumstances personally. Within this, the point of self-reflection is required. Within and as the principle of Oneness and Equality, self-reflection is always here. 

It's interesting to see how we can compromise being the best investigative detectives within taking things personally and not wanting to question why particular things become so challenging for ourselves. Like for instance the particular challenges I was faced with was primarily within my ability to place myself within and as the shoes of others. I created such difficulty for myself as a result of clinging to particular biased/judgement/assumptions/beliefs/opinions that really hindered my physical well being...and within this I was missing the pertinent points/opportunities/clues/gifts that were available here for me to see. What's interesting about this is that as a result of automatically creating these biased judgments/assumptions/beliefs/opinions...I was blocking myself from having access to myself-investigation/education here. Consequently, I allowed myself to accumulate stress as a result of perpetuating thought within my mind to support the initial biased judgments/assumptions/beliefs/opinions I formed as like automatic reactions within beginning this particular work assignment.

The points in particular the opened up that I was resistant to see within myself, related to parents catering to children's desires and children just wanting to have their way no matter what. Also the point of self-entitlement/self-regard...and not realizing how I was being triggered by this point.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how if I let even one moment of automated backchat within my mind be accepted and allowed within myself without further investigation, that the backchat will continue to accumulate and build so that I am able to see it in a bigger manifested presentation of consequence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I created 'challenging circumstances for myself' as a result of my inability to effectively self-reflect upon the nature of my backchat within moments while working. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having just wanted to shutdown and go to sleep as like to re-set my mind and forget about the points I faced within my day today that require further investigation so that I can re-align myself from and as the starting point of Equality and Oneness and and prevent myself from ever perpetuating a similar instance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking personally what I see and within this utilize this as my self-righteous bias to feel validated in forming and perpetuating automated backchat about the particular circumstances I am witnessing and participating within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to realize and understand the mind processes I am witnessing and participating within in any give moment. I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how my mind is the point of self-reflection for me to see what and how I have polarized my physical well being here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to face the point of myself as a child being spoiled within my parents catering to my every desire...or almost every desire.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being irritated/frustrated and annoyed in seeing children being persistent in doing everything they can to get there way within fulfilling their individula desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame that exists within me as a result of seeing and realizing how ruthless I have existed within primarily focusing myself here on the obtainment of my momentary desires while totally disregarding everything else within my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting angry/irritated/frustrated and annoyed with facing the nasty acceptances and allowances that have existed within myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abusing myself within playing out the self-automated defense coping systems for not wanting to face the nasty acceptances and allowances that have existed within myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a self-automated defense coping systems for not wanting to face the nasty accpetances and allowances that exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the scope of irony that exists within creating self-automated defensive coping systems within myself. I realize and understand how I have perpetuated that which I have resisted and fighted against...and within this if anything have only ever validated the nasty acceptances and allowances that exist within myself within accepting and allowing myself to passively accept and allow myself to play out and perpetuated automated backchat as the automated defense coping system.

I realize and understand my effectiveness in my ability to physically express myself here in and as the standing of what is best for all life within and as the principle of Oneness and Equality is a breath by breathaccumulation....because it is is in each moment of breath that I make the decision of what I accept and allow to exist within myself. I realize and understand myself-responsibility within witnessing self-automated backchat within myself to investigate the origins through the process of self-investigation. I realize and understand that self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements are required in these particular incidences. I realize and understand backchat is like an accident/incident that is happening within my mind and that is my self-responsibility to investigate and report the accident/incidents...as I realize it is myself-responsibility to prevent the accident/incident from perpetuating into a more sever problem and situation...and within taking self-responsibility for myself in the moment...I revive myself here as Life...bit by bit...piece by piece....breath by breath...as I realize I am in the midst of an ongoing process/investigation of self-realization as I walk the journey to life in and as the purification of the law of my being here as Equality and Oneness.

To Be Continued

Day 561 'Investigate'

 So I started to look at the word plays that exist within the word 'investigate'. I didn't have any real expectations about how many words I would find. As I started to investigate the word investigate, I was surprised that I continuously was seeing more and more word plays. I've played with words before and and many times there has not been so many words continuously being visible to me. Somewhat ironic that there is so many words to investigate that exist within playing with the letter makeup of 'investigate'. This really does exemplify the point of doing a thorough investigation. I mean like it's an ongoing thing in a way that is continuously monitored/surveillanced until there is certainty on the point...and even then when everything is believed to be known about the investigation...it's possible that new evidence can surface...like it was there the whole time...but it went undetected as it was not seen or realized...which poses the question, if we only know what we know...and we realize we only know what we know...what if we didn't know that we ever knew anything...and in a way if nobody knows anything than..well that's a serious like what the fuck situation...because 'know' is to realize and understand what it means to be a wonk...which is someone who is studious and hard working and takes an excessive interest in the minor details of political policy. What I am showing here is that to investigate a person is accumulating the knowledge that is here to know...and the knowledge is always here...it's within the accumulation and how we can effectively put the accumulation of fact into application that are best for all Life. Like the fact of the matters here on planet earth for example reflect that there is a serious lack of wonk going on because each person here reflects the representation of our political process as how we have politicized our self suppression as all life here...due to our lack of investigation....which has resulted from our inability to really look and question what is existing here and ask questions within looking at what is here. It is really quite simple when you consider that all that is required for our world to be effectively ordered/organized in ways that are best for everyone here would be to actually look and see everything here...and make the best placement assessments as how we can best support everything here. This can obviously be done through asking lots of questions about things.

it's interesting how the little things make all the difference. Like for instance I re-read my previous blog post before writing this one...and I re-read the blog immediately after I had wrote out a whole bunch of word plays for the word 'investigate'. What I am illustrating here is that upon re-reading my previous blog, I made a few minor spelling and grammar adjustment and the way the blog reads is now opening up more dimensions to see. What's interesting about this is that the adjustments were relatively minor as there was a couple of word adjustments...and some punctuation changes. Though everything that is quite minor is really also quite major from the perspective of oneness and equality and the fact that each part is a contributing part to the whole...and within this, the understanding exists here that every role played here is one and equal in being a role played here.Polarity can be quite the mind fuck when trying to get to clarity on something...as like deciphering sides...though it's kind of funny to look at deciphering sides...because if you rub away both sides...what are you left with?...Nothing...what's in the middle/inside of 2 sides...well when the sides are gone there is nothing left in the inside because the siding is gone and now all is in the outside...as like the inside and the outside become harmonized...as like the walls of division become removed and we are able to see and realize our own opposition...and when there is no more barriers/gates blocking out our opposition...all of a sudden there is no more polarity war of conflict friction as like all the rubbing has been rubbed out...as like no more need to mental masturbate...

Investigate what is here and see clear.

Much to investigate here...


This blog on my process of the word "investigate continues"

I Implore You to Investigate!


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Day 560 How to Investigate!

Investigate. 

Invest-I-Gate

If you look at the word investigate within the word you can see the expression of support in assisting you to understand how to Investigate.

Start by looking at all the ways in which you can see words within the word investigate. Investigate the sounding of the word Investigate.

What do you see within your investigation of the word investigate. Look at what You see. Examine what you see. Investigate what you see. How do you investigate what your investigating. Investigating an investigation?

In my next blog post I will continue within the sharing of the word discoveries within investigate and the insight and practical living support that can be garnered from realizing and understanding what is always here within and as the living word investigate.

When investigating it is important to not judge the investigation because this is compromising to the investigation. There is a tendency to define the investigation before the investigation has been totally examined. This type of behaviour is quite peculiar when you consider trying to summarize history without investigating all the events of history. Obviously there is going to be gaps and holes in the story.

So remember, when investigating, realize, it is all about the questions...because it is with our questions that we are able to take steps within the investigation as the communication that produces the solution and answers to the problem that originated within our question(s). Interesting how our ability to investigate effectively is hindered when you judge our potential questions before continuing our investigation in asking our questions without hesitation as the practical living means necessary to effectively and efficiently gather the evidence.

I implore  that you question the word 'Investigate' and see and realize what type of investment opportunity exists within and as our ability to Investigate.

Questions:

If you investigate all things, Is it not obvious that You will Keep what is good and Discard the rest? Is this not how one check's their email?

Do You See and Realize How Our Reality Here is a Self-Reflection of and as Our Ability to Investigate?

To Be Continued

Day 559 Practical Living Beyond Pursuit of Desire

I had some judgement come up within my mind today about why I am not further pursuing desires that are readily available to me. 

At the moment I am living in a world class ski resort community and I am fortunate in having a job that is a lot of fun. My job is skiing, specifically teaching people how to ski. I've been teaching 5 or 6 days a week. This week I had 2 days off from work...and the initial impulse is that I should go skiing...because that is what the majority of people do when they are not teaching...they just ski for themselves in their spare time. I've committed myself to working on other various projects, and within self-honesty I see that it is best if I take some time away from the ski hill. Taking the time away from the ski hill has got my backchat going in my mind as like questioning and doubting myself for taking the time to work on other things that go beyond the leisurely pursuits of skiing. It's funny how shit has come up in my mind to kind of justifying that I should capitalize on more skiing opportunities because it's instantly available to me without any monetary costs. The point comes up...why wouldn't I ski all day everyday if I am able and capable to. I see how this point justifies living in the pursuit of fulfilling desires when a person has the means and the opportunity to do so. I see and realize how there is much work to be done in sorting out our shared reality for the betterment of all Life here. I see and realize how if I do not discipline myself within and as the self-responsibility to committing myself to push myself within labored pursuits that support myself and all life here...than I am just wasting my time and disregarding what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having thought of justification within regards to focusing on desire and playing around within entertainment/recreation because I have basically unlimited access.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself responsibility within standing here as an example/question/answer/solution as what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having considered self imposed restraints upon increasing extra curricular activities that are in alignment with what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be tempted by desire to spend my free time skiing. I realize and understand that I am fortunate to be earning my wages working in a way that is fun and encourages myselfexpression here and that this gives me opportunity to immerse myself in further developing myself expression in other labored pursuits that would be to the benefit of all Life here...like for example working on my Desteni I Process Assignments, Doing Research for the Equal Life Foundation to support the development and growth of the Living Income Guaranteed, Blogging, Vlogging, Assisting and supporting the sharing of blogs and vlogs of other Destonians, watching and reading vlogs and blogs of fellow Destonians, Taking the time to give myself the support of listening to Eqafe Interviews, working on my Stand-Up Comedy and making the necessary preparations/plans so I can be effective and efficient in my business/entrepreneurial pursuits. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame within having chosen so many times in the past to neglect moving from within the starting point of what is best for all Life..as like choosing to chase after desire/entertainment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to be as disciplined as possible with my time here so that If I die at any given moment I have no regrets that I was not wasting even a second of my time lost within my mind in the pursuit of self-interest indulgences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for burdening myself with the shame and regret that exists within me as a result of seeing and realizing how much time has already been squandered within and as my participations within our shared reality here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being neglectful/wasteful/abusive of all Life here within choosing to spend my time focused on my individual desires as much as possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what a travesty to Life it is to spend the majority of one's time in the pursuit of self-interested indulgences/desires when there is so much injustice/suffering/abuse existent within our shared reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having existed within the mind set that as long as I care a little bit and want the problems of the world system to be corrected, that that is in fact enough and I can then be justified and validated according to my logical self-manipulation that I am doing enough to manifest practical living changes that are best for all Life Here. I realize and understand the shameful regret within believing that someone else will take self-responsibility for our shared reality when I have the opportunity to practically live this and I have moment where I resist and neglect moving myself as much as I am physically able and capable of doing so. I realize and understand I have this one Life here to do as much as I am physically able and capable of doing to assist and support the development of earth becoming a place of support for all Life here. I realize and understand myself responsibilities within the world system in and as the standing as the question/the answer/and the solution.

I commit myself to doing everything within my abilities and my capabilities to assist and support Life in all ways that are best for all Life here.

I commit myself to dedicating this one Life here to the labored work required in manifesting Heaven on Earth.

I commit myself to give up the preference for focusing on the pursuit of my every individual desire.

I commit myself to practical living what is best for Life.

I commit myself to the self-honesty required in standing as what is best for all Life Here.

I commit myself to moving as effectively and efficiently as possible in the Desteni I Process Pro.

I commit myself to blogging the 7 Year Journey to Life Daily.

I commit myself to Vlogging as a point of self-support within sharing common sense and practical living solutions that are best for all Life here.

I commit myself to living the communication of words as like seeds of awareness that will grow throughout existence in and as physical-expressions that support and assist what is best for Life.

I commit myself to realizing and understanding the communication of words as like the living unity of of and as the Common Sense Come on Life Community Assistance and Support that is Always Best.

I commit myself to standing alone as all one and together with each being here standing alone as we all share this one Life here.

I commit myself to developing and enhancing my creativity in and as my abilities/capabilities to physically express myself here and to speak the message of Oneness and Equality.

I commit myself to using Stand Up Comedy as Vehicle of assistance and support in exposing the tragic comedy that exists here as a result of and as our acceptances and allowance as humanity. Within this, I commit myself to providing self-direction as answers and solutions to effectively self-correcting the situations that exist within our shared reality.

I commit myself to working together with and as Life Here within self-solidarity, self-responsibility and self-accountability of and as what is best for all Life Here.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting the purification and effective implementation of Vocabulary as the Living Words/Seeds of Life which facilitates and enables the expansion of physical self-expression here as that which is always best.

I commit myself to walking as part of the Desteni Group.

I commit myself to the self-honesty and self-trust within seeing/realizing/understanding how to practically walk the 7 year Journey to Life and Birth Myself as Life born from within and as physicality Here.

Day 558 Facing Myself In My Dream

So the point came up within my dream this morning where I was faced with seeing an individual who I knew who was causing havoc for another individual that I knew. The individual who was bothered by the havoc beingcaused was trying to discourage and scare the being into stopping to participate in their actions of havoc.

An opportunity presented itself where I could confront the being who was somewhat possessed in causing havoc without the other individual being aware that I was confronting the being who was causing havoc. It's interesting that I wanted to confront the being causing havoc without the other individual realizing this. A point came up where I didn't want either individual to know that I knew both of them.

When I confronted the being who had been causing havoc for the other being...I approached the being in such a way where the being did not know that I knew what had been transpiring previously. Also the point came up where I resisted being totally straight up with the being, as like I didn't want to offend the being...but just wanted to present myself as a nice guy that he knows...and in a way just kind of distract him from his previous course of actions. Interesting though that within doing this...the being directed his attention towards another point of abuse...though arguing a lesser self-inflicting form of abuse...and I kind of side stepped around tackling that issue head on from the perspective...that I just kind of moved the conversation along without really acknowledging the point of fuckedness/abuse. The situation/conversation was over rather quickly and I was asking myself afterwards, like what the fuck?...Why did I side step some issues here? The short answer is Fear. Fear of uncertainty within another's reactions...fearing the reactions of another...minimizing the possibility that I would really be required to stand in stability and direct the situation.

I see here how this reflects myself not having the courage to full out face myself in every moment. This is unacceptable behaviour. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be controlled by fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing losing face with individuals who have conflicting relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being two faced.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have allowed havoc to exist within myself as a result of mulling over points of fear that exist within me with regards to speakingdirectly and frankly with others in every moment of my communication.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deliberately glossing over issues/points that require my perspective/assistance/support that I fear standing alone within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to stand alone within and as my stance in every moment here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for always trying to keep the peace with particular individuals I have a casual relationship with.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to bring forth any intimacy within casual relationship acquaintances. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to make known my various relationship connections to various beings within my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing secret relationships to exist within me as a result of judging the various individuals that I am in relationships with.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing how I have lacked the commitment in the depth of the relationship to myself as a result of fearing to address any particular issues that come up within conversation with another being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being very sensitive to criticism/reactions/defensive comments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take personally defensive comments/criticisms/reactions.

I forgive myself for not realizing how I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself within offending myself by holding onto a negative energetic charge in relationship to points of self-judgement as comments/criticisms/reactions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to come across as offensive and attacking another being's character persona within being direct and and speaking frankly within communication.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how offensive I have been treating myself within the acceptance and allowance of fearing to come across as offensive. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have been attacking myself within being fearfully defensive/offensive within comments/criticisms/reactions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to ignore comments/criticisms/defensive/offensive behaviours.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how ridiculously absurd I have existed within communication as a result of accepting and allowing the polarity of offense and defense to exist.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing as the justification of fear character within excusing self-responsibility in releasing/self-correcting all polarity relationships that exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as the nice guy character construct as coping mechanism and as an avoidance for facing the fear/conflict/friction that exists within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing fear/conflict/friction to exist within myself as a result of resisting to take self-responsibility for the fear/conflict/friction that I see and realize exists within myself. I realize and understand myself responsibility in directing these situations through self corrective measures. When and as I see myself faced with a point of fear/conflict/friction, I stop and breathe, I direct myself to transcending the point in the moment by facing the point head on within and as the stability of my self-trust here. I realize and understand that I am capable and able to walk through and transcend any point of fear/conflict/friction that exists within myself as I have already proven this to myself countless times. I realize and understand the structured systemic way in which I can practically self-correct myself and transcend any and all points of fear. I commit myself to using a practical living systemic approach in transcending every point of fear/conflict/friction that I am faced with seeing within a moment.

I commit myself to continue to utilize my dreams as a point of assistance and support in accelerating my application within and as the journey to Life.

I commit myself to making the most out of the opportunities I am presented with here within and as I walk the journey to Life.

I commit myself to sharing myself without fear within communication.

I commit myself to self-integrity and self-compassion and self-regard, and self-dignity within communication.

I commit myself to stop coping with my existence here.

I commit myself to stand within and as the stability and the directive principle of Oneness and Equality as I walk my process Journey to Life.

Day 557 Violent Reflection

In dreams I've had recently just before I woke up I could see that I was instigating/perpetuating violence. Like there was this anger in me that acted as like the reasoned excuse and justification for violence as a necessary measure of retribution. Like the belief existing in me that it's all about pay back...and pay back is a nasty bitch. The specific details of the dreams both times are a bit fuzzy...but what stands out is that after I woke up I was faced with looking and seeing how there is anger and violence being accepted and allowed within myself. This is not cool. I mean a little bit I was kind of like what the fuck. Obviously within regarding myself in everythinghere that means I am within the violence and abuse that exists here. This is the uncool stuff to regard and face within self-honesty...because no one wants to regard and consider themselves responsible for the most brutal nasty atrocious acts imaginable. Interesting to look and see that collectively within our minds we are guilty of the play out that exists here as our global reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing my for believing violence to be a justifiable means of retribution and restitution.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for supporting violence as a fear protection mechanism as like kill or be killed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for logically reasoning the justification and perpetuation of violence as a necessary action.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing violence to be a practical living solution as a way to solve problems.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing murdering people to be an acceptable way of solving problems.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having had violent thoughts of retribution.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having participated in violent disputes with family members.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating and justifying violence as a logical reactionary response to being angry.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having suppressed the shame of holding onto any anger towards another being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for punishing myself and others with anger.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting mercy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having regarded and believed mercy to be a sign of weakness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being self-righteous within regarding violence as an answer and solution.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having backchatted within movies and shows about wanting the villain to be killed by the good guy hero.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to support energetically charged polarity based characters as the spectrum of emotions and feelings. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have perpetuated character conflict within myself as a result of choosing to fight and be angry.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means to exist within a wholesome anger as that which does not consume oneself within and as energetic possession.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having wanted to bring up the point of violence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which I must take self-responsibility for every point of battle/conflict/war that exists within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having desired to derive power through engaging and inciting conflict that perpetuates and encourages myself existing within anger reactions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the violence I have caused to my physical body as a result of accepting and allowing myself to harbor energetic angered judgement towards myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the totality of what it means to look at and investigate myself here in all ways that are best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for spiting myself within abusing myself within anger.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to stimulate myself with anger.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being addicted to anger triggers.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for bullying myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame within and as self-victimization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have inflicted physical violence upon myself within not realizing and understanding the effects of reactions as energetic acceptancesand allowances.

When and as I see myself being triggered with anger,I stop and breathe, I face the point of anger within investigating the trigger and I realize and understand the opportunity here for me to learn from my mistake and self-correct my programming as a practical living solution to insure the prevention of perpetuating the energetic charge of anger within myself in the future.

When and as I see myself validating/justifying/desiring the play out of violence, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the ridiculously absurd abuse in justifying the perpetuation of violence.

When and as I see myself desiring retribution, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the shame within logically reasoning the use of violence as an effective programming/remediation/rehabilitation program.

I commit myself to stop all violence from existing within myself.

I commit myself to share the absurd ridiculousness of violence onto one another as reasoned and justifiable outlet for energetic fits of anger/rage.

I commit myself stopping all energetic anger in relationships.

I commit myself to only accepting and allowing a wholesome anger to exist within me as the word anger as like a point of motivation within seeing and realizing my shame here...which is like a cold reminder and support platform for walking change for real that can stand here eternally as what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to self-correct every single point of energetic anger that exists within myself.

I commit myself to prevent the justification of violence within myself.

I commit myself to facing all my mistakes that are disgustingly shameful.

I commit myself to utilizing self-reflection here.