Day 787 - Creating Structure(s)

Lets have a look at Structure:

Our time is structured....whether we like it or not. Obviously depending on our time management and regard for our responsibilities and allotment of time...will reflect in the quality of our minute to minute structuring of our days within time.

Activities are structured.  Say you play a sport...there's a certain structure to it that makes it the very sport/game you play.  Television is structured into a specific amount of time....same with movies.  Also consider here the stories are structured in a way of a timeline.

Money Is Structured. What do I mean?  I mean lets say you use a bank, there's banking structure.  Also, how much money you receive from work that you do is often structures by an hourly wage, an annual wage, a commission per sale, and or by specific contract.  Each point showcasing a particular structured design.

Our Thoughts/Feelings/Emotions are structured. What? Have a look...if you investigate the details into one of your thoughts....you can see that it corelates to much about yourself in one way or another. Same with the feelings and emotions.  They have been conditioned into ourselves in very specific ways as a result of how we have acted and reacted in response to stimuli in our environment.  Basically how we have been conditioned to process information from the time we were born.  Interesting investigation into the structure of our thoughts/feelings/emotions....because in using our words as a point of source identification....we can explore further by seeing what connector words are associated to the core words that come up in relation to a thought/feeling/emotion.

Point I am getting at here is:  Everything exists within and as Structure. Notice how something that is well built is checked by the engineer to make sure that it is Structurally Sound.


Creation is therefore all about Structure.  Anything we do has that point of structure to it.  Even within the regard that we create new structures by learning and knowing...understanding old structures.  Because with this insight we are able to fine tune the structuring of things in ways that are great.  Though ironically enough if we look at the world of business, many products are being made more and more inferior in and as the quality/durability of their structure.

I have started Playing with the creation of Structures in my day to day living.  How so?  Specifying specific amounts of time to begin new projects.  I am keeping it super simple. So i've decided to test these specifc structures over the course of 1 year. Yup one year.  The structures I have set up are small investments of time on a daily basis. 5 minutes or more.  I set the stop watch and I immerse myself within the point for 5 minutes...or a bit more if i decided to do so.  Though the point here is in seeing for myself how many things I can create with very small investments of time on a daily basis.


See the interesting thing here is that the learning compounds everyday.  So, lets look more closely at the 5 minute investment each day.  Lets take 7 points of Interest. that's 35 minutes.  Each day for 365 days. That's  1825 minutes per point. now say you pushed yourself and you did 7 minutes on each point.  Keep in mind, you dont have to do these things, one after another.....you could have 7, 7minute blocks spread out throughout your day.  That doesn't seem all that difficult. That would equal 2555minutes on each project/investigation point of discovery.  Now the interesting thing here is obviously you could push it further if you wanted to.  Say you get 10 minutes on average....because you just can't help but want to do more once you've started this fun structure setup you've created for yourself.

The emphasis here is that their is tremendous growth potential when and as you create a structure where you build on your own momentum on a daily basis.  It's a cool discipline in short term focus for long term benefit.

So just figured I would share some of my structured investments that i've embarked upon. 



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist creating structured supports in my day to day living. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize how supportive it is to create many structured points of support for myself in my day to day living.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand my tremendous creative potential within creating specific structures within my day to day living.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to forget about Play in relationship to Structure.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have forgotten about being a small child who was extremely satisfied to spend time on the Play Structures.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand how setting up specific structures within my day is allowing me to Create Structured Play Time in a variety of ways.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize and understand how creating specific structures within my day to day living creates and supports the harmony of a balanced work/play creation.

When and as I see myself resisting one of my specific structures I have setup to support my day to day living, I stop and breathe, I realize that moving into the structure and playing and working with it will be fun.  That the time commitment is short and totally doable.  I realize that these specific structures i have setup in my day to day living are long term investments that yield a rich harvest.

I commit myself to the fruits of my labor.

I commit myself to using Structures to support my best potential.

I commit myself to using structures as a platform to Create and develop myself in ways in which i would like to expand and grow.

I realize by creating structures for myself I am creating a sort of recipe book of my own success.

I commit myself to living passion within the specific structures i have set up.

Day 670 - What Choice?

The question about Choice has become more and more self-evident.


What choice do I have?


The idea that Free will is the Choice between Good and Evil. How stupid is that?  Stupid from the perspective that to even consider evil is quite alarming. I mean...the free will to do stupid shit...like to be unpredictable when it comes to choosing Life Support or Life Suffering....like, hmm what am I feeling today...am I experiencing positive feelings or negative emotions?


What's interesting about making stupid choices is that these stupid decisions are often believed to not be so stupid...because of the fact that they are validated within one's mind as being right....because it just feels right....believing that positive feeling and negative emotion are the eternal compass to making sound movement/decisions...


Have You every really question why it is You do what You do?


Have You ever considered Who You would be if You never made the decisions You made?


Isn't it interesting and somewhat tragic to hear that there's many people here professing that they have no regrets about their life?  I would say that is most unfortunate....wouldn't you?


I'm not saying that the point is to hold yourself hostage within one's own regret....far from it....however I do see the key to me Being here is in letting go of feeling and emotion within and as self-direction here...so that One can See the One direction that is best for all life here....


Holding Oneself Accountable for Mistakes Prevents Continuous Loops Within the Same Behavior Pattern, Doesn't It?


It's interesting to see the relationship dynamics of word and world relations.  Like and Hate....Positive/Negative...and the Neutral in between.......How to move?

If most people are operating in a survival mindset when we in fact live in a world of abundance...What are the consequences?


What are the consequences for choosing to frolic about within a stupor of Intoxication...because you feel like it...and just want to have a good time....when the majority of the inhabitants on the planet are in survival mode...stuck in a bad spot...not knowing what to do...lacking access to the best education?


Should there really be a choice Here?


Why is there a portrayed conception that if we don't have choice, Life is Boring?
Do we even really know Life...and what it means to Live? How can we say we are alive when we do not consider all Lives....and what is best for all life?


But what about excitement within having the choice to follow stimulation...being stimulated to do this or being stimulated not to do this....Isn't it interesting that fairly recently within the world economic system there was a number of stimulus packages?


Interesting it is, I find it, to actually question the nature of my conditioning here....You Know, to actually challenge oneself in examining what it is I am accepting and allowing myself to think...or not think about....what it is that scares me, what is it I am reacted to.....what is it I am deliberately avoiding...why am I the way I am?


"Why am I the way I am"?


....the way I am?.....has me thinking of the Eminem song..."the way I am".....however I first came across this song called "the way I am" by Ingrid Michaelson


Whoa.......just went through a plethora of Eminem music videos.....how/why....i didnt really have a choice....did I ?....I mean I was curious....Cure I use....Cure us....Cure I Us....Curious....You know wanting to see what something is all about...wanting to look into something....Wanting to Investigate....Wanting to listen....Wanting to Learn....Looking to See...Self-reflective.....the Key to Self-Directive....Natural Learning Process....Self-Discovery through self-investigation....Leads to Self-expression within and as Great Self-Creation....Know-thy-Self Styles...You Know...We all Know to a certain extent....and it's funny and interesting that we all know to a certain extent....Because what is this "Extent" really....Extent?,,,,,Existence.....

Our Exit Stance....? Existence....No more, No less than an Exit Dance....Existence....How We Put Out the Fire on Earth....Starting with ourselves...Our cells....Our Life Here...and from Our Life...we create a Fire and Grace....funny that this just came to mind...and so I decided to look up what video came up...because I had no choice really....I just wanted to see....I figure that in daring to go there you got to take a look at yourself and what your saying and seeing the relationships within and how you are saying and sharing what it is that has come up within Yourself....Now the interesting thing here I see....Is to actually get to such a point of expression and exploration....Learning ability....is the self-trust...to not care....as like being infused and embedded within care...as a result of the commitment. work, devotion You have paid tribute as Your trials and tribulations as the hours of effort into getting to that moment of clarity which in reality is the simplicity of common sense.....More than a feeling and less than an emotion.....it's our Ocean of Locomotion...as the drivers and divers as the universal explorers stand as Self-Responsibility Directors....developing the Script....Programming In What's Best for all....So the Rest...Can be Had by the majority...So that their Estates and Status's can be corrected....as the Equalization of Elitist Status Here....raising the bar as the quality control standard commission...Making Only the best Picks....i mean it;s not even really a choice at all when we see for real with common Sense...and we don;t fear the hiccup in investigating our surrondings...Internal and External...So that we can Decorate in a way as like the Recreation...of Re-Creating the House Dealer....Assuming the Position as an In-House Dealer....I Mean Leader...not to be Mean...in a way that;s so bad...but to Mean what I say...so that it;s clear as can be, despite the array of confusion within and as our current vocabulary relationship definitions and associations....You Know...Our Word.....and World Relationships.....

Invest....in the Investigation....which is the Sound...Within and as the Word...Which shapes and Shifts as the formatting Structure which is here in so many physical molds...isn't it interesting that all this Word and World Shape Shifting has Created a Maze of Confusion....

And That's an Amazing....Am a Zing....Am A Sing Song Confession Here...as I tell it so...So You Know....as The Wonk...Walky Talky Here....Wonky Wonky....Ride a Donkey.....

LOL


Jackass


FYI,

pardon me but I wanted to be silly....I had no choice really....I said what I said...without getting ahead of myself....staying here in the present as I presented myself....making me the president of my Words...and You the President of Reading me Here...We the Presenters...presidenters....press identificators......Precedent Setters...Word and World Record Holders....Each and Every-One of us as Your Story is One of a Kind....a Word and World Record of Events.


Great Job....You're a Gold Medalist....and You totally forgot....You know....medalling gold.....medailling for gold....the quest for everlasting greatness....the same old story....how long have we been here man?,,,,What's a Number anyways but the latest/oldest method of counting/tracking our Word/World Record...recordings Here....The testing Testaments of Time exists within and as Our testimonial here...as our testimony indicates the status standing of and as our exam....X-am Testing....the Signature Sound Testing Here....to determine and distinguish what is Structurally Sound...and is Worthy of and as the Bountiful Glory In and as Life Equality and Oneness Here.



OH, ya,....I should mention that what supported my writing endeavor here today was the movie I watched called Snowpiercer....and if you click on the link I attached, you can read a cool write up blog I found in relation to the movie...a gemstone of a find....much like the Gemstone University and the Desteni Universe....some real pillars of excellence In standing I say...Here, Hear...


OK, Talking and Relating is Fun....I mean there is no real choice....is there?

Lol!



To be Continued

Paradoxical = Par a Do X 'ical....Par-a-Do-Signature-I-See-All.......Equal A Doing Signature I see All.....the standing agreement of common sense....

Word Play is Everywhere...as is Suppose to Be World Play...So let's get to Work on Structuring Our Creative Play....Because after all Life is A working Play....though...unfortunately it;s been more of a fight than a play....tis what happens when play gets out of controlll.....the child imaturity...the lack of balance in the work and the play.....meaning the work as the maturity and seriousness within and as the ability to have foresight and insight as to the extent of existence here....Being a Creator and All....

end all...

Peace


To Be Continued



Our Creative Work...

Day 651 Laser Like Focus

Doing something exceptionally well requires a total commitment of Self within and as the specific participation, there is no room for compromise within one's mind because even giving a split second thought about something other than what one is immersed within creates a divide within effectiveness in action because then there is multiple points of division/immersion and so one's attention and focus is split.

I learned this point exceptionally well within the act of tree planting.

I have not yet mastered this point within my every moment of day to day participations.

I will master this point of total commitment within and as my commitment to my physical participation and self expressive movement as myself here in every moment.


Now for a little story;

Today I was talking on the phone to my girlfriend and I noticed how I was not giving my total attention to the conversation I was having with her....my attention was diverted within thoughts about different things I was allowing to linger within my mind.

It's totally ridiculous to allow oneself to drift in thought.

Consequently, I was not particularly enjoying myself drifting in though about various things that I had not sorted out and I was not particularly enjoying communicating with my girlfriend within such a limited self-induced manner.

When I would be tree planting and I would allow my mind to wonder...my overall skill level would diminish and in many instances I would have a trip and fall or a stumble or bang myself with my shovel....and prolonged involvement within wondering aimlessly within trains of thought would result in me feeling sluggish and being highly unproductive and very inefficient with my time management.

I learned it is much easier and simpler for me to take a breath and forgive the thought and energy that comes up when and as I am introduced to a point that surfaces within my mind...and in doing this, I found that I making the commitment and statement to not allow and enable distractions within and as my physical participation here. What results from this, is, self-enjoyment within and as my physical movement, exercising my potential and the expansion of my full potential, exceptional time management, masterful efficiency, strength, seemingly effortless flow as movement being expressed in perfect harmony here.


So, I ask myself the question now: "If I realize and understand my potential to exist here within and as the awesomeness that I see and realize that I in fact am, why would I ever dare to limit myself from exercising the living of my greatness here?"

To justify in any capacity the withholding of most excellent living potential here is a disgraceful disservice to all of existence here.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have justified the withholding of my most excellent living potential here within and as a result of choosing to divert my attention away from and as my participation in physical reality by engaging in various streams of thought without specific direction and self-correction.

I see, realize and understand how to immediately direct my thoughts as a point of self-responsibility within and as the sounding of self-forgiveness as soon as the thought takes shape within my mind.

I see, realize and understand how thoughts/feelings/emotions are like energetic weather patterns within myself that are kind of like clouds in nature from and as the perspective that when left unattended and without direction and or correction...my mind becomes cloudy and or hazy which results in and as an experience of overwhelmingness where there is such a build up that a storm seems inevitable because there is so much cloud seeding that has taken place....and here also is where the lightning takes place as almost anything and everything within my physical environment then becomes a reality check trigger as like a form of electro shock therapy in terms of wanting to just get away from it all and see anything and everything within my environment from a starting point of blame / cognitive dissonance / justification / abdication of self-responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the severity of self-inflicted impairment/dissonance I create withing myself as a result of abdicating and neglecting my commitment to direct and correct my thoughts/feelings/emotions within every moment of my physical living participation here.

I commit myself to embracing the living of my full potential here.

I commit myself to embracing my awesomeness in all ways awesome.

I commit myself to living exceptionally well.

I commit myself to sounding self-forgiveness and self-corrective applications as my sound here.
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When and as I see my attention being diverted in thought, taking me out of physical reality, I stop and breathe, grounding myself here and I forgive my thought and I let it go.

When and as I see myself having a conversation where I am not totally present within my participation because I am preoccupied within other thoughts, I stop and breathe, forgive myself and look to see what is best for me to do within and as the starting point of practical living "Self Responsibility"

Day 645 - Making Time for Writing

So, my schedule has been and will continue to be rather busy. A point that has come up is how I am in fact able to push myself within my time/schedule...to make room for writing....like squeezing in an extra little bit within my time. How do I do this? Well, I have noticed that I am more effective in getting things done the less I think about other things while I am doing the thing I am doing....Meaning, as I focus myself on tasks at hand...and not drift within my mind...I am more efficient within the tasks I am participating within...and therefore as a result of my diligence within and as my physical tasks/responsibilities...I have realized that I can push myself to take on and give myself more responsibilities. I see Writing is a point of Self Responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having accepted and allowed the excuses in the past that my schedule is just to busy and that I cannot possibly squeeze in any extra time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I accepted and allowed the belief that I couldn't squeeze any Writing into my day, because I am just too busy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for subscribing to participation within justification...and within this, not realizing and understanding the ridiculous absurdity of making up a self imposed/induced restraint within and as the subscription to a thought/justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the focused effort within and as the decision and commitment to engage myself within and as my physical movements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the fact that an effortless physical performance is actually a fine tuned precise and concentrated and specific effort that is a result of hard work.

I see/realize and understand how I gift myself time by being specific within my participations/movements in time.

I commit myself to making a concentrated effort to continually share my blog writing's here.

I commit myself to making time to share writing.

I commit myself to making time on a daily basis to Write.

I realize and understand Writing to be an Awesome tool/expression of support and assistance for myself and others.



When and as I see myself formulating thoughts withing my mind as a point of limitation...as like how I cannot and do not have time to write today, I stop and breathe...I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of subscribing/buying into my thoughts of justification. I direct myself to make a point of making my writing happen...I see/realize and understand that excuses and justification for not writing are not in fact valid...and that I am not interested in creating self-imposed restraints on my ability to make time to write on a daily basis...regardless of my circumstances within the day. I realize and understand the allotment of time I have available to write on a daily basis will vary.

I commit myself to daily Writing.

Day 639 Tree Planting Chapter 3 Over Time

So, Today was an interesting day Tree planting because there was a bunch of unexpected things that happened. For instance, the cut block that we were planting didn't have very good road access...and...this required a bit of a hike...well quite a bit of a hike...to the very back of the block...then...there was a problem with the quad....which is used to transport the trees...the key went missing...so...this required boxes of trees to be humped in over the shoulder/back...whatever way you look at it...this resulted in extra labor...for the crew boss...so I didn't have to do this labor so much...as I well...I had to accommodate the inconvenience and make the best of the inconvenient situation...by meeting up at points within the cut block...or near the cut block to get more trees...which would not normally happen...when everything is going according to plan. What else happened...things were not exactly as they seemed on the map...meaning the layout of the area to plant was not exactly clear...this also resulted in some extra unpaid exploration of the area. What else..one of my fellow coworkers got an eye infection the day before because she had her contact in backwards...and she planted all day with it like that...and ya...so...she didn't come to work today...and the area we were scheduled to plant and finish planting...was coordinated...to accomodate so many planters working a full day at this particular sight...So..we ended up staying late trying to finish up the planting...and well we didn't quite finish...despite working for an extra hour and a half...making the work day today eleven and a half hours of planting time...not to mention the 45 minute drive each way in the truck. What else...well...I agreed to work on my day off...going to work with another guy...and finishing the work that we couldn't finish today. So...technically we usually work a 4 and 1 shift rotation...with about 9-10 hours of planting each day...but...now...I and another will be working a 9 day shift...


Point here is that things happen unexpectedly...meaning despite best efforts to meticulously plan perfection in every instance...there is a certain amount of adjustment and adaptation required to actually effectively implement...implant the practical living of self-perfection in and as the dealing with various situations/problems/tasks/challenges that are presented...what is interesting to see here about planning is that planning is only part of the process here...as planning is like a nice theory if and as things go according to plan given the calculation and mathematics of everything here...though if you have a look its like we are all our own individual maestro's here as like to really thrive within and as your participations here...it's stand at the epitome of self-responsibility and live gratitude as the great attitude as like the point of self-appreciation here in ever moment...as our time to shine so to speak as our every moment opportunity to live that which is best for all life...regardless...because...what is best for all life...is the fucking best....and I mean isn't it all about the best fucking...I mean yes...living as the fucking best...is what every little kids is focused on and about...is being the fucking best...and yes...each of us is the fucking best...it;s to see/realize and understand our potential and responsibility to our self as IT here...the fucking best...and to really question what is the fucking best in every moment of and as our participations here.

In the past...I noticed...how I would like to get all worked up about the unexpected things happening...like I kind of liked to complain about them...and ya just basically have a temper tantrum...and ya...I see and realize this was absolutely absurdly ridiculous behaviour...and it's funny to look back at it now...and see how ridiculously absurd it is to go into an emotional state of anger and frustration about a particular even because you do not like the set of circumstances you are presented with.  It's interesting here that just yesterday evening I was talking about the point of learning to like what you don't like...that way you're always all good...like....like ya.....like you know...you like it...and you know why you like it...because you can see and realize the assistance and support always. A co-worker said that someone told him that you should only become very good at things you like doing...and that you should never become very good at things you don't like doing...because...if you are not very good at doing the thing you don't like doing...there is perhaps a greater chance that people will not call upon you to do that particular task. Personally I see the self expansion potential within the point of expanding horizons and learn to like what you don't like...kind of like an anti hate type of thing...where you make a commitment to stand as an unconditional point of support here...I mean look...that is what the earth here is....isn't it....an unconditional point of love?

So, working over time... I mean do you ever hear anyone using the expression working under time...I mean it's kind of funny to me...because the over time thing...is like the time is over us...like this time thing is like the heaven above...like working over time...is yes in relationship to working a set amount of time and going over that particular duration...however...what I noticed is that to take the unexpected minutes personally as like a financial meltdown...debt...strain...as like a loss of free time occurring...there is a bit of dissonance occurring within and as our creative abilities to express ours self here as the starting point of responsibility...because if you have a look...does the sun have any free time...I mean it;s doing its thing...ok sure it was designed to do a particular thing...or was it...anyways...what I have come to really embody within my moments of participation here is enjoying my work and enjoying my play...so that my work and play are one and equal...and so ya I am at play with my work...like really playing with my work....and working on my play...that way I am always playing with my work and...therefore always improving myself because I am liking what I am doing...and I am always learning new ways to play with myself...haha i said play with myself...not to say life is like jerking off...but I mean it kind of is...OK maybe a bit of a stretch or a scratch here for some...lol...

Self-movement within our points of practical living participation is key. The question to look at and regard within a point of responsibility...is..."How can I best support myself within the practical living of and as my self-responsibility here?"...."How can I play with what is here to work with?"

Day 605 My Personal Business Corrections

I commit myself to business.



I commit myself to personal business.



I commit myself to interpersonal business.



I commit myself to universal business.



I commit myself to personal responsibility.



I commit myself to interpersonal responsibility.



I commit myself to universal responsibility.



I commit myself to looking at and understanding personal/interpersonal/universal business/responsibility.



When and as I see myself being spiteful towards self-responsibility/business relations, I stop and breathe, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto a point of spite within myself within and as the form ofanger/blame/frustration/irritation/annoyance, and I give myself a release from being bound to this energetic charge imprisonment...I commit myself to preventing the continued outflow of such a particular behaviour pattern within myself...I commit myself to understanding the ramifications/consequences of spitefulness...and to self-correct every point of spitefulness that I see.




When and as I see myself being spiteful to myself by placing myself in conflict within and as my business responsibilities, I stop and breathe, I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of mind fucking my potential success here within being most effect within and as my business responsibilities. I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of self-sabotage....and I see/realize/understand how self-sabotage is linked to positive energetic charged desires as the reasoned justification to validate and excuse such self-sabotage. I commit myself to self-correcting every single point of self-sabotage within myself, by self-forgiving myself, self-correcting my behaviour programming, and self-committing myself to the prevention of self-sabotage as the self-realization and understanding that prevention is in fact the best cure.




When and as I see myself having resistance towards a particular dynamic of business/relationships/self/movement, I stop and breathe, I see/realize/understand that I have created a conflict...as a specific energetic impression....I see/realize/understand that this is in fact a choice....I see/realize/understand my self-responsibility in self-correcting the choice I made...by making the decision/choice to align my decision/choice within and as self-support and assistance. I commit myself to stop compromising my self-movement. I commit myself to stop choosing to restrict my access to Life assistance and support. I commit myself to stop creating energetic impressions/affiliations/frictionstowards particular points within my reality here.




When and as I see myself suppressing self-responsibility/self-expression within business relationships out of fear of losing existing business relationship, I stop and breathe, I see/realize/understand the absurd ridiculousness of choosing to rationalize the influence of fear upon every decision. I commit myself to stop suppressing self-responsibility/self-expression/business-opportunity/self-expansion. I commit myself to being genuine and sincere within business relationships. I commit myself to sharing self-responsibility/self-expression within business relationships as a point of practical living genuine self-expression and sincerity. I commit myself to sharing the appropriate amount ofinformation within business relationships. I commit myself to seeing/realizing/understanding the nature of business relationships. I commit myself to developing and enhancing business relationships. I commit myself to building and expanding business relationships. I commit myself to being authoritatively authentic within and as business relationships. I commit myself to practically living the word business. I commit myself to myself as business.




To be Continued

Day 598 Morning Rhythm Self-Corrections

When and as I see myself regarding my morning as whether I have to go to work or not, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand that my morning exists as the beginning of my day and within this that there is so much potential opportunity to do things for myself within and as my morning here. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of limiting my outlook on my morning within and as only focusing on whether or not I have to get up early. I commit myself to exercise and utilize the potential opportunities that exist within and as my mornings...and within this I commit myself to effectively planning out my mornings in a structured way where I give myself the time to spend doing self-supportive things that I like to do. I commit myself to making a habit of enjoying my morning time.

When and as I see myself dreading the morning, I stop and breathe, I face the points of resistance in relationship to the morning, I realize and understand that I enjoy doing things for myself within the morning and that I have in fact an extra mini little day when I get up early in the morning. I commit myself to giving myself extra mini little day's by creating the habit of continuously rising out of bed early in the morning. 

When and as I see myself manipulating my mornings with fear and desire, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of such particpations, I have a laugh and walk the self-correction in real time, I commit myself to expanding my self-expression here by living my mornings as a point of self-support that exists beyond emotions and or feelings. I commit myself to living the word "morning" without any emotions/feelings, as I realize the morning is the morning without any feelings and or emotions and that my self-expression is born when in fact I allow myself to exist beyond the self-imposed limitations of emotions/feelings.

When and as I see myself making justifications about my morning to induce myself within an particular feeling/emotion, I stop and breathe, I see and realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of such participation, I commit myself to let go of the self-imposed limitations within the moment as a point of real-time practical living self-responsibility. I commit myself to being and becoming creative with the time I am able to spend within and as my morning. I commit myself to giving myself things I would like to receive within my morning. I commit myself to doing things I would like to do within my mornings. I commit myself to looking forward to every morning. I commit myself to liking every morning. I commit myself appreciating my mornings. I commit myself to being grateful for my morning.

When and as I see myself creating conflict about my morning, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of self-sabotaging my morning as a result of following within a negative backchat that came up within my mind about my morning. I commit myself to stop self-sabotaging my morning. I commit myself to realizing and understanding the awesomeness of the morning and within this the equality and oneness within and as the word morning and how here exists the constant consistency as the living words morning awesomeness equality and oneness.

When and as I see myself creating difficulty for myself in the morning, I stop and breathe, I have a laugh out loud and smile as I realize and understand I am the creator here and that it is myself-responsibility to create that which is best for Life as I am Life here. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of creating that which is less than what is best for myself. I commit myself to creating and giving myself that which is best for myself as I realize and understand that I like to receive that which is best for myself here. I commit myself to giving myself the best assistance and support.

When and as I see myself creating conflict between morning and night, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of creating a battle between morning and night, I commit myself to practically living the words morning, day and night as the simplicity of the words they are without attaching/associating any feelings/emotions about the words. I commit myself to practically living the morning, day and night. I commit myself to allowing my morning to compliment my day and night...and allowing my day to compliment my night... I commit myself to allowing my night to compliment my morning and day. I commit myself to practically living the word compliment(s)/complimentary as a point of assistance and support. I commit myself to the realization and understanding that all words are inherently equal and that every word is a point of assistance and support. I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself with the effective living of words from and as the starting point of oneness and equality and the self-realization that self-expression within and as the living of words exists beyond energetic associations to words as either positive/negative/neutral energies. I commit myself to making sure my vocabulary is harmonized within and as the starting point of oneness and equality. I realize and understand the ridiculous absurdity of disharmony.

Day 597 Morning Rhythm

I have noticed a couple patterns that have been playing out with regard to my participation within the mornings. I'm either go go go...or slow slow slow. It's interesting and ridiculous because in both particular scenario's the rhythm of my movement is justified/enforced by the force of my feeling/emotion. Like for instance when it's go go go...it's because if I don't I will be late for work because I give myself only so much time in the morning so that I get myself moving quickly. This mentality has created the opposite effect if I do not require to go to work early in the morning...where it's like I go into a rebellion character acting out because I believe/feel like...and I'm being influenced by my feelings and emotions to just kind of doddle around.

What's interesting about all this is that I see and realize how I respond in directing my morning movements is a result of what I am giving myself to receive.

I see here how I would like to forgive myself for what I have accepted and allowed myself to receive from myself in relationship to morning movement/flow/direction/participation/practicality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining my mornings in relationship to whether or not I am going to work...work from the perspective of it being labor in which I will be paid for.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how the relationship associations I have created within my vocabulary about I see and perceive the morning have had a direct effect in my ability to function to my utmost potential within and as the morning time here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fucking with myself in the morning from the perspective of using fear to motivate myself into movement and getting up in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that only fear can motivate and stimulate myself into action.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for calibrating my morning routine to levels of fear.,,,and within and according to the established levels of fear...I will co-ordinate my movements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for aligning and hard-wiring my morning's with fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making my decisions and choices to move myself within the morning entirely based upon fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be conditioned according to fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating polarity within my mornings as a result of comparing and judging which morning it is based upon which day of the week it is.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflicting values in relationship to the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for manipulating and self-sabotaging myself within and as the "morning".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for polarizing morning within and and as positive and negative energy associations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my participation within creating conflicting outlooks about the morning has influenced my effectiveness in the morning from and as the perspective of my sound stability in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself of redefining the morning as good or bad and within this associating good with positive energy and bad with negative energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring for all my mornings to be filled with positive energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating negative energetic experiences for myself within the morning as a result of channeling and desiring positive energetic experiences in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have difficulty facing in the moment the point of my acceptances and allowances and within this...forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting things that compromise my best interests from and as the starting point of Oneness and equality as that which is best for all Life is best for me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict within myself between day and night.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deliberately using fear as a motivational point of movement for myself within my morning/day/night.

To Be Continued

Day 542 Planet Time Share

If you look at earth as Everyone's home here....we have a great big Time Share. Like everyone here existing within and as a Time Sharing. Like how things are done are within physical space and Time. Now the question is...why is it that our time is not talked about? Like why is it that most unfortunate times are allowed to exist? I mean were all here together making up the rules and regulations for our Planet Time Share. It seems so obvious that it is our due diligence and personal self-responsibility to make sure we are effective with our Time Sharing. Obviously there is much improvement required with regards to our Time Sharing. If you look at and regard Life, the purpose is obviously about providing the greatest service....as that which is best for Life. Life service....at Your Service...how can I help You...You help and I help You...and together we exist in agreement of Life assistance and support. How Awesome is this? This is the most awesomeness...the realization and understanding of Life Service Assistance and Support. Isn't this what the self-responsibility of a Creator is. To Create that which is Great?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating myself responsibility here as my due diligence to provide the best Life support and assistance I am capable of.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the concept of Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become separated and confused within space and Time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing my ability to give as I would like to receive in every moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing my giving capabilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating giving and receiving.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a disconnect to exist within giving and receiving.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the importance and dependency required for what is best for all Life on and in Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my real estate of being on and in Planet Time Share within every moment of myself Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for suppressing and neglecting my real estate self-responsibilities here as the living maintenance assistance and support required for providing the best Life services Possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding all inhabitants of Our Planet Time Share. I realize and understand the interconnectedness of all inhabitants of Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting caught in thought webs of confusion as manifested cognitive dissonance on and in planet time share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for misplacing myself trust, self-confidence, self-integrity, self-honesty, self-esteem, self-regard, self-love,......I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for misplacing physical dimensions of myself here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for forgetting about the totality of myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for misplacing myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for avoiding the questions required answering as to enabling myself to see and realize the totality of myself here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being impatient with the labor required to physically create that which is great on and in and throughout Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating that which is less than great on Planet Time Share here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for planting seeds/words that are less than what is the best support and sustenance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for planting/speaking words without sustenance/substance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself causing havoc to our Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my capabilities as a care take and custodian of Our Planet Time Share. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating my self-responsibilities as a care taking custodian and guardian of our Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify and perpetuate moments of greed on our Planet Time Share. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing moments of weakness to exist within Our Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to choose to be influenced by weakness of character personalities on and in and throughout Our Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing in moments to neglect giving myself the strength of Character to stand unconditionally as constant consistent unwavering physical stability as the Best Life Support and Assistance Always.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having dismissed and disregarded myself as One and Equal within and without Our Planet Time Share.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to question the greatness potential of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not fully equalizing myself within greatness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing the self-responsibility that comes with and as greatness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disservice myself as Life through fearing to exist within and as the responsibilities that come with and as the embodiment of greatness...as that being that which is always Best for All Life....as like the living realization of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to greatness.

I commit myself to questioning greatness.

I commit myself to returning to the great nest where all things great are born.

I commit myself to birthing myself as Life Living Greatness...as the realization and understanding of the magnificent perfection of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to removing all fear as the temporary road blocks to servicing and enabling greatness.

I commit myself to Planet Time Share as that which is always the best planet time sharing.

I commit myself to Life Giving Greatness.

I commit myself to turning weakness into strength.

When and as I see myself resisting to share my time in ways that are best for Life, I stop and breathe, I realize my practical living self-responsibility in caring to share. I direct myself to share that which I resist sharing. I commit myself to sharing. 

When and as I see myself speaking from a point of superiority/inferiority, I stop and breathe and I realize and understand the self-responsibility within planting/speaking words from and as the starting point of equality and oneness. I direct myself to speaking from within and as the starting point of oneness and equality.