Day 742 - Brushing off a Reaction

Have you ever experienced a moment where you are discussing something with someone and the person you are communicating with gets upset rather abruptly with something you said?

I have.

I have often reacted within myself to such situations as like taking offense as a form of defense within myself towards the other person. And depending on the nature of the relationship with the other person, I would either project my emotional disdain externally back at them as a form of retaliation or I would just kind of swallow it whole within myself and keep the disdain to myself as like my own nuclear holocaust...as a result of fearing to provoke further conversation with a stranger or just out of not wanting to perpetuate bullshit.  Though the interesting thing in both instances is that I didn't really effectively remediate the situation and the situation influenced me in a rather negative way...as i had a stress moment within my body as a reaction and I didn't really do anything with it...other than maybe burying as a suppression mechanism.

Would you like to know a cool way to continue onward with how things were going in communication before the reactionary time bomb went off?

Take no offense or defense.,,,and continue onward with the conversation as to not give added attention to the shit from the perspective of building up a defense/offense within yourself. This is a point that will most likely take practice. What has supported me within this point is practicing real-time forgiveness within myself...where I see the momentary reaction within myself and the desire to be pulled within to it as like a following along within the energetic pull. One is able to become quite effective in actually stopping such points immediately and forgiving oneself for taking offense/defense to such an extent that participating in such an instance is comical from the sense that it is completely ridiculous to accept such acceptances and allowances within oneself.

Now, as you practice/play with this point...you will most likely have some outbursts from time to time...though what is cool here is that you still have the opportunity to catch/hear/here yourself within mid outburst and apply the stopping of the pull energy experience and give yourself a forgiveness gift of removal from obsession/consumption within the point and Now Listen UP...Because Here is where it gets really cool....You can Speak the Solution aloud as the Live Actor/Player Playing/making it up/happen....Where you in the moment take ownership for the situation and speak from a starting point of ease which is the self-trust free from disease...and this is the sound of Freedom is freedom is a sound...Lol. I say this is the sound of Freedom because this is a harmoniously complimentary support for yourself and the Person you are communicating with...Because you are Sounding yourself here within a point of Equality and Oneness which is a remediation and removal from allowing war/conflict to take over and dissipate the relationship flow and continuation.

This approach illustrates a fantastic example within communication where the true Authority Sounds Directs the situation from a sound point of and as Self-Responsibility. What is fascinating about this is that the person you were communicating with who was in a state of disarray will be aided to follow along with your sound as a support and assistance mechanism so that they can be receptive in receive the sound support you are giving as the Sound foundation from and as the Principle "I Live to Give, As What is Best, Always All Way."

See it's interesting here if you examine the development of human communications...we have been so very much accustomed and conditioned to following reactions as like a war of words and so there is often this underlying competition of military power in a way where it's like the biggest reaction/ bomb is the winner....and it's really silly in the most ridiculous ways if you allow yourself to become intimately aware of how you are compelled to be pulled within and as a reactionary experience that comes up within yourself in relationship to another impulsing/influencing...So here to this is to see how Lame this is because it is very much rooted in and as the acceptance and allowance of Blame as like the victim mentality of saying Oh look what they did...what they did to me....which ultimately results in the perpetuation of reaction to a reaction which is like justifying being stupid because they are stupid...which if you think about it is really quite bizarre and dare I say Stupid?

So, remember it is cool ....very cool....to address the point of reaction another person faces but...the key within this is to not get hung up on it...as like to then go into reaction yourself and get all high in mighty in and as the point of being a self-righteous asshole...because that just perpetuates bullshit and it's like war of assholes that just results in a lot of unnecessary shitting on one another....which isn't really the most effective way to directly fertilize the initial point of shit...it's like too much undigested shit...a verbal diarrhea if you will.

Again, remember that who we are here within this physical word is very much structurally sound...and so our sounds are reflected in and as our words....Our musical notes if you will....See the supporting composition to consider the duet of complimentary sharing's coming together where even if one has a slip....the other is there to catch them as like the aerobics of effectively being able to due the tango...because it takes two to tango...so it's an agreement flow point...so yo....don't diss the flow by knocking your partner in communicado by reigning shit fire on them as like some sort of army commando.

See it is funny that we are all it here as how we share...so rather take the care to prepare the best ways to pair up...so that whoever your partner is..meaning person to dance in communication with...whether it's a square or line dance or a prophetic waltz...it's all about keeping things rudimentary in and as the relationship of angles...meaning to See and understanding that we are working/playing here as complimentary angles as the best support and occasionally we will make a blip...but this is the art of the freestyle where we in the moment, Quantum styles do our individualized self-realized Freestyle that comes as the flows of the fountain we are as the water movement sound structurally sound as our Merry go Round be Here Now...continuous planting and grounding process.  Success is the Process because Pro is in the Success and we Become Professional as we Says is so so says the Process as the Pro says So.

If I lost You in the last paragraph or so,,,Maybe after this paragraph, re-read the previous two paragraphs as like the chorus in the song you are working/playing along as the Pro-fess-I-On-All...Professional Director Here.

Hear Here :)

Day 711 - New Path Every day

Important Note:

  Sometimes in my blog writing I kind of go a little all over the place in bringing together connections and I realize that sometimes points of practicality can be a bit of a stretch as it's like not always systematically straightforward.  This doing and sharing of mine here in writing is a freestyle in the moment expression where I face  myself as the music/sound that is me and I connect my words together unrehearsed without hesitating between verses as like a come together reflection of my writing/riding/driving/living freestyle expressive ability and mobility in the moment as where I am at within and as my birthing myself here and my creative responsibility.

If you see a verse of words that you really like or a verse that just seems a little too discombobulated...please share your feedback with me as fellow life Rider Sharing through feedback in the form of Insight as Question or Statement.


This writing has been influenced by the support and assistance garnered in the Eqafe Interview entitled, "Path of the Initiate - Reptilians - Part 380"


reminded of fear skiing new terrain through the trees that quickly....

skiing is life....

driving a car....life is like being a car....and the road/direction/comes out of you as the pathway to take/go along....always on a New path/trail...because what's going to happen and is possible is Unknown...

An Uncertainty experience within oneself.

Walking around on eggshells.

Each One is creating the path/journey Every Moment.  Funny thing is that Don't have a map. Driving in anticipation/waiting for something to happen...Looking to see if something will happen. This is a result of having been accustomed to things happening to Us. It's like knowing some shit is going to happen eventually...and then kind of getting a little pissy when shit happens. It isn't necessary to have a fear/worry about bad shit happening.

This type of experiences is what is preventing Oneself from actually CREATING the Living of One's Life. Irony here is that one is creating the Shit/things One doesn't even want.

How are we RESPONDING to these type of Mistakes/accidents/Unfortunate circumstances?
How we RESPOND Says a Lot about ourselves as a Creator Here. SEE the Opportunity existent within and as RESPONSIBILITY.

The Question to ask Oneself is, "How Creative is Your Response Ability?"
Are You Practically and Effectively Living CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY ???

DO YOU SEE "CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY" AS THE WAY....ALWAYS HERE....ALL WAYS HERE....DO YOU SEE "CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY" ALWAYS?

SEE, 'CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY' IS ALWAYS HERE AS WHO AND WHAT AND HOW AND WHY AND WHERE AND WHEN of and as OURSELVES HERE. SEE WE ARE THE VEHICLE/DRIVING/MOVING EXPRESSION THAT DESIGNS/DECIDES OUR LIFE HERE.

OBVIOUSLY DESIGNING AND DECIDING UPON A LIFE THAT IS BEST FOR ALL LIFE HERE IS WHAT IS ALWAYS BEST. BECAUSE HERE YOU SEE GIVE AS YOU LIKE TO GET.  IMPORTANT TO NOTE....THAT YOU GIVE BECAUSE YOU GOT IT...NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE HOPING OR WANTING TO GET....BUT BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO GIVE..AND YOU REALIZE THAT EXERCISING YOUR POTENTIAL SUPPORTS THE WELL BEING OF LIFE HERE AS THE FRUITS OF ONE'S LABOR AS THE MANIFESTED EXPRESSION OF LIVING TO GIVE.

CREATING A ROAD MAP GUIDELINE FOR A NEW DAY....A NEW ADVENTURE....A NEW JOURNEY IS A COOL POINT OF SUPPORT TO HAVE WITH ONESELF FOR THE TRIP.  IT'S FUNNY FUN AND COOL TO REALIZE THE EXTENT OF ONESELF AS THE TOUR GUIDE PROFESSIONAL ON ONE'S TRIP....THE CAPTAIN FLYING THE PLANE...OR THE SNOWBOARDER OPERATING THE SNOWBOARD, OR THE DRIVER OF THE CAR....YOU KNOW BECAUSE IN THIS REGARD IT IS POSSIBLE TO PLAY AS YOU MOVE ABOUT CREATING THE NEW TRAIL/PATH/ROAD/WAY AS THE SUCCESSFUL RESULT OF LIVING/WORKING/BEING HERE TODAY.
IN KNOWING THAT YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE TRIP...IT MAKES IT EASY TO NOT GET HUNG UP.....STUCK ON A BAD TRIP....BECAUSE WE KNOW WE CAN MOVE THROUGH IT AND THAT BAD TRIPS ARE LIKE TEMPORARY BLIPS IN THE WAY AS LIKE THE OBSTACLES/PROBLEMS IN OUR LIFE TO OVERCOME/SOLVE AS WE DISSOLVE OUR SELF INTO EVERYTHING...AS LIKE THE REALIZATION THAT WE ARE WITHIN EVERYTHING HERE...AND IT'S LIKE A PROCESS PLAY WORK WITH GETTING TO KNOW HOW TO GIVE WHAT IS BEST FOR OURSELVES HERE IN ALWAYS BEST. SEEING HOW TO SKI IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAYS/STYLES...AND WITHIN THIS, CREATING OUR OWN INDIVIDUAL AMAZINGLY AWESOME STYLE THAT IS PRACTICAL AND EFFECTIVE IN AND AS OUR COOLNESS/AWESOMENESS HERE.

SEE, WE EACH CREATIVE OUR OWN MOMENTUM AND RHYTHM AS LIKE THE FLOW OF HOW WE HANDLE THE CONDITIONS OF THE TERRAIN WE ARE WORKING/PLAYING UPON. THIS HERE IS PART OF THE FUN AND FUNNY POTENTIAL AS THE COOL HERE IN AS AS OURSELVES STANDING AS THE FREESTYLE FLOW OF LINKING TURNS TOGETHER AS THE MASTER OF RESPONSIBILITY...RECOGNIZING THE TIMING REQUIRED TO MANEUVER AND EXECUTE SOUND PRECISION AND PRECISE MOVEMENT/TIMING AS THE ORGASM OF ONESELF HERE AS LIVING CREATIVELY AS THE FREESTYLE FLOW OF MOMENT TO MOMENT MANAGEMENT AS A MANAGER OF WHAT IS BEST FOR LIFE.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF OT FEAR TO DRIVE A NEW PATH EVERY DAY.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF FOR NOT REALIZING HOW AWESOME IT IS TO CARVE A NEW TRAIL EVERY DAY.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF FOR FEARING THE UNKNOWN.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF FOR RESISTING TO LIVE FOR REAL

When and as I see myself hung up about something, I see/realize/recognize the point being a temporary obstacle that in fact requires my attention and that it is my self-responsibility to navigate the obstacle/problem into and as a practical living solution....where I maneuver myself in such a way as to CREATE the way in which Is Best...what I didn't totally know until I did it....Until I lived it...Until I moved myself Beyond it...like the freestyle self-responsibility flow of and as self-direction as the Creation principle in flowing/riding/driving/skiing/Living Here.

I commit myself to using the the flow movement metaphor as Life Being the Journey Here and each is the The Driver/Rider/Hiker/SpaceShip Operator here and that the path is always unknown as to the potential possibility of happenings...Yet what is known is that it is our Duty to Make our Best Path.

I see/realize/understand the self-responsibility in making creating paths from day to day as the self-leadership support understanding and realization of Living to Give as the support and assistance within Sharing while Caring.



Important End Note:

I see here how in reflecting back upon my freestyle flow I can fine tune my movement understanding and realization of myself here.

I commit myself to the vulnerability and humbleness required to live self-reflection and self-correction.

Day 691 - The Dynamics of Creation

Continuing from my previous blog, Day 690 - What's Best for All - Guiding Me in Thought, Word and Deed.

Here I am looking at the relationship dynamics of Problem and Solution in and as the Creation process.

So, let me first begin with a question, which is an inquiry about the word Problem. Initially my thought is that a problem is bad or somewhat negative in scope. However, here I see it is important to regard the fact that a problem does not require to be limited to being "bad or somewhat negative." And for this reason, In my writing investigation here, to widen the scope of perspective perception, I will utilize the definition of the word "Problem" as follows:

Problem: an inquiry started from given conditions to demonstrate a fact, result or law.


OK, now lets look at the word Solution.


Solution: A means of solving a problem or dealing with a difficult situation.
                'The process or state of being dissolved in a solvent'

What's interesting about a Solution is that it has a relationship with a problem...where a Solution is in fact incorporated into a problem...This creates new dynamics.


Why am I looking at the relationship dynamics of Problem and Solution in and as the Creation process?

Curiosity.


What jumps out at me here....is the Dynamics of Creation...

What do I mean?

The potential self-expansion....self-discovery....self-exploration....new connections in perspective outlook to support the growth in character ability of expression of thought, word and deed.

"If there's a Will, there's a Way"

"A Willing Way"

"Where there's Life, there's Direction"

"Movement is synonymous with Life"


I find it interesting to regard movement in and as Language.
Sound.

What's interesting in Examining/Investigating a "Problem" is that the Answer/Solution is in the Problem....or more specifically...Not in the "problem"....Get it ? ...Knot in the problem! The particular conditions that frame the Conditions....the Context...

What's interesting I see here is the barometer of our word and world relationships. Because I see here how our words reflect and reveal the weather of our current conditioning here. What's interesting is that it appears to be mostly an unconscious thing that we all really want to share the truth of our weather/conditioning.....yet the irony is that so very often the truth of ourself expression here is suppressed and buried as like a cover up story. Interesting though, is the fact that talking about the weather in an external sense...or the "News" is popular socially practiced etiquette in conversing with one another on a daily basis...whether or not You know the person you are encountering very well or not. Interesting I see here...is that this basic on the surface communication is more just a talking from the perspective of talking as like an acknowledgement of facts...without really getting into anything personal. Yet, I see here a potential correlation reflection with the accepted and allowed regard for ourselves here....Because, giving such regard for "chit chat communication" with the people we encounter is not a guarantee of sorts...it's a maybe...And, OK, where am I going with this?

This here I question as the weathering of our current accepted and allowed circuitry as how we have wired ourselves together here as like just kind of functioning...happening...without really understanding and realizing the extent of How we in fact are happening to be functionally existing here in and as our complete capacity.

Why is this so?

I am reminded here of a Movie, "The Never Ending Story"...Where in this movie/story...the, "Nothingness" is taking over....and nobody knows what to do....the irony is that nobody is really doing anything...nobody has any real trust in themselves to look into and explore the Question/Journey as to Why the "Nothingness" is taking over, Except a Boy named "A Trail".  What is ironically funny here is the name games within this movie. Also the fact that the people of the land don't believe that "A Trail" can be a way to solve the "Nothingness" from taking over....because he is just a boy...and it is believed that you must be a Great Warrior Man at the very least in order to face the "Nothingness" and possibly save the land from total self-destruction. "A Trail" is sure of himself in terms of his commitment to facing and Stopping the "Nothingness" from taking over.

What's ironic here in regards to this movie...is the parallels with our accepted and allowed society...and how we have structured the positioning of labor positions...where there is emphasis on being a "professional" and that in order to be a professional....you must go through this education like gauntlet of a Schooling system...where you will be than typically ranked and categorized into your specific "job" based upon your scoring.
Now, the point I am bringing up here...is that the way our schooling systems are setup...is not really an effective method for problem solving....and thus creating solutions that are best for all inhabitants here. Which is really quite ridiculously absurd.
I mean really, there is so much disconnect it seems with practical support in and as the Dynamics of Creation...Like...I mean, the fact that I am writing this....is evidence.

My writing is evidence in fact.

Whether I say it so or So I say it is not.

Either way,

My writing is evidence in fact.


Question the evidence in fact.

You will Realize the Solution in Fact.

For it is the Solution in Facts,

That Will support the Questions in Fact.


Have You heard the Words,

"Everything is in Reverse"?

Even the Words and World we converse Inn....

Is not it Odd?


Birth to Death

When maybe it's actually,

Death to Birth


Like,


There's no After Life...

There is only Before Life.


Because,


Before Life is the Potential of Life...

Whereas, After Life...

There is no Potential.


Get It

Got It

God It

Gooooooooooood


The Flow is the Wolf symbolism in and as how we together stand alone here and move together as One and equal Alone...ALL One Here....

See the Equality in and as the To Get Here...To Get There....we Move Together Here...as the All Together Here....


We Get it

We Got it

We God it

We Gooooooooooooooooood

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


Hahaha!


Isn't it funny !

The Dynamics of Creation ?

Day 670 - What Choice?

The question about Choice has become more and more self-evident.


What choice do I have?


The idea that Free will is the Choice between Good and Evil. How stupid is that?  Stupid from the perspective that to even consider evil is quite alarming. I mean...the free will to do stupid shit...like to be unpredictable when it comes to choosing Life Support or Life Suffering....like, hmm what am I feeling today...am I experiencing positive feelings or negative emotions?


What's interesting about making stupid choices is that these stupid decisions are often believed to not be so stupid...because of the fact that they are validated within one's mind as being right....because it just feels right....believing that positive feeling and negative emotion are the eternal compass to making sound movement/decisions...


Have You every really question why it is You do what You do?


Have You ever considered Who You would be if You never made the decisions You made?


Isn't it interesting and somewhat tragic to hear that there's many people here professing that they have no regrets about their life?  I would say that is most unfortunate....wouldn't you?


I'm not saying that the point is to hold yourself hostage within one's own regret....far from it....however I do see the key to me Being here is in letting go of feeling and emotion within and as self-direction here...so that One can See the One direction that is best for all life here....


Holding Oneself Accountable for Mistakes Prevents Continuous Loops Within the Same Behavior Pattern, Doesn't It?


It's interesting to see the relationship dynamics of word and world relations.  Like and Hate....Positive/Negative...and the Neutral in between.......How to move?

If most people are operating in a survival mindset when we in fact live in a world of abundance...What are the consequences?


What are the consequences for choosing to frolic about within a stupor of Intoxication...because you feel like it...and just want to have a good time....when the majority of the inhabitants on the planet are in survival mode...stuck in a bad spot...not knowing what to do...lacking access to the best education?


Should there really be a choice Here?


Why is there a portrayed conception that if we don't have choice, Life is Boring?
Do we even really know Life...and what it means to Live? How can we say we are alive when we do not consider all Lives....and what is best for all life?


But what about excitement within having the choice to follow stimulation...being stimulated to do this or being stimulated not to do this....Isn't it interesting that fairly recently within the world economic system there was a number of stimulus packages?


Interesting it is, I find it, to actually question the nature of my conditioning here....You Know, to actually challenge oneself in examining what it is I am accepting and allowing myself to think...or not think about....what it is that scares me, what is it I am reacted to.....what is it I am deliberately avoiding...why am I the way I am?


"Why am I the way I am"?


....the way I am?.....has me thinking of the Eminem song..."the way I am".....however I first came across this song called "the way I am" by Ingrid Michaelson


Whoa.......just went through a plethora of Eminem music videos.....how/why....i didnt really have a choice....did I ?....I mean I was curious....Cure I use....Cure us....Cure I Us....Curious....You know wanting to see what something is all about...wanting to look into something....Wanting to Investigate....Wanting to listen....Wanting to Learn....Looking to See...Self-reflective.....the Key to Self-Directive....Natural Learning Process....Self-Discovery through self-investigation....Leads to Self-expression within and as Great Self-Creation....Know-thy-Self Styles...You Know...We all Know to a certain extent....and it's funny and interesting that we all know to a certain extent....Because what is this "Extent" really....Extent?,,,,,Existence.....

Our Exit Stance....? Existence....No more, No less than an Exit Dance....Existence....How We Put Out the Fire on Earth....Starting with ourselves...Our cells....Our Life Here...and from Our Life...we create a Fire and Grace....funny that this just came to mind...and so I decided to look up what video came up...because I had no choice really....I just wanted to see....I figure that in daring to go there you got to take a look at yourself and what your saying and seeing the relationships within and how you are saying and sharing what it is that has come up within Yourself....Now the interesting thing here I see....Is to actually get to such a point of expression and exploration....Learning ability....is the self-trust...to not care....as like being infused and embedded within care...as a result of the commitment. work, devotion You have paid tribute as Your trials and tribulations as the hours of effort into getting to that moment of clarity which in reality is the simplicity of common sense.....More than a feeling and less than an emotion.....it's our Ocean of Locomotion...as the drivers and divers as the universal explorers stand as Self-Responsibility Directors....developing the Script....Programming In What's Best for all....So the Rest...Can be Had by the majority...So that their Estates and Status's can be corrected....as the Equalization of Elitist Status Here....raising the bar as the quality control standard commission...Making Only the best Picks....i mean it;s not even really a choice at all when we see for real with common Sense...and we don;t fear the hiccup in investigating our surrondings...Internal and External...So that we can Decorate in a way as like the Recreation...of Re-Creating the House Dealer....Assuming the Position as an In-House Dealer....I Mean Leader...not to be Mean...in a way that;s so bad...but to Mean what I say...so that it;s clear as can be, despite the array of confusion within and as our current vocabulary relationship definitions and associations....You Know...Our Word.....and World Relationships.....

Invest....in the Investigation....which is the Sound...Within and as the Word...Which shapes and Shifts as the formatting Structure which is here in so many physical molds...isn't it interesting that all this Word and World Shape Shifting has Created a Maze of Confusion....

And That's an Amazing....Am a Zing....Am A Sing Song Confession Here...as I tell it so...So You Know....as The Wonk...Walky Talky Here....Wonky Wonky....Ride a Donkey.....

LOL


Jackass


FYI,

pardon me but I wanted to be silly....I had no choice really....I said what I said...without getting ahead of myself....staying here in the present as I presented myself....making me the president of my Words...and You the President of Reading me Here...We the Presenters...presidenters....press identificators......Precedent Setters...Word and World Record Holders....Each and Every-One of us as Your Story is One of a Kind....a Word and World Record of Events.


Great Job....You're a Gold Medalist....and You totally forgot....You know....medalling gold.....medailling for gold....the quest for everlasting greatness....the same old story....how long have we been here man?,,,,What's a Number anyways but the latest/oldest method of counting/tracking our Word/World Record...recordings Here....The testing Testaments of Time exists within and as Our testimonial here...as our testimony indicates the status standing of and as our exam....X-am Testing....the Signature Sound Testing Here....to determine and distinguish what is Structurally Sound...and is Worthy of and as the Bountiful Glory In and as Life Equality and Oneness Here.



OH, ya,....I should mention that what supported my writing endeavor here today was the movie I watched called Snowpiercer....and if you click on the link I attached, you can read a cool write up blog I found in relation to the movie...a gemstone of a find....much like the Gemstone University and the Desteni Universe....some real pillars of excellence In standing I say...Here, Hear...


OK, Talking and Relating is Fun....I mean there is no real choice....is there?

Lol!



To be Continued

Paradoxical = Par a Do X 'ical....Par-a-Do-Signature-I-See-All.......Equal A Doing Signature I see All.....the standing agreement of common sense....

Word Play is Everywhere...as is Suppose to Be World Play...So let's get to Work on Structuring Our Creative Play....Because after all Life is A working Play....though...unfortunately it;s been more of a fight than a play....tis what happens when play gets out of controlll.....the child imaturity...the lack of balance in the work and the play.....meaning the work as the maturity and seriousness within and as the ability to have foresight and insight as to the extent of existence here....Being a Creator and All....

end all...

Peace


To Be Continued



Our Creative Work...

Day 638 Tree Planting Chapter 2

It's interesting to see how each of us is the starting point of integral importance in self-determining our effectiveness within and as the point.

Let me clarify here, what it is that I mean:

This morning I noticed many thoughts coming up within my mind as to why it is that i should take the day off of work today. I had many "valid" justifications come up within my mind that were "sound" arguments. I just looked at point after point come up within my mind...as like my mind was forming a case for me...like in defense of me going to work...what is interesting about all of this...is that I actually wanted to go to work.

So, I went to work despite having all these thoughts saying I should not go to work.

Interesting, how part way through the day at work...as I was finishing my lunch...there was a return of the thoughts of "giving up...giving in to justification of mind"...which is interesting because, again, I could see/realize/understand what was happening here...and so, again, I decided to push the point and get myself moving into my tree planting.

What's also interesting here...is that there was a point within my work day...where I became aware of the fact that someone I didn't expect to be yielding better results/performance than me, was in fact doing so...I mean I knew exactly what it was I was doing...and like how strong an output I was generating...in terms of the labored intensity I was putting into the tree planting. OK, so, I noticed a point of ridiculous absurdness...where I didn't ever expect this work colleague of mine to ever perform the tree planting task better than me...I mean to the point where it was like me regarding myself as always superior to this particular being...regardless of circumstances...and I mean this was a "what the fuck situation"...because I noticed...that I went into a "foul mood"...a form of "self-victimization" when I realized that I was apparently "losing in my mind"...in accordance with  my shaped reality outlook about my work colleague. This brought insight into the point that, I was quite enjoying the experience of myself within the work I was doing before I became aware of the statistics of the situation. So, I saw/realized/understood the absurd ridiculousness of the situation...realized that it is not cool to harbor self-limiting judgement and doubt about another...and that these particular views in which I was holding onto about my work colleague in fact reflect and presented to me points about my character personality here...where sometimes, I would doubt my potential and capability to challenge a particular frame of mind that I am in...like emotion/thought/feeling...And I mean obviously this was a cool point of self-reflection for today because I continued to push that point for myself...and really show myself that I can move beyond the particular mind sets that come up within a moment as like temporary distractions that act as like road barriers...only if I choose to allow myself to be bothered by the obstacles/barriers...which is interesting...because in garnering insight into how the mind operates...what I have noticed is that my mind is like fishing for energy in particular moments sometimes..as like to hook my attention onto something..as a point of conflict...so the friction can produce an energetic pull on my body to cause strain/stress all in all just perpetuating a cognitive dissonance from really truly expressing myself in my moment to moment movement as the self-expression I am as the starting point of and as self-direction here.

Moving On,

Food is Awesome support. What I became really appreciative of today...was the taking of time to really enjoy a little snack...like a a point of reward/treat for yourself as a result of staying focused/working hard on a point...and taking the few moments as a treat/reward...but really...it's a giving of yourself support...like a necessary support...like taking a few moments to relax...so that you can continue onward within and as a point of regimented discipline and focus...and to assist and support body stability within process participation here...I see that it is really important to express ourselves within and as the food that we enjoy eating. Like all the little nuances about how we go about taking those few minutes...or five minutes....or ten minutes...or 15 minutes even...for ourselves to stretch out...and enjoy some sort of food and or drink...as like the treat(s) we are choosing to treat ourselves with. It's interesting to see how we in fact treat ourselves here...and how we in fact sometimes neglect to really treat ourselves...I mean like what the fuck...I mean isn't life suppose to be like one big treat...a present...as the present is our presents here...and the more were tune in to see what is here the more we can receive all that is here to receive...


I asked a buddy at work today how his day had been going today...half expecting to get a complaint or a positive response that was out of the ordinary...which is interesting because I got exactly an extraordinary response...which was quite simplistic...and the best answer I have every heard from someone responding to the question, "how is your day at work going"...

So, He said, something along the lines of, "All the days are the same to me...there all good...the only day that is maybe a little extra sweeter than the rest...is my last day of work..."

This is the Awesome practical living attitude. I was just looking at this outlook in regards to life and death..as like living your day by day...and the death bed being even sweeter...as like no regrets...seeing/realizing/understanding self-here...welcoming a point coming to a close. As something ends...something else begins...in the end it begins...and ya...appreciation of the process unfolding here...enjoying the journey...and getting to the destination as like just a little bit sweeter as like that final yabadabdoo in the sense of steps accumulating towards mission accomplished.


A couple more points I would like to open up here:

Force of Competition...what is the motivating force behind Elite performance within competition?

Starting point of Competition...Self-Here..and the challenges/responsibilities we take on as who we are...which is winning/winning...because within and as our self-determination as our steadfast self-discipline we cannot really fail...because any perceived failure...is part of the process to becoming better and better...and is a point of recognition...where we enable our self to look at what it is we did and didn't do...and what another did or didn't do...and we can therefore self-reflect constructively within competition...as like a point of sharing and caring here...as like how we play with one another here...as like how we say friendly competition....and the point that seemingly opens up and wraps itself up here is that we are the staring point of and as friendly competition...meaning the level of self-intimacy we have with our self...will determine the level of competitiveness we will be willing to exercise within and as our self-movement here...in and as our self-expression.

Competition in the truest sense of the meaning is the support and assistance of self-perfection...and challenging the acceptances and allowances of what is best to get even better...so that what is best can be even better than it was...as like the process of and as self-improvement...until there is no more limit...like achieving limitless possibilities...as the whole point always around...like always here...all dimensions in tact...like...god almighty holy shit...yet...no more no less than the rest...as like one and equal with all here. Self Here.

So, self-realization leads into self-perfection which leads into self here....as got it...got the point...god it..living it...life

So, self-perfection is like the competition going on here...where we are all in the process of supporting and assisting You's and Me's within and as the point of self-reflection...as like all is in this friendly competition and journey together and the point is for us to see/realize/understand our self here so that we can actually come to agreement on the terms of our playing field here....as it is important to remember...what is a friendly little competition within getting a bit better...the better bit is a win/win...as each bit contributes to the win. As above and so below. So within and So without. One and Equal.

Day 634 Creative Word "Adjustment"

Ok, I feel tight and cramped…like my muscles are strained maybe a bit from the walking I did but I think more so it has to do with the consecutive days in which I have been hunched in front of the computer…like no real accountability for the pose as the post that I was expressing…it’s like I just kind of was in a slumped and slouched position because I believed that I had to…that I didn’t want to work at expressing myself in those particular moments at the computer…it’s like I justified that I shouldn’t have to express myself while sitting down…it’s like my whole relationship with sitting down is out of wack…like somehow…I’ve disregarded my back and shoulders…and the core area of my body…my stomach and ab muscles….like really neglecting my ass muscles too…like really not caring to utilize my self-strength and stamina…beating myself up within the belief…as like avoiding the effort of work that it would take to hold myself up within my seat…and I’ve looked at the point of posture before and realized the significance of posture being the pose and post you are…as a poster of and as yourself expression position in how you are aligned within the physical body…what I neglected to see was the justification as to why I really resist supporting myself within my sitting…well I see here how I’ve justified it within believing like ok well I am sitting at the table using my computer and the couch is positioned this way and my laptop is here so I really have no other choice but to bend over…and sulk…and it’s; ridiculous…that I have subscribed to such a belief and idea…justification…because I am capable of Adjustment…Adjusting my positioning and the things in my environment to make sure that when and as I am working with things in my environment I do not necessarily strain myself as a result of being resistant to Adjusting my stance and balance positioning…like it is actually a point of learning to freestyle my self-expression in and as the point of Adaptation…meaning, seeing how I can live myself here in and as the self-expression of Premier Performance….as yes, if I neglect giving myself Premier Positioning within and as the way that I seat myself from moment to moment…like what the fuck…obviously I see the point here where I actually have to give a fucking concern about myself here and my physicality and direct myself to stop half assing my seating…I mean, I am responsible for where and how I sit in every moment here...because how I sit…relates to and as my ability to eat…as I often eat in my seat…and to further the point I am getting at…is my home is where I am at…and I am at home when I sit...and rest…I am, at home always wherever I am …I am here…so the question and answer is why would I allow myself to fuck with my personal living in home comfort deliberately…I mean, really...Is it too much effort for me to really make sure…and take the time and effort to give myself the comfort of myself movement…as the moves and positioning that really support me living here…I mean yes this is it…this is the point here… is that for me to live here in a practical physical way…I got to be self-responsibility as like a point of and as self-managing my physical body here…like me as the driver of my body here…gots to make the effort to not over work particular parts of my body...and take the time to utilize and exercise my strength in physical body positioning…by playing within and as my creative self-expression here,…I mean within and as the self-realization here…it’s always play time ..regardless of what work and self-responsibilities are required…because it’s who I am within and as how I move myself and how I station myself in sitting to do a particular task…so Yes, I see that it’s all me in being here and yes there is point of and as meticulous detail that describes me as an artistic expression. As like yes how I sit here up right at my computer for the first time in some time…and I allow myself to flow as a point of strength building in my character as I reflect on and as the words I write…to make my application in self-discipline more tight….removing the looseness in and as my character flaws/weakness…by exposing myself to myself as all is always exposed…and slowing down to notice myself here and see…hey this is what’s been going on in me…I see realize and understand how to self-correct my misalignments…I’ve through and as my writing myself here…reasoned and rationalized in a self-supportive way as to how I have been behaving and what I have to say about my behaviour…and see here how I can add refinement to my behaviour as like the living definition of my words as the creativity in and as my self-expression…as me music here…in my play working together as I use this method of mediumship…meaning writing as a structured tool of support to look at me as what exists within me as my structured word relationship as the self-reflection of what the fuck is going on…and so yo, this has been a cool point of adjustment…ADD Just Meant…Adjustment.,….A just meant…meaning a nobleness to the meaning in which I speak/live…move…as the self-governing body maintenance…as I see realize and understand myself here as a word body mechanic…the basic mechanics is like basic mathematics…and the intricacies are here...as yes there are many variables and relationships at play…but the funny thing is, is that I am in the process of simplification…so that anything that seems overtly difficult and strenuous as like a real strain on my physical beingness…is because I am not effectively and correctively aligned within and as the point of simplicity as my epitome Equality and Oneness starting point of creation here…as the core of my beingness stems from and as the roots of and as Physical Equality and Oneness...that is and as my bark as my voice embodiment of me here as the living words….ok yo…so I just added in this little bit after the first initial looking investigation at the word Adjustment...see this is what is so cool in playing with words…is the we have aha I see…I going to flow and go and just see what I do as I do what I do as I trust myself to play and explore for real as yes I say oh galore…I really do enjoy the galore of knowing there is so much more…meaning this continuous on going opportunity of me to self-direct the creative playing of and as myself-expression physical movement from moment to moment…as like yo the style and grace to a self-dynamic directive flow…in and as I decide how to decision my precious precision as the surgeon doctoring the practical living words…like the recipes and the remedy’s as the spelling so it is sewed together so we remember our roots so we can pull out the weeds so we're not burning away the buds and the stems as thinking there is some divine higher spiritual power up in the clouds up in smoke as like just needing a toke as the way to get to nirvana as like some sort of dive intervention...thinking I got gods herbs…not realizing I’ve been lying as like even facing the spelling of the lie is tricky because it’s difficult to comprehend in the beginning because in a way it facing your death and your end…and so you can begin to re-plant the tree that you are…as like re-nourish the essence of and as our true beginning and our core structure foundation as our natural learning ability comes through as ya it’s an effortless flow when and as we develop the basic core vocabulary to have the bricks in place to be a master builder demonstrating the harmonical rhythmics of and as our words being the building blocks that shape the fabric of and as our fabrications here…and its interesting because I’ve only really just begun to explore the depth of my character in and as my physical body Adjustment...as like stepping out of mind indebt servitude to an equal and one play field role play...where I am the synthesizer as mc mc master music maker as I am alive with organs...and no I don’t need no transplants…because I planted the seeds within me as the words oh so proper this time because I put the o’s in and as my orgasmic expression as I blast from moment to moment as I spray with and as what I say because this word play comes out the mouth Like a faucet I am a fountain facet of expression living the who I am in and as the moment to moment application that yo yo Osho exemplified in and as his portal turn sharing moment self-expression. The word Adjustment here is what I got myself started with here,…because I could see my body posture positioning needed Adjustment…as yes the consequence of all my slouching behaviour…and go figure I was getting tired of slouching all the time…it’s like trying to hold yourself up without really holding yourself up…I mean its quite ridiculous when you think about it…because I need to be up and in position to move myself in action as the living actionable words I write…and so by barely holding myself upright in position by neglecting the stability of my core as the focal point of my stability…how am I able to really flow in and as my ability to play…I mean Premier Performance is really lacking when the core support structure is virtually non-existent as a main consideration in the games I play in being here as the expression I make in participation within and as my self-response-abilities.