Day 744 - Doing Fucked Up Shit Because Authority Said So

Are you familiar with the Milgram experiment?  Click the link to read about how average people will kill people because Authority told them so.

To watch a video showcasing the influence and susceptibility of humans to following along with bad advice because an Authority figure told them so...See this Derren Brown Video on the Milgram Experiment. 

Who are the the firs main points of Authority in you Life?

Your Parents

Have you ever asked yourself what qualified your parents to be Parents?

Should you have to qualify to be a parent?

Did you trust in your parents as a child?

Do you see any parallel's with how society is structured with various institutions of Authority?

See, Parents, Government, Medical Profession, Doctors, Scientists, Teachers, Lawyers, Judges, Psychologists, Psychiatrists, Police/Military, Media, Celebrities, Popular Journals/Magazines, and Television

Did you know that when you seek the support and assistance of a Professional in any of the above fields of expertise...the support is but a Professional Opinion. Meaning that based upon the knowledge and information they have collected...the believe a particular way forward to be the best for you.  This doesn't mean that it is true or not true. It means that is an Opinion as to what you should do based upon how the were in fact giving professional opinions about what they should do...and now they have been trained to give those opinions as an occupation based upon following and abiding by so many previous opinions.

What I find interesting here is the point of Trust.  Where thee is often a rational justification to believe what You hear to be true or worthy of your attention because someone who within our world society is defined as being an Authority on Knowledge and Information within that particular field of study.

Is it possible that nobody really knows much about anything and that we have been for a very long time...perpetuating a conditioned behavior response where we mimic our elders and so trust/believe them and shape our Life as a result of what they have said.  How valid is anything that has ever been said, when you consider that so much of whatever has been said, has been regurgitated from somewhere else that was passed on and carried on because of the Trust within the person who said it so.

Are we programmed and conditioned from an early age to make sense of non-sense?

Would you dare to really consider the possibility that who you are today is something totally different than Who You would be if You didn't ever make sense of non-sense...I mean,  trust or believe anyone ever and that for anything to hold true, the point would actually require to be verifiable through self-testing and cross-referencing? A measure of Self-Authorization if You will. What have we Self-Authorized here that is totally fucked up. Who's responsible for the whackness Here?

Maybe this is not the most practical approach...or is it? Does it mean that in order to know that fire is hot you must get burned by the fire? The answer is no. Becoming introduced to Fire for example, you will see and feel the warm of the fire...You do not require to touch the fire to know it is Hot. What about that Fire can burn your skin? if one person is burned by fire as a result of making a mistake and getting to close to the fire, Everyone is able to learn from that mistake and see the consequence of that action....that if you are too close for too long to the fire, You will get burned.

Have You really considered the design of Education in our world? Typically beginning by the parents in the home...and then when you leave the home and go to school....and, every other person encounter.

What is also fascinating is that much of the exchanges of information that take place...come as like forms of commands...where somebody is Telling someone something...often it is an Opinion...which in a way is really a form of gossip...as like the spreading of Wild Fire....and it spreads and spreads and spreads...as you share what they said...and they share what they said...and all the while...just kind of operating within and as this perpetuating infections disease in a way....where most of the information that is being exchanged is not of the best benefit to anyone.

Is it any wonder that we are familiar with words like Rape, Molestation, Poverty, Murder, Torture, Punishment, War, Famine, Starvation, Suffering, Disease, Disability, Deceit, Deception, Slavery, Prisoner, Prison, Military, Weapons, Abuse, Fraud, Terrorism, Enemy, Fighting, Survival, Combat, Defense, Offense, Guns, Slaughter, Profit, 3rd World, Sweatshop, Injustice, Crime, Psychopath, Convict.....and the list goes on....

We are directly and indirectly supporting such conditioned behaviors/environments/circumstances as result of how we are accepting Authority to exist here. When you think of AUTHORITY, Do you think of Yourself First and Foremost...or is the point/words separate from You as like the examples I gave above as particular points of "recognized established Authorities"?

Is it interesting to consider and regard that in order to stop the rampant wild fire here, we need to actualize ourselves here as Self-Authority and Question the knowledge and information we have subscribed to whether passively or actively...because We are on Fire here...and The Fire is Burning up the Earth.  Is this Hell? Have we become in such denial that we would not believe and know what Hell on Earth is despite being slowly burnt alive?

Let Manifest Heaven on Earth Forever, Wouldn't that be better than Hell on Earth? Are things in Reverse? Each is the Author in the Creation of Heaven On Earth Here. Note, this does not mean You create your own little bubble Heaven where everything is all good for you...is a start sure....but what about everyone else....is this a competition where some get Heaven at the expense of many getting Hell. What kind of fucked up game/idea is that?

Lets Share the Best of Ourselves Here, and Question what the fuck is going On and ask ourselves what the fuck are we really doing to ourselves as Everything Here?


"It's Hell on Earth, Whose Next or Going to Be First" Mobb Deep, Hell On Earth, from the Album HELL ON EARTH


Oh, did I mention that the Authority is You and has Always All Ways Been You?

So about all that Fucked up Shit....

Day 460 Skiing and Golf

I'm here to open up some some self-forgiveness in relationship to the words "skiing" and "golf".  Both words carry a very positive charged energy within myself.  I see and realise that I have allowed myself to obsess about skiing and golf within my mind as a point of imagination day dreaming.  I see and realise how some times I have become less effective within daily doings as a result of my accepted and allowed word relations with "skiing" and "golf".  Both words, due to the strong positive polarity charge I have accepted and allowed within myself have become like a chemical drug high experience within myself...as a form of escape from physical reality.  I see and realise how anytime I'm looking for a break from my immediate daily participation's, my mind can easily come up with anything golf or skiing related, and my attention is adverted from practical living responsibilities...and I have often just gone into the indulgence of following my train of though about a particular aspect of golf or skiing....whether it be about technique, performance, equipment, places to play, prices, locations, training, etc...etc.

So the point I see here is that it is my self-responsibility to release the positive energetic charges that exist within myself in relationship to both the word "golf" and the word "skiing".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining "golf" with positive energy and associating the words, great, good, excellent, awesome, amazing, fun, I love it, I really like it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining "skiing" with positive energy charges and associate the words, great, good, excellent, awesome, amazing, fun, I love it, I really like it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I created a possessive relationship with the words "golf" and "skiing" as a result of creating strong emotions and feelings about "golf" and "skiing"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the consequence I have created within my Life as a result of holding onto such strong positive energy charges in relation to the words "golf" and "skiing".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I have distorted my reality of living words as a result of accepting and allowing positive energy charges upon the words "golf" and "skiing"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having compromised practical daily living as a result of accepting and allowing myself to create positive energetic charges in relationship to the words "golf" and"skiing"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I how I compromise my well being within accepting and allowing contaminated word relationships.  I realise and understand the word is the word and making a word out to be more than it is, fuels conflict and polarity friction within my vocabulary as my building blocks here in physical reality.   I see and realise the point that by accepting and allowing some words to be more valuable within energetic charge, creates and enables some words to be regarded as less valuable.  I realise and understand that creating an energetic self-defined value system in relationship to words is not necessary and nor is it in my best interests, as this creates scenarios where I distort my ability to operate at my highest levels of effectiveness here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that I must create positive energies in relationship to words that represent activities I enjoy participating within.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for manipulating my daily participation's and responsibilities within allowing myself to day dream and obsess about skiing and golfing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared to let go of positive energetic charge in relationship to "skiing" and "golfing" out of fear that I will be losing my self created positive energy experience, and within this believing that I will no longer like participating within skiing or golf if I don't have a positive energetic experience attached to it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the practical support within keeping my word relationships simple.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for unnecessarily complicating my word relationships with emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having brought emotions and feelings into the words "skiing" and "golf"

Definition of Skiing:  The action of travelling over snow on ski's, especially as a sport or recreation.

Definition of golf: A game played on a large open air course, in which a small hard ball is struck with an assortment of clubs into a series of small holes in the ground.


When and as I see myself beginning to think about golf or skiing within doing a particular task, I stop and breathe, I direct myself to stay on task and I realise how I had created a pattern within my mind to use words I had created positive energetic associations to act as like distraction codes within myself that induce mental preoccupation that take me out of physical reality and put me into the realm of mental masturbation.  I realise and understand that the same principle exists with associating negative energetic charges onto particular words.  I realise and understand it is my self-responsibility to purify my vocabulary as the law of my being here as Equality and Oneness.


I realise and understand how easily it is to be controlled and manipulated through word relationships.

I realise and understand how sales work based upon word relations.  I realise and understand that becoming highly effective with words makes me a great sales person.

I realise and understand that everyone is essentially a sales person...and we are constantly selling ourselves on what we will or won't do based upon our accepted and allowed vocabulary and our particular judgments/definitions/values/energies in relationship to our vocabulary.

I commit myself to investigating my vocabulary.

I commit myself to purifying my vocabulary.

I commit myself to using my mind as a tool to see where and how my vocabulary has been contaminated.

I commit myself to strengthening my vocabulary.

I commit myself to fixing my vocabulary.

I commit myself to removing complications in my vocabulary.

I commit myself to being a master of words.

I commit myself to educating people about the importance of vocabulary.

Day 440 Black Mirror

Investigative writing here as what comes up within me in regards to watching a couple episodes of Black Mirror.

I just watched the show Black Mirror where there was a situation where a princess was kidnapped and the one demand for her safe return was that the prime minister has sex with a pig on live television.....

this got me thinking about all sorts of things:

how many kidnapping deals are made all the time....

thought about poor people all over the world who are suffering...

thought about the point that a person's life is only valued if people with money value the person....or the person themselves has lots of money...

what real accountability is there for world leaders...

Should all the injustices of the world be in the face of a world leader...

do our world leaders reflect the general public's attitude about everything....like generally people aren't doing too much about social injustices and therefore world leaders are just a reflection of the general apathy existent within humanity

are world leaders a reflection of human apathy...as like disregard for the well being of humanity

is it possible for news stories to really pressure social change...like a transformation of social injustices

it would be cool for world leaders...national leaders to take accountability in addressing the major problems that exist in the world...and pointing out that everyone is responsible for remedying the situation

it would be cool if there was a news network that was constantly covering the story about what is being done to create a perfect world where life isn't disregarded.

I thought about how prime minister of canada doesnt speak with the press...how he has censored himself from the press...like there is no real press about him...unless it's some sort of sanctioned story by his people

it would be cool if being a president or prime minister meant that you had to have live discussions with members of the public without any form of censorship as a way of creating a connection between general public and leadership within a nation.

The fact that there is a total disconnect between prime minister Stephen Harper and Canadian public exposes the disconnect between there being any real leadership and/or accountability in Canada

everyone's movement is so scripted according to money.

what if all the movie scripts stopped and all the money from Hollywood and all the money from the entertainment industryy including professional sports was pooled together as like a start up fund as like the initial start up costs of establishing a new world order that is to the benefit of all life....what about getting all those who have profited from entertainment/sports/politics to do free labor volunteered work to assist and support the transformation of a world of injustice to a world of justice.

I'd like to see drastic change in accountability as like what happens in a day on planet earth...

Is it possible that there is an actual total of the money here on planet earth and some considerations could be done as like to consider all the functionality of things...like seeing the money as electricity...and how the electricity is needed everywhere....and how a stable supportive flow that is mutual beneficial to everyone can be established.

I like radical change

what about changing the starting point of why things happen...like not about just making profits...but to about making changes for the betterment of humanity...

the situation is quite extensive and needs to be deeply penetrated through all media networks....like the holy shit what the fuck of humanity...as like a total do over of humanity....like changing the operating rules...like the ways in which commerce/business work....I mean the value of Life within this ....you know what is the real value of life....where is life...acknowledging the dumb ass game we have created with all the rules and laws in place that set the parameters of our life experiences so to speak....realising the democracy of change...how it is a collective group effort....

I just watched the show black mirror-episode 15  million merits

The premise of the episode was that the majority of the population slaves away riding a stationary bicycle for credit and while riding the bicycle you are existing as an avatar in a virtual world as well...as like your avatar represents who you are in this world...and you are bombarded with various forms of entertainment...and everything is a consumer based society around entertainment...and the ultimate goal...dream...is to earn yourself 15million credits/merits...to go onto an American idol type show...where you showcase your talent in hopes that the judges will green light you for an opportunity to do something that is seen as better than riding the stationary bicycle day in and day out.

some points that came up within me while watching this episode:

What if fitness facilities throughout the world were set up as a point of harnessing energy to power the grid...like maybe you even get paid for your workout...like a percentage of the energy/work you created/did for the greater good functioning of the human grid....I mean maybe this is not really even necessary labor at all...as I was reflecting upon Niklas Tesla and how he had developed ways to harness energy that is existent here...so that energy is made available to all people...as like energy is kind of abundant here...and it's more about aligning a way to tap into the energy so to speak....and then I thought about sound as like energy and that people speaking harnesses energy.,..like the physical world is a sound environment...and the changing of sounds is like energy changes...so to speak...but energy/sound remains a constant...so to speak...

This type of thinking, lead me to consider that there is so much potential for humanity...and that human potential is being suppressed because of greed...and various forms of fear which are totally ridiculous....I mean have a look at how money functions as the energy that determines a beings life force value so to speak...and the money system is designed as a debt trap...like all of humanity is indebted to this debt trap...perpetuating the slave labor of humanity...as like total energy whores...I mean this is the unfortunate case...because there is no real regard for Life...and therefore the cost is mining humanity for gold so to speak...you know...like an energy based society...as the money represents the energy...and things are done in a less than what's best way...and the situation has become so severe that there are excuses and justifications like change is to expensive...it would cost too much to have a perfect world...everyone would be broke in a perfect world...like its apparently just not feasible to fund human excellence....like what the fuck....oh wait a second all life prospers in a perfect world system...anything less has costly consequences

Self-forgiveness and self corrective statements to follow, stay tuned, cheers.