Day 553 A World in Need of Self-Direction

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting and postponing instances of self-direction which is in and as support and assistance for the betterment and sustainability of All Life on Planet Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for seeking out instant gratification as like a coping mechanism for harboring apathy and self-pity within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for distracting myself my issues of primary importance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring entertainment as a way for me to try to relax and forget about the stress that I carry within myself as a result of being a contributing part of the abuse here on planet earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to carry and harbor stress within myself as the shame within not pushing myself to daily work as hard as I can to seek out solutions as the ways needed to create a newphysical reality that is in and as the alignment of assisting and supporting all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for having fallen within and as the constant and consistent standing within and and as self-direction. I realize and understand the self-responsibility within and as self-direction. I realize and understand the shameful disgrace of accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self-direction as a method of walking self-correction Here as a physical standing example of what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow myself to be influenced by desires as like a form of distraction that presents to me programmed self-imposed limitations as fictitiously skewed value system of priorities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for seeking out external means of stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resisted to ask questions as a platform of assistance and support as the first step within opening up the clarity of self-direction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying moments of stuckness as statements of emotional defeatism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing weakness of character to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing an internal polarity war to exist within and as various character of strength and weakness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within the realms of illusionary delusion as various polarity constructed characters that are perpetuated by the previous history of my acceptances and allowances. I realize and understand the daily practical living application of self-forgiveness and self-correction as the way to actually change the course of history by standing within and as accountability and self-responsibility for my history here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the importance of each individual's role in and as our history here. I realize and understand the point of self-direction within and as taking accountability for our acceptances and allowances so that we can stand as the solutions as what is best for all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having given myself the choice to direct myself in ways that are best for all Life or not. I realize and understand the disgraceful shame within accepting and allowing such a choice to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having tried to live self-responsibility as what is best for all Life while seeking out desires as various forms/means of instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be controlled by external means of instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to give up instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing losing and never again receiving instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having formed an energetic dependency upon mechanisms of stimulating energetic responses as various rays of instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating the self-mutilation of myself as life within constantly and continuously adapting and evolving the expediency in and as various forms of instant gratification. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deriving pleasure from and as physical abuse and suffering. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having blinded myself from my own physical abuse and suffering within succumbing to the temptations of escapism within fleeting moments of numbing blissful ignorance as physical destruction for a temporary energetic high.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making excuses for the need of a detoured course of direction as like a justification for actions that are less than what is best for all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means to live as a presentation of Life Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means for Life to exist outside of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for doubting my ability to give up the entirety of my fictitious reality of energetic relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understand the shame and blatant disregard for Life within trying to keep my precious most sacredly valued energetic relationships within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have precious most sacredly valued energetic relationships within myself.

What are my precious most sacredly valued energetic relationships that exist within myself?

To be Continued?

Day 497 Living Hypocrisy

Hypocrisy: The practice of claiming to have higher standards or more noble beliefs than is the case.

Synonyms of Hypocrisy include: sanctimoniousness, sanctimony, pietism, piousness, affected piety,  affected superiority, false virtue, cant, humbug, pretense, posturing, speciousness, empty talk; insincerity, falseness, falsity, deceptiveness, deceit, deceitfulness, deception, dishonesty dissembling, dissimulation, duplicity, imposture, two-facedness, double dealing; informal phoneyness; pharisaism, tartufferie.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for perpetuating Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing myself to be separate from Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as not part of the Hypocrisy that is here.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding myself within and as the word hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself neglecting to account authority/responsibility/accountability for remediation of myself as a living Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to hide from my accepted and allowed hypocrisy within self deflection methods of blame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the hypocrisy of blame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the hypocrisy of judgement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my Hypocrisy Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to face myself as Hypocrisy in every moment Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for denying my living Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for enabling Hypocrisy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to escape Hypocrisy through the practicing of Blame.

I commit myself to stopping the Hypocrisy that exists within myself as I realize and understand that my inner reality reflects the outer reality, and that by stopping and preventing Hypocrisy within myself I can assist and support the facilitation of stopping and preventing the re-occurrence of Hypocrisy within our shared Outer Reality.

I commit myself to investigating all facets of Hypocrisy so that I stop all facets of Hypocrisy within myself and utilize prevention as the best cure as the way to insure Hypocrisy never exists again.

Day 444 White Collar

I've been watching this show called, "White Collar" which is about a con expert who specializes in fraud and theft.

As a result of watching the show, the point has come to mind that there is so much effort that goes into committing forms of fraud/theft....and the point that if as much effort when into planning cons as planning the necessary steps for a new world system that would be best for all Life here, than we would in fact have a perfect system in place.

It's interesting to consider that everyone here is a part of the ultimate con which is our world systems in place...as like the daily living as the rules and regulations about how commerce functions...as like it is OK for a system to exist which deliberately results in extreme exploitation of Life.

If we look at our individual participation within the ultimate con it's about self interested accommodations at the expense of everyone else...as like fuck it as like as I get my reward/prize/loot than whatever else happens...that's just part of the con game...and everyone is responsible for making sure they got what they need...and if they don't...then well there's just not that smart and deserve to get conned because it's a survival of the fittest mentality...where if you are not ruthlessly deceptive than you are the victim or ruthless exploitation which is like justified as this is just how things work...it's part of Life...it's how Life functions...

Someone said to me the other day in reference to humans survival instincts as like survival of the fittest and harming other life as a means of self subsistence...to just look at the animal kingdom and see that they do the same type of things as humans....

I asked this person if they considered that it was self evident that humans are the dominant species on the planet on account of our deceptive ruthlessness as like looking at the effects of humanity on planet earth...and within this to consider that the animal and insect kingdoms are a reflection of the human kingdom from the perspective that the human kingdom is like the parent to the animal and insect kingdoms as like a point of care and support...and within this to see that we are doing a really brutal job of providing stable living conditions for all animals and insects here....I mean, as humans...were not working together within the functioning of our designed global systems......

These insights have forced me to challenge my own participation's here and to see how my starting point has always been about my own personal amusement and just really about sustaining a good life for myself without really regarding all Life around me...which is totally absurd...and so,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting all Life within the decisions I make.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for expecting someone else to be accountable for figuring things out and working towards a better world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting a world that's best for all Life...but thinking that I can continue to exist as a representation of disregard for all Life by just focusing on self interested pursuits for my own personal amusement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that if I just care a little bit about all Life here...and do a little bit to support all Life here...than I am OK to continue to leverage the ultimate con that is in place for my benefit at the expense of those who weren't as ruthless and deceptive as I was.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as a con man as a result of myself leveraging a good life within a system that is totally corrupted...and neglecting to really contribute ways that are best to alleviate the corruption in the current system so that a new world order can be created that assists ans supports all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to see my behaviour and participation's as ruthlessly deceptive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to always operate from the starting point of what's best for all Life...because that goes against me pulling a fraudulent act where I am able to benefit self interested pursuits that is totally legitimized as acceptable and regarded as OK within existing in this world as part of the ultimate con game being played/pulled.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit my intelligence and abilities/capabilities to contributing to the creation of a world that is best for all Life because I am able to exist within the current con game with effortless ease...as like a person who is able to get by within the ultimate con and satisfy self interested indulgences/desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to see and understand my starting point for existing here as being rooted in self interested indulgences/desires as like points of preoccupation to distract me from existing a person of the highest integrity and dignity, as like a person who will do whatever it takes to create the necessary planning for the implementation of a new world order which supports the living well being of all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding what a waste of time it is to be here and to not regard what is best for all Life at all times...and to be actively participating in looking at the problems that exist here by creating solutions as the necessary problem solving as the necessary actions required to put a stop to the ultimate con game.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to juggle ego self interest and have compassion for all Life...as like playing both sides of the fence...I realise and understand the middle road as the greatest deception...and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking a middle road approach within being a part of the ultimate con existing here as the ruthless exploitation of life for self interested benefit as like the pursuit of individual happiness at the expense of keeping other individuals hostage from the pursuit of happiness...and I realise and understand that to make a life for myself where I am able to just indulge in self interested pursuits and not give a shit really about the world around me, like not really do anything to be actively remedying the problems that exist, is in fact an indication of a mental disorder as like a total disassociation as Life which is in fact to exist here as like a waste of space an resources.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my resourcefulness in assisting and supporting the facilitation of a new world order which honors and values Life with integrity and dignity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for expecting others to be accountable for Life before I should have to be accountable for Life...and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for waiting to dedicate my every breath to becoming Life as what's best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being resistance to changing in all ways that is best for life...out of fear that I will get screwed in the ultimate con game existing here as a result of giving up participation within and as contributing player in the human deception.

I commit myself to stopping the human deception which is the disregard for all Life.

I commit myself to aligning myself in ways that I can be resourceful in assisting and supporting the facilitation of a new world order which is best for all Life here.

I commit myself to stop limiting myself from being resourceful and creative in bringing forth solutions that are best in solving the problems that exist here.

I commit myself to giving myself integrity, dignity and honor as the words necessary to becoming the living accountability and responsibility as what's best for all  Life.

I commit myself to actively solving problems as like making problem solving a life vocation as the self-realisation that problems require solutions that are best for all Life here...and that I am capable and able of solving problems with the basic mathematical simplicity of 1+1=2 as common sense understanding and reasoning.

Day 440 Black Mirror

Investigative writing here as what comes up within me in regards to watching a couple episodes of Black Mirror.

I just watched the show Black Mirror where there was a situation where a princess was kidnapped and the one demand for her safe return was that the prime minister has sex with a pig on live television.....

this got me thinking about all sorts of things:

how many kidnapping deals are made all the time....

thought about poor people all over the world who are suffering...

thought about the point that a person's life is only valued if people with money value the person....or the person themselves has lots of money...

what real accountability is there for world leaders...

Should all the injustices of the world be in the face of a world leader...

do our world leaders reflect the general public's attitude about everything....like generally people aren't doing too much about social injustices and therefore world leaders are just a reflection of the general apathy existent within humanity

are world leaders a reflection of human apathy...as like disregard for the well being of humanity

is it possible for news stories to really pressure social change...like a transformation of social injustices

it would be cool for world leaders...national leaders to take accountability in addressing the major problems that exist in the world...and pointing out that everyone is responsible for remedying the situation

it would be cool if there was a news network that was constantly covering the story about what is being done to create a perfect world where life isn't disregarded.

I thought about how prime minister of canada doesnt speak with the press...how he has censored himself from the press...like there is no real press about him...unless it's some sort of sanctioned story by his people

it would be cool if being a president or prime minister meant that you had to have live discussions with members of the public without any form of censorship as a way of creating a connection between general public and leadership within a nation.

The fact that there is a total disconnect between prime minister Stephen Harper and Canadian public exposes the disconnect between there being any real leadership and/or accountability in Canada

everyone's movement is so scripted according to money.

what if all the movie scripts stopped and all the money from Hollywood and all the money from the entertainment industryy including professional sports was pooled together as like a start up fund as like the initial start up costs of establishing a new world order that is to the benefit of all life....what about getting all those who have profited from entertainment/sports/politics to do free labor volunteered work to assist and support the transformation of a world of injustice to a world of justice.

I'd like to see drastic change in accountability as like what happens in a day on planet earth...

Is it possible that there is an actual total of the money here on planet earth and some considerations could be done as like to consider all the functionality of things...like seeing the money as electricity...and how the electricity is needed everywhere....and how a stable supportive flow that is mutual beneficial to everyone can be established.

I like radical change

what about changing the starting point of why things happen...like not about just making profits...but to about making changes for the betterment of humanity...

the situation is quite extensive and needs to be deeply penetrated through all media networks....like the holy shit what the fuck of humanity...as like a total do over of humanity....like changing the operating rules...like the ways in which commerce/business work....I mean the value of Life within this ....you know what is the real value of life....where is life...acknowledging the dumb ass game we have created with all the rules and laws in place that set the parameters of our life experiences so to speak....realising the democracy of change...how it is a collective group effort....

I just watched the show black mirror-episode 15  million merits

The premise of the episode was that the majority of the population slaves away riding a stationary bicycle for credit and while riding the bicycle you are existing as an avatar in a virtual world as well...as like your avatar represents who you are in this world...and you are bombarded with various forms of entertainment...and everything is a consumer based society around entertainment...and the ultimate goal...dream...is to earn yourself 15million credits/merits...to go onto an American idol type show...where you showcase your talent in hopes that the judges will green light you for an opportunity to do something that is seen as better than riding the stationary bicycle day in and day out.

some points that came up within me while watching this episode:

What if fitness facilities throughout the world were set up as a point of harnessing energy to power the grid...like maybe you even get paid for your workout...like a percentage of the energy/work you created/did for the greater good functioning of the human grid....I mean maybe this is not really even necessary labor at all...as I was reflecting upon Niklas Tesla and how he had developed ways to harness energy that is existent here...so that energy is made available to all people...as like energy is kind of abundant here...and it's more about aligning a way to tap into the energy so to speak....and then I thought about sound as like energy and that people speaking harnesses energy.,..like the physical world is a sound environment...and the changing of sounds is like energy changes...so to speak...but energy/sound remains a constant...so to speak...

This type of thinking, lead me to consider that there is so much potential for humanity...and that human potential is being suppressed because of greed...and various forms of fear which are totally ridiculous....I mean have a look at how money functions as the energy that determines a beings life force value so to speak...and the money system is designed as a debt trap...like all of humanity is indebted to this debt trap...perpetuating the slave labor of humanity...as like total energy whores...I mean this is the unfortunate case...because there is no real regard for Life...and therefore the cost is mining humanity for gold so to speak...you know...like an energy based society...as the money represents the energy...and things are done in a less than what's best way...and the situation has become so severe that there are excuses and justifications like change is to expensive...it would cost too much to have a perfect world...everyone would be broke in a perfect world...like its apparently just not feasible to fund human excellence....like what the fuck....oh wait a second all life prospers in a perfect world system...anything less has costly consequences

Self-forgiveness and self corrective statements to follow, stay tuned, cheers.

Day 437 Menace to Society Part 3

Do You consider yourself a menace to society? 

What does a menace to society mean to You?

Do You have to commit a crime as breaking a law within the legal system to be considered a menace to society?

Is Everyone born as a menace to society, created  by menaces to society?

How is it possible to believe You are not a menace to society?

What kind of process is required to be walked to stop existing as a menace to society?

If Everyone here is not a menace to society, why is this so, and how is this possible?  Is it because these individuals have in fact become aware of the nature of themselves as menaces to society and have in fact committed themselves to stop and breathe and change themselves by investigating every part of themselves in all ways possible so as to correct the problem and stand as an example of self-responsibility in showing their peers/fellow menaces to society that change that is best for all Life is in fact possible?

Do You realise how hard it is to not be a menace to society when in fact You were conditioned and programmed to be a menace to society who doesn't even question or try to change the nature of the program?

To what extent would You go to create a World that is best for all Life?

Have You considered that creating a world that is best for all Life, starts with Yourself as the embodiment of the whole world as that which is best for Life?

Have You considered that the process of self correction is so difficult because the process of self correction is at an individual level, being by being and each being is walking their own timeline and therefore no 2 beings are walking the exact same timeline....yet we are all part of the end time as completing the process of self correction...as each part plays a role in the end of time as the process of self correction...as the time it will take to labor a world which is best for all Life here in all ways at all times...which therefore makes that which is best timeless, as like eternal greatness because we become the law that cannot be broken, as the law of our beingness here is Life sound creation equality and oneness?

Have You considered that laws are only made to be broken until that which is best cannot be broken?

Does a society where laws are constantly broken indicate a problem with law makers?

Is our society a reflection of a menace to society as a result of our own self reflection?

Is it ridiculous that we just create more and more laws that can be broken?

Why are we continuing to exist as menaces to society?

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Day 436 Menace to Society Part 2

So I see this menace to society blog series as being at least a few more blogs to come and I would like to take the opportunity here to jump into self-forgiveness in seeing and realising myself as having been a menace to society within not realising and understanding the consequences of my past participation and how I had accepted and allowed myself to contribute to the menacing of society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as a menace to society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the influence that my words as physical action examples have upon others within society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how my words/actions have shaped the menacing within society and how my words and actions have been a reflection of myself within and as a part of a menacing society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that the menacing of society and human behaviour has to be that of being a complete menace as like without complete regard and compassion in all moments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having lacked the compassion and consideration and sympathy within myself to actually stop all forms of menacing behaviour within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto beliefs about others within society as like not being able to be trusted and like having no faith within others in society…and like totally accepting and allowing the menace to society mentality….and within this I see and realise the change starts within myself and that as I walk and honor the change as what is best for all Life, I realise and understand that I am able and capable of assisting and supporting the change of all menacing behaviour within society because of the faith and trust I place within myself and therefore within my fellow man/mates as the self-realisation that each is within and as the process of Life as equality and oneness as that which is always best here…and that the process of self-realisation into and as living self-perfection will be completed and fulfilled in always possible as like the manifestation of heaven on earth as like the purification of our sins as like all our inhumane actions so that the future of mankind as humanity is secured as living greatness always as like the eventual stop to all perpetuated abuse which will enable Life on earth to become a place of unconditional assistance and support as like the complete and total unification of man as living words as what is always best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding that when a point of doubt comes up within me about my fellow man that this is an indicator attention activation of a point that requires self-correction within myself so that I can stand as the point of self-responsibility in purifying the law of my being here to that which is always best for life as the epitome of equality and oneness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having thoughts that are less than what is best for Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being a menace to society/myself within and as holding on to thoughts/feelings/emotions that are less than the image and likeness of heaven on earth as Life equality and oneness as the living words which are always best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking anything personal about the process of self-realisation into self-correction as self-perfection…as I realise that getting the process of self-transformation as less than Life to the whole body of Life is a process of steadfast diligence as the commitment and dignified integrity to honor and cherish every moment as Life here as what is always best as oneness and equality…meaning and realising the significance of every moment as self-honesty without a choice for self-dishonesty…and therefore Life simplicity as what is always best for Life is awesome as awe so me.

I commit myself to utilise the word awesome in its fullest capacity as a point of assistance and support to learn and realise the total potential and capabilities of myself as that which is awesome as the living self-reflection of what is always best for Life.

I commit myself to creating myself as complete awesomeness as the living realisation that myself as complete awesomeness is already here…it’s just that who I am as complete awesomeness has been buried within suppression and hiding as the consequence of my past acceptances and allowances that were less than what is best for Life and therefore I commit myself to the process of stopping all actions, that are less than what is best for Life as the epitome as complete awesome….and within this I realise and understand the point of investigating all things and keeping what is good and releasing what is bad as the base foundation of practical living assistance and support from moment to moment.

I commit myself to the embodiment of self-responsibility as an ambassador of awesome as that which is best for life from and as the starting point of oneness and equality as I realise and understand that oneness and equality is the starting point of creation.

Day 419 Word Accountability

Day 419 Word Accountability

The point came up today where I was talking to my brother and we were talking about all sorts of different types of work and I said to him that politics interests me….and within this, he said to me that I better remove a bunch of the things I have posted online. My brother had mentioned this to me before…and I was kind of thinking about it…but this time…I said no that won’t be happening. I see the future of politics as an arena of transparency. I told my brother that I’m here to expose myself as a person…not trying to hide myself…and that if someone wants to bring up something I posted…whether it was from yesterday or a long time ago…and If I see a point of correction within what I have said/shared…I will take accountability for my words and speak about the point in question…and perhaps give added context as like a way to add to myself as a story of interest as like a way showing and exposing myself as a Being of integrity as a Being here who is not afraid of judgement as a Being who’s not interested in the slander game…not worrying about being slandered as a result of being exposed as a Being who is open and does not keep secrets…as I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of leading a top secret life from the perspective of being paranoid about who and how I am expressing myself.

So within my sharing here today, I’d like to take the opportunity here to share some self-forgiveness in relation to hiding and being paranoid/fearful about being exposed on the internet as a Being who’s walking a process of self-correction, as someone who’s interested in the manifestation of heaven on earth…and as someone who’s removing the skeletons from the closet as like the dead weight within having held onto acceptances and allowances that were not aligned in accordance within and as the principles of equality and oneness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that if I am serious about politics and being in the media that it is important that I censor myself and hide who I am and what I am all about.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing what others think about me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared others trying to manipulate and slander my name.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that it’s natural to be paranoid and fearful of others  looking to exploit and slander others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that if I want to be involved in politics that I have to be fearful about be screwed over as like believing that I need to have different lives…as like a private life and a public life…and that they must remain separate and secret…because if my private life were to be also public…than there would be total transparency.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I have participated within the fear of total exposure and keeping things secret and hidden…as a result of being fearful/paranoid about exposing/sharing myself as to say this is who I am and this is what I have done…and this is what I am doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the connection of the point of transparency within individual beings as like a point of intimacy and support that facilitates nurtures, fosters, enhances and increased learning abilities and potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having held onto judgment about publicly exposing myself as a being walking a process of self-correction, as a being who is committed to self-perfection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the assistance and support in leaving a track record as like written documents of writing process of self-transformation as like the visible evidence here that I am accountable for my actions…as like showcasing all my faults in a way…as to say, like hey look…when and as I see a point that requires self-correction within myself, this is what I do…this is how I stop and prevent that problem from occurring again…this is how I live self-improvement…this is what I am committed do and this is what kind of being I am here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing global exposure as like being examined by lots of people…as like reading all my words and checking out my history as my story as me being and becoming a point of authority as I take ownership as an author/Life creator here who realises and understand the principles of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the totally ridiculous absurd nature of fearing total exposure from and as a starting point of just being frightened, startled and timid about people knowing all the details of my Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the ridiculous absurd nature of celebrity culture and fans from the perspective of people obsessing about celebrities lives…and within this I forgive myself for not realising and understanding the correlation of fear of exposure…as like exposure had become like a huge thing in this world because there is so much fear around exposure and making a mistake…that reality TV shows are edited and scripted and politicians have a whole team the works to regulate the image of the president/prime minister…as like having all this guidance on how to act…it’s like being a politician in a wealthy nation in the world…is like being a Hollywood actor starring in a dramatic role…as like constantly having to check the script to see what is required to be said…and how one should project themselves about each particular scene within the political production process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as an example and teacher for politicians as like how a politician operates as totally fucking awesome!

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having spent so many years being frustrated and annoyed and angry with politicians and the political system…and within this not realising and understanding how I was deflecting my own abilities and capabilities as like my responsibility to take on the responsibilities of becoming the example of what a politician should be like, by becoming the practical living example that can be copied and emulated as like showing and saying here is the recipe formula for being a totally fucking awesome politician….this is the best way to do it…and be it….here I am and this is what and how I stand here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising my image and likeness to politicians in this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to take accountability as the role of responsible politician here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from and as the role of politician.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not voting and supporting myself as the best political candidate.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for waiting for and desiring for other political candidates to be exposed as great examples of being a totally fucking awesome politician.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how much fun potential is available to me here within accepting and allowing complete transparency within and as my commitment to self-perfection through the process of self-realisation and self-corrective actions.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding how much easier it is to walk process of self-correction when there is complete transparency…as like the networks of support are opened up and there is total access to assistance and support everywhere...because I am opening myself up to being here everywhere as like totally exposed nothing to hide…as like a being who realises and understand transparency to be the key of good governance.

When and as I see myself fearing to express and share myself, I stop and breathe and I make a point of pushing through the resistance/fear/mental barrier/ and I express myself as the expression of sharing and transparency as like this is who I am here and this is what I am about within and as the principles of Oneness and Equality.

When and as I see myself reacting in fear to another being’s fears/concerns/worries/doubts….I stop and breathe…I assist and support the being being’s worries and fears to dissipate and be released as I do not accept and allow myself to be consumed within a reaction…and therefore I direct the point…as like planting the necessary seeds of support within the being…as I realise and understand the seed of assistance and support are my living words  as the principled sound foundation of equality and oneness….and I realise that words as seeds of assistance and support will grow within other beings…because they are in my same image and likeness as like my fellow mates as part of team life  as like members of the human division as like another You is Me man…so I care to share because I see and realise my responsibilities for the well-being of my teammates.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having neglecting my teammates as like fellow members of the human division on Team Life…as like I realise and understand that is ridiculously absurd to hold a grudge against any of my mates…and that judging any of my mates for their actions and mistakes is absurd ridiculousness because I realise the point of forgiving and forgetting as like the best living attitude here.

I commit myself to the best living attitude here as forgiving and forgetting.

I commit myself to becoming a teacher for the course, “how to be a totally fucking awesome politician”

I commit myself to realising and understanding and expanding myself as a totally fucking awesome politician.

I commit myself to transparency.

I commit myself to good governance as I realise the starting point of good governance starts within me as the law of my being here and that is my self responsibility to purify the law of my being as Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to giving the best criticisms and chirps to my fellow political candidates as my fellow mates as all here in the human division as members of Team Life.