When The Going Gets Tough – The Moment You're Tired
So I am Here in this moment pushing myself to share a bit of
myself here in further establishing a new consistency in writing my blogs. I
have been looking at the dedication and determination within and as the
Self-responsibility to actually walk appoint as the Self-Authority on making
what happens Best…Best as in for myself and all others as myself here.
The point is clear here…that sharing is caring through
writing antidotes of support as words that assist myself and others as myself.
Therefore I see it is paramount that I push myself to make this writing happen
on a daily basis.
I looked at the point of time practicality and that
somebody's will be much more of a squeeze than other days. This is the nature of
learning how to juggle the effectiveness of time management. I mean things wouldn’t
bee challenging ever at times if there wasn’t any resistance to walk through.
This evening for instance am I quite tired and would like to
get to sleep earlier than is usual. This is somewhat of a consequence of my
previous day time management where I stayed on later than expected and had to
get up quite early…and I had a full day of activity today. This here is like a
point of parenting in a way….I mean if you have a child and the child needs
attention and you are tired or were sleeping and the child is calling for you…..you
may want to go to sleep but the self-authority point of self-responsibility as that
which is always best is to tend to the child in the best practical ways.
I see myself as taking on the parental guidance of my own
individual application. I mean I am an adult…yet I see and recognize the child
within me as like I am an adult child in a way…as I very much am still intact
within and as the playfulness that is a child. I see that we are all children
in a way…where even though we grow old…there is still a childish nature about
ourselves. This I see here where the harmony is key in and as the balance of
self seriousness and self playfulness.
I am quite enjoying myself here as I flow out words a like a
fountain of support that is me here taking step by step word by word to
substantiate the strength of my character here in ways that are Best for myself
and Everyone as myself here.
This writing here today is the push …as like I was facing
the pull of the tiredness energy within myself and all the excuses were coming
into my mind as like I need to go to sleep now…there’s not enough time for me
to write today…I’ll just write double tomorrow as a way to make up for today….these
points of immediate thoughts coming up within myself as a solution of sorts that
I wasn’t even really looking for are a disguise and a veil of sorts….a trap …an
entrapment…where it’s like subtle suggestions in a way to submit to less than
the potential I am to stick to the dedication and determination that I am to
write myself Here.
I see realize and understand how to push myself through a
pull experience in the mind when and as the going gets tough and the mind wants
a shutdown experience of suppression as like the overwhelming experience of
tiredness where one can easily justify the death of self in a moment…where it’s
like believed to be logically rational that one just physically can’t go on any
further. I mean here is the self-honesty…this is the equation ….the solution….the
Solution as what is best in fact…and here the support I utlize in the moment is
the questions as point of assisted and supported guided direction as my moral
compass if you will where I see if and as I am in fact capable and able to do
more than what my mind as my internal gps system is suggesting for me as the
direction for my Life.
I realize and understand that my potential ability and
capability exists beyond what comes up in my mind. It is not to say that I can
not have a cool supportive thought…or that all thoughts cannot be supportive in
one way or another….the point I am emphasizing is the self-honesty within and as
the assessment of moment management as the recognition of what is in fact my
potential ability in this very moment as Me Here the standing epitome of and as
Self-Responsibility.
I am noticing that great questions for myself are somewhat
rhetorical as like a question and an exclamation because I see here within and
as this regard…that I am so much more than what I have ever believed that I am…and
this is fascinating because I am beginning to recognize myself Authority as the
writer/player/director that has so many solutions in any given moment as always
all ways…and there is a lot of good ways/routes of assistance and support to
aid in myself pushing myself as the resistance strength training where I prove
to myself that I am in fact here as Substantial Endurance and Stamina and that
physical ability far exceeds my thoughts and that I am just learning to get
comfortable with the recognition that I am capable of more than I ever thought
was possible for myself and all Life as myself here.
Life is remarkable as we are the writers that make the marks
as how we exclaim ourselves to be so as the sewing things so as to how to have
sown in the best possible ways the assistance and support that is substantially
great to aid in the best development of Ourselves…our cells and the whole body
of everyone here as to make the self-honest contribution to Life as the
realization recognition and understanding of what it means for expression to
exist as “I live to Give” At Your service as the best service to myself is the
best service to You…as You is me in another Life and I am You in and as this Life.”
Together we are both Here. Alone Here and All One together Individuals put
together to share as the “I am Here to Give to Life as I am Life.”
To Be Continued J
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