Day 762- The Psychology of My Inhumanity in Regards to Christmas

 


Christmas has some pretty cool points about it:

Time with family and friends.

Sharing in activities...from preparing meals...to more recreational and leisurely activities.

Getting and Giving cool material things. The present swapping.

A sense of jovial regard for those in your environment...the well wishing of Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays...to everyone you encounter.


Some considerations about the above points:

These are timeless things...like sort of practical for having the best life here.  And let me be frank, it's not that the well wishing has to be of a merry Christmas....but the general regard of well wishing and being merry towards one another is cool.

The getting and giving of material things. This is cool. Lots of cool things exist. This is also a practical point of regular occurrence...meaning we regularly need things...and we also want things. so making a point of getting what we need and want is cool. Though i think the setup behind it with Christmas is kind of dumb,,,because to me the getting and giving is to be an all the time type thing...as like just one of the practical points within daily existence on planet earth. I mean it is not necessarily the most practical flow of movement on the planet for everyone to bee seeking/needing/wanting the same shit all the time. ( there's a lot of dimensions to consider within the seeking/needing/wanting of things point)  The attention i bring focus to about it....is that it is a sort of manufactured holiday in which the majority populace of the western world has consented to...and it's rooted in capitalistic materialism.  The War of this World in many ways.  It's is the Have's vs the Have knots.  The best celebrations of the holidays are by those that Have Money...the Shittiest celebration of the Holidays are by those who do not have money.

There is a a lot of arguably shitty decorations that are created about the holidays....most of all the shit that is created for the holidays is made by people in 3rd world countries who don't really have holiday's.  The symbolism behind what such events represent is really tragic when you consider how exclusive the Giving and Getting of Christmas is.  It's like a blunt reminder of the realms of disgrace that exist here as human relationships throughout the world.

So, there is a lot of shit in regard to Christmas...there is cool shit too at the surface...as like the on the surface fun to be had...as like the result of being a genetic lottery winner in this world....as like being better off than others within this world....and the peer pressure to participate in the elitist celebration because there is much good cheer about it...lots of desires/addictions to be served as like ok and cool...because it is popular holiday time.
So it's like, ya i like getting stuff...sure i would like to receive all the things that can be given to me....sure i will eat all that delicious food....sure i will have some laughs with family and friends....sure i will go to that christmas party...sounds like it will be fun....sure i will play some christmas games with you guys....sure, i willl bring a xmas dish over to the party....sure i will participate in the gift giving exchange.....sure.....

It's like all this good shit on offer....why wouldnt i want to particpate within it? 

Why would I want to question the whole orchestration of just going allowing with the popular movements?

Why would I question a good thing?

Why would I want to not have this christmas holiday when there is all these things that benefit my self interest...and make me feel good....and are sort of nostalgic to my early child hood memories.

I mean, it's too bad that things suck for many other people....but it would really suck if i didnt have all the luxuries that i have...and so I mean it doesnt really feel good to think about such things...and it's easy to dismiss shit that i don't like, because it gets in the way of the things that i do like.

I mean, why should i have to be the one who really cares or gives a shit...or challenges the acceptances and allowances of things here....when seemingly like everyone around me doesn't really give a shit about doing the same....maybe i will just procrastinate on the points of regard just a little longer...because no one else seems to notice... I mean everyone else around me is wanting to play this game we are allowing here... I mean why not just a little longer go along with this bullshit...Wait? did i just say bullshit?...that must have been a mistake in my vocabulary....because i love Christmas!  It's one of my favorite time's of year...as like the polarization of the year into monumental events...like Christmas being the end of the year big orgasm and capitalistic orgy...the work I slaved away within all year...as being a better paid slave than the many third world slaves...and even winning more money than many of the slaves within the 1st world....I am better than other people because I made more money....and at the same time, I can tell myself that money doesn't matter....that money is not really important here....but it really is in so many of ways...i mean the capacity for a quality life is so much so related to money....but hey...Christmas is a time of Giving/Celebrating...and so i even give a few bucks to charity...you know...because this is the time to be in the spirit of giving....you know, and it makes me feel righteously important like i am a good member of society that is helping to make the world a better place for those that are unfortunate.  Fortunately i am fortunate enough to not have to rely on the charity of the righteously fortunate. I mean it a result of my skill really....people who have things and fortune in this world are truly just more deserving and better than those without such things. I mean, these are the real survivors here....like the winners who would come up winning even if there starting point situation was shittier....it's unfortunate that there is so many losers in this world....but that's just the way things are...and Hey...Somebody has got to be the Best...or close to the Best...so ya...there is the winning team and the losing team....and the player in between that flip flopping between the winning team and the losing team...and so the rosters are not set in stone for most....because most are just not good enough and deserving of real greatness....But hey...that's just the way things are...and well...I am Lucky.


Note:  I have glossed in some strong statements of ridiculousness, that are in fact sarcastic in nature...yet at the same time...this sarcasm is a sort of tragic comedy because it reflects the dark nature of our collective humanity here.

I challenge you to check yourself to see if your found any of my words/statements to be offensive?  I question you to examine the scope of the offense?

Please do Share,  After all, this is the season of Giving!

Merry Christmas!

Day 761 - The Flow of Money Reflects the Brutality of Our Everday Flow

 

 

 

 

 

The "making of money" within and as how things exist now is so much so the art of war...the manifestation of separation, constantly and consistently perpetuating dissonance as our information relationship definitions....evolving and upgrading the rules of law/war as the reactionary playout monopolizing/monetizing the profits and prophets of all Life/Labor here. Everyone is a television/satellite/antenna sound system..uprooted from a ground sound stability...so the flow of the go forward as what is best is in and as redefinition and living of words, as each here is a one in the collection and accounting for everyone. Obviously, self responsibility starts and stems from the core of our being here as the best structurally sound manifestations. Word, thought and deed all count in the accounting of what is best for all. Investigate all things and keep what is good.

 

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that the brutality that I see throughout the world is a result of the brutality that exists within myself and each individual being here.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the disharmony of blame as a complete abdication and dis-empowerment of self-actualization as the status standing self-authorized self-empowerment here.

 

I forgive myself for wanting to look at how I am responsible for Everything Here.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making assumptions about things here as a deliberate apathetic vote of lack of confidence and regard within myself.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding myself Worth as a refelction and embodiment of all life here as the entire Universe.

 

I forgive myself for resisting to examine the extent of the dissonance within and as the flow of words within and as myself here.

 

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how my mind as an ongoing chatter box of sorts is a reflection of and as the less than stellar flow that exists here as the Money flow throughout existence.

 

I realize and understand I am responsible for the flow of my words and the flow of my money.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having regarded the flow of money as separate from myself and within this projecting outward particular dynamics of blame and abdication of self-responsibility.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the real power and forceful flow here exists within and as Our Sound.

 

I fogive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting the labored effort to actual create my sounds in a way for the first time in this life...as a result of so much so existing as less than the truth of myself as Sound Here.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating the words as the building blocks and musical notes as the harmonies to my expression so much so as an ongoing continuous waterfall of effortless flow as the best giving here as a purpose life contribution.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to account for the flow of myself here in and as the living/sharing/expressing of myself here as a word/sound foundation.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the struggle and strife within and as deliberately resisting to labor my best efforts as my working word and world expressions here.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to flow and frolic about as sound freestyle waterfall flow as an essential life support aid that perpetuates the existence of what is best for Life.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as sound self-responsibility in and as the words I speak/share/life/Live/Create

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being lazy with my word and world movements here.  I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how I have deliberately restricted my own greatness of profound flow in and as my moment to moment expression, as a resulting consequence of negliglecting the profound significance of and as Myself as Living Words here.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for destroying life as a consequence of not realizing and understanding how to effectively sow my words so as the best support for myself and All Life here.

 

I commit myself to be authentic within and as my word usage here.

 

I commit myself to labor my play within and as my word and worldly expressions here.

 

I commit myself to relish in and as the knowing fact that I have great flow, as I realize and know myself as the source core of and as Life flow.  Within and as this, I commit myself to give as I would like to receive...and to Live the best of myself as the story of me that is worth reliving.

 

I commit myself to the process labor and play of Living Words.

I commit myself to share the flow of know thyself...as a reflection and outflow thanksgiving of the best of ourselves Here....which stems from within the well of our well being.

 

 

 

The "making of money" within and as how things exist now is so much so the art of war...the manifestation of separation, constantly and consistently perpetuating dissonance as our information relationship definitions....evolving and upgrading the rules of law/war as the reactionary playout monopolizing/monetizing the profits and prophets of all Life/Labor here. Everyone is a television/satellite/antenna sound system..uprooted from a ground sound stability...so the flow of the go forward as what is best is in and as redefinition and living of words, as each here is a one in the collection and accounting for everyone. Obviously, self responsibility starts and stems from the core of our being here as the best structurally sound manifestations. Word thought and deed all count in the accounting of what is best for all. Investigate all things and keep what is good. - See more at: http://michaelwilliammcdonald.blogspot.com/2015/11/day-760-restricted-flow-of-money-as.html#sthash.Rp2UlE4A.dpuf

Day 760 - Restricted Flow of Money as Central Banking and Bitcoin

 


I think the way in which central banking exists is total bullshit.  The strangle hold that exists within and around the movement of money in this world is a disgraceful disregard and abdication of Life regard and recognition.  This I see is a reflection of our our collective individual acceptances and allowances as a reflection of our worth or lack there of worth.

Note:  this posting here today is to stimulate/instigate further investigation/thought into the matters presented here.

I think bitcoin has some cool points:

Its peer to peer.

You can exchange it for fiat money.

It makes the flow of money much easier.

You can be your own bank so to speak from the perspective of buying and selling.

The network is powered by people throughout the world. Its decentralized.

its regarded as a digital currency, you can use it with a cellphone.

Uganda is a cool example of how many poor people are using it to receive bitcoin from people across the world...without going through traditional remittance services that have very high fees.

It opens up possibility as a sort of world currency.

It doesnt have the delays of days in which it takes to send money through the central banking system, nor the high costs.

It showcases the point and potential of majority rule as it is only works through peoples participation.

It stimulates questions into understanding how central banking and the current money system exist.

There is a public ledger, so a point of transparency which is cool. See the blockchain.

Theres a point of ownership and self-authorship as self responsibility for managing/storing ones wealth.

It does not operate on credit.

Its design is to appreciate in value over time. Money as it exisits today is less valuable than it was...you get less and less as days go by/buy.

It encourages the point of savings as a result of appreciation...which has the potential to change nature and perspectives on human consumerism...as i see it aiding in the quality of product creations...because right now as a result of the way fiat money exists, we have planned obsolescence.

Everyone benefits from the mining of bitcoin, as its a public network...eventually i see this moving to a point of universal empowerment from the perspective that the internet censorship is not so vulnerable to manipulation controls, because all computers, phones, will power the internet as a point and platform of open source technology to the benefit of everyone.

Understanding the blockchain technology and how the internet exists...opens up a magnitude of potential for moving information around securely...it has the potential to aid in the sharing protection and stability of everything. Its potential applications are seemingly limitless. It opens up discussion in showcasing a universal collective network that transcends all boarders.

There really is so much to it...and to put it simply it is rooted in the point of openness and transparency.

A fascinating consideration ive heard from many techy peeps / computer programmers, is that bitcoin right now is like the internet in the early 90"s when people questioned the Internets usability and thought maybe its only useful for sending emails. Another example is kodak film...from the perspective that the company some years ago didn't think digital photography was anything worth getting involved in...kodak film went bankrupt some years later because they were resistant to considering new ways of doing things. How many digital photos have taken? We live in a digital age in a lot of ways...and there are a lot of cool applications that can be of the betterment of all here. Bitcoin as a digital currency is just one of the many applications possible. Seeing things through the mind that do not yet seemingly exist can be mindfuck in and of itself...like trying to imagine a color that you do not know. Questions are key in unlocking the potential here.

Bitcoin like so many things here is a cool point of questioning that relates to much self reflection here.

Here;s a question and a statement: what if the world of finance is operating/working/playing out in a way that is a constant and consistent balancing act of equilibrium in a way that is best for all...the moment to moment movement is key in and as the flow distribution giving and receiving which is really the reality epitome of self forgiveness as love made viable/visible?!?!


 The "making of money" within and as how things exist now is so much so the art of war...the manifestation of separation, constantly and consistently perpetuating dissonance as our information relationship definitions....evolving and upgrading the rules of law/war as the reactionary playout monopolizing/monetizing the profits and prophets of all Life/Labor here. Everyone is a television/satellite/antenna sound system..uprooted from a ground sound stability...so the flow of the go forward as what is best is in and as redefinition and living of words, as each here is a one in the collection and accounting for everyone. Obviously, self responsibility starts and stems from the core of our being here as the best structurally sound manifestations. Word thought and deed all count in the accounting of what is best for all. Investigate all things and keep what is good.

Day 759 - What Word is Synonymous with, "The Mother of all Fuckup's?"

 


ASSUME


ASSUME - is so much so the mother of all fuckup's

So much bullshit, as unnecessary consequence is created through the participation within and as the relationship to the word "ASSUME".

To put assume loosely is a guessing game of sorts.

In many instances Assume can take the role responsibility of abdication of labor....as the avoidance of making an inquiry into the actual truth of a matter.  A slippery slope within this...is to logically justify one's very own assumptions.  Which is a 'making sense of a sort of non-sense....making none sense real....I am that is really consequentially in and of it self.

If we have a moment of self-reflection here as the status of our collective shared reality, there is a lot of assumption at play.....because so much so the pillar systems that makeup the rules/laws of our functioning of our overall global society here is a making sense of non-sense.

So much so to participate in assumption and the making of sense of things is to believe into a lie to see if it can work...which is very questionable in and of itself...as like to make a lie work....I mean talk about the art of a con.  Making a lie real through the acceptance into and as the assumption and making sense of things.

I see also there is a sort of apathy about this here....because it's like justifying that it is not relevant to really know, because one has subscribed to the notion that it seems to make sense...or buys into it further with a strong conviction of believing it to make sense.  Whatever the point it.


Initially when I started writing my blog posts in relation to ASSUME/ASSUMPTION....I wanted to make sense of the words in a way that is not commonly perceived...I was curious to see if I could see something else within and as ASSUME/ASSUMPTION, that I was missing all Along...and that maybe there is some practical benefit/use within and as the word ASSUME/ASSUMPTION.

Ironically, what i ended up doing was sort of twisting my perception about the core point of the word as a speculative point and sort of superimposing the practical benefits to making assumptions when trying to figure something out....as like the guessing game.
Though I do see a bit of a distinct difference here from a sort of guessing game of trial and error and the the use of the word assume/assumption....because i see a guessing game of sorts as a point to actually get to the truth of a matter....where an assumption is often more aligned within the point of make believing that particular assumption to be the truth of the matter based upon degrees of speculative logic.

The irony of participating within assumption is that it as as sort of appearance of avoidance of investigation / labor.....but what in fact exists within assume/assumption is the labor of living a lie....the art of deception if you will.  Because it is a sort of deliberate avoidance to actually look into things further when and as there is potential to do so...so it's like holding onto this weight onto oneself as s believed necessity when the very point itself is not being question...and it's right there with you the whole time.

Another angle of assumption is to utilize assumption as a way to create particular energetic experiences for oneself...whether positive or negative....as a sort of propping oneself up or down in a particular matter as a result of laboring the ink of thinking down a rabbit hold of assumption about something..this showcases a sort of mental masturbation that doesn't really serve and practical purpose.

Though the point of Assume within and and as a sort of Hypothesis....as like a looking point....like assume this....than this happens.....i mean that is a sort of consideration point....but it is not really a living/deliberate holding onto of assumption about things...that is more a point of considering/accounting for future possible playouts as the work/play neccessary in and as a sort of responsibile way.

Generally with regards to the point of Assume/assumption, i think it is good practice to avoid automatically accepting and allowing assumptions as points of definition about oneself/others from moment to moment....because it's unnecessary  labored ink on the canvas of life if you will....that is just kind of making a mess as the writing on the wall....because it is not really so much so directive as it is more so leaning on the reactive reaction playout of just making sense of things from a mind conflicted perspective of dissonance that perpetuates a conflicted consequential playout of disastrous proportions.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I would go into the point of making sense of assumptions as a reactionary playout to reading information in my environment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I made habbit of makkng sense of things through the logical justification of assumption without really knowing for sure...but believing to know as placing faith within and as my assumption as my make believe reality that in so many instances...I forgot I even made sense of.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the labored effort within and as making sense of nonsense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of ridiculousness that exists within and as the assumption / making sense of non-sense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having in many instances assumed Learning to be the making sense of things here....When in fact there is a distinct difference between making sense of things here and the common sense truth of the matters here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which i placed faith and trust within my mind to sort of automate the making of sense of things based upon my foundation of beliefs/biases/information....and within this...not really considering if there is in fact any efficiencies in the foundation of my basis here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have created and contributed directly and indirectly to the creation of chaos in our shared reality as the result of participating in and as assumptions as the making sense of non sense.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-deception within and as ASSUME/ASSUMPTION as a point of self-interest that is a sort of harbored/labored play to perpetuation a sort of feeling/emotion indoctrination type experience about something.


When and as I see myself automatically making sense of something as like going into the assumption about something I don't in fact know, I stop and breath, I see and realize the ridiculousness of making sense out of non sense. I commit myself to stop making wanting/desiring to make sense of non-sensical points as a sort of mind justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring to define/limit myself and others within and as the point of assuming and making assumptions about things...as a sort of believed in peace of mind experience I believe I am creating as a sort of religion of self.

I commit myself to stop self-sabotaging myself within and as the word Assume/Assumption by making sense of not sense and creating storylines of make believe to support a particular conflictual bias that exists within me that is being reflected as a point of dissonance that i am required to remediate as a practical forgive and forget.

I commit myself to share insight into and as the ridiculousness of assume and assumption.

I commit myself to showcase the consequence of particiapting within and as assumption.

I commit myself to move from assumption to practical investigate queries.  I realize that in many instances, all that is neccessary for me to do is stop participating in and as the reactionary assume/assumption energy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the energy of and as sort of self-righteous inferiority masked/draped in a veil of superiority as the general makeup of and as Assumption and when one deliberately participation's in the reactionary energy playout of going into ASSUME....about whatever the particulars of the information are in fact.

I commit myself to expose the bullshit that is manufactured deception through the art of deception within and as the logical justification of making sense of things that are otherwise non-sense in and as a sort of forced effort to simulate a knowing experience.

I commit myself to stopping to participate in shit...bullshit...consequence ...as participating in and as assumptions about things in my world here.

I realize and understand the consequence of assumption...and I see practical value in stopping all participation in and as the habbit of making assumptions about things here...as the self-deception of making sense of things here.

I do realize that the phrase "making sense" or the question, "make sense?" is somewhat synonymous with the learning process of seeing new points/dimensions of things here.  I see realize and understand the practical contexts of makes sense and common sense...and the self-sabotage within surperimposing a making sense of otherwise nonsense.
I realize there is so many dimensions to the structured relationship beginnings of words here.

I commit myself to specificity in and as my world relationship expressions here as my work and play creation.

Day 758 - Ass You Me Mix Up's

Maybe you have heard the saying:  "when you ASSUME, You make an Ass out of You and Me".

First of All, an Ass kind of looks like a Heart.....So is this Love...the symbol of love..you know the heart...the thing that looks like an Ass that Cupid is shooting an arrow into?

When we look at a real heart as the picture of the human body, it doesn't look like the Ass of You and Me as the Love Butt

I bring up the point of Assume...as like the cupid in the arrow shooting butts here, because I have recently encountered instances where I would assume yes and assume no...and within this I know I'm making a guess of sorts...and in both instances i was faced with shit from the other i was encountering about how I shouldn't assume....

I found this to be somewhat peculiar...because to a certain extent in being a detective/investigator here...you have to do some guess work...you know...see what works and what does not....and the only way to know for sure is to hypothesize and see...as the test it out experimentation of trial and error. And i mean, obviously there is some cautionary considerations when conducting such research...I mean 'practicality' is a word worthy of much attention....because...as the cause be Here as ourselves and it is to be cautious within and as the investigation of ourselves here... so as to avoid/prevent unnecessary consequence...yet at the same time it's to not to tippy toe around when your walking about...because that's not necessarily the best use of your feet when and as your walking....

Though maybe if you don't know what you are walking on maybe a tippy toe is appropriate....or a firm push of the foot...both have their place...

A point I ironically enough assumed made sense...was the logic and rational about "assume"...as to never assume. I see some more context required here....because..

 To Be Continued...

Day 757 - The Flick of the Con

 


I've learned some ironically funny things about Conflict.  Specifically, myself relationship within and as conflict...how primarily so much so it is a decision of myself to accept and allow such relationship ridiculousness as the particular dynamics of various degrees of contextual relationship dynamics.

To place this simplistically,...the point is this....Being at war/odds with things is so much a choice within and as the accepted and allowed word relationships that exist within oneself as the particular feeling/emotional charges one holds onto as a debt bond.  Fascinating it is to see the word relationships as debt bonds...the specifics of particular relationship information contexts as carrying so called charges which are essentially a sort of zing I have been doing onto myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to slow down in such moments where it is in fact possible for myself to see and realize what I am in fact allowing....and to from here actually change the very nature of my word contractual relationships.

I realize the absurd ridiculousness of creating debt for myself within and as my word relations.

I realize how ridiculously absurd it is to bond myself to debt as like making myself dependent upon charges held against myself that I am so much so at the mercy of.

I realize the absurd ridiculousness of drafting such absurd contractual relationships within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extensive nature of each and every moment as an opportunity to so much so check myself within and as my word relationships...as I see and realize my words are my bonds.  Within this, I see and realize my words as the best bonds are that which are based within and as the frame work of equality and oneness...that exist free from conflictual feeling/emotion charges against myself that create a trigger as a reoccurring and perpetuating reactionary debt bond.

I commit myself to absolving myself from debt/conflict within and as my word/world relationships Here.

I realize this is a word by word process.

I commit myself to living the self-correction of and from conflicting contractual terms of word/world relations to substantially beneficial terms of word/world agreements.

Day 756 - Blogging/Vlogging Consistency FuckUp

 


Consistency is so much so a constancy point as something that is always here as a result of certain regularity if you will....like clock work kind of thing in the scheduling...the point re-occurrs...resurfaces and is here again and again and again...I mean hey, look at breathing that is a cool point and example of regularity of continuous constant happening...but even within the act of breathing in....there is the stop in the breathing out...as like you are going one way before you go the other way...and there's the in between also...as like the transitional pivot and pause like moment which can be described as a sort of hold in the moment where you catch yourself in the pivot/transition and sort of look before immersing fully in the movement...the pivot/transition/hold in the breath is the stop so to speak...kind of thing.

Where am I going with what I am saying?

I am talking about the point of regularity in action and specifically relating to the point of my blogging and vlogging. 

I have showed myself how to blog/vlog with great regularity....and i have also showed myself how to blog with great irregularity.

The irony of course is that both these points are so much so the same. The same difference if you will. The will to do...or The will to do something else...or perhaps...The will to do not...Either way there is a Doing'ness Will at Play here...and We either make the decision to Do or to Knot the Do....because, because, because...and the reasoning and justification is profoundly specific and unspecific at times as a result of the reluctance to really check and cross reference the questioning of oneself and the capability of self-response ability that is possible. 

Again the irony here.....where there is a Will there is a way....a way to do...and a way to do not....the donut of do knot...i mean do not...as like the reason.  What's so interesting I am seeing here about Reason...is the mind point interpretation here of time and willingness....from the perspective that i have participated within the various degrees of reasoning as 'to do' or 'not to do' either way a sort of do at play/work here within the specifity of my choice decisions...and it's this sort of choice that I have allowed to exist as a way for me to exercise a way out kind of thing...as a way to get out of a responsibility that i rather do very much enjoy...And within this I have shown myself that I do have the capability and ability to make a point of writting/blogging/vlogging as a daily point..even when the schedule is so very full....even when I was living in a bush camp working 14-15 hour days...I was able to manage the point of writing...granted within the bush camp scenario my uploading blogs was more labor intensive as i didnt have a direct line to the internet, which resulted in me requiring to post many blogs at one go when i went into town...or because i had written on paper and i moved the words from paper to online format.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating reasons as knots in my capacity to do something.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the conflict that is so much so at the center of my reasoning within and as the choice this way or that a way.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get into polarizing points of action within myself from the perspective of being at a sort of war within and as the rat race of winning/losing based on how I am feeling/experiencing myself within and as a moment of reaction/reasoning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utilize the word Reason for less than greatness in action.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding how I can utilize Reason as a complimentary aid/tool in and as the creation of greatness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the scope of creativity that is possible within and as words when I in fact remove the conflict from and as the words as the accepted and allowed dissonance that prevent the seeing the whole realm of possibilities as ways in which to move/live as the word here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming slack within the point of responsibility in sharing myself in writing and vlogging as I walk my process journey to life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding back my capacity to give myself  the best responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a sort of dissonance towards my blogging/vlogging.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating reasons as to why I cannot vlog/blog with great consistency/regularity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I created the net of my knot in which i trapped myself wihtin and as my own intent as the reasoning of and as my course of actions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to be creative in making the time and space to utilze a few moment here and few moment there throughout my day to capture a point of sharing as a sort of highlight in my blogging/vlogging to mark down in and as my process journey here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how extensively so, I am capable of producing great results.

When and as I see myself faced the choice of to blog or not to blog....and I see myself going into an emotion/feeling about the matter as like whether i want to do or not do, from the perspective of the energetic experience within mye....I stop and breathe...I look and see if the opportunity and time is in fact here for me to practically move the point...and if it is, I do....and if it is not...I do not....and either way i continue within and as the momentum of my moment to moment management as the best participations of  myself here.

I commit myself to reestablishing great consistency and constancy in my blogging and vlogging.

I commit myself to to stand as an example of how to live the point of blogging and vlogging as a daily enjoyment that is in fact a profound assistance and support for myself and others as a sharing that is worth and is for giving :)

I commit myself to be creative in making space and time for blogging and vlogging and I realize I can do this with a sort of effortless ease as I have already shown myself to be capable and able.

I commit myself to living the best of myself here.

Day 755 - What's Your Deal?

Check out the video I made, "What's your Deal?"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIAOXDrOoOU

The video was created as an expansion and outflow of the writing of the blog:  Day 754 - "Funny Thing about Deals"

IN-JOY!

:)

Day 754 - Funny thing about "Deals"

 

If you look at the word "DEAL" and you move and play around with it....in fact reverse the order exactly...You get "LEAD"

For the point of my writing here is the acknowledgement of "Deals" like the deals we make with ourselves and each other....but primarily ourselves.

See what is so interesting i am finding out in new ways everyday is that when all is said and done at the end of each and everyday....I am the deal maker or the deal breaker as to what is my Deal...or shall I say what is my Lead.  Meaning, the experience of myself throughout my each and every day is my Deal.  It is my Lead.  I am the leader of me. I am the dealer of me.

Yes, from time to time....well, actually, so much so throughout our time...Deals are given/presented to us....as bits of info....and the particular relationship dynamics that make up the specifics of a certain arrangement.  So, Yes, this is all pretty obvious stuff...I mean, nothing ground breaking here.  Though, the acknowledgement and recognition of self-actualization....meaning the self-responsibility...self entitlement point...where, we realize and live ourselves as both the dealer and the leader....we become self-empowered to actually have fun and play as we work through our everyday dealings. I mean, sure sometimes there is much much much work to do....but the question is....who and how are you within the moment/movement of such work....I mean there is always all ways things to do...things happening....and so much so...I have taken myself into a state of dis-empowerment in particular moments.  You know those moments, where you experience a heaviness a sort of lethargy....or a "i don't feel like it" kind of experience....or maybe an apathy kind of thing.....and i am not saying these experiences are all the time or even most of the time....though maybe they are....the point is.....even in just one instance where there is this energetic experience within oneself towards actually taking initiative and managing a lead/deal within one's world and words....

Because, have a look:

We write the script....Meaning,

Here I am experiencing myself in a particular way and such and such opportunities and responsibilities are possible....BUT, I am having thoughts of..."I'm too tired"...."i don't feel like it right now"...."i rather do it later"..."i don't want to do anything now"...

And Guess what....

WIthin this situation, there is a Moment of Potential Movement.

What is this Moment of Potential Movement?

It is that split second where you see what you are accepting and allowing....and you have the freestyle ability to pivot yourstance and make a move a play if you will and give yourself an OUT....a WAY OUT of the FUNK...I mean the move can be subtle or intense...or even down right Funky....the thing is there is so many ways to re-position our stance here as in how we are Dealing and or Leading our Lives from moment to moment.

It's quite fascinating how we can recalibrate ourselves....our-cells with a few particular movements....a few particular words.

Some of the most self-empowering things one can do....is Self-forgive...and then as the self-forgive is a live time thing...happening in real time....the pivot goes with it..as the self-correction....and the commitment comes in and as the actualization of the realization ....where one see\s how much better it is to move within and as the solution to the previous problem one faced as the sort of stuckness one was in as like the "road block" from actually living the potential in the moment.


Food for thought:

The Vocabulary you have is like the cards you can play....and so...if you consider your life like a game of cards....whatever your card game...it's like you got the reassurance...the self-trust if you will to actually walk and talk your way through anything...and i mean anything...and yes in some instances it may be as simple as a Breath....but hey what's a breath?....a word and as physical action...just like each and every word. Word.....You heard....you use them words...how we use the words is the art of the freestyle...the movement and the momentum of playing and working together with ourselves and each other here....the harmony starts with self-harmonization...as like a sort of harm prevention if you will by actually buying into oneself as the investment into self-forgiveness and self-corrective application in real time application. our words are like Investments and our words are linked to actions...and this is the real money movement here if you will. So time to get real value out every moment here by living the greatness of gratitude as the get/got it done attitude as the deal maker and closer as the lead taker and the leader giving meaning to the movement and moment of self living real live words here.



Qucik funny little story:

I for a brief time defined myself as getting a bad deal from one of my roommates and i allowed this to effect me in a way where i would talk shit within my mind about like what a bad deal this was...what a bad roomate i got here....like blame was the game i was playing....the responsibility was outside of myself....and what is ironic about this scenario...is the potential existed for me to move in response abled manners....but i hesistated and often resisted because i didnt like the deal i was getting....and kind of allowed myself to be victimized within the treatment i was getting....instead of realizing how i can change the terms of the deal here...i can adjust my relationship here....i can start the lame within blame...and i can be the be...and be the change i want to see...and actually give as i would like to receive. 

In my particular example....i was getting pissed when some dishes would be left out and not put away...and so i could have put them away and spoke the point as like a bird chirp saying hey man put your fucking shit away....i picked it up...but next time it's a fine...or whatver....i mean i did pick up other dudes stuff sometime...but i didnt take any credit for it...or make a point of saying hey man im not your mom or whatever....anyways there is so many ways i could have played with the point....in fact i could just pick up anothers stuff in the house because i am able and capable and it is easy for me...it takes me like a brief moment and it's actually no big deal....and if i forgot i would think it was cool if somebody picked up my shit....you know...that's a cool team work mentality...and so ironically enough that's the attitude and expression i have taken in the house...i pick things up and put them away as i see them...it really is no big deal it's actually quite enjoyable to move about and throughout one's day with specific purposeful direction from moment to moment....the more self-responsibility the better. Word. You Heard.

Day 753 Consistency and Moderation - A Complimentary and Practical Living Arrangement,,,Like a Fine Tune

 



When you take two things that are good and you pair them together, the potential increases....like a good investment....You know this...and I mean the song gets better....it's like adding depth to the pool you are swimming in.  It's fun to begin wading around in shallow waters...like a wading pool....I mean it's a cool place to play around within....though, that is not all there is.  Potential exists beyond the shallow waters of the wading pool.

Word Relations are a lot like the 'wading pool' analogy I present here. Though, that is not all they are.  Like for instance when you pair words together to create the specificity of your sentencing...the potential to increase the depth of your pool exists.  I mean words are like the water to swim with and within. And the words are like the giving ourselves depth to move about in so many ways as the expressions of ourselves that exist within and as ourselves here.

The better we trust ourselves to work and play with our words here....the more expansive our swimming pool gets...and ironically enough our response ability to play and work as our sound expression here, becomes more clear, as a finely tuned clearly defined shape....as we exercise/drive/sculpt/draw our formations together as a reflection of and as our-self standing here as Collaborator...a worker and player here.

So much so, the way I like to look at things here is from the perspective of expansive potential possibility.  This I see is the depth of the water to swim in that exists our Expression/Flow/Opportunity here as Creation Creators.

Movement is Dynamic.

There is a definite momentum to movement.

Words are movement.

Words are moving and standing still as sounds structurally sound. A fascinating surety here indeed. I mean there is a reflexive responsibility about words and at the same time there is a firmness holding on together about words. This seeing about words stems from the branches/roots that are parts/pieces of the Tree of Self/Life here as who we are as Sound.

There is so much more to say....

The orchestra of word arrangements is a timeless classic.


For the moment here, lets pay particular attention and regard to the acknowledgement and appreciation of:

Consistency and Moderation....together in unison....as the complimentary relationship pairing here that bodes well for the composer who combines these harmonies here in playing and working out various notes that make up the masterpiece that is the inevitable Greatness of Life living arrangements Here.



To Be Continued as I provide more specific direction into and as the diving board for the deep dive.

Day 752 - Consistency and Moderation

Moderation:  Is the process of eliminating or lessening extremes. It is used to to ensure normality throughout the medium on which it is being conducted.

Being within reasonable limits; not excessive or extreme

The state or an instance of being moderate; mildness; balance

The act of moderating

The quality of being moderate; restraint; temperance

Ensuring consistency and accuracy in the marking of student assessments.

A way of life emphasizing perfect amounts of Everything, not indulging too much in one thing, hence moderation.



Consistency: A degree of density, firmness, viscosity, etc...

Steadfast adherence to the same principles, form, course, etc...

Agreement, Harmony, or Compatibility. especially Correspondence or Uniformity of the parts of a complex thing.

The condition of Cohering or holding together and retaining form; solidity or firmness

Agreement or accordance with facts, form, or characteristics previously shown or stated.




To be Continued as I showcase the complimentary practical living support existent within and as Consistency and Moderation.

Stay tuned

Day 751 - Word Consumption

We live in the Information Age....Information is at our finger tips. More then ever before, arguably, access to information exists.


At the same time, there is so much information everywhere...all over...good information, bad information...misleading information, disinformation, hidden information, classified information, secret information, sensitive information, personal information, public information.....etc, etc...


Let's have a self-reflection here, and reflect the starting point relationship of In Form a connection to ourselves...as our cells here as the make of ourselves here is a universe of individual cellular activity...existing as a sort of complex conglomerate network that defines the overall formation of Our Body Here.


Pardon me, if my generalization and some what vagueness used to paint the picture here doesn't resonate well with you.  Perhaps it has to do with how I specifically "worded" something Here?


There is much discussion these days about diet, you know, like what we eat....what's good and what's bad and our overall rates of consumption.


I find it very fascinating that there is not a lot of discussion within popular culture about the diet of our education...or more specifically, Our Information Diet...and specifically the ways in which we process and store information within ourselves and our cells.


What I find most fascinating is the History of substantiation of Information beliefs that become facts through a sort of authoritative science fiction regulatory body.  Ironically enough, the starting point of this Science Fiction Regulatory Body is in Fact Ourselves....Our Cells.  The point is often seen from a point of dissonance within the eyes of blame where it's the "Government Body" out there away from our cells and the "Evil Corporations" and the "Secret Cabal" that are Responsible for the status of Our Cells Here.  This is somewhat Ironic, Isn't it?


Ironic I say?


Blame is Being Lame...to Be Lame is Blame...as like it's a sort of "giving up and death like experience".  Because if You Look at Blame...and observe your participation within and as a point of Blame you will see that there was an abdication of Self-Here....where there is a consent that is given outside of yourself...as like you existing outside of your body and not also within the body...as like to be an empty vessel of sorts. This is so, because there is a disconnect in relationship between yourself and another cell/self as a point of networking connection.


It is rather fascinating and most intriguing to examine the extent of One's self-created relationships here.  What do I mean by this? Many things. Everything really. OK, to be more specific and simple, take for example your 'personal relationships' and how they exist. Write about them. Look at the words you use to define and describe them. Notice the particulars of the various relationships.  Chances are there is varying degrees of Like and Dislike and perhaps even some particular positive feelings or negative emotions about such person's.


Have you ever stopped to consider that the entire makeup of the World is a Self-Reflection of Our Science fiction Regulatory Body. OK, pardon me, I really wanted to say "Science Fiction Regulatory Body"...it was a fun and funny moment to do so. Moving on, more specifically; Have you ever stopped to consider that the entire makeup of the World is a Self-Reflection of Our Cells Here? A self-reflection of Ourselves Here? Always in All Ways?




?To Be Continued!