Day 711 - New Path Every day

Important Note:

  Sometimes in my blog writing I kind of go a little all over the place in bringing together connections and I realize that sometimes points of practicality can be a bit of a stretch as it's like not always systematically straightforward.  This doing and sharing of mine here in writing is a freestyle in the moment expression where I face  myself as the music/sound that is me and I connect my words together unrehearsed without hesitating between verses as like a come together reflection of my writing/riding/driving/living freestyle expressive ability and mobility in the moment as where I am at within and as my birthing myself here and my creative responsibility.

If you see a verse of words that you really like or a verse that just seems a little too discombobulated...please share your feedback with me as fellow life Rider Sharing through feedback in the form of Insight as Question or Statement.


This writing has been influenced by the support and assistance garnered in the Eqafe Interview entitled, "Path of the Initiate - Reptilians - Part 380"


reminded of fear skiing new terrain through the trees that quickly....

skiing is life....

driving a car....life is like being a car....and the road/direction/comes out of you as the pathway to take/go along....always on a New path/trail...because what's going to happen and is possible is Unknown...

An Uncertainty experience within oneself.

Walking around on eggshells.

Each One is creating the path/journey Every Moment.  Funny thing is that Don't have a map. Driving in anticipation/waiting for something to happen...Looking to see if something will happen. This is a result of having been accustomed to things happening to Us. It's like knowing some shit is going to happen eventually...and then kind of getting a little pissy when shit happens. It isn't necessary to have a fear/worry about bad shit happening.

This type of experiences is what is preventing Oneself from actually CREATING the Living of One's Life. Irony here is that one is creating the Shit/things One doesn't even want.

How are we RESPONDING to these type of Mistakes/accidents/Unfortunate circumstances?
How we RESPOND Says a Lot about ourselves as a Creator Here. SEE the Opportunity existent within and as RESPONSIBILITY.

The Question to ask Oneself is, "How Creative is Your Response Ability?"
Are You Practically and Effectively Living CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY ???

DO YOU SEE "CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY" AS THE WAY....ALWAYS HERE....ALL WAYS HERE....DO YOU SEE "CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY" ALWAYS?

SEE, 'CREATIVE RESPONSIBILITY' IS ALWAYS HERE AS WHO AND WHAT AND HOW AND WHY AND WHERE AND WHEN of and as OURSELVES HERE. SEE WE ARE THE VEHICLE/DRIVING/MOVING EXPRESSION THAT DESIGNS/DECIDES OUR LIFE HERE.

OBVIOUSLY DESIGNING AND DECIDING UPON A LIFE THAT IS BEST FOR ALL LIFE HERE IS WHAT IS ALWAYS BEST. BECAUSE HERE YOU SEE GIVE AS YOU LIKE TO GET.  IMPORTANT TO NOTE....THAT YOU GIVE BECAUSE YOU GOT IT...NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE HOPING OR WANTING TO GET....BUT BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO GIVE..AND YOU REALIZE THAT EXERCISING YOUR POTENTIAL SUPPORTS THE WELL BEING OF LIFE HERE AS THE FRUITS OF ONE'S LABOR AS THE MANIFESTED EXPRESSION OF LIVING TO GIVE.

CREATING A ROAD MAP GUIDELINE FOR A NEW DAY....A NEW ADVENTURE....A NEW JOURNEY IS A COOL POINT OF SUPPORT TO HAVE WITH ONESELF FOR THE TRIP.  IT'S FUNNY FUN AND COOL TO REALIZE THE EXTENT OF ONESELF AS THE TOUR GUIDE PROFESSIONAL ON ONE'S TRIP....THE CAPTAIN FLYING THE PLANE...OR THE SNOWBOARDER OPERATING THE SNOWBOARD, OR THE DRIVER OF THE CAR....YOU KNOW BECAUSE IN THIS REGARD IT IS POSSIBLE TO PLAY AS YOU MOVE ABOUT CREATING THE NEW TRAIL/PATH/ROAD/WAY AS THE SUCCESSFUL RESULT OF LIVING/WORKING/BEING HERE TODAY.
IN KNOWING THAT YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE TRIP...IT MAKES IT EASY TO NOT GET HUNG UP.....STUCK ON A BAD TRIP....BECAUSE WE KNOW WE CAN MOVE THROUGH IT AND THAT BAD TRIPS ARE LIKE TEMPORARY BLIPS IN THE WAY AS LIKE THE OBSTACLES/PROBLEMS IN OUR LIFE TO OVERCOME/SOLVE AS WE DISSOLVE OUR SELF INTO EVERYTHING...AS LIKE THE REALIZATION THAT WE ARE WITHIN EVERYTHING HERE...AND IT'S LIKE A PROCESS PLAY WORK WITH GETTING TO KNOW HOW TO GIVE WHAT IS BEST FOR OURSELVES HERE IN ALWAYS BEST. SEEING HOW TO SKI IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAYS/STYLES...AND WITHIN THIS, CREATING OUR OWN INDIVIDUAL AMAZINGLY AWESOME STYLE THAT IS PRACTICAL AND EFFECTIVE IN AND AS OUR COOLNESS/AWESOMENESS HERE.

SEE, WE EACH CREATIVE OUR OWN MOMENTUM AND RHYTHM AS LIKE THE FLOW OF HOW WE HANDLE THE CONDITIONS OF THE TERRAIN WE ARE WORKING/PLAYING UPON. THIS HERE IS PART OF THE FUN AND FUNNY POTENTIAL AS THE COOL HERE IN AS AS OURSELVES STANDING AS THE FREESTYLE FLOW OF LINKING TURNS TOGETHER AS THE MASTER OF RESPONSIBILITY...RECOGNIZING THE TIMING REQUIRED TO MANEUVER AND EXECUTE SOUND PRECISION AND PRECISE MOVEMENT/TIMING AS THE ORGASM OF ONESELF HERE AS LIVING CREATIVELY AS THE FREESTYLE FLOW OF MOMENT TO MOMENT MANAGEMENT AS A MANAGER OF WHAT IS BEST FOR LIFE.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF OT FEAR TO DRIVE A NEW PATH EVERY DAY.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF FOR NOT REALIZING HOW AWESOME IT IS TO CARVE A NEW TRAIL EVERY DAY.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF FOR FEARING THE UNKNOWN.

I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING AND ALLOWING MYSELF FOR RESISTING TO LIVE FOR REAL

When and as I see myself hung up about something, I see/realize/recognize the point being a temporary obstacle that in fact requires my attention and that it is my self-responsibility to navigate the obstacle/problem into and as a practical living solution....where I maneuver myself in such a way as to CREATE the way in which Is Best...what I didn't totally know until I did it....Until I lived it...Until I moved myself Beyond it...like the freestyle self-responsibility flow of and as self-direction as the Creation principle in flowing/riding/driving/skiing/Living Here.

I commit myself to using the the flow movement metaphor as Life Being the Journey Here and each is the The Driver/Rider/Hiker/SpaceShip Operator here and that the path is always unknown as to the potential possibility of happenings...Yet what is known is that it is our Duty to Make our Best Path.

I see/realize/understand the self-responsibility in making creating paths from day to day as the self-leadership support understanding and realization of Living to Give as the support and assistance within Sharing while Caring.



Important End Note:

I see here how in reflecting back upon my freestyle flow I can fine tune my movement understanding and realization of myself here.

I commit myself to the vulnerability and humbleness required to live self-reflection and self-correction.

Day 657 - Self-Responsibility, The Buried Treasure

Here I am with an abundant of opportunity to move and dictate the manifestation of my destiny...and the funny thing is...it's difficult for me to create direction for myself...like knowing that I can do whatever I want...and that because I have such potential...I see there is this responsibility that I have...yet it's interesting that I say that there is this "responsibility that I have"...yet it's like I have not fully realized and understood this word and point of "responsibility" that I have, and know, and am able to exercise it as much as I want....and, really living this point/word "responsibility" that I have and own.

See, what I am learning more and more on a daily basis is this "responsibility" in which I am in fact the owner....to be more specific...the "responsibility" that I have and own is "Self-Responsibility".

The funny thing here is that even though I know I got/have it(Self-Responsibility)....What has become apparent to me as like me taking on the Self-responsibility for myself here as my own parental figure...and go figure...I have been learning how to walk the point of self responsibility for myself here.

See it's interesting because I see myself enjoyment coming from actually living my self-responsibility. the interesting thing is...is that I so often was seeking this self enjoyment outside of myself...like making the starting point about a particular condition and state of experience...when all in all...I see here...me the director of and as the point of my Self-responsibility.

So, I'm more and more aware of when I am neglecting my potential to live self-responsibly...as the knowing and understanding of myself responsibilities...because what is interesting here is like self-responsibility is in fact a way to work and play in the best possible ways...and well when I neglect my self-responsibility...I neglect living/existing here in the best possible ways...and If i am not existing here in the best possible ways...what the fuck is that all about...if and as I am in fact able to be here in the best possible ways...exercising the best abilities available...making the most of myself/situations here...the point of bettering myself and this world...because of the point that I can always be making my best better...and thus I am always becoming better than my previous best...like an ongoing  fine-tuning perfection/harmony/play/heaven here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my best possible ways of existing/expressing/creation here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself form self-enjoyment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the disservice I do to myself when I resist my very own self-enjoyment from moment to moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the self-enjoyment of myself from moment to moment to seem like a very difficult challenge at times...and like seemingly beyond comprehension.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the simplicity of my self-enjoyment being rooted in and as my response-ability to honor my self-honesty and self-trust here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for complicating the simplicity of and as my individual self-enjoyment from moment to moment as the author that I am all-ways here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing greatness within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing my greatness in potential abilities here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking the bare minimum approach within self-responsibilities..as like a poverty type mind set...as like just enough to get by in coping with my unjust acceptances and allowances

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for compromising and sacrificing my best potential for the point of coping with unjust acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating a poverty type mind set as a result of fearing to take on the status standing here as Self-Empowered Man of Self-Responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for working and playing in ways that are less than the best for myself and all life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for excusing responsibility for lethargic behavior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating and justifying lethargic tendencies within myself.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the ridiculous absurdities of holding myself hostage within lethargy when it is in fact possible for me to do almost anything...as like giving myself whatever direction/future I would in fact like.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being reluctant to actually commit everything of myself here to my future here

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have neglected to give everything of myself to the future of myself here.

I forgive myself for myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how my self-responsibility is like an investment and insurance into and as my future well being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to really give a shit about my future well being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having caste judgement upon my relationship within and about "responsibility"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to take self-responsibility for myself in every moment here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that taking self-responsibility for myself here in every moment is the point of actually taking ownership of my life and living here in every moment as the epitome of what is in fact best.

I commit myself to the epitome of what is in fact best.

I commit myself to taking ownership of my life and living here in every moment.

When and as I see myself being reluctant to do/give myself what is the best support/assistance...I stop and breathe...I have an aha moment as "yes", I see here and realize the opportunity I am presented with...and I welcome myself into and as the movement of receiving. I realize and understand the "movement of receiving". I see and realize and know that I cannot receive what is best for myself if I do not commit myself to moving myself into the point I wish to receive.

When and as I see myself faced with a point/gift I am resistant/apprehensive about receiving/getting...I embrace the fortune that I am bestowed...I commit myself to receiving the golden platter of support that is here for me...I realize and understand that sometimes it is quite a labor-full process in digging up the buried treasure...I see, realize and understand myself process journey to life as a digging and uncovering of buried treasure...as like it's all sorts of new discoveries of myself that I had previously mistakenly misplaced/buried/hidden.

I commit myself to the self-revealing process of my physical abilities/applications.

Day 643 - Make It Happen

It's interesting to examine how it is in fact that I am able to make things happen.

Many times I am faced with the point where a feeling/emotion/thought is presented as an obstacle to in fact making something in particular happen.

What I find interesting here is when and as I decide to let go of the thought/feeling/emotion and actually move myself beyond the limitation of the thought/feeling/emotion, I am in fact in the drivers seat so to speak to make "It" happen...like this is the point where I enable my ability to "create" here.

It's interesting to see how little I have actually directed for myself here from within and as the starting point of moving beyond thoughts/feelings/emotions as the points of limitation within and and as my actual physical movement here.

What I find interesting about the nature of thoughts/feelings/emotions is that it's like a self-induced hypnotic state/trance....and the decision exist within each individual here how long we in fact remain under the influence of our mind conditioning.

What I see here is cool, is the potential here for self-correction in every moment where we are faced with a point of resistance to "creating" and "expressing" self here within and as a point of self-movement/self-direction.

What is cool, is the self-satisfaction within actually making things happen as a result of moving beyond our self imposed limitation as the thought/feeling/emotions that bounds/binds us to self-manipulation/suppression/limitation/stuckness.

So,

A cool way to test and check this point for yourself is to, when you are faced with a task that you would in fact like to complete...but then a thought/feeling/emotion comes up as like a distraction as the "justification" to circumvent actual action within the point...to for a moment or a few moments...just look at the thought/feeling/emotion..and your experience within it...and actually relate/reflect it upon the point you in fact would actually like to make happen. What will become obvious here is that there is like a self-induced restraint and heaviness to actually being able to move into making the specific point happen...like, as long as attention is given to the thought/feeling/emotion that is "justifying" non action within a particular point of action...it's like by allowing the thought/feeling/emotion to remain here...it's a point of actually acting and accepting and allowing a "reason" and "justification" to exist as the self-hypnotic spell that keeps one from being able to effectively and efficiently self-direct and self-move here within a capacity to actually "make happen" what it is in fact you would actually like to "make happen".

So,

For an example, say you are going to do the dishes...and a thought comes up that says, "i'll just watch a show before I do the dishes"...try pausing for a moment...notice here this is a point where it's like you almost don't know what to do...because the fact that the thought came up...reflects a consideration in moving in a particular way...and the fact that you just paused...is like enabling you to see...that there is in fact still a pull/push towards the thought which is connected as a feeling/emotion.

Now, Commit yourself to moving on the point of actually just doing the dishes...and see what happens...like is there any more thoughts/feelings/emotions that come up...see here how we can move beyond our mind conditioning.

So,

This basic example illustrates how you can actually exist and operate/function here beyond automated reactions/directions as how you are suppose to move based upon the energy of a thought/feeling/emotion that you have previously created a relationship about within your mind.