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Showing posts with label detective. Show all posts

Friday, 5 December 2014

Day 679 - What are We Doing Here?



It's interesting to examine the relationships one has. In always all ways. I mean look, how many relationships do we in fact even have? Does any One person Know how many relationships they are in fact a part of? It has become obviously apparent to me the vast interconnectedness that exists here as Earth. At the moment, I am not even certain as to how many relationship interconnections..,are taking place within my body...and for that matter...outside my body....and....on my body....like for example how much bacteria is there on my skin? What's going on exactly? The point I am getting at here is that relationships are paramount for Our Being Here. We are Here as a result of relationships. Things are the way they are because of relationships. What I have interesting and fascinating it to examine and study relationships. This studying I regard as a point of reading. Essentially, all we do is read....You know, read the situation...what's happening....communication is key....relationship interplay is a result of communication. I mean, when you think about it....there's really no choice But Communication existing Here. Think about it. We are all here sharing a particular amount of space...and within this space we are in proximity to one another. Relatively speaking. Fascinating stuff really.

I was talking to a University student today, who I did a reading diagnostics test for. Well, actually I talked to several students at the university...in which I administered reading diagnostic tests for.

What was interesting about my sharing today...was the discussions I had about Vocabulary. I had a particularly interesting discussion with a computer programming student. The student had very poor vocabulary recognition and his reading speed was below average. He, as also a few others...were dismissing the importance of Vocabulary in this day and age....where we have access to applications like Google.....the thought reasoning being....why would I even need to know how to spell correctly when Google knows....

I explained to him that his poor reading ability was directly related to his relationship with words. Meaning that words are like codes...and that essentially reading is adding up all the variables/codes/equations/formulas to get to the actuality and expression of the matter being shared. You know, basic addition here....the accounting if you will.

This point clicked with the computer programmer....because he could relate it to his effectiveness writing code....from the perspective that he could see that he would not be very effective writing new scripts and applications if he didn't effectively understand the various codes he was using...and that in fact he would be highly in effective in his using code to create things if he did not realize and understand the code.

This is what is happening here. Everyone is existing within code. The irony...the cosmic joke if you will....is that everyone is the butt of the joke....a parody of sorts. There is so much communication happening all the time....within ourselves...like how we react and or possible respond to others is so much so a result of what he have accumulated within ourselves earlier....our relationship coding if you will.

It's interesting to regard the point that we are all a part of a systematic program. Some may proclaim that it's creepy....others that this is hog wash....,or fantasy....or tell you that you've seen to many sci-fi movies....or that this is a really cool topic of discussion....others may suggest that this is something they don't want to talk about....or regard at all....others may say it's scary....
The point here....is that our response ability to any particular point is based on our programming. Our learning if you will....

Now, learning is a real interesting thing. Because if we dare to question our learning...and how it is in fact we learn...and why perhaps there is a tendency for people to stop having a passion for learning as they get older....there's some serious insight available....

Notice how information is presented in the news on television...and the protocol around such a production. It is very regimented in a particular way. Notice how the News reporters speak. Notice the particulars of everything.

Why is it that noticing the particulars of everything seems perhaps like a daunting and even possibly arduously endless task?  Is it because we have been conditioned in a way where we are believed to be so far removed from the actuality of what is totally happening here within ourselves. Within our cells? Have we perhaps suppressed our access to ourselves? Does this explain the drug and alcohol culture of experimentation?

Now, if you regard that our individual state of affairs...is a result of particular relationship conditions...and that essential the state of our world system is also a result of particular relationship conditions. Interesting how an affair can be a regarded as a bad thing....like something deceptive...you know like a cheating on your partner/lover.  While, when the word is pluralized....like regarding our state of affairs, this is not necessarily bad...it's more of a neutral things...like our business dealings....our happenings if you will...

What is quite interesting about the english language...is that there is so many variables...variations...in and as the wording of words....the context of things....which is interesting in and of itself....because, the idea and fact that there can be discrepancy in realization...and even understanding has profound consequences on our individual circumstances....like mixed signals....mixed messages, is a point of confusion really...

Look at how our legal system exists....are you familiar with all the laws and legislation that exists....all the legal code.....the meaning of all the legal terminology? Isn't this important if we are governed by law? What does that say about our individual relationship with words? I mean, have you really investigated your relationship with every word you know. How well do you really know all the words in you vocabulary? Do you ever notice how particular words act as like forms of triggers....uhm, you know...like a form of stimulation for your mind....that leads to particular emotion or feeling about other things beyond the initial word presentation....like some words have a lot of personal attachment to them.

Look at your thoughts. What are your thoughts primarily about? Is there any reoccurring themes....do the same themes cycle...time loop like a television series....where you are entertained or distracted with particular programming on a daily basis? Have you considered that each of us determines our channels....how we are tuned in and out of whatever programming that is running? what's your thoughts regarding programming? Are you the source programmer?

Does it seem difficult to do anything out of the ordinary? Like, to dare to act in away that you are not accustomed to? Do you think this is because you are operating within a particularly conditioned program?


To be Continued


Saturday, 29 March 2014

Day 615 Creation and Reaction?





So in looking at the word "Creation" I noticed that the word "Reaction" is within and as the word "Creation" when and as you move the letters around. It is interesting to see also the correlation and connection that Creation is in fact within and as the word, "Reaction".


This is interesting to me because I have been regarding my reactions as less than creation here. What I have neglected to understand and realize completely is how in fact my every reaction reveals to me my manifested accepted and allowed creation here that has become so much so automated. It's interesting because reactions reflect what has already been created...and I have been looking at reactions as the suppression of the in the moment opportunity/possibility for new creation/expression to be born/lived.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the equality and oneness within and as the words "Creation" and "Reaction".


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for regarding my reactions as less than creations.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-reflection in seeing and realizing and understanding how and why my reactions are in fact my creations here.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I in fact created limitation for myself in defining particular behaviour patterns for myself as a points of reaction as a result of personalizing a definition of a specific word that stimulates/triggers/generates a point of conflict/friction within myself.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I created conflict/friction/reactions within myself.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for defining reactions as bad and creations as good.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for giving a positive polarity charge to the word "creation" and a negative polarity charge to the word, "reaction"


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting mixed up within myself as a result of bouncing back and forth within positive and negative energies.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating particular relationships towards words with positive and negative energies.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have fucked with my ability to play with words as a result of creating personalized definitions of words with specific and particular energetic associations.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating reactions towards words as a result of creating energetic relationships with words.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have been passively creating my reality within having reactions. 


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how having reactions is a point of creation from and as the starting point of passive acceptance and allowance.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for abdicating creation within passive acceptance and allowance from and as the starting point of having reactions and not knowing and understanding what to do about reactions.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking reactions personally.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing reactions.


To Be Continued

Wednesday, 15 January 2014

Day 563 Self-Corrective Investigation




When and as I see myself faced with a point that is obviously fucked up, I stop and breathe, I self-reflect on the point of fuckedness and I direct myself in standing as the solution and self-correction for the fuckedness that exists as I realize and understand my personal self-responsibility to clean up all the fuckedness that exists within myself. I realize and understand that as I investigate all points of fuckedness within myself I am able to practically direct and facilitate solutions for external points of fuckedness I see within my shared reality here.

I commit myself to the process of self-investigation.

I commit myself to sharing myself-investigation here.

I realize and understand the practical necessity of sharing myself-investigation here.

I realize and understand the shame within fearing to expose myself-investigations here.

I commit myself to stop fearing to expose myself-investigations here.

When and as I see myself creating backchat within my mind, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the practical living necessity of investigating the nature of my backchat. I realize and understand that backchat reflects an accepted and allowed cognitive dissonance and is indicative of where manifested relationships of separation exist within myself. I realize and understand all manifested relationships of separation reflect a point where I have refused to give myself access to myself here as Life...and within this I have limited my ability to express myself as Life here. I realize and understand the necessity of granting myself access to every part of myself that I have suppressed within accepted and allowed separation as a result of choosing to not see my equality and oneness here.

I commit myself to investigating the scope of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to the starting point of Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to practical living self-stability within and as the responsibility of self-direction as what is best for all Life here.

I realize and understand what is best for all Life here starts with myself.

I commit myself to what is best for Life.


To be Continued