Day 641 Tree Planting Chapter 5 Moving Myself

 

Tree Planting Chapter 5 Moving Myself

So, In order to move myself effectively whether I am tree planting or not...I have noticed the self-commitment required as a point of determining   the focus concentration and self expression of the movement. I have noticed that when I would allow myself to move from a starting point of having judgement within myself about a particular point of participation....that my ability to function and move at my best ability within the moment is so suppressed as a result of holding onto the emotion and then not wanting to really move...because there is this emotion and judgement about the point...and so there is a hindrance within the ability to really express self in and as the moment.

So, I see/realize and understand the practical living support in creating goals/challenges

Like for instance within tree planting...as l allowed myself to motivate myself within the point of wanting to actually do the work...I was eager to actually be as efficient and effective within the work I was doing.

I see realize and understand the value of efficient effective and diligent work.

I see the practically in moving myself within specific applications despite my mind desires of wanting to do something else when I have a specific application that I would actually like to get done. 

I see/realize and understand the decision within the moment, as my "will" to make it happen...despite the momentary thought that comes up within my mind as resistance to getting'r done.

Day 639 Tree Planting Chapter 3 Over Time

So, Today was an interesting day Tree planting because there was a bunch of unexpected things that happened. For instance, the cut block that we were planting didn't have very good road access...and...this required a bit of a hike...well quite a bit of a hike...to the very back of the block...then...there was a problem with the quad....which is used to transport the trees...the key went missing...so...this required boxes of trees to be humped in over the shoulder/back...whatever way you look at it...this resulted in extra labor...for the crew boss...so I didn't have to do this labor so much...as I well...I had to accommodate the inconvenience and make the best of the inconvenient situation...by meeting up at points within the cut block...or near the cut block to get more trees...which would not normally happen...when everything is going according to plan. What else happened...things were not exactly as they seemed on the map...meaning the layout of the area to plant was not exactly clear...this also resulted in some extra unpaid exploration of the area. What else..one of my fellow coworkers got an eye infection the day before because she had her contact in backwards...and she planted all day with it like that...and ya...so...she didn't come to work today...and the area we were scheduled to plant and finish planting...was coordinated...to accomodate so many planters working a full day at this particular sight...So..we ended up staying late trying to finish up the planting...and well we didn't quite finish...despite working for an extra hour and a half...making the work day today eleven and a half hours of planting time...not to mention the 45 minute drive each way in the truck. What else...well...I agreed to work on my day off...going to work with another guy...and finishing the work that we couldn't finish today. So...technically we usually work a 4 and 1 shift rotation...with about 9-10 hours of planting each day...but...now...I and another will be working a 9 day shift...


Point here is that things happen unexpectedly...meaning despite best efforts to meticulously plan perfection in every instance...there is a certain amount of adjustment and adaptation required to actually effectively implement...implant the practical living of self-perfection in and as the dealing with various situations/problems/tasks/challenges that are presented...what is interesting to see here about planning is that planning is only part of the process here...as planning is like a nice theory if and as things go according to plan given the calculation and mathematics of everything here...though if you have a look its like we are all our own individual maestro's here as like to really thrive within and as your participations here...it's stand at the epitome of self-responsibility and live gratitude as the great attitude as like the point of self-appreciation here in ever moment...as our time to shine so to speak as our every moment opportunity to live that which is best for all life...regardless...because...what is best for all life...is the fucking best....and I mean isn't it all about the best fucking...I mean yes...living as the fucking best...is what every little kids is focused on and about...is being the fucking best...and yes...each of us is the fucking best...it;s to see/realize and understand our potential and responsibility to our self as IT here...the fucking best...and to really question what is the fucking best in every moment of and as our participations here.

In the past...I noticed...how I would like to get all worked up about the unexpected things happening...like I kind of liked to complain about them...and ya just basically have a temper tantrum...and ya...I see and realize this was absolutely absurdly ridiculous behaviour...and it's funny to look back at it now...and see how ridiculously absurd it is to go into an emotional state of anger and frustration about a particular even because you do not like the set of circumstances you are presented with.  It's interesting here that just yesterday evening I was talking about the point of learning to like what you don't like...that way you're always all good...like....like ya.....like you know...you like it...and you know why you like it...because you can see and realize the assistance and support always. A co-worker said that someone told him that you should only become very good at things you like doing...and that you should never become very good at things you don't like doing...because...if you are not very good at doing the thing you don't like doing...there is perhaps a greater chance that people will not call upon you to do that particular task. Personally I see the self expansion potential within the point of expanding horizons and learn to like what you don't like...kind of like an anti hate type of thing...where you make a commitment to stand as an unconditional point of support here...I mean look...that is what the earth here is....isn't it....an unconditional point of love?

So, working over time... I mean do you ever hear anyone using the expression working under time...I mean it's kind of funny to me...because the over time thing...is like the time is over us...like this time thing is like the heaven above...like working over time...is yes in relationship to working a set amount of time and going over that particular duration...however...what I noticed is that to take the unexpected minutes personally as like a financial meltdown...debt...strain...as like a loss of free time occurring...there is a bit of dissonance occurring within and as our creative abilities to express ours self here as the starting point of responsibility...because if you have a look...does the sun have any free time...I mean it;s doing its thing...ok sure it was designed to do a particular thing...or was it...anyways...what I have come to really embody within my moments of participation here is enjoying my work and enjoying my play...so that my work and play are one and equal...and so ya I am at play with my work...like really playing with my work....and working on my play...that way I am always playing with my work and...therefore always improving myself because I am liking what I am doing...and I am always learning new ways to play with myself...haha i said play with myself...not to say life is like jerking off...but I mean it kind of is...OK maybe a bit of a stretch or a scratch here for some...lol...

Self-movement within our points of practical living participation is key. The question to look at and regard within a point of responsibility...is..."How can I best support myself within the practical living of and as my self-responsibility here?"...."How can I play with what is here to work with?"

Day 637 Tree Planting Introduction and Chapter 1

OK, So, I am here in Vanderhoof British Colombia at the moment in a motel apartment.  I am tree planting for the next three months. Staying in a motel apartment while tree planting is considered luxurious accommodations. Most people who go tree planting stay in a bush camp somewhere in the middle of nowhere...meaning when you get home from work...you got to your tent...camping...camping sounds cool when you doing it in the middle of somewhere or when it is somewhat short lived as like a little vacation....but, when it is snowing off and on the first couple of weeks of the season...camping loses some of it's appeal...not to mention the shower setup in a bush camp...where maybe the first dozen...if that...get a warm shower...from the make shift shower trailer...and then everyone else is stuck with cold water...or just neglect the shower point all together because it's cold outside at night..and you just are soooooo tired that you cant be bothered. Oh ya, I mentioned I am in motel apartment...this is somewhat of a dream tree planting contract...the kind of contract...I heard rumors about in my earlier seasons...that just seemed almost too good to be true.

It's been said before that your body goes through a sort of metamorphosis in the beginning of a tree planting season...as a result of the fact that you will be repetitively using all sorts of muscles that you would otherwise not ever really exert to the extent that you do while tree planting all day.

I believe it was in the late 1950's in Canada, There was a, I believe a Supreme Court ruling that stated tree planting was cruel and unusual punishment for prisoners...(I will verify the facts here if I decide to publish...a book deal about tree planting...)

This is my tenth year tree planting.

I tree plant for the money.

What's funny about after finishing a tree planting season is that you feel fantastic...like strong as ever...beaming with a sense of accomplishment as a result of persevering through the various weather elements and encountering everything nature has to offer...pushing and expanding your physical body limits...socializing with all sorts of people...sharing the tree planting experience....OK, so this isn't the funny part....what's funny about all these things...is that..after having faced adversity so to speak...lol...I am calling tree planting adversity...and...OK..so after you walk/move through tree planting/adversity...you kind of want to do it again...well I have...and I have seen many others experience this very same tendency...I have seen people absolutely commit to finishing the season and then being like that's it that's all, declaring that they will never do it again...only to come around...and and by the end of the season kind of wanting to do it again...

The interesting thing about tree planting is that it really illustrates lots of life lessons:

Some of the lessons include:

Self-discipline

Self-determination

Self-Worth

Self-trust

Self-honesty

Self-forgiveness

Time-management

Master of Efficiency

Master of Emotions

How to Co-exist with others

Self-Confidence

Sharing Words of Support

Laughter

Story telling

Being Silly

There are so many life lessons that I have garnered as a result of tree planting...I am making note here as a a way to stimulate/instigate my memory and also give you an idea of the kind of support I have garnered from the work that I have done and am doing...Also...and this is a big Also...because here, the main point of my sharing here is to illustrate the point and fact that it is within whatever you participate within on a daily basis for some consecutive time that you are able to garner such assistance and support and life lessons if you will...I mean class is in session everyday we are here within the lesson that is always referred to as "Today"

OK, let me tell you what's going on with me at the moment:

"I am sore as fuck"

"I am experiencing new muscle soreness that I have not previously experience before"

I just finished my second day of tree planting...I forced myself to make a note of writing a sharing here as what is going...I took a little cat nap before I began this sharing here because my hands and fingers were too sore/tired earlier to type...I gotta get going soon to bed here...well I am in bed...but I know my body needs as much time as possible to rest as I very strained/sore all over the place.

Oh ya, it snowed out today. I was working for about 10 hours outside today. The temperature was kind of warm for snowy weather...I was actually quite pleased that it was snowing and not raining because...the snow was melting pretty immediately...and it being cold enough for snow...seemed to me that I would get less wet from the snow...than I would have been getting had it been a few degrees warmer and a very cold rain...fascinating what a difference a few degrees makes...nature really exemplifies this point well...the minute difference make all the difference.....as like it is an accumulation of all the minutes that make the day..its funny how I say "mi-nute"..and minute..yet I initially spell them the same way...

So, I did not want to go to work today at all...when I woke up this morning new body parts were sore that weren't sore when I went to bed. I had all the excuses/reasons/justifications lined up as to validate myself in not requiring to show up for day 2 of tree planting.

My girlfriend insisted on turning the lights on this morning before I was ready to get up. That kind of pissed me off.

I am sharing a place with my girlfriend and another dude...living quarters are a little tired.

My girlfriend is mildly annoyed with me at the moment as I type here in bed...understandably so,,its 1030 pm and we gotta be in the truck ready to go at 645am..and she is sore as fuck and tired as fuck...

Patience is key, especially in tree planting environment...not taking offense to any body;s emotions...because oh did they happen from time to time...it;s like...well...you know what it;s like when you or somebody you know gets all fired up about something.

So, while I was working today, I recalled how a good buddy of mine, his dad mentioned that we should write a book about our tree planting adventures/stories...something or other along those lines...and ya...that's a great idea....so my plan here is to write every day for the next 90 days or so as however long the tree planting season ends up going...

SO, i took some video footage in camp a few years ago...well maybe a few years ago...plus a another one or so...anyways I wanted to put a tree planting reality show together...so I had so much interviews done with people...also so much camp lifestyle and culture footage...it was a bush camp that I was in...pretty big camp...some wild parties...some time off in the city in between contracts...young and old people...all sorts of shenanigans...

Someone I was in contact with earlier this year was seemingly real close to aligning with a tv production company to make the reality show happen...don't know what happened...I was waiting to receive my contract in the mail actually...because apparently deals had been mad...and ya...I was picked to be one of the "characters profiled in the show"...it was joked about in all seriousness that doing this show...would get me my own action figurines in walmarts across north america...and that it would make it a lot easier for me to book stand up comedy gigs..

Anyways this was more of an opening of things up introduction than a chapter one...though I will stick with my title heading for now...

And stay tuned for more story development and insightful sharing/caring/laughter/intrigue...and so much more...

Oh, ya before I say good night...allow me to say "welcome" and "your welcome" as I bring you inside the world of tree planting without actually having to go through the experiences yourself...yet hopefully I will give you much support in the process here for you to employ in your own persona daily doings...as you know...well maybe you don't know yet...but everything in life is a lot like tree planting...there i said it...and I'm sure I'll say it again...anywho...tonight I bid you adieu.

Day 430 Stupid Fear Manipulation

"What You Resist Will Persist"

I've come to understand the point of what you resist will persist with regards to fear within yourself...like holding onto particular feelings/emotions will compound within yourself until self responsibility is taken by facing yourself within the point of the acceptances and allowances and releasing/removing the polarity energy charges...and all polarity energy charges are in fact forms of fear.

Let me take a moment here to share a little story about myself:

I'm interested in a world that is best for all Life. I see the Earth as Our Life Playground and Home. Some time ago, I was looking at how I could effectively participate with assisting and supporting the manifestation of Heaven as Earth...Like how can I contribute to Life Greatness...What role can I play in assisting and supporting the New World Order, Where all Life is regarded with the highest value.

I began looking at the point of comedy as practical platform avenue to plant a lots of seeds of support within lots of people as the words I speak...as like spreading the message of awesomeness, which is Oneness and Equality Here as What's Best for All Life.

I figured I can take on this role because I don't see anyone taking on this role, and I see it as a fun role I am capable and able of taking on as a personal responsibility.

I see the point of stand up comedy assisting and supporting with the necessary political process that is required in order to facilitate world changes that are best for All Life.

I see, realise and understand that comedy is a great way to educate people...because real funny, is a cross reference confirmation of understanding, as an aha...ahahahhahaha moment because, You and I get it...We Got the joke, the point that is being relayed as a sharing realisation...a connection is made...and what's interesting within comedy...is that even when someone doesn't get the message being relayed...the seed is planted within the being...and eventually the seed/point will sprout.

It's kind of ironic that I've come to see comedy as a way to plant seed of support within others as a practical way to assist and support the facilitation of Heaven on Earth, because my primary source of income for the past 9 years has been tree planting...So I am very familiar with planting.

A little more than 4 years ago I got the idea of making a tree planting reality tv show...and 4 seasons ago I took a personal camcorder with me and documented a lot of footage...and within this time...I was just starting to consider myself as a stand up comedian...so talking and joking with everyone I worked with and doing interviews and taking all sorts of video footage was a cool experience and process...unfortunately I lost most of the footage I had accumulated that year...I had the camcorder out every day...and ya I had so much interaction with everyone I worked with there was a lot of good footage.

The next season I went tree planting, I met a dude who had the same idea as me with regards to creating a tree planting reality show...and this dude had put some more planning/brainstorming into it than I had previously done...and he had gotten himself a really decent camera to accumulate footage with. Also this dude understood that he was going to have to create a pilot...as like that which he could present and pitch to television companies/broadcasters...

A few days ago, I was informed that a television broadcaster has agreed to do the show...and now the fine details of the contract are being out and I should expect to receive a shit ton of paper work soon...as release papers...and contract terms of production.

The show is going to focus on a specific amount of people as the main characters/focus of the show...I've been selected as one of the people/characters to be profiled.

This is a great opportunity to plant lots of seeds of support and accelerate myself further into stand up comedy .

Now here's where I expose a point of stupidity:

Some time ago I figured it would be clever of me to make believe myself to fear being a famous stand up comedian...because I figured if I feared this...I would manifest what I feared..as like the basic principle of what you resist will persist...

This is not a recommended suggestion to create a fear about a point that you want to happen...because what has happened is that I created a huge mind fuck...as like, fears about doing the tv show...and fears about doing stand up comedy...so it's like...ridiculously absurd...and I realise and understand the ridiculous absurdity of this all...and so fortunately I am able to stop this mind fuck.

So now...I have to walk through all this bullshit fear I created within myself about something that I actually wanted to do....I mean how stupid is that...that I created fear within myself about something that I like and I think is cool...I mean talk about stupid...


To be continued...