Day 676 - Life...Learning...Teach Ability...Opportunity and Fortune

I would like to start here with some self-forgiveness in relationship to the words in the title of my blog here today:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing Life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to fear for my life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not regarding the miraculousness of Life in every moment of Breath.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying punishments as like forms of debts I must pay when I judge the mistakes that I make within my Life,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance to Learning with effortless ease.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience difficulty with Learning.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to acknowledge my Learning difficulties.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have been a slave to my emotions/feelings in many moments...and as a result of such instances I was existing as less than masterful.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how an open mind to learning is suppressed when and as a person has locked themselves into an emotion/feeling about a particular thing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for disregarding and dismissing Life and Learning from the perspective of not really regarding and considering that essentially when and as we participate in Life Here in every moment, We are Learning...because we are always Reading the Information of the present Situation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to actually consider what it is I am in fact reading as I participate here within my Life.
I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the discrepancy...and problem with reading without comprehension.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as existing here within a process where essentially I am learning to read effectively, where I am able to work with any and all information I am presented, and in fact direct the information in a way that is responsible and considerate of all Life Here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the remediation process that I am participating within....where I am tested on a point of discrepancy/dissonance until I can exemplify and exhibit repetition on the point as like being a mark and indicator that I got the point in check...I know it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent to which gratitude is key in being able to exist here with a strong teach ability.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing or even really considering the question "How teachable am I?"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to investigate the question, "How receptive am I to learning new things?"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to see that my true potential is within and as my willingness and openness to Learning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that learning is just sometimes...and typically learning is mostly for very young children...and that learning is a point of less and less significance as we age.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing that learning diminished as we age.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I had previously conditioned myself within my thinking and beliefs.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how much it is in fact that I actually want to learn all the time...and that Learning is a natural expression of mine.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how capable I am of learning anything about anything....that really my potential within learning is quite limitless.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and  understanding  the Opportunity and Fortune that is always here and available for myself as I read.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding a correlation between reading and leading,,,as like readers are leaders,,,and those who read lots are the ones who have the best opportunities to do something really fortunate in this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of misfortune that exists here as a result of poor reading and comprehension abilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that in order to do the basic mathematics in creating a world that is best for all Life...Reading ability and Vocabulary Comprehension are key.



To Be Continued

Day 567 Self-Commitment

So I've been noticing a point that needs self-direction and that is with specific regards to creating self-commitments/self-corrective statements. I see how sometimes I have an urgency to speak or write self-forgiveness on a point as I see and realize this to be a necessary self-responsibility in which I am committed to.

What I am noticing is that sometimes there is resistance within myself to pushing myself commitment/self-corrective statements as diligently and effectively as I push the point of self-forgiveness. Where for instance, I kind of rush through my self-commitment/self-corrective statements. Also what I am noticing is that sometimes my self-commitment/self-corrective statements don't balance effectively with my self-forgiveness...meaning like I just kind of glossed over it and there is room for me to increase my specificity. 

This is a point I see is crucial in understanding the equal and one relationship between self-forgiveness and self-commitment/self-corrective statements...because self-forgiveness opens up the opportunity for change and self-corrective/self-commitment statements are the decisions to enable the change.

This point of awareness emerged from my recent writings of self-forgiveness with regards to the point of self-investigation, where I have written much self-forgiveness and I see here how I have much work to do in following up my opportunities to change with the specific decisions to change within and as the creation of my self-commitment/self-corrective statements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a polarized relationship to exist between the point of self-forgiveness and self-corrective/self-commitment statements.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the equality and oneness within my self-forgiveness and my self-commitment/self-corrective statements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having chosen to allow resistance towards being as effective as possible within my creation of self-commitment/self-corrective statements.

When and as I see myself resisting to write self-corrective/self-commitment statements, I stop and breathe, I make the decision to write self-corrective/self-commitment statements, I realize and understand the practical livingnecessity of following up self-forgiveness with self-corrective/self-commitment statements. I commit myself to an equal and one relationship within and as the process of self-forgiveness and self-corrective/self-commitment statements.

I realize and understand the effective and efficient balance as what is best for all Life within taking the time to align self-forgiveness application with self-corrective application.

I commit myself to the decision to effectively align my self-forgiveness with self-corrective/self-commitment statements.

I realize and understand that neglecting self-corrective/self-commitment statements is a point of abuse because it's a point of weakness in character where you don't walk the whole point into completion...it's like leaving open an excuse/error/mistake which can result in problems latter as a result of neglecting to prevent such scenarios as a result of making the decision to be specific in self-forgiveness and self-corrective applications the firsttime the point is here.

I forgive myself for not realizing and understanding the abuse within neglecting the specificity within self-corrective/self-commitment statements.

I commit myself to harmonious alignment of my self-forgiveness and self-corrective/self-commitment statements. I realize the equality and oneness as the assistance and support complimenting one another.

When and as I see myself neglecting the equality and oneness of self-forgiveness and self corrective/self-commitment applications, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of choosing to gloss over self-corrective/self-commitment statements. I commit myself to meticulous specificity within my self-forgiveness/self-corrective/self-commitment applications. I realize and understand meticulous specificity is key in manifesting Heaven on Earth as what is Best for All Life.

Day 482 Walking Points into Completion

I was just looking at the point of delaying to walk a point into completion. Like, knowing what I got to do and postponing the application of scripting the correction for myself. Like, for instance my blogging here tonight, I see that I didn't walk self-corrective statements yet for my previous blog entry, and I recall being kind of tired last night, and I said to myself, I'll just do it tomorrow,,,and I'm seeing the consequences of accepting and allowing such behaviour as not really cool, because I mean if I really push myself to go the distance in walking/writing a point into completion in one go when and as it is feasible, I am opening up self-expansion and this increases opportunity and ability for myself to take on more self-responsibility within and as taking on new points to walk through. So, i see and realize the practicality in being diligent and steadfast within moving through points as like not allowing a delay on the learning process.

Self corrections in relation to yesterday's blog


When and as I see myself wanting to exploit and manipulate law, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand how I am accepting and allowing exploitation and manipulation within myself within wanting to exploit and manipulate the legal system. I realise and understand that I do not require to exploit and manipulate the legal system in order to survive in this world.

When and as I see myself thinking and believing that I must be an expert manipulator and exploiter in order to be successful in this world, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand that I am purifying the law of my being to stand as what's best for all Life from the starting point principle of Equality and Oneness, and I realise and understand that manipulation and exploitation are not traits that are best for all Life here.

I commit myself to the purification of the law of my being from and as the starting point of Equality and Oneness.

When and as I see myself thinking "if I can find a clever way to exploit and manipulate the legal system I will be rich and never have to work again", I stop and breathe, I realise and understand that I am interested in standing one and equal within the system in order to correct and restore the system to life support which is best for all Life. I realise and understand that leveraging a flawed system for personal gain, is like a point of dropping out on self-responsibility and taking accountability for myself within the system. I realise and understand that choosing to perpetuate abuse for self-interest in not acceptable.

I commit myself to standing one and equal with the world systems, and correcting dis-orders within the world systems.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting Life.

I commit myself to aligning myself as practical living Life Support.

When and as I see a point of fuckedness within myself, I stop and breathe, I investigate the point of fuckedness and I direct the point of fuckedness, so that I can stand as a the point of prevention is the best cure, as the living life insurance that the point will exist no more, as I realize and understand the necessary mechanics required for self-correction. I realise and understand my commitment to self-perfection.

When and as I see that something is not clear to me, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand that there is a point of resistance/confusion within myself that I require to sort out. I realise and understand the point of self reflection. I bring the point into myself and stand within and as the point. I realise and understand the point of self-reflection and the starting point of creation as Equality and Oneness.

When and as I see myself going into a point of self-righteous energetic possession/competition, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of separating myself from and as the starting point of creation as equality and oneness. I realise and understand my self-responsibility in removing all separation.

When and as I see myself desiring to be a savior as like a great emancipator and world leader as a result of gaining power and control over world resources, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of the relationship dynamics of a "savior" and a "leader" and I also realise and understand the unnecessary consequences of choosing to go into a position of being a leader and savior for people, as a point of self-deception and ignorance.

When and as I see myself separating myself from people in leadership positions and people who have and hold positions of extreme wealth, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand the starting point of creation as equality and oneness. I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of separation and the consequence of conflicting relationships.

When and as I see myself going into an energetic possession of righteous spitefulness within having a retribution attitude of seeking vengeance upon others from and as a starting point of blame, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand the point of self reflection here, as I see and realise any instability within myself reflects points within myself that are unresolved and that i require to forgive myself and face myself-reflection within self honesty.

I commit myself to stop domination and oppression within myself.

When and as I see myself thinking that I must be the creditor in this reality that charges debt onto others from within and as a point of self-righteousness, I stop and breathe, I realise and understand the nastiness within deliberately perpetuating the creditor/debtor money relationship that is existent within our reality as the self reflection of accepted and allowed abuse.

I commit myself to practically applying the tools of self-forgiveness and self-correction in real time.

I commit myself to accelerating and expanding my process of self-forgiveness, self-realization and self-correction.

I commit myself to building upon self-forgiveness, self-realization, and self-correction as I realize and understand this is the basis for a sound foundation of assistance and support as what is best/Life


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the accumulation and self-expansion of myself within and as the process of self-forgiveness, self-realization, and self-correction as the merging with and as Life.

I commit myself to returning to the starting point of creation as Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to Equality and Oneness within and as Breath.