Tree planting chapter
6 - physical enjoyment in the movement, beyond money...but is money...
Today I had a bit of a special mission type of day where I
was required to move around from one area to another area...meaning I had to do
a bunch of driving to go to various specific work site locations...now as a
result I had less time available to plant than I have had on previous days and
also nobody else was faced with these exact circumstance...the point of money
came up in regards to my mood and attitude.
What is interesting here...is that I have noticed in the
past how I have allowed myself to become emotional at the prospected fear of
losing money...losing out on making more money...and what is interesting
here...is that becoming emotional is a hindrance on self-movement here. I have noticed
many times as I have allowed myself to get caught up in my mind while tree
planting...that my effectiveness/concentration/focus./awareness/timing and
coordination diminishes...and sometimes I stumble/trip...slow down...and
overall become less effective and
efficient in the work I am doing...what is interesting about this here...is
that as I allow myself to commit to the actual physical movement of just moving
myself without any emotion and or feeling connotations...but just move me as
like a sport activity competition...in which I am "willing" myself to
excel at my very best potential...I am in fact
operating in a state of flow..."Self-directed flow zone", where
I am totally immersed within my physical body...and I am really enjoying the
seemingly effortless movement of myself...as like a point of
style/grace/elite-performance...and the funny thing here is that I am actually
giving my full effort/force for the seemingly effortless look...which is interesting...because
I am committing my actions all the way here...and what is interesting also
about this point, "in and as the
importance of self-movement beyond emotions"...is that, It is in fact, "money" in and of
itself...because...that is true self-expression here...and true self-expression
will be rewarded as the fruits of our labor...and from my personal experience
within tree planting and also my writing here...is that as I allow myself to
trust myself and I commit to directing the "will" within myself to
actually move...that I am quite good at achieving fantastic results as a result
of and as my self-commitment...self-dedication....and self-discipline..
I see here that this is a very important
concept/point/understanding...that our self-movement here determines our
reality...especially the state of our affairs/business/relations here.
I mean,
We can look at this
at a personal, interpersonal and universal level...you see how your personal
life is a result of your movement and participations within yourself as like
what you accept and allow yourself to participate within
yourself/mind/body/world/words.
The interpersonal
reflects and indicates the extent of our relationships with others that are
cultivated and developed through and as our labored participations within them...I
say labor...because it is focused work/play...that is seemingly
effortless....yet that is because there is a full commitment of focused effort
here...and thus our relationships with others...how we interact with
others...is a result of how we act with our self here...so there is an
interconnection and relation between our personal and interpersonal
relationships...which therefore makes it easy to see and realize the extent to
which our universal relationships exists here...as our self here in and as the
universe...as a point of existence here...as like our sound...I mean who we are
as the universe...big picture is a reflection of our personal and
interpersonal...I mean it s interesting to see the state of world affairs
through and as the eyes of self-realization and self-reflection...meaning that
nothing can be separate from me here for real....because I am not really
separate from anything here.
So, it is important to stop emotion and feeling as a source
of self-movement...because the effectiveness of self-expression and fantastic
results is therefore suppressed within and as the body energy output that is
generated in feeding and maintaining a particular energetic vibration within
the body as the activity is participated within...this is a result of the
mindfulness in thought...meaning the
attention and deliberate participation within thoughts...is feeding the
physical body stimulation...like there is a mental connection with the physical
connection...and the more the mental condition and the thinking is indulged
within while trying to excel to the best of one's abilities within a physical
activity...the success within that physical activity will be strained and limited
by one's own fear/mind/lack of focus and self-discipline.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not
realizing and understanding the extent to which I am self-responsible for my
physical body self movement here...and that it is me who determines my
effectiveness..and the quality of my self-expression as a result of opening
myself up to being able and capable of sharing myself as so much more than the
limitations of thoughts feelings and emotions.
I see/realize and understand to access and get money...it is
in fact effortlessly easy as put in my effort/self-movement, I allow myself to focus on getting
specifically and exactly what I want...however I see and realize the important
point here...is that business...and self-expression is not about being
emotional...that me as who I really
am...exists way beyond the energetic fear of thought feeling and emotion...and
that the crucial ingredient in practical living the process here, is, self-trust in the self movement here...and the
dedication to keep moving..keep focusing...stop discouragement...self-trust...it
is all about self-expression here...
What is cool about self-expression here...is that this is "you"
sharing with all the "me's" here...and it's all "me"...and it's
all "you" here...which means there is a togetherness agreement
here....meaning that we share the same truth and trust here...as like this is
both of our estate's here...and so when and as one expresses oneself here from
within and as a state of flow...as like in the zone...like the physical here
zone...which is the place here where and as our sound transference ripples in
such a way as like the most awesome assistance and support ever.
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