Day 612 Beginning a New Day

Within beginning my morning movement, I have noticed that when first moving myself to lets say the washroom,..I have caught myself existing within my mind just kind of automatically thinking about yesterday and what I did and didn't do. What's interesting about this is it is like a carrying of a dead weight. Like, to a certain extent, having held onto self-judgement from my previous day(s) and carried it forward with me to today...and what is interesting about this is that within my mind I have been automatically indulging within this thinking...and justifying this behaviour within the belief that I am analytically really studying myself. What is interesting about this...is that, it has become quite self-evident to me that I am not being as effective as possible within my evening before I go to sleep...specifically making sure I am not carrying any energetic baggage with me from the past into the future. Obviously, I realize and understand that this is a process and it is my self-responsibility to face points as they come up and prevent these same point from coming up in the future.

What I have also noticed is that I have allowed myself to be distracted within myself as a result of thinking about the past. It's like going into a vortex...and the vortex seems interesting because it's about yourself...and you don't realize how you get stuck in time and really lose your time because whether you realize it or not your resonating within this energetic buzz/trance that is directly related to the vortex that you're within. And interestingly enough, what I have noticed and realized is that there is always a point of self-awareness...where I choose to enter the mind vortex and choose to step out of the mind vortex.

What's interesting to me is that within accepting and allowing myself to practically live the application of 'gratefulness', I can in fact see the point of self-realization that I had previously not seen/realized/understood. What is interesting about this, is that here exists the humbling nature of the process of self-realization and self-perfection.

What's interesting to me is that going into the trance like state within my mind where I am just kind of totally in my head and out of my body, is that it is always a choice...and interestingly enough...I have justified making this choice on many occasions within the seemingly logical reasoning that I have a few minutes to kill/burn/spare. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the ridiculous absurdity of justifying and logically reasoning that I have a few minutes to kill/burn/spare...where I can indulge within my mind as like just drifting off...day dreaming...thinking....not realizing and understanding the expensive cost paid by the physical body for such entertainment in mind.

To be Continued

Day 600 Certainty

CERTAINTY

CERTAIN


So,


I'm investigating with playing with the word "Certainty" and within and as the word "Certainty" I see the word "Certain" quite clearly as it is easily visible within and as the word "Certainty".


So,

I'm looking at how I can take on the word "Certainty" within myself as a point of practical living as a way to assist and support my self-expression here.


So,

I see and realize and understand how it is cool to be certain as a point of specificity within and as communication/self-expression here. I see and realize this to be a point of self-trust.


So,

I was looking at and questioning the nature of our World System here which is based in and around the ideas of uncertainty...as like there being unknown forces at play/work that can have potentially dire circumstances/consequences for the majority of beings within and as the World System here.


So,

It is ridiculously absurd to me, that it is generally accepted that the everyday functioning of our World System is based upon principled frame works of uncertainty...like making our total welfare up to chance...like a lottery of sorts where there is winners and losers....and well...what the fuck....I mean this is so ridiculously absurd...like really...that we can accept and allow ourselves to function within a global frame work of uncertainty as the consequence of our own doing...that we perpetuate certain problematic consequences that could otherwise be prevented with absolute certainty if we changed our prerogative from accepting and allowing uncertainty/doubt/fear within our-self here to that of self-trust/self-honesty/certainty as that which is best for Life.


So,

It becomes more and more apparent to me on a daily basis how I have in fact never really known with absolute certainty what is in fact always best for Life.


So,

This is quite certainly a seriously important situation and issue that require certain specific attention.


So,


I see/realize/understand that as I face my accepted and allowed doubt/uncertainty/fear within myself that I in fact enable/birth/grow my self-trust/self-honesty/self-reliability/self-sustainability/self-integrity/self-ingenuity/self-determination/self-worth as this becomes the fruit/bounty of as the labor of my self-forgiveness here.


So,

Would not it be cool to align the World System in accordance within and as the specific certainty of and as that which is best for all Life here?


So,


Can you see how self-forgiveness is in fact a starting point platform for sharing/expanding our fruit/bounty of and as the labor of self-forgiveness here.


So,

It is obviously so cool to me to harmonize our World System from and as the Starting point of Self-forgiveness. A giving for Self Here. Which in turn is also a Receiving for Self Here.


So,

Can you answer with absolute certainty, that, It is common sense that we should have a World System that is orchestrated from and as the Starting Point of "Forgiveness...Giving as We Like to Receive"?


So,


It is clear to me that as individuals we come together and form groups that reflect the common bond of our individuality here within and as the point of that which is best for all Life as/is within and as the starting point of Creation Here within and as Equality and Oneness.


So,

I am certain that as I continue to purify myself within and as the practical living of self-forgiveness as the who/how/why I am here....that I am in fact facilitating and orchestrating myself within and as a reflection of the World System here as my standing vote to and as what I practically assist and support Living Here.


So,


I am certain that this is the point of self-responsibility....the epitome of self-responsibility/self-direction within taking/giving care to cultivate a World System that in fact supports what is Best for all Life here.


For support within and as the political process that must unfold, I suggest studying an "Economists Journey to Life" and the, "Living Income Guaranteed".

Day 523 Food Religion Part 2

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be judgmental about food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for discriminating and limiting the potential support 

I can garner from food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having bad attitudes about the food I put into my body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for spiting my body and the food I eat by accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the food I eat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having an elitist attitude about food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the oneness and equality of and as food…as like it is what it is…and that placing labelled judgments about foods without investigating them can in fact be damaging and detrimental to my well being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to believe what other people believe about foods being good or bad without effectively testing the point with my body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for limiting my physical body self-expression within eating food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for blaming food on the condition of my physicality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being paranoid about what I eat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring a more athletic physique.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within conflict while eating food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to eat as a point of stress relief.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the practical self support within taking the time to really enjoy my food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being ungrateful for the food I eat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take eating food for granted.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be religious about food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for worry about food being supportive for my body.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding physical expression within eating food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to zone out within eating food.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing  myself for not realizing and understanding the importance of appreciation within and as the food I eat as like a point of gratefulness/gratitude.

To be Continued