Day 755 - What's Your Deal?

Check out the video I made, "What's your Deal?"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIAOXDrOoOU

The video was created as an expansion and outflow of the writing of the blog:  Day 754 - "Funny Thing about Deals"

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Day 754 - Funny thing about "Deals"

 

If you look at the word "DEAL" and you move and play around with it....in fact reverse the order exactly...You get "LEAD"

For the point of my writing here is the acknowledgement of "Deals" like the deals we make with ourselves and each other....but primarily ourselves.

See what is so interesting i am finding out in new ways everyday is that when all is said and done at the end of each and everyday....I am the deal maker or the deal breaker as to what is my Deal...or shall I say what is my Lead.  Meaning, the experience of myself throughout my each and every day is my Deal.  It is my Lead.  I am the leader of me. I am the dealer of me.

Yes, from time to time....well, actually, so much so throughout our time...Deals are given/presented to us....as bits of info....and the particular relationship dynamics that make up the specifics of a certain arrangement.  So, Yes, this is all pretty obvious stuff...I mean, nothing ground breaking here.  Though, the acknowledgement and recognition of self-actualization....meaning the self-responsibility...self entitlement point...where, we realize and live ourselves as both the dealer and the leader....we become self-empowered to actually have fun and play as we work through our everyday dealings. I mean, sure sometimes there is much much much work to do....but the question is....who and how are you within the moment/movement of such work....I mean there is always all ways things to do...things happening....and so much so...I have taken myself into a state of dis-empowerment in particular moments.  You know those moments, where you experience a heaviness a sort of lethargy....or a "i don't feel like it" kind of experience....or maybe an apathy kind of thing.....and i am not saying these experiences are all the time or even most of the time....though maybe they are....the point is.....even in just one instance where there is this energetic experience within oneself towards actually taking initiative and managing a lead/deal within one's world and words....

Because, have a look:

We write the script....Meaning,

Here I am experiencing myself in a particular way and such and such opportunities and responsibilities are possible....BUT, I am having thoughts of..."I'm too tired"...."i don't feel like it right now"...."i rather do it later"..."i don't want to do anything now"...

And Guess what....

WIthin this situation, there is a Moment of Potential Movement.

What is this Moment of Potential Movement?

It is that split second where you see what you are accepting and allowing....and you have the freestyle ability to pivot yourstance and make a move a play if you will and give yourself an OUT....a WAY OUT of the FUNK...I mean the move can be subtle or intense...or even down right Funky....the thing is there is so many ways to re-position our stance here as in how we are Dealing and or Leading our Lives from moment to moment.

It's quite fascinating how we can recalibrate ourselves....our-cells with a few particular movements....a few particular words.

Some of the most self-empowering things one can do....is Self-forgive...and then as the self-forgive is a live time thing...happening in real time....the pivot goes with it..as the self-correction....and the commitment comes in and as the actualization of the realization ....where one see\s how much better it is to move within and as the solution to the previous problem one faced as the sort of stuckness one was in as like the "road block" from actually living the potential in the moment.


Food for thought:

The Vocabulary you have is like the cards you can play....and so...if you consider your life like a game of cards....whatever your card game...it's like you got the reassurance...the self-trust if you will to actually walk and talk your way through anything...and i mean anything...and yes in some instances it may be as simple as a Breath....but hey what's a breath?....a word and as physical action...just like each and every word. Word.....You heard....you use them words...how we use the words is the art of the freestyle...the movement and the momentum of playing and working together with ourselves and each other here....the harmony starts with self-harmonization...as like a sort of harm prevention if you will by actually buying into oneself as the investment into self-forgiveness and self-corrective application in real time application. our words are like Investments and our words are linked to actions...and this is the real money movement here if you will. So time to get real value out every moment here by living the greatness of gratitude as the get/got it done attitude as the deal maker and closer as the lead taker and the leader giving meaning to the movement and moment of self living real live words here.



Qucik funny little story:

I for a brief time defined myself as getting a bad deal from one of my roommates and i allowed this to effect me in a way where i would talk shit within my mind about like what a bad deal this was...what a bad roomate i got here....like blame was the game i was playing....the responsibility was outside of myself....and what is ironic about this scenario...is the potential existed for me to move in response abled manners....but i hesistated and often resisted because i didnt like the deal i was getting....and kind of allowed myself to be victimized within the treatment i was getting....instead of realizing how i can change the terms of the deal here...i can adjust my relationship here....i can start the lame within blame...and i can be the be...and be the change i want to see...and actually give as i would like to receive. 

In my particular example....i was getting pissed when some dishes would be left out and not put away...and so i could have put them away and spoke the point as like a bird chirp saying hey man put your fucking shit away....i picked it up...but next time it's a fine...or whatver....i mean i did pick up other dudes stuff sometime...but i didnt take any credit for it...or make a point of saying hey man im not your mom or whatever....anyways there is so many ways i could have played with the point....in fact i could just pick up anothers stuff in the house because i am able and capable and it is easy for me...it takes me like a brief moment and it's actually no big deal....and if i forgot i would think it was cool if somebody picked up my shit....you know...that's a cool team work mentality...and so ironically enough that's the attitude and expression i have taken in the house...i pick things up and put them away as i see them...it really is no big deal it's actually quite enjoyable to move about and throughout one's day with specific purposeful direction from moment to moment....the more self-responsibility the better. Word. You Heard.

Day 604 Prioritizing My Life Business

So,

I see/realize/regard/understand that my every moment participation here is a reflection/presentation/consequence of Myself/Life/Business/Here.

So,

I see/realize/understand how I have negated to regard the significance and magnificence of my every moment participation here.

So, 

I see/realize/understand how I have taken for granted Myself /Life/Business/Opportunities that exist here from moment to moment.

So,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and hiding myself form the fact that my behaviour from moment to moment is a reflection/presentation of Myself/Life/Business/Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting the mindset of business.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the dynamics of "Business".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for choosing to ignore points of potential business within my reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for seeing business as a point of responsibility that I would like to minimize.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for minimizing my business responsibility and potential here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to expand my business/responsibility here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the correlation between business and personal self-responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the Life/Business/Opportunity I have been bestowed with here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making excuses/justifications/reasons to restrict/suppress/diminish Myself/Life/Business/Talent/Opportunity/Creativity Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the the significance and magnificence of giving myself Business/Responsibility.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how to give myself Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for restricting my access to Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself believing that I cannot have Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being hesitant about giving myself everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to give myself Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for hiding from the Quest of Questioning Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for restricting and blocking the assitance and support of others giving me Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being spiteful towards myself and others within resisting to seeking out help in getting Everything I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to commit to self-direction I see/realize/understand to be valuable Life/Support/Assistance that will enhance my practical living reality here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to utilize all resources I have at my disposal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance to utilizing resources.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to take short cuts and skimp out on the cost benefits to and as the investment within and as my well being here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being a cheapskate with my money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for undervaluing physical life labor here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and uderstanding how undervaluing my physical life labor here reflect and presents the example of how the world exists within and as a point of life suppression...where life is not regarded to be valuable and is in fact drastically undervalued.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for drastically undervaluing Myself here...and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for devaluing Life as a result of not realizing and understanding the starting point of and as Life Equality and Oneness.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to really mind my business.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to examine all the dimensions of what it in fact really means to "Mind My Business"...and within this question My Opportunities/Resources available within Minding My Business.



To Be Continued.

Day 551 Teacher Student Relations

I experienced a little bit of agitation, frustration, annoyance and irritation within teaching ski lessons today.

The scenarios's that triggered these incidences were when a student or students were causing the rest of the class to wait upon them. What bothered me was that the student or students seemed to have no regard for how their particpations effective the rest of the class.

I see how in these particular incidences I briefly allowed myself to take the events personally and go into a form of reaction/judgement where I victimized myself as a result of the particular events unfolding.

Also I see how I directed blame towards the students in thinking that they ought to know better.

I see how in the particular incidences I lacked empathy and consideration. I see how I momentarily disempowered myself by taking the unfolding of the events personally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying the self-victimization of myself within taking the unfolding of events personally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying agitation, frustration, irritation and annoyance as a result of participating within the blame and judgement of accepting and allowing myself to be triggered/stimulated by people.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for existing within and as the superiority character within participating as a ski instructor/teacher.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have created a cognitive dissonance towards my students within taking on a superiority personality as being the teacher/instructor. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the equality within student/teacher relations and that I am in fact always both the teacher and the student as like I am also learning from the students as the students also stand within and as the role of teacher.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for getting annoyed, frustrated, angered and irritated within the incidences where I assumed/believed/perceived that the students ought to know better. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding myself as the student within these particular incidences and how I know better that to judge/assume and create a form of logical self-manipulation within myself as a way to justify and validate separation and the abuse of energetic accumulation within myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being inconsiderate towards my students within thinking they ought to know better. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for projecting blame, anger, agitation , frustration, annoyance and irritation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being spiteful and self-righteous within thinking that my students ought to already know these particular things and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resistance to educating and informing others about things I believe and perceive that they ought to already know and understand. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying resentmenttowards my students as a result of having accepted and allowed myself to participate within emotional energetic reactions towards my students.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being selfish within my relationship with others within not fully wanting to give up superiority/inferiority relationship and place myself within their shoes as one and equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have created moments of temporary hardship/burden in relationships with others as a result of not placing myself within and as the shoes/position of the being. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame within being resistant/reluctant to place myself within and as the shoes/position of all beings within and as this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being spiteful and self-righteous within neglecting to place myself in the position of each and every single being here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for only sometimes placing myself in the position of other being here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the shame of only sometimes regarding the equality of Life here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being shameful and spiteful towards the equality and oneness of all Life here.

When and as I see myself looking at another being as separate from myself, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand there is a point of cognitive dissonance here as accepted and allowed manifested separation, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating a rift/separation between myself and another being here. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness in perpetuating experiences of cognitive dissonance. I commitmyself to removing all experiences of cognitive dissonance within myself.

When and as I see myself considering being angry, irritated, annoyed, agitated or frustrated, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand the disservice I do to Life within accepting and allowing myself to abuse life within the energetic reactions of anger, irritation, annoyance, agitation and frustration. I look to reflect upon the point within myself and see how a moment of opportunity opened up where a particular event/scenario unfolded as a lesson for me to learn from within seeing and realizing where/how/why self-correction is required within myself with specific regards to a particular point. I commit myself to walk the specificity of self-correction with specific regards to a particular point. I commit myself to utilizing the lessons/opportunity that are presented to me here in every moment to self-perfect my standing here within and as the equality and oneness of Life.

When and as I see myself formulating logical assumptions within my mind about others as like what I think/believe/perceive, I stop and breathe, I return the points within myself as I realize and understand this thinking/believing/perceiving is specific to what I have accepted and allowed to exist within my mind...and that it is my self-responsibility to remove the limitations of my thinking/believing/perceiving about others within myreality. I realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of rationalizing and perpetuating the justification of judgement as a necessary thinking/believing/perceiving mechanism necessary to self-define others within a limited view. I realize and understand that holding onto limited views about others reflects that acceptance and allowance of self-suppression within myself. I commit myself to stop all forms of self-suppression within myself. I commit myself to investigate all forms of self-suppression. I commit myself to stop and prevent self-suppression within myself.

I commit myself to valuing and regarding All Life Equally.

I commit myself to Equality and Oneness within and as Teacher/Student....Student/Teacher relations.

Day 449 Breaking Bad Season 5 Episode 13

I just watched Breaking Bad Season 5 Episode 13.  Some points that came up within me while watching the episode include the following:

Why did the character Walt not confirm the killing of his brother in-law when he was on the phone with his contract killers?   

The reason I ask this question is because Walt want's his business partner dead at seemingly all costs...and his brother in-law is with his business partner...and his brother in-law wants to arrest him and make his Life more miserable than it already is...and it would be no hassle whatsoever for the contract killers to kill his brother in-law.

I see the point of family loyalty connection...as like Walt was justifying that it was OK to kill his business partner because he had his Wife's approval in doing so....But he would not have his Wife's approval in killing his brother in-law which is his Wife's sister's husband.

It seems that the character wouldn't go ahead with protecting himself to Kill his brother in-law because his wife would find out and would never forgive him for such an action.

It's interesting the point of family loyalty...as like mob mentality...as like nothing is more important than family...even if family does some really awful stuff...it's like there's a morality code in play where you don't kill family because it's a respect thing and you would not want your family to kill you.

What's interesting  and ironic about family relations and morality is the justifications that doing harm to another that "apparently" is not your family is more do-able and OK from the excuse/justification/ramification that their not your flesh and blood...like not an immediate apparent connection.

What I find interesting is the word "family"

I notice that in many cases there is lack of consideration for the word "family" from the consideration and perspective of exclusivity.

Let's look at the definition of the word family in it's simplest description.

(google definition "family")

fam·i·ly  

/ˈfam(ə)lē/

Noun A group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.

Adjective Designed to be suitable for children as well as adults.

Synonyms noun.   kin - house - household - stock - clan - race - tribe adjective.   domestic - homely - home - familiar

Notice the synonym of the of the word family which is "race".  All humans are part of the human race.

Notice the word "Home".  Earth is home to all Life Here.

Consider the big picture that all is part of the same family...being and belonging to Life/Earth.


Everyone is living together Here on Earth whether we like it or not.



I see that a problem originates from looking at the word family only from a micro perspective...as like excluding the big picture macro perspective.

The consequences of not considering both the micro and the macro are self evident within Human being's interactions Here on Planet Earth.

Are the problems that exist today the consequences of bad education, generation after generation?  It appears so.

Imagine a the Earth as a place of perfect Harmony where all Life is supported and regarded as equal in value no matter what...where care was taken to make sure abuse is prevented at all costs...wow. it seems out of this world radical...

Education starts in the immediate family as like your microcosm introduction and expands into the macrocosm as like the bigger picture of our shared reality Here...like for instance you're first educational instructions are your parents/guardians and it expands to other authoritative figures as you age and you move about our shared reality....

Consider the fact that everyone is an authority figure here from the perspective of and as being the author of why it is what it is here so to speak...as each of us is the author of our Life here and all were born here from authorities/authors that were already existing here...

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