Day 553 A World in Need of Self-Direction

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting and postponing instances of self-direction which is in and as support and assistance for the betterment and sustainability of All Life on Planet Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for seeking out instant gratification as like a coping mechanism for harboring apathy and self-pity within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for distracting myself my issues of primary importance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for desiring entertainment as a way for me to try to relax and forget about the stress that I carry within myself as a result of being a contributing part of the abuse here on planet earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to carry and harbor stress within myself as the shame within not pushing myself to daily work as hard as I can to seek out solutions as the ways needed to create a newphysical reality that is in and as the alignment of assisting and supporting all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for having fallen within and as the constant and consistent standing within and and as self-direction. I realize and understand the self-responsibility within and as self-direction. I realize and understand the shameful disgrace of accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self-direction as a method of walking self-correction Here as a physical standing example of what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow myself to be influenced by desires as like a form of distraction that presents to me programmed self-imposed limitations as fictitiously skewed value system of priorities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for seeking out external means of stimulation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resisted to ask questions as a platform of assistance and support as the first step within opening up the clarity of self-direction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying moments of stuckness as statements of emotional defeatism.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing weakness of character to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing an internal polarity war to exist within and as various character of strength and weakness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within the realms of illusionary delusion as various polarity constructed characters that are perpetuated by the previous history of my acceptances and allowances. I realize and understand the daily practical living application of self-forgiveness and self-correction as the way to actually change the course of history by standing within and as accountability and self-responsibility for my history here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the importance of each individual's role in and as our history here. I realize and understand the point of self-direction within and as taking accountability for our acceptances and allowances so that we can stand as the solutions as what is best for all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having given myself the choice to direct myself in ways that are best for all Life or not. I realize and understand the disgraceful shame within accepting and allowing such a choice to exist within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having tried to live self-responsibility as what is best for all Life while seeking out desires as various forms/means of instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be controlled by external means of instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to give up instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing losing and never again receiving instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having formed an energetic dependency upon mechanisms of stimulating energetic responses as various rays of instant gratification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for perpetuating the self-mutilation of myself as life within constantly and continuously adapting and evolving the expediency in and as various forms of instant gratification. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for deriving pleasure from and as physical abuse and suffering. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having blinded myself from my own physical abuse and suffering within succumbing to the temptations of escapism within fleeting moments of numbing blissful ignorance as physical destruction for a temporary energetic high.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for making excuses for the need of a detoured course of direction as like a justification for actions that are less than what is best for all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means to live as a presentation of Life Here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding what it means for Life to exist outside of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for doubting my ability to give up the entirety of my fictitious reality of energetic relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understand the shame and blatant disregard for Life within trying to keep my precious most sacredly valued energetic relationships within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have precious most sacredly valued energetic relationships within myself.

What are my precious most sacredly valued energetic relationships that exist within myself?

To be Continued?

Day 444 White Collar

I've been watching this show called, "White Collar" which is about a con expert who specializes in fraud and theft.

As a result of watching the show, the point has come to mind that there is so much effort that goes into committing forms of fraud/theft....and the point that if as much effort when into planning cons as planning the necessary steps for a new world system that would be best for all Life here, than we would in fact have a perfect system in place.

It's interesting to consider that everyone here is a part of the ultimate con which is our world systems in place...as like the daily living as the rules and regulations about how commerce functions...as like it is OK for a system to exist which deliberately results in extreme exploitation of Life.

If we look at our individual participation within the ultimate con it's about self interested accommodations at the expense of everyone else...as like fuck it as like as I get my reward/prize/loot than whatever else happens...that's just part of the con game...and everyone is responsible for making sure they got what they need...and if they don't...then well there's just not that smart and deserve to get conned because it's a survival of the fittest mentality...where if you are not ruthlessly deceptive than you are the victim or ruthless exploitation which is like justified as this is just how things work...it's part of Life...it's how Life functions...

Someone said to me the other day in reference to humans survival instincts as like survival of the fittest and harming other life as a means of self subsistence...to just look at the animal kingdom and see that they do the same type of things as humans....

I asked this person if they considered that it was self evident that humans are the dominant species on the planet on account of our deceptive ruthlessness as like looking at the effects of humanity on planet earth...and within this to consider that the animal and insect kingdoms are a reflection of the human kingdom from the perspective that the human kingdom is like the parent to the animal and insect kingdoms as like a point of care and support...and within this to see that we are doing a really brutal job of providing stable living conditions for all animals and insects here....I mean, as humans...were not working together within the functioning of our designed global systems......

These insights have forced me to challenge my own participation's here and to see how my starting point has always been about my own personal amusement and just really about sustaining a good life for myself without really regarding all Life around me...which is totally absurd...and so,

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting all Life within the decisions I make.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for expecting someone else to be accountable for figuring things out and working towards a better world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wanting a world that's best for all Life...but thinking that I can continue to exist as a representation of disregard for all Life by just focusing on self interested pursuits for my own personal amusement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that if I just care a little bit about all Life here...and do a little bit to support all Life here...than I am OK to continue to leverage the ultimate con that is in place for my benefit at the expense of those who weren't as ruthless and deceptive as I was.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as a con man as a result of myself leveraging a good life within a system that is totally corrupted...and neglecting to really contribute ways that are best to alleviate the corruption in the current system so that a new world order can be created that assists ans supports all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to see my behaviour and participation's as ruthlessly deceptive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to always operate from the starting point of what's best for all Life...because that goes against me pulling a fraudulent act where I am able to benefit self interested pursuits that is totally legitimized as acceptable and regarded as OK within existing in this world as part of the ultimate con game being played/pulled.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit my intelligence and abilities/capabilities to contributing to the creation of a world that is best for all Life because I am able to exist within the current con game with effortless ease...as like a person who is able to get by within the ultimate con and satisfy self interested indulgences/desires.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not wanting to see and understand my starting point for existing here as being rooted in self interested indulgences/desires as like points of preoccupation to distract me from existing a person of the highest integrity and dignity, as like a person who will do whatever it takes to create the necessary planning for the implementation of a new world order which supports the living well being of all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding what a waste of time it is to be here and to not regard what is best for all Life at all times...and to be actively participating in looking at the problems that exist here by creating solutions as the necessary problem solving as the necessary actions required to put a stop to the ultimate con game.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for trying to juggle ego self interest and have compassion for all Life...as like playing both sides of the fence...I realise and understand the middle road as the greatest deception...and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking a middle road approach within being a part of the ultimate con existing here as the ruthless exploitation of life for self interested benefit as like the pursuit of individual happiness at the expense of keeping other individuals hostage from the pursuit of happiness...and I realise and understand that to make a life for myself where I am able to just indulge in self interested pursuits and not give a shit really about the world around me, like not really do anything to be actively remedying the problems that exist, is in fact an indication of a mental disorder as like a total disassociation as Life which is in fact to exist here as like a waste of space an resources.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting my resourcefulness in assisting and supporting the facilitation of a new world order which honors and values Life with integrity and dignity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for expecting others to be accountable for Life before I should have to be accountable for Life...and I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for waiting to dedicate my every breath to becoming Life as what's best for all Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being resistance to changing in all ways that is best for life...out of fear that I will get screwed in the ultimate con game existing here as a result of giving up participation within and as contributing player in the human deception.

I commit myself to stopping the human deception which is the disregard for all Life.

I commit myself to aligning myself in ways that I can be resourceful in assisting and supporting the facilitation of a new world order which is best for all Life here.

I commit myself to stop limiting myself from being resourceful and creative in bringing forth solutions that are best in solving the problems that exist here.

I commit myself to giving myself integrity, dignity and honor as the words necessary to becoming the living accountability and responsibility as what's best for all  Life.

I commit myself to actively solving problems as like making problem solving a life vocation as the self-realisation that problems require solutions that are best for all Life here...and that I am capable and able of solving problems with the basic mathematical simplicity of 1+1=2 as common sense understanding and reasoning.

Day 423 Minimum Wage

Some considerations about minimum wage:


1) If the minimum wage in a country isn't enough money to have a life of dignity and integrity, do You agree that this is unacceptable?

2) Is it cool for anyone to have a life without dignity and integrity?

3) Would You like to earn a minimum wage that is inadequate and does not support You in having a Life of satisfaction and fulfillment?

4) Should a minimum wage that supports a Life of satisfaction and fulfillment be a human right?

5) Is it possible that if minimum wage was designed in such a way to support and insure a Life of satisfaction and fulfillment that the world would be a better place?

6) Do You think if enough people cared about the importance of minimum wage being aligned and designed to support having a Life of integrity, dignity, satisfaction and fulfillment that this could become an actuality as our manifested living reality?

7) Would You vote in support for a minimum wage that provides a high standard of living? Why or why not?

8) Do You want what's best for everyone?

9) Would it be a win/win situation if all humanity existed within and as high standard of living?

10) Do you think it's impossible for all humanity to have a high standard of living?

11) Is it necessary for many humans to have a terrible Life so that some humans can have a good Life?

12) Is it possible that believing that, "this is just the way thing are" is in fact the reasoned consequence as to why and how things are exactly as they are?

13) Do You consider yourself responsible for minimum wage at the moment being a disgrace to humanity?

14) Is minimum wage an important issue with regards to establishing a global economy of prosperity, dignity and integrity?

15) Is it possible that the economy is flawed because humanity's relationship towards minimum wage is flawed?

16) At the moment, does our accepted and allowed global economy represent a slavery competition?

17) Are You cool with trading places with the any of the poorest humans on the planet?

18) Would it be easy to trade places with any human if all humans were living a life of satisfaction and fulfillment?

19) How long should humanity continue to accept and allow atrocious standards of living?

20) Perhaps all politicians should receive minimum wage as a point of honor, dedication, and commit to Life?

21) If all politicians received a minimum wage, do you think the standard of living on minimum wage would be better than it is now?

22) Do you want a Doctor and a Teacher that is doing the job for the money incentives or do You want a Doctor and Teacher who is doing the job because they are passionate about the work they do?

23) Does it matter if politicians, doctors and teachers are passionate about the work they do?

24) Do You think minimum wage is a topic worth discussing with others?

25) Do You think the highest paying jobs should be the worst jobs to have...as like, the jobs most people would rather not have?

26) Does it make sense to reward people with the highest pay for doing the least desirable jobs?

27) Would less desirable jobs become more desirable if they were valued with the highest monetary payment?

28) Would it be cool to see politicians on television asking these questions?

29) Is minimum wage a news worthy story?

30) Do You think it would be a nice gesture for future generations of humans to come, to be born into a world where no matter what job they have, they will have a high standard of living?

31) Can You write a blog or make a YouTube video and/or send this blog link to friends to keep the minimum wage discussion going...as a way of planting seeds You would like to see grow and develop?

Thank You

Day 419 Word Accountability

Day 419 Word Accountability

The point came up today where I was talking to my brother and we were talking about all sorts of different types of work and I said to him that politics interests me….and within this, he said to me that I better remove a bunch of the things I have posted online. My brother had mentioned this to me before…and I was kind of thinking about it…but this time…I said no that won’t be happening. I see the future of politics as an arena of transparency. I told my brother that I’m here to expose myself as a person…not trying to hide myself…and that if someone wants to bring up something I posted…whether it was from yesterday or a long time ago…and If I see a point of correction within what I have said/shared…I will take accountability for my words and speak about the point in question…and perhaps give added context as like a way to add to myself as a story of interest as like a way showing and exposing myself as a Being of integrity as a Being here who is not afraid of judgement as a Being who’s not interested in the slander game…not worrying about being slandered as a result of being exposed as a Being who is open and does not keep secrets…as I realise and understand the absurd ridiculousness of leading a top secret life from the perspective of being paranoid about who and how I am expressing myself.

So within my sharing here today, I’d like to take the opportunity here to share some self-forgiveness in relation to hiding and being paranoid/fearful about being exposed on the internet as a Being who’s walking a process of self-correction, as someone who’s interested in the manifestation of heaven on earth…and as someone who’s removing the skeletons from the closet as like the dead weight within having held onto acceptances and allowances that were not aligned in accordance within and as the principles of equality and oneness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that if I am serious about politics and being in the media that it is important that I censor myself and hide who I am and what I am all about.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing what others think about me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared others trying to manipulate and slander my name.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that it’s natural to be paranoid and fearful of others  looking to exploit and slander others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that if I want to be involved in politics that I have to be fearful about be screwed over as like believing that I need to have different lives…as like a private life and a public life…and that they must remain separate and secret…because if my private life were to be also public…than there would be total transparency.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how I have participated within the fear of total exposure and keeping things secret and hidden…as a result of being fearful/paranoid about exposing/sharing myself as to say this is who I am and this is what I have done…and this is what I am doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the connection of the point of transparency within individual beings as like a point of intimacy and support that facilitates nurtures, fosters, enhances and increased learning abilities and potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having held onto judgment about publicly exposing myself as a being walking a process of self-correction, as a being who is committed to self-perfection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the assistance and support in leaving a track record as like written documents of writing process of self-transformation as like the visible evidence here that I am accountable for my actions…as like showcasing all my faults in a way…as to say, like hey look…when and as I see a point that requires self-correction within myself, this is what I do…this is how I stop and prevent that problem from occurring again…this is how I live self-improvement…this is what I am committed do and this is what kind of being I am here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing global exposure as like being examined by lots of people…as like reading all my words and checking out my history as my story as me being and becoming a point of authority as I take ownership as an author/Life creator here who realises and understand the principles of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the totally ridiculous absurd nature of fearing total exposure from and as a starting point of just being frightened, startled and timid about people knowing all the details of my Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding the ridiculous absurd nature of celebrity culture and fans from the perspective of people obsessing about celebrities lives…and within this I forgive myself for not realising and understanding the correlation of fear of exposure…as like exposure had become like a huge thing in this world because there is so much fear around exposure and making a mistake…that reality TV shows are edited and scripted and politicians have a whole team the works to regulate the image of the president/prime minister…as like having all this guidance on how to act…it’s like being a politician in a wealthy nation in the world…is like being a Hollywood actor starring in a dramatic role…as like constantly having to check the script to see what is required to be said…and how one should project themselves about each particular scene within the political production process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding myself as an example and teacher for politicians as like how a politician operates as totally fucking awesome!

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having spent so many years being frustrated and annoyed and angry with politicians and the political system…and within this not realising and understanding how I was deflecting my own abilities and capabilities as like my responsibility to take on the responsibilities of becoming the example of what a politician should be like, by becoming the practical living example that can be copied and emulated as like showing and saying here is the recipe formula for being a totally fucking awesome politician….this is the best way to do it…and be it….here I am and this is what and how I stand here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising my image and likeness to politicians in this world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to take accountability as the role of responsible politician here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for separating myself from and as the role of politician.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not voting and supporting myself as the best political candidate.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for waiting for and desiring for other political candidates to be exposed as great examples of being a totally fucking awesome politician.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding how much fun potential is available to me here within accepting and allowing complete transparency within and as my commitment to self-perfection through the process of self-realisation and self-corrective actions.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding how much easier it is to walk process of self-correction when there is complete transparency…as like the networks of support are opened up and there is total access to assistance and support everywhere...because I am opening myself up to being here everywhere as like totally exposed nothing to hide…as like a being who realises and understand transparency to be the key of good governance.

When and as I see myself fearing to express and share myself, I stop and breathe and I make a point of pushing through the resistance/fear/mental barrier/ and I express myself as the expression of sharing and transparency as like this is who I am here and this is what I am about within and as the principles of Oneness and Equality.

When and as I see myself reacting in fear to another being’s fears/concerns/worries/doubts….I stop and breathe…I assist and support the being being’s worries and fears to dissipate and be released as I do not accept and allow myself to be consumed within a reaction…and therefore I direct the point…as like planting the necessary seeds of support within the being…as I realise and understand the seed of assistance and support are my living words  as the principled sound foundation of equality and oneness….and I realise that words as seeds of assistance and support will grow within other beings…because they are in my same image and likeness as like my fellow mates as part of team life  as like members of the human division as like another You is Me man…so I care to share because I see and realise my responsibilities for the well-being of my teammates.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having neglecting my teammates as like fellow members of the human division on Team Life…as like I realise and understand that is ridiculously absurd to hold a grudge against any of my mates…and that judging any of my mates for their actions and mistakes is absurd ridiculousness because I realise the point of forgiving and forgetting as like the best living attitude here.

I commit myself to the best living attitude here as forgiving and forgetting.

I commit myself to becoming a teacher for the course, “how to be a totally fucking awesome politician”

I commit myself to realising and understanding and expanding myself as a totally fucking awesome politician.

I commit myself to transparency.

I commit myself to good governance as I realise the starting point of good governance starts within me as the law of my being here and that is my self responsibility to purify the law of my being as Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to giving the best criticisms and chirps to my fellow political candidates as my fellow mates as all here in the human division as members of Team Life.