Day 60- Fighting for Self Imposed Limitations

Day 60-Self Righteous Justifications and Validations as Fighting for Self Imposed Limitations

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for using justifications and validations as comments and spoken words to assert my accepted and allowed self righteousness as a way of fighting for myself imposed limitations.

I forgive myself for not realising that so many times I would react with comments as a way of ensuring my accepted and allowed self righteousness as self justification and self validation that I am right and great for being right and that I know what I am doing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for believing in my accepted and allowed justifications/validations as self righteousness and I forgive myself for not realising that as a result of believing in accepted and allowed reactions as justifications/validations as spoken comments that I was creating and asserting myself imposed limitations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for feeling justified and validated in speaking comments/statements from a starting point of a reactive nature.

I forgive myself for not realising that I was asserting and expanding upon accepted and allowed self righteousness as fighting/arguing for my own limitations by speaking from a starting point of reactiveness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for avoiding facing my accepted and allowed defense mechanisms as self righteousness justifications validations and excuses for accepting and allowing self imposed limitations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having feared facing points of greatest resistance within myself as defense mechanisms that have kept me bound within self imposed limitations as a result of keeping alive consciousness systems as self righteousness justifications and validations.

I forgive myself for not realising the extent to which my backchat has existed as accepted and allowed self righteous justification and validations as a way of making sense of self imposed limitations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having justified and validated coping with accepted and allowed self righteousness as a result of buying into accepted and allowed backchat as validation and justification as to how things are as my way of making sense of self imposed limited existence as a result of believing self created justifications and validations.

I forgive myself for not realising the slyness and deceptive manipulative nature in avoiding facing accepted and allowed justification and validations within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing slyness and deceptive manipulative nature in avoiding accepted and allowed justifications and validations within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having created and energy high addiction dependency upon and as self righteousness as a result of feeding my thoughts/feelings/emotions from the starting point of accepted and allowed justifications and validations.

I forgive myself for not realising the point of accepted and allowed self denial/self betrayal as a result of feeding thoughts/feelings/emotions as justifications and validations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing self denial and self betrayal within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deceive my best interests as equality and oneness as a result of feeding an energy addiction high as self righteousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get and energy high every time I speak a justification and validation as a reactive statement/comment that comes up within a moment.

I forgive myself for not realising the extent to which I have gone to defend and protect accepted and allowed self imposed limitations as self righteous addiction.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying and validating relationships to support self righteous addiction and energy high.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having created an extensive amount of relationship channels to fuel self righteous self proclamations as accepted and allowed backchat as justification and validation as a result of accepted and allowed self imposed restraints/limitations/suppressions.

I forgive myself for not realising the ridiculousness of speaking from the starting point of reaction.

I forgive myself for not realising the difference between self expression as speaking from a point of clarity and stability as stillness/silence as sharing and speaking from the starting point of self imposed limitations/suppressions as a result of speaking from the starting point of instability as reactive movement within and as my physicality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having reacted to the realisation that I have existed as a very reactive emotional being and that actual self suppression in speaking/expressing who I am in every moment has been quite suppressed/limited.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be quite suppressed and limited as a result of accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as reactive behaviour.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having suppressed and limited self support as a result of feeding self righteous energy addiction as speaking justification and validations.

I forgive myself for not realising the ridiculousness of accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by reactive comments.

I forgive myself for not realising the lack of substance as sound self expression in speaking/projecting reactive comments.

Self realisations

I realise in no longer accepting and allowing self righteous energy addiction by stopping all participation in speaking from a starting point of reaction that I am in fact stopping the engagement of accepted and allowed polarity friction within myself as self righteousness justification/validation that manifests self imposed suppression/limitation.

I realise the practical self support as self nourishment and self expansion in no longer speaking from a starting point of reaction and I realise the practical self support in stopping speaking from a reactionary starting point by accepting and allowing myself to stop and breath when I realise I am accepting and allowing myself to react to a point within my world and desire to speak/say something as a way of asserting self imposed limitations/suppressions as self righteousness.

I realise the ridiculousness of having accepted and allowed myself to feed and perpetuate and self righteous energy addiction.

I realise the ridiculousness in speaking from a starting point of reaction.

I realise the ridiculousness in accepting and allowing any form of justification or validation.

I realise the ridiculousness in validating/pitying any beings reactive comments.

I realise the ridiculousness of accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by reactive comments/statements.

I realise the difference between self expression as speaking from a point of clarity and stability as stillness/silence as sharing and speaking from the starting point of self imposed limitations/suppressions as a result of speaking from the starting point of instability as reactive movement within and as my physicality

I realise the extent to which I have gone to defend and protect accepted and allowed self imposed limitations as self righteous addiction.

I realise the point of accepted and allowed self denial/self betrayal as a result of feeding thoughts/feelings/emotions as justifications and validations.

I realise the slyness and deceptive manipulative nature in avoiding facing accepted and allowed justification and validations within myself.

I realise the extent to which my backchat has existed as accepted and allowed self righteous justification and validations as a way of making sense of self imposed limitations.

I realise the extent to which my backchat has existed as accepted and allowed self righteous justification and 

validations as a way of making sense of self imposed limitations.

I realise that I was asserting and expanding upon accepted and allowed self righteousness as fighting/arguing for my own limitations by speaking from a starting point of reactiveness.

I realise that so many times I would react with comments as a way of ensuring my accepted and allowed self righteousness as self justification and self validation that I am right and great for being right and that I know what I am doing.

Self corrections

When and as I see myself accepting and allowing thoughts/feelings/emotions of justifications/validations...I Stop...I breathe and I realise the ridiculousness and absurdity in accepting and allowing myself to follow and participate in reactive behaviour as self righteous justifications and validations.

When and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself desiring to speak from having a reaction...I stop....I breathe and I realise that speaking from a starting point of reaction is accepting and allowing the assertion of self righteous energy addiction. I accept and allow myself to realise the absurdity and ridiculousness of self righteous energy addiction and I allow myself to share my self correction in stopping participation as self righteous energy addiction.  I make a point of exposing absurd ridiculousness of self righteous energy addiction as reacting from a starting point of emotions and feelings.

When and as I see myself desiring to fuel self righteous energy addiction...I stop I breathe.