Day 60-Self Righteous Justifications and Validations as
Fighting for Self Imposed Limitations
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for using
justifications and validations as comments and spoken words to assert my
accepted and allowed self righteousness as a way of fighting for myself imposed
limitations.
I forgive myself for not realising that so many times I
would react with comments as a way of ensuring my accepted and allowed self
righteousness as self justification and self validation that I am right and
great for being right and that I know what I am doing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
believing in my accepted and allowed justifications/validations as self
righteousness and I forgive myself for not realising that as a result of
believing in accepted and allowed reactions as justifications/validations as
spoken comments that I was creating and asserting myself imposed limitations.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
feeling justified and validated in speaking comments/statements from a starting
point of a reactive nature.
I forgive myself for not realising that I was asserting and
expanding upon accepted and allowed self righteousness as fighting/arguing for
my own limitations by speaking from a starting point of reactiveness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
avoiding facing my accepted and allowed defense mechanisms as self
righteousness justifications validations and excuses for accepting and allowing
self imposed limitations.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having feared facing points of greatest resistance within myself as defense
mechanisms that have kept me bound within self imposed limitations as a result
of keeping alive consciousness systems as self righteousness justifications and
validations.
I forgive myself for not realising the extent to which my
backchat has existed as accepted and allowed self righteous justification and
validations as a way of making sense of self imposed limitations.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having justified and validated coping with accepted and allowed self
righteousness as a result of buying into accepted and allowed backchat as
validation and justification as to how things are as my way of making sense of
self imposed limited existence as a result of believing self created
justifications and validations.
I forgive myself for not realising the slyness and deceptive
manipulative nature in avoiding facing accepted and allowed justification and
validations within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing slyness and
deceptive manipulative nature in avoiding accepted and allowed justifications
and validations within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having created and energy high addiction dependency upon and as self
righteousness as a result of feeding my thoughts/feelings/emotions from the
starting point of accepted and allowed justifications and validations.
I forgive myself for not realising the point of accepted and
allowed self denial/self betrayal as a result of feeding
thoughts/feelings/emotions as justifications and validations.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing self denial and
self betrayal within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
deceive my best interests as equality and oneness as a result of feeding an
energy addiction high as self righteousness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get
and energy high every time I speak a justification and validation as a reactive
statement/comment that comes up within a moment.
I forgive myself for not realising the extent to which I
have gone to defend and protect accepted and allowed self imposed limitations
as self righteous addiction.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
justifying and validating relationships to support self righteous addiction and
energy high.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having created an extensive amount of relationship channels to fuel self
righteous self proclamations as accepted and allowed backchat as justification
and validation as a result of accepted and allowed self imposed
restraints/limitations/suppressions.
I forgive myself for not realising the ridiculousness of
speaking from the starting point of reaction.
I forgive myself for not realising the difference between
self expression as speaking from a point of clarity and stability as
stillness/silence as sharing and speaking from the starting point of self
imposed limitations/suppressions as a result of speaking from the starting
point of instability as reactive movement within and as my physicality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having reacted to the realisation that I have existed as a very reactive
emotional being and that actual self suppression in speaking/expressing who I
am in every moment has been quite suppressed/limited.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be
quite suppressed and limited as a result of accepting and allowing myself to
exist within and as reactive behaviour.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for
having suppressed and limited self support as a result of feeding self
righteous energy addiction as speaking justification and validations.
I forgive myself for not realising the ridiculousness of
accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by reactive comments.
I forgive myself for not realising the lack of substance as
sound self expression in speaking/projecting reactive comments.
Self realisations
I realise in no longer accepting and allowing self righteous
energy addiction by stopping all participation in speaking from a starting
point of reaction that I am in fact stopping the engagement of accepted and
allowed polarity friction within myself as self righteousness
justification/validation that manifests self imposed suppression/limitation.
I realise the practical self support as self nourishment and
self expansion in no longer speaking from a starting point of reaction and I
realise the practical self support in stopping speaking from a reactionary
starting point by accepting and allowing myself to stop and breath when I
realise I am accepting and allowing myself to react to a point within my world
and desire to speak/say something as a way of asserting self imposed
limitations/suppressions as self righteousness.
I realise the ridiculousness of having accepted and allowed
myself to feed and perpetuate and self righteous energy addiction.
I realise the ridiculousness in speaking from a starting
point of reaction.
I realise the ridiculousness in accepting and allowing any
form of justification or validation.
I realise the ridiculousness in validating/pitying any
beings reactive comments.
I realise the ridiculousness of accepting and allowing
myself to be influenced by reactive comments/statements.
I realise the difference between self expression as speaking
from a point of clarity and stability as stillness/silence as sharing and
speaking from the starting point of self imposed limitations/suppressions as a
result of speaking from the starting point of instability as reactive movement
within and as my physicality
I realise the extent to which I have gone to defend and
protect accepted and allowed self imposed limitations as self righteous
addiction.
I realise the point of accepted and allowed self denial/self
betrayal as a result of feeding thoughts/feelings/emotions as justifications
and validations.
I realise the slyness and deceptive manipulative nature in
avoiding facing accepted and allowed justification and validations within
myself.
I realise the extent to which my backchat has existed as
accepted and allowed self righteous justification and validations as a way of
making sense of self imposed limitations.
I realise the extent to which my backchat has existed as
accepted and allowed self righteous justification and
validations as a way of
making sense of self imposed limitations.
I realise that I was asserting and expanding upon accepted
and allowed self righteousness as fighting/arguing for my own limitations by
speaking from a starting point of reactiveness.
I realise that so many times I would react with comments as
a way of ensuring my accepted and allowed self righteousness as self
justification and self validation that I am right and great for being right and
that I know what I am doing.
Self corrections
When and as I see myself accepting and allowing
thoughts/feelings/emotions of justifications/validations...I Stop...I breathe
and I realise the ridiculousness and absurdity in accepting and allowing myself
to follow and participate in reactive behaviour as self righteous
justifications and validations.
When and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself
desiring to speak from having a reaction...I stop....I breathe and I realise
that speaking from a starting point of reaction is accepting and allowing the
assertion of self righteous energy addiction. I accept and allow myself to
realise the absurdity and ridiculousness of self righteous energy addiction and
I allow myself to share my self correction in stopping participation as self
righteous energy addiction. I make a
point of exposing absurd ridiculousness of self righteous energy addiction as
reacting from a starting point of emotions and feelings.
When and as I see myself desiring to fuel self righteous
energy addiction...I stop I breathe.
