I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppressing my living potential here on planet earth.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have suppressed my living potential of greatness here.I commit myself to to living my full potential of greatness here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-responsibility within living my full potential as greatness here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing the living of my full potential of greatness here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming frustrated/irritated/angered/annoyed/agitated within suppressing my full potential of greatness in and as my physical self-expression here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ofr not realizing and understanding how I have been postponing my living full potential of greatness in and as self-expression here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my full potential here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not regarding and questioning my full potential here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not educating myself within and as my full potential here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing less than greatness to exist within myself as my potential here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for requiring to learn through horrendous consequences as a result of my acceptances and allowances that are less than great.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I in fact can prevent horrendous consequences for myself.I commit myself to preventing horrendous consequences for myself.I commit myself to educating myself within and as the process of becoming my full potential of greatness here.I commit myself to assisting and supporting others to reach their full potential of greatness here.I commit myself to creating a world of full potential of greatness.I commit myself to the profound greatness of Heaven on Earth.I commit myself to harvesting the fruits/efforts of my labor as greatness potential here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging and defining thoughts/feelings/emotions as absolutely fucking retarded.I commit myself to taking self-responsibility for my thoughts/feelings/emotions and within this not accepting and allowing myself to be burdened or weighted down by my thoughts/feelings/emotions.I commit myself to utilizing my thoughts/feelings/emotions to assist and support myself within and as the process of self-perfection here as the physical embodiment of Oneness and Equality in and as living practicality here.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for contributing to the creation of hell on earth here as a result of not realizing and understanding my self-responsibility within and as the living of my full potential of greatness here.I commit myself to stop postponing and preventing myself from expanding my potential.I commit myself to physically structurally aligning myself within and as Heaven and Earth.
Planet Earth is the place Here as Heaven on Earth. Obviously the living potential on planet earth is being largely suppressed due to the conditioned nature of humanity. Within and as this consideration, the question comes up, "Why are we postponing the living of Greatness as Heaven on Earth Here? I mean what the fuck?"
So within exploring this point and seeing how I have enabled the point of postponement to exist within myself at an individual level, I see and realize how collectively...humanity...as a species is creating disharmony and Hell on Earth. I see Greatness as the end game result of our potential...and the question here is why the fuck do we postpone access to our full potential as greatness. Obviously that isn't a very great thing to do...and were at a very primitive point within our education process where were learning through horrendous consequences the result of our own self inflicted postponement/acceptances and allowances.
Like for instance, lets look at how even accepting and allowing a point of lets say, "Things just can't be perfect...a Heaven on Earth is like some bullshit fairy tale dream." Why perpetuate such a belief and outlook? What good does this serve? Does this just contribute to the postponement of seeing that you know, Heaven on Earth is in fact possible through and as the fruits of our labor here? So if Heaven on Earth is in fact as simple as the end results of and as the fruits of our labor here, Why the fuck would we postpone the self-direction in and as the harvesting of our labored efforts as what is best for Life? Obviously there is some educational issues here that require reassessment.
It's interesting to see how absolutely fucking retarded our thoughts/feelings/emotions can be...I mean within really investigating the extent of our acceptances and allowances it becomes ridiculously obvious how at an individual level we have created the Hell on Earth that exists within and as the human condition...as like the walking dead...walking zombies...and this point of zombification is the result of our self-automated perpetuation within and as our constant and continuous reaction as the rooted nature in and as our thoughts/feelings/emotions.
So, what has become ever so blatantly apparent to me is the self-responsibility I bestow to take accountability for my every thought/feeling/emotion. I mean really look at how ridiculous it is to create a justification as an excused way out of participating within and as a point of greatness. It's like as a result of our education here we've been taught to forge connections and make sense of things as our justification within and as just if I see a tie on...I can tie everything all together and make sense of everything as my reasoned justification/excuse/validation/belief/religion...that this is the way things are/ours as a result of my/our forgery/crime against Life education indoctrination.
What we resist will persist. So if we resist greatness than resisting greatness will persist...but I mean this is completely ridiculously absurd and if we keep at a point persistently than we actively activate the potential to exist in learning to understand/realize/create the impossible...making the impossible possible as simply becoming I am possible within and as the realm of possibilities that always exist.
To be Continued
I notice that I am very flexible to re-adjusting/re-scheduling/delaying participation within particular engagements. I am questioning this flexibility because I see it as a false sense of flexibility in certain circumstances because the point of postponement becomes like a reasoned excuse to justify my self-diligence within particular moments where I require to be steadfast within staying on task and making something work.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for neglecting to regard the consequences of postponement.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have used the point of re-scheduling/postponement in a self-deceptive manner.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having become self-reliant on postponement as a way of coping with my accepted and allowed reality.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being lazy within and as my self-responsibility of and as my self-direction here in every moment.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for talking myself out of commitments.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing commitments.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for using the point of postponement and re-scheduling as a way to avoid commitment.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for dreading commitment.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating conflict towards honoring myself-commitments.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating justifications as the reasoned excuses that I give value to.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for placing value within justification...and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the absurd ridiculousness and self deceptionwithin placing value in justification.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that the word "commitment" starts within and as myself here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that any particular area of my life where I struggle with commitment reflects and an opportunity/gift for self-expansion because by thoroughly investigating the dimensions of the point in question, I am able and capable to transcend my own self-induced limitations.I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having allowed myself to be influenced by positive and or negative energies as the source of reasoning/justification in order to orchestrate moments of postponement. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extent of irrationality within being influenced by emotions/feelings/thoughts that randomly come up that act as a trigger reaction in deflecting my self-directive commitment and course or practical living self-responsibility.When and as I see myself orchestrating reasons/justifications to change plans to accommodate thoughts/feelings/emotions that have just come up within myself, I stop and breathe, I realize and understand this reflects self-sabotage and that the root origins of my mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions is fear based and that any resistance towards a particular commitment/task is a clear indication of the importance and responsibility of myself to step into the point of resistance and direct the point into conflict resolution as a result of effectively and efficiently walking through the resistance. I realize and understand that any time that I suppress a point of resistance/commitment, I am in fact perpetuating a cognitive dissonance towards that particular point and moving through the point will seem more tedious/difficult. I commit myself to stop suppressing points of resistance/commitments. I commit myself take self-responsibility for my commitments and to exercise the living of self-diligence within and as my self-commitments here. I commit myself to stop being flexible within and as the point of postponement from and as a perspective of being willing to deviate from personal responsibilities because of a particular thought/feeling/emotion energy came up within my mind. I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to be ruled and controlled by thoughts/feelings/emotions. I commit myself to investigating my thoughts/feelings/emotions as I realize and understand the self-reflection within and as my thoughts/feelings/emotions as a way to expose my self-dishonesty here. I commit myself to self-correct my self-dishonesty. I commit myself to stop fearing to face myself dishonesty. I commit myself to be humble within facing my acceptances and allowances.
