Day 723 - When and As I See Myself

When and as I see myself competing with myself as like being split within points of perspective as like having an energy within one direction and also an energy within another direction, I stop and breathe, I see realize and understand the friction that is done onto myself as like an unnecessary heating up within myself that is not really practical and best for my optimum physiology here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being negligent of all the things I see in which I participate within that are not cool as various moments of thought, word and deed.

When and as I see myself resisting to embrace a point/moment here, I stop and breathe, I realize that this resistance towards directing the moment in an optimum way as what is best...is the pivot point so to speak...because this is moment of truth as how I make my vote....as...a vote for what's best for Life...or something less. I commit myself to living the vote for life as what is best for life. I realize that what I have come to accept and allow in many instances is less than what is in fact best for life. I realize it is counterproductive to allow myself to get hung up about my misfortunes...and that in fact by facing all point of myself I turn my weaknesses into strengths....and within this I see and realize how these moments and acceptances and allowances of misfortune can be leverage to assist and support my overall Life fortune here as It is a most definite fortunate thing to take responsibility for my very own misfortune. I realize as I am more and more proficient in sorting through my very own misfortune....the opportunity presents itself as like a renewal point of farming here, where I have the opportunity to give as I would like to receive...and within this, obviously I live to give, as the caring and sharing I am capable of giving because I have first proven the point to be well planted in myself as the seeded solution that has grown into fruition as I embrace myself as the fruits of my own labor.

I commit myself to sharing the fruits of my labor.

I realize and understand that sharing the fruits of our labor is an enormous point of responsibility within consideration and regard for Life as what is best for Life.

When and as I see myself going into a reaction about temperature, I stop and breathe, I see realize and understand myself here as temperature. I realize and understand there is a whole spectrum of temperature. I commit myself to fine tuning my applications of working with various relationship dynamics of myself here.

When and as I see myself reacting to the word Cold, I stop and breathe, I see realize and understand that I am one and equal with the word cold...and to react to myself is in fact a silly way to exist...as a most ridiculously unfortunate experience really.  I commit myself to stopping the war/conflict within myself as a friction to moment of facing/encountering myself here on an external level as words. I realize and understand my self-responsibility here as living words. I commit myself to self-perfection within and as the usage of living words. I commit myself to remediating the misfortunes I have created through incorrect usages of words and the specific associations to words that were out of structural alignment with and as what is in fact best for me as a presentation of all Life here.

I commit myself to letting go of positive energetic reactions in regards to the word Cool.

When and as I see myself creating a buzz within myself as the word cool from the perspective of leveraging a point of dissonance within myself to induce an artificial high, I stop and breathe, I see realize and understand the absurd ridiculousness of choosing to play out the reactionary tale of going along for the accepted and allowed ride of Positive energy possession. I see, realize and understand that it is less than what is best to perpetuate oneself existing in positive energy...as I see realize and understand that the positive energy reactionary playout is the unfortunate consequence of so much accepted and allowed shit/waste to exist within and as my potential here.  I commit myself to the exercising of my potential here as the process in expanding the possibilities of my potential here.


To be continued

Day 594 Postponed Greatness and Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppressing my living potential here on planet earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I have suppressed my living potential of greatness here.

I commit myself to to living my full potential of greatness here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the self-responsibility within living my full potential as greatness here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for postponing the living of my full potential of greatness here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for becoming frustrated/irritated/angered/annoyed/agitated within suppressing my full potential of greatness in and as my physical self-expression here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself ofr not realizing and understanding how I have been postponing my living full potential of greatness in and as self-expression here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding my full potential here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not regarding and questioning my full potential here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not educating myself within and as my full potential here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing less than greatness to exist within myself as my potential here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for requiring to learn through horrendous consequences as a result of my acceptances and allowances that are less than great.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how I in fact can prevent horrendous consequences for myself.

I commit myself to preventing horrendous consequences for myself.

I commit myself to educating myself within and as the process of becoming my full potential of greatness here.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting others to reach their full potential of greatness here.

I commit myself to creating a world of full potential of greatness.

I commit myself to the profound greatness of Heaven on Earth.

I commit myself to harvesting the fruits/efforts of my labor as greatness potential here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for judging and defining thoughts/feelings/emotions as absolutely fucking retarded.

I commit myself to taking self-responsibility for my thoughts/feelings/emotions and within this not accepting and allowing myself to be burdened or weighted down by my thoughts/feelings/emotions.

I commit myself to utilizing my thoughts/feelings/emotions to assist and support myself within and as the process of self-perfection here as the physical embodiment of Oneness and Equality in and as living practicality here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for contributing to the creation of hell on earth here as a result of not realizing and understanding my self-responsibility within and as the living of my full potential of greatness here.

I commit myself to stop postponing and preventing myself from expanding my potential.

I commit myself to physically structurally aligning myself within and as Heaven and Earth.