I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the ridiculousness of being a Jerk.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the gravity of Oneness and Equality from and as the Starting point of the Physical. I realize there is an extensive difference from perceiveing Oneness and Equality from a frame of Mind. I realize any and all frames of Mind are in fact limited and can perpetuate a Mind Dissonance in seeing clearly here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a warped sense of humor at times where I am playing against everyone and the joke/funny isn't best for all it's a sort of manipulated debt based thing where it's at the expesne of others - I realize, understand and know that this isn't in fact 'real' funny and it's a twisted and manipulated form of abuse.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being quick to cut down an individual's character.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being quick to publicly another.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the finger pointing nature of being a jerk where it's a form of deflection of personal responsibility.
I forgve myself for accepting and allowing myself for validating/justifying/excusing Jerk like behavior.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perpetuate Jerk Like behavior by playing copy cat when and as i see and experience something I don't like.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think being a jerk is ok if the people you are engaging are also jerks - I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating stupid reasoning as a way to think myself into being a jerk...as like not wanting to miss out on the action.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get caught up in the energy of being a Jerk.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to jerk off with my words. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the personal responsibility in care taking for every word that comes out of my mouth - I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to excuse jerk like behavior.
When and as I see myself going into Jerk Mode - I stop and breathe - I realize the ridiculousness of being a Jerk - it's really a deeper point of self-neglect...self-sabotage and that there's a point of self-reflection to see in and as the point of what the Jerk represents as a the triger. I commit myself to investigating and being clear on my triggers before any and all responses come from me...I realize sloppy speak is a recipe for diastor and is a real jerk off way to live that isn't helpful to anyone or anything here.
I commit myself to correcting my misfortunes as my misstakes.
I commit myself letting go of any apparent need to be a Jerk.
I am engaging myself in a 7 year journey to Nothingness. Meaning I am writing myself here...all the way through my mind, birthing my Life Potential within and as my physical body and Being Here. I re-structure myself within and as words. I am sharing my process of self-forgiveness, self-corrective statements and self-realizations as I walk my journey to life. Cheers and Enjoy.
Saturday, 23 February 2019
PHYSICAL ADDICTION – WAR As INNER FRICTION
PHYSICAL ADDICTION
– WAR As INNER FRICTION
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to not realizing and understand the
extent to which i've created suppression within my physical body.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to perpetuate a state of war in the
world as an outflow of my very words and inner frictions.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the extent to
which i've been feeding off my physicality and maintiaing a high like
status of sorts where i am sepearated from being grounded as life
itself Here.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to diminish my best expressions as
a result of becoming preoccupied with the addiction to inner
friction.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to not realize, understand and know
I got caught up in my own mind possession of the manifestation and
play out of my very physical addiction to inner friction.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to welcome fighting and feuding and
attacking and defenses...and all forms of war.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding
the very gravity of my words within myself and how there's been an
extensive addiction within myself to creating friction...where it's
like I am always seeking out ways to squeeze myself from the inside
out ...not realizing the gravity of such behaviours and the
consequence of such a nature.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for looking to pick fights with
anyone and everyone who disagrees with my thinking in some shape or
form.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to make a game out of war.....war
games where it's like i stategize my words in particular way where i
am always right and the other is always wrong if i am engaged in
battle so to speak.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding
the difference of looking through my physical eyes veruss looking
through the eyes of mind as me me me i am so great and better than
the rest.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing my own stupidity
within and as the very fighting within myself and so to the world as
a whole.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to speak abusive language to my
peers.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to justify abusive language as a
result of accepting and allowing it within myself and within this –
i forgive myself for accepting and allowing an attitude of seek and
destroy...and crushing it....crushing whatever i do not agree with as
like the very being addicted to the positve energy experience that is
extracted from the negative energy of myself within my physical
body.....the experience is like that of a squeezing and sucking..
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to jump at the war games
opportunity to talk shit about weed as a way to invoke reactions in
others....thinking weed needs to be defended as a point that is
overly misrepresented as being evil.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for wanting to make weed out to be
like a hero sort of thing – not realizing my own games within
myself.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to consume myself within fighting
and putting other people down.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the extent to
which i put myself down...and then retaliate by taking it out onto
existence as a whole...not realizing the gravity of my misconduct.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to get caught up in my own neglect.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to discount the extent to which
i've become addicted to fighting...especially as form of
chirping....also known as talking shit. I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself to talk so much shit to myself and so
to all of existence.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to resist listening.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the
ridiculousness of resisting to listen.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to take great offense to the war on
drugs and within this...i forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself for not realizing and understanding the Physical Addiction
manifestation...the very war maching of the world system in
fact....the very money printing press of heinous abuse that is both
justified and excused as being logical.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to believe and buy into the
thinking ....the very war game thinking ...that i simply need to
channel friction outward so to speak...as like the very belief that
my creativity comes from a place of friction...and that if i do not
have some sort of frcition within myself...than i cannot in fact move
very easily and or be effctive in speaking and or communicating.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing to disregard Life Itself Here.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to isolate myself from Life Itself
Here.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing how important it
is to walk as a group and not be a solo missionary fighter so to
speak – because in going it alone solo styles...where there's like
this disregard from needing anybody's help....it's a point of
suppression in fact...it's a point of fighting....the very creation
of friction and war in and as the world here.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding
how the world system of consciousness in fact functions as the war
machine for profit.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to become lost for a moment within
walking alone the world system of money.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to have an attitude that nobody can
really help me like i can help myself...and that the only way to
really flesh things out is through consequence.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to create an extensive relationship
of suppression within my physical body to such an extent where it's
like this addiction to pain and suffering and it's mostly glossed
over to such an extent that even when i experience such great
pains...i look to self medicate myself with laughter.
I do realize that
laughter as a medicine is very effective in letting go and forgiving
onself. I do realize that my awareness into comedy has come from the
serious investigations into my own in house
fighting...pains...frustrations...difficulties.
I realize the
funny and the comedy is so much so the flip side of seriousness and
the two are intinsically related. I realize i've had a real tendency
to take things too far in terms of Not
Stopping...earthing...grounding myself here through breath. I
realize this is the physical addiction to positive energy.
I realize i've
been experimenting a great deal in a variety of ways...and that i've
made some mistakes in terms of giving/gifting/sharing my best with
reality.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing the gravity of my
inner reality and so to my outter reality to such an extent that it
is shameful to see that i could be so careless.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to abuse my physical body and so to
the body of all life here as the phsyical substance made manifest.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to think it cool to hevaily
attack...and call out people's weaknesses. I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself to jusitfy attacking people in what i
perceive as weaknesses...not realizing and understanding the full
gravity of my own weaknesses in standing as life itself here.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to justify and excuse a physical
addiction to inner conflict and friction....thinking that suppression
in any form or shape is valid way of existing. I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the
extent to which I've been able to wrestle with myself mostly into
submission of various positions...while still holding myself in and
as a state of 'in house fighting'.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for thinking that process should
become more about fighting as a way to create change that is best in
the world. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
derive positive eneregy experiences from fighting.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding
this positive energy addiction to friction itself has been a survival
system within myself...as like how to fight for my right to exist
here in this world system.....i forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing the extent to which I have been a
prolific abuser that preys upon others.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding
the extent of my physical addiction to friction.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to exist like a pirate of
sorts...where it's like i just go around and dont think too much
about what i say or do and just kind of in the moment let things
happen....within this i forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself for not realizing the extent to which the world system of
money has been somewhat automated within myself as like the war for
profits so to speak.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to neglect consideration for all
the suffering in the world...and especially so for the children
throughout the world.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to create a disgraceful display of
my behavior to my peers and acquaintances.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to spit in the face of life itself
here – by talking and spewing so much bullshit.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to momentairly throw my whole
process journey out the window so to speak as like becomming so
possesed in my addiction to inner friction...and becomming so
obsessed with engagement as a point of friction that i was having a
feeding friendzy of sorts. I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to tolerate such heinous abuse in myself and so to
the world. I realize this playout to be supportive in allowing me to
see the gravity of my programming in the physical....where it's like
it's some work for me to flesh out best change in terms of actually
matter of fact grounding and walking myself here consistently step by
step without wavering in any way shape of form in terms of my in the
moment breath awareness regards and stand.
I realize this is
a wake up call for me – and a crash landing prevention as i've
received the memo from all my peers who have been so increible in
support and assistance to aid me in standing up within and as my
mind/body addcition to friction.
I reaalize,
understand and know the point – till here no further – as i will
not accept and allow myself to be so callous in and as my word
pariticpations.
I realize i simply
cannot justify the talking of some seriously abusive shit...i realize
that form of conduct is exactly what proliferates hell on earth.
I realize it is my
responsibility to remeidate the consequences of my actions...and that
it is an ongoing process play as this is quite a serious point of
regard as this fighting is why the world is the way it is as a
whole...in terms of all of us humans here and how we are in fact
co-existing. I realize i have a responsibility to live and express
that which is best for all life and that does not mean cherry
picking who i will abuse and fight...that it is simply unacceptable
to be abusve with our words.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for misusing my words and
consequnetly millitarizing my words as weapons so to speak and bombs
of confusion and delusion.
I realize it's
actually in fact so ridiculous to be addicted to fighting and
feuding...becuase what that means is
destruction/abuse/violence/suppression to living my utmost potential
I forgive mself
for accepting and allowing myself to carry a burden as what it means
to walk the process journey to life – a burden in that it's like
believing that i just got to keep fighting my way here – not
realiing that is a really stupid starting point – like 'just got to
fight my way here – i mean think of every human saying that...as
their starting point of being here – i mean we get a situation
where everyone is like a chicken with their head cut off...and going
arund with abslutely no self-direction whatsoever in any way shape or
form.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for attempting to superimpose
self-direction for myself as like getitng opportunities as a result
of pressing buttons and causing frictions...as a way to advertise and
market myself....i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
for not realizing and undertsanding how lame i've been within
attacking my peers.
I realize
regardless of whether someone is my 'peer' or not....attacking anyone
isn't really cool. I realize that 'putting people down'' who are in
fact living here – is an abussive point of suppression and a verbal
form of violence and is not a matter to be taken lightly as our words
determine and in fact create the very status of our shared world
here.
I commit myself to
slowing down in breath moment by moment -
I commit myself to
stopping the physical addiction to inner friction.
I commit myself to
stop abusing myself for an energetic experience.
I commit myself to
stopping in one moment when and as i see my mind kick in as a form of
possession.
I commit myself to
understanding, knowing, and stopping a physical dependency upon the
creation of friction within and as my body.
I commit myself to
grounding myself within and as my body.
I commit myself to
letting go of the fight as the very war on drugs.
I commit myself to
taking care to share my best regards.
I commit myself to
the continued practice of best response ability.
I commit myself to
fine tuning my misstakes into substantial self-corrections.
I commit myself to
standing as an example of what it in fact means to live my best word
and world regards as physically grounded here as life itself.
I commit myself to
utilizing my resources effectively to support in the creation of a
world that is best for all life.
I commit myself to
living words as the expression of who I am Here as Life Itself.
I commit myself to
being studious in living my self-corrections.
I commit myself to
making ammends with my mistakes.
I commit myself to
the 'seriousness' of practicality in living self-corrections.
I commit myself to
work and play daily to refine my best living of words as what it in
fact means to live words as life itself here.
I commit myself to
listening.
I commit myself to
taking my time in crafting my best response abilities – realizing,
understanding and knowinig when i move too quick in the moment...that
i become sloppy as it is an opportunity for the mind to step in...and
for lack of a better phrasing...'muck barn'.
Blame as a Form of
Spite and Justification for Abusive Action:
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to perpetuate abuse in the forms of
blame, spite and justification – where the outflow is a sort of
misdirected blame that comes across as spite that is justified as
acceptable.
I realize the
ridiculousness of creating any sort of reasoning to speak poorly
about another person – i realize it reflects not so much on the
others as it does with my own poor care taking and responsibility
best practiced management.
When and as I see
myself making a mistake in my words – I grant myself the courtesy
and grace to make necessary corrections. I realize that the sooner i
take action in making self-corrections for my misplaced actions –
the sooner i begin the healing process for the consequnces of abuse
done onto myself and so the world as my words are one and equal a
manifestation of the world.
I commit myself to
stopping any and all forms of blame, spite, and justification.
I commit myself to
learning from my mistakes, recognizing the shame in my erros and
utilizing that to support me in preventing unnecessary compunding
repetition of the same grave error.
Money:
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to justify abusive language onto
another as a result of feeling wronged, betrayed and or cheated out
of money.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to support fighting for money.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto a belief that in
order to create substantial amounts of money in this world one must
be an agitator and a disruptor of sorts in order to stir the
pot...and therefore creating momentum of energy.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to sabotaging my body for money.
When and as I see
myself going into conflict with someone about money – i stop and
breathe, i realize that perpetuating war doesn't in fact support best
case solutions. I commit myself to challenging myself to speak with
the grace of forgiveness and from the heart.
Sorrow:
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to beat myself up momentairly upon
realizing the error in my ways/actions.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to talk shit to myself.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing others to talk shit to me.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to think that the best response to
shit talking is more shit talking.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to deflect from self-reflection
when I experience immediate sorrow in realizing the errors of my
actions. I realize that it is not acceptable and till here no futher
can i allow even a moment of wallowing as a result of realizing my
mistakes. I realize it is a waste of time to have a pity party in
any way for any amount of time.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to utilize sorrow as a means and
justification for fighting in my environment..most specifically with
the way i engage my words with others.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding
the pains within my body.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to distract myself from the pains i
experience in my body.
I forgive myself
for accepting and allowing myself to cope with discomforts...fighting
so to speak...as like just kicking my own ass into movement.
When and as I
experience Sorrow – I stop and breathe – I look and see the
specifics of the sorrow – I forgive myself and move onward without
the baggage/limitation.
I commit myself to
taking immediate action in recognizing when and as I experience
sorrow. I realize my best action is self-corrective action. I
realize the process play is a matter of fine tuning my best regards.
Tuesday, 19 February 2019
DAY 802 - THE FLOW as KEY To CREATING Through Effective APPLICATION
It's Easy to Get Caught in a "Hiccup" and Spiral into a Panic as a Sort of LackLuster Self-Indulgent form of Being Like "Stoned"..."Like a Stone" within Yourself in Terms of Being a "Control Freak" as Like on "Total Lock Down Suppression". It's Fascinating Because to Hold onto Knowledge and Not Live Words as the Sollution and Applications Here is Riiiiiiiiiiiiiidiculous. I mean how many Dicks do You NEED to Fuck Yourself With?
Seriously - The Vulgarity is a Bit Necessary.
It's Like We Live in a Collective Shit Storm and Everyone is Mostly Afraid of Getting Shit On. And It's like Holding onto Bullshit is a Sort of Accepted Defense Mechanism of Coping with..and is a Lame Playing of the World's Smallest Violin as like Creating an Illusion that It is Cool to Moan and Groan about One's Suppressed Agony - Not Real Eyes To See the Narrative the Actual In Fact - Matter of Fact - Self-Creation Here as the Very Doctor who Doctored the Script - I mean Self-Reflection ...Self-Recognition 101.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not Realizing what it In fact Means to Live "FLOW as KEY to CREATING through Effective APPLICATION".
I Realize as the Real Eyes to See and Know as the very Living Experience that I flesh Me Out as Life Itself Here - Birthed from the Physical - In and As Every Here Moment of Movement.
AKA - THE FLOW.
I commit myself to The ReMarkAbility of SLOW FLOW.
I Know without a MotherFuckingDoubt My Speed and Agility in and as My Stellar Respons Ability Has Emerged as a Continuous Labored Effort of Birthing Myself as Life from the Physical - Literally, Physically - Fleshing Out - Every Single Day - One Sound Bite At a Time - One Breath at a Time.
AKA - Renaissance Man
I commit myself to Demonstrating What it In Fact Means to be a #worldclassplayer Here as the Answer and Solution to the Question: "What does It Mean to Be a Responsible Human Being?"
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Become Like this Stoner Who Doesn't Even Smoke Weed But Simply Becomes Stoned Within My Mind of Inferior Thinking Programs - Not Realizing How In Fact I Create Refractions as that Which I use to Bind Myself as Like my Body the Substance Being Bound to Inferior Word Regards as the Spewing and Parroting of Lame ASS Bullshit.
I Real Eyes To See My Personal Response Ability to Self-Accounting In and as My Every Word.
I Commit Myself to Educate and Support People Who Have No Standing Awareness as How to Utilize Marijuanna as a Process Point of Support in Substantiating Oneself as the Living Flesh Here Man - Deliberately Working With Every Supression and Investigating Every Ounce of Weakness and Self-Imposed Limitation to the Point where Fear No Longer Becomes this Conditioned Lame Ass Bullshit and the PAINS of Self-Accepted Inferiority Stoner Like Bullshit Can Be Forgiven and Forgotten Once and For All.
AKA - wordlclassplayer
AKA - Renaissance Man
AKA - Destonian Original Gangster
I Real Eyes to SEE that this In FACT - Practically Means My WORDS are MY STEPS - My VERY Embodiment of LIVING ACTION - as The WHO I AM HERE MAN - The Very Epitome of Me as the Living Flesh Word Man - Also Known as a WordSMITH - A Man, A Real Dude WHO Gives a Fuck about the World as a Whole and the Classification of Everyone Here in the One Class together as the Eventual Follow Through Realization that the Party Is Here - Heaven on Earth Man - and that Each is the GateKeeper and the Custodian to the Kindgom of Heaven as Earth Itself Here - Fleshed Out as Our Movement from the Pulse as the Grace of Living out BPM's as the Beats Per Minute Performance Vibing from Our MotherFucking HEART,
SEE HE ART as the Very wordclassplayer HERE
#Increible As The very In FACT AweSoMe Amazing as the I am Singing within and as my Sound as the very Expression and Example of what it Means to Live the Solution as the FLOW.
I commit myself to Sharing my Art as What it Means to In Fact Move as Life Itself Here - One and Equal as The Living Flesh - The Dude Who Adventures and Journey's Always All Ways Here Man - as The VeryBest Living of, "BEST REGARDS"
I mean,
Common Sense.
lololololol.
Bonus Shares:
Financial Scarcity Is Artifically Created - Times are a Changing
Natural Flow Is Sometimes Forgotten and or Neglected - Oooops
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Monday, 18 February 2019
DAY 801 - FOLLOW THROUGH - The What It Means to Go Back to Basics and Flesh Out and Substantiate Living Change
The Living of Words is a Back and Forth Re: Our Action the Very Best Play Working Together as the Regard to Our Moment to Moment Best Response Ability - An OnGoing Flowing Work of Art as the Artist Here - The Within and Without as the Very Art Through the I Am Creator Here.
It's Easy and Hard - depending on the Narrative broadcast.
We are Always All ways Playing the Narrative Broadcaster - The Man/Woman of SPIN. The Ball Spins and We Be Ballers whether We Like It or Not. I was Once Gifted with a Suggestion. That Suggestion Being to: "Learn to Like that Which I Don't Like".
Within the Investigations of, "Learn to Like that Which I Don't Like" - I learned Many New Things About Myself - Worked through the Design of 'Self-Defeat' as a Form of 'Self-Suppression'. It's fascinating to SEE How We Compartmentalize Things/Words within Ourselves/OurCells. It's a Vocab Vocation of Sorts in Making the Decision to be A Living Word Playing Participant Here. It's the Best Way to Live, "Self-Accountability"....which, is the Epitome of "Self-Honesty" the very ability to COUNT...the Mathematics of Our Vocabulary...Our Words as How We Stand/Sit/Lie Within and Without - the Very Throughout Existence as Existence Itself Broadcasting Live Here Man.
Giving Credit:
Carlton Tedford - A Real Destonian OG - He May Say He Came a Little Bit Late to the Party...But Whatever...He's A Real Lyrical Dancer that Has Supported Me Greatly with His Blogging Dedication and Consistency to the 7 Year Journey to Life Process as the 'I am Living Words Here'.
The Timing is Epic.
We've Reached a ProFound Point of Structual Alignment - Sound Here -
Suggest Hit Pause for a Moment - Take a Stretch - Do some Capoetta - and Return Here to:
DAY 800, 'The Sanctification of Investigation' DAY 800, 'The Sanctification of Investigation'
I ForGive MySelf for Accepting and ALLowing MySelf to Not Realize Very Specifically What it in Matter of Fact Means for Me to Go Back to Basics in and as my Journey to Life Process Here Man.
I Real Eyes for Me it is to FINE TUNE the Living of My Words as the Structures and Foundations I have Created for MySelf Here - to ReInvestigate the Very Scripts I Crafted for MySelf as the very Golden Treasure of Word Regards to Care for the Whole World as One and Equal Here Man.
I Real Eyes to SEE the Work I've Put into My Flesh as the Living Words I Am.
I Real Eyes to SEE the PROOF of WORK as the I am the 7 Year Journey to Life Man.
I Real Eyese to SEE I am FLESHING OUT from Within as the Very Life Process Living, 'As Within and So Without'.
I Real Eyes to SEE How I Create from the FLESH as the LIVING WORDS I AM.
I am Here with Real Eyes to See Reality Here - Continuous Precocious Fleshing Out the Abundant Potential Here - So Much So Mining the Life Golden Nuggets as the 'Pure Gold Expression' of All Together Here Man - Oneness and Equality - The Epitome of Living Words.
I Realize the Pace of Play and Work - One and Equal, Always All Ways Together Here - Is the Grace As Breathing with Ease As the Easy Play to Make As the Best Response Ability In the Moment As the Very Game Time Decision to Stand Up and Make a Play Working Out of Regard for the Play In Working Ourselves Out Here - As Within and So Without.
I Real Eyes to See How My Playing Creation Here Stem and Branch Out from the Depth of My Core which is Rooted in My Heart as Where I am Planted Here Firm and Solid as Life Itself Birthed Here Man - The Living Words Made Manifest - The Epitome of What It Means to Self-Actualize as the very Self-Made Version of My Utmost Potential Here - The willingness to Do My Best 24/7 Always All Ways - The Commitment as the Very Living Understanding into Awareness as the Science and Philosophy of AweSoMe.
I Real Eyes to See the Extraordinary within and as the Infinite Moment Between Breaths Here - As Within and So Without as the HOLD is the BeHolder of Life Itself Here Man
I Realize the Process Playwright of Gestation as an Ongoing Fleshing Out So to Speak as the Very Process Play of the Integrity and Dignity within Sharing Our Best Support.
I Real Eyes to See the Role of Influence in Walking With and Supporting my Fellow Mates as a Team Player in the Group of worldclassplayers Here - I Real Eyes to See the Individual Expressions within and as the Group Dynamics Here - The Very ALONE and Together Here as ALL ONE MAN.
I Real Eyes to See and Explain the Various Veils of Separation - The FireWalls that Activate a Psychosis of Mind Consciousness Systems. I Real Eyes to See How the Codification of Consciousness Works as the Imprinting of Fine Polarizations as the Self-Defeatist System Weakness and Vulnerability.
I Real Eyes to See How the Imprinting of Fine Polarization as the Self-Defeatist System Weakness and Vulnerability - Is Actually a Hidden in Plain Sight, Bitcoin Like Golden Nugget of Support - a Key to Substantial Investigations - Creating an Optimum Structure to Work With in Terms of Word and World Regards as the Very Harmonizing of Ourselves Here - Living Words.
The Funny and Fun Thing about 'Self-Defeat' is in and as the Process of STANDING SOLID AND FIRM ON OUR FEET.
OUR FEET is an Indicator and Cross Reference of Our WALK...Our Very Talk as the Living Words Here Man. The 'Feat' in DeFeat is quite the Feat as it is a 'Feature Presentation' of Sorts as the Very Ways to Work the Sanctification of Investigation of the Get Down, Got Down, Digging DEEP All the Way to The Core of Myself Here.
See it's never so much about good or bad as this "versus" way of thinking where there's a sort of 'war' in the Versus - it's more of a Duet of Sorts as the 'Verses" Always All Ways be Complimentary Support Here as What is Always Best for Life.
There's Only Ever One Real Broadcast Here and it is the Heaven On Earth as Life Itself Here Man Always Always Broadcasting the Equal Money System as the Very Epitome of What it Means to Live Words Here as the Unification of Man - Oneness and Equality Styles.
HAHA
lolololololol.
There's a tendency at times to want to go overboard with explanations to sort of 'proove it' it's a compensation of 'over explanation' in playing into the rhetoric of 'justification'...the very, 'another minds justification theory..won't you join in and take the bait of the debate...the circle jerk...knee jerk reaction as the fight for a side at the table - not reallizing it's the Life Round Table Here as the Multi-Dimensional Beingness Here Man.
One and Equal is the Abundant Access to Our Best Playing Potential as we are All It - The Very "i" and "t" - Cross Your Eyese and Dot your Tees for it's Our Gift to SHARE the Process Playwright - the very Oneness and Equality to the Tag You're It #worldclassplayer
It's Easy and Hard - depending on the Narrative broadcast.
We are Always All ways Playing the Narrative Broadcaster - The Man/Woman of SPIN. The Ball Spins and We Be Ballers whether We Like It or Not. I was Once Gifted with a Suggestion. That Suggestion Being to: "Learn to Like that Which I Don't Like".
Within the Investigations of, "Learn to Like that Which I Don't Like" - I learned Many New Things About Myself - Worked through the Design of 'Self-Defeat' as a Form of 'Self-Suppression'. It's fascinating to SEE How We Compartmentalize Things/Words within Ourselves/OurCells. It's a Vocab Vocation of Sorts in Making the Decision to be A Living Word Playing Participant Here. It's the Best Way to Live, "Self-Accountability"....which, is the Epitome of "Self-Honesty" the very ability to COUNT...the Mathematics of Our Vocabulary...Our Words as How We Stand/Sit/Lie Within and Without - the Very Throughout Existence as Existence Itself Broadcasting Live Here Man.
Giving Credit:
Carlton Tedford - A Real Destonian OG - He May Say He Came a Little Bit Late to the Party...But Whatever...He's A Real Lyrical Dancer that Has Supported Me Greatly with His Blogging Dedication and Consistency to the 7 Year Journey to Life Process as the 'I am Living Words Here'.
The Timing is Epic.
We've Reached a ProFound Point of Structual Alignment - Sound Here -
Suggest Hit Pause for a Moment - Take a Stretch - Do some Capoetta - and Return Here to:
DAY 800, 'The Sanctification of Investigation' DAY 800, 'The Sanctification of Investigation'
I ForGive MySelf for Accepting and ALLowing MySelf to Not Realize Very Specifically What it in Matter of Fact Means for Me to Go Back to Basics in and as my Journey to Life Process Here Man.
I Real Eyes for Me it is to FINE TUNE the Living of My Words as the Structures and Foundations I have Created for MySelf Here - to ReInvestigate the Very Scripts I Crafted for MySelf as the very Golden Treasure of Word Regards to Care for the Whole World as One and Equal Here Man.
I Real Eyes to SEE the Work I've Put into My Flesh as the Living Words I Am.
I Real Eyes to SEE the PROOF of WORK as the I am the 7 Year Journey to Life Man.
I Real Eyese to SEE I am FLESHING OUT from Within as the Very Life Process Living, 'As Within and So Without'.
I Real Eyes to SEE How I Create from the FLESH as the LIVING WORDS I AM.
I am Here with Real Eyes to See Reality Here - Continuous Precocious Fleshing Out the Abundant Potential Here - So Much So Mining the Life Golden Nuggets as the 'Pure Gold Expression' of All Together Here Man - Oneness and Equality - The Epitome of Living Words.
I Realize the Pace of Play and Work - One and Equal, Always All Ways Together Here - Is the Grace As Breathing with Ease As the Easy Play to Make As the Best Response Ability In the Moment As the Very Game Time Decision to Stand Up and Make a Play Working Out of Regard for the Play In Working Ourselves Out Here - As Within and So Without.
I Real Eyes to See How My Playing Creation Here Stem and Branch Out from the Depth of My Core which is Rooted in My Heart as Where I am Planted Here Firm and Solid as Life Itself Birthed Here Man - The Living Words Made Manifest - The Epitome of What It Means to Self-Actualize as the very Self-Made Version of My Utmost Potential Here - The willingness to Do My Best 24/7 Always All Ways - The Commitment as the Very Living Understanding into Awareness as the Science and Philosophy of AweSoMe.
I Real Eyes to See the Extraordinary within and as the Infinite Moment Between Breaths Here - As Within and So Without as the HOLD is the BeHolder of Life Itself Here Man
I Realize the Process Playwright of Gestation as an Ongoing Fleshing Out So to Speak as the Very Process Play of the Integrity and Dignity within Sharing Our Best Support.
I Real Eyes to See the Role of Influence in Walking With and Supporting my Fellow Mates as a Team Player in the Group of worldclassplayers Here - I Real Eyes to See the Individual Expressions within and as the Group Dynamics Here - The Very ALONE and Together Here as ALL ONE MAN.
I Real Eyes to See and Explain the Various Veils of Separation - The FireWalls that Activate a Psychosis of Mind Consciousness Systems. I Real Eyes to See How the Codification of Consciousness Works as the Imprinting of Fine Polarizations as the Self-Defeatist System Weakness and Vulnerability.
I Real Eyes to See How the Imprinting of Fine Polarization as the Self-Defeatist System Weakness and Vulnerability - Is Actually a Hidden in Plain Sight, Bitcoin Like Golden Nugget of Support - a Key to Substantial Investigations - Creating an Optimum Structure to Work With in Terms of Word and World Regards as the Very Harmonizing of Ourselves Here - Living Words.
The Funny and Fun Thing about 'Self-Defeat' is in and as the Process of STANDING SOLID AND FIRM ON OUR FEET.
OUR FEET is an Indicator and Cross Reference of Our WALK...Our Very Talk as the Living Words Here Man. The 'Feat' in DeFeat is quite the Feat as it is a 'Feature Presentation' of Sorts as the Very Ways to Work the Sanctification of Investigation of the Get Down, Got Down, Digging DEEP All the Way to The Core of Myself Here.
See it's never so much about good or bad as this "versus" way of thinking where there's a sort of 'war' in the Versus - it's more of a Duet of Sorts as the 'Verses" Always All Ways be Complimentary Support Here as What is Always Best for Life.
There's Only Ever One Real Broadcast Here and it is the Heaven On Earth as Life Itself Here Man Always Always Broadcasting the Equal Money System as the Very Epitome of What it Means to Live Words Here as the Unification of Man - Oneness and Equality Styles.
HAHA
lolololololol.
There's a tendency at times to want to go overboard with explanations to sort of 'proove it' it's a compensation of 'over explanation' in playing into the rhetoric of 'justification'...the very, 'another minds justification theory..won't you join in and take the bait of the debate...the circle jerk...knee jerk reaction as the fight for a side at the table - not reallizing it's the Life Round Table Here as the Multi-Dimensional Beingness Here Man.
One and Equal is the Abundant Access to Our Best Playing Potential as we are All It - The Very "i" and "t" - Cross Your Eyese and Dot your Tees for it's Our Gift to SHARE the Process Playwright - the very Oneness and Equality to the Tag You're It #worldclassplayer
Monday, 17 April 2017
day 800 - Integrity of Sharing
See the full share here:
https://steemit.com/life/@worldclassplayer/integrity-of-sharing
Note: If You are Not in Fact familiar with Steemit, You should! There's a lot of reasons why. At the very least...it can change your life for the better.
https://steemit.com/life/@worldclassplayer/integrity-of-sharing
Note: If You are Not in Fact familiar with Steemit, You should! There's a lot of reasons why. At the very least...it can change your life for the better.
Day 799 - Desteni and Dignity
See the whole story here:
https://steemit.com/desteni/@worldclassplayer/dignity-and-desteni-my-vistit-to-the-desteni-farm-and-my-potential
https://steemit.com/desteni/@worldclassplayer/dignity-and-desteni-my-vistit-to-the-desteni-farm-and-my-potential
Wednesday, 22 March 2017
Day 798 - Steemit
Steemit, a new blogging, social networking platform that is connected to a crypto currency. Get paid to play in sharing your best posts. Fascinating structure with steemit...it is still very early stages of development. My best suggestion is check it out and start playing with it.
https://steemit.com/desteni/@worldclassplayer/steemit-allow-me-to-introduce-myself-mikedestonianmcdonald
https://steemit.com/desteni/@worldclassplayer/steemit-allow-me-to-introduce-myself-mikedestonianmcdonald
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