Day 666 - Compounding Prayer

"As we humans as a collective whole, become more and more effective with our words....Our world will reflect this....As our world is a reflection and presentation of and as our acceptances within and as our Word relationships." Day 665 - The Math within Technological Advancement


So, I was looking at the math within compounding interest....the 1+1...doubling effect...doing this 20 times puts you at over 1 million....1+1=2....2+2=4....

I was looking at the movement and moment within the point of repetition....and specifically seeing how as each breath I live here in awareness...I accumulate myself standing responsibility here....developing a constant consistency.

I was looking at the point of the compounding effect in relationship to accomplishing things within a day in relationship to sales. I was seeing the simplicity of the accumulation effect there and how by doing one thing and then another thing....and another....and accumulating many things done in a day in relationship to one point...that, supports a substantial development and movement within that one area....because by doing one thing and then another thing and then another thing...it's like creating this very strong platform foundation for oneself.

So, what I am talking about here may seem rather obvious and common sensical...and that is because it is....and it's funny to talk about common sense...because I have often noticed that common sense in my every day living hasn't always been so common....like doing all the simple things...the basic mathematics of everyday living...I have in many instances made it to be like some sort of complicated equation....when really it's simply basic mathematics here.

OK,

Looking at "Prayer" and seeing how I have associated "prayer" to a sort of religious worship where one is praying/asking another Force/God for whatever it may be....help with this or that....courage....confidence....health....wealth...you name it....

So, I was looking and playing with the point of "prayer" from the starting point of myself....as like a point of asking myself for things....that praying is really asking myself permission for things....like in a way...a kind of specific focused planning.....well the beginning stages of planning I would say....the Shopping list kind of thing....Saying what you want/need.....what it is you would like to get/have.

I see prayer as a point of self-permission in the sense that initially it stems within seeing what you got or don't got...and where you acknowledge that you are in need of a change from the standpoint of bettering/perfecting yourself here.

I think this is a cool point really.

Because I see this as being a cool point of self-intimacy where we actually take initiative within investigating the nature of ourself...and making a willing effort to actually improve upon our nature as a result of first giving ourself permission by asking ourself for what it is we in fact want/need. What is also very cool about this point is that it is self-authoritative....a point of self-authorization.

So,

I see asking myself specific questions as a point of prayer....and also I see self-forgiveness as a point of prayer....praying...a paying I am giving myself as the gift I am for....

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding self-forgiveness and self-supportive questions as a point of practical living daily prayer that I can exercise as a point of substantiating the overall fitness of my well being here....as the integral point to ease the grace of my flow as the moves I make from breath to breath as the living of my words from moment to moment as the sound embodiment of Awesomeness in Self-expression.

I commit myself to practically living my daily prayer as self-forgiveness and self-supportive questions.

I commit myself to living gracefully here.

I commit myself to giving myself permission for everything I want and need.

I commit myself to playing with my work and working with my play as the harmonious balance between work and play...as the epitome of fun/funny mixed with the appropriate amount of maturity/seriousness.

I commit myself to self-stability as the balancing act of my moment to moment movements.

I commit myself to playing with the grace of myself here.

I commit myself to receiving the benefits of compounding daily prayer of assistance and support.

I commit myself to sharing the profound awesomeness of 'sharing is caring'....and "ask and you shall receive"

I commit myself to living self-forgiveness and self-supportive questions as a sound investment into the substantiation of my physicality here.

Day 644 The Desteni of Living

 

My Declaration of Principle:


1. Realizing and living my utmost potential

2. Living by the principle of what is best for all - guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all

3. Living by the principle of self honesty - to ensure I am pure in thought, word, and deed: that my within and without is equal and one. Who I am within is who I am without and vice-versa

4. Self Purification through Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self Application - the action of realizing I am responsible for my own thoughts, words and deeds, to forgive myself for transgressions and change myself to ensure I take responsibility for who, what, and how I am and through this know that I can trust myself to always be honest with me and so others

5. Living the principle of Self-Responsibility - realizing only I am responsible for what I accept and allow inside of me, my relationships and my outside world and so with this responsibility: only I have the power and ability to change that which I see is compromising who I am, what I live and how this affects others

6. Realizing that who I am in thought, word and deed affects not only myself - but others as well and so with Self Responsibility in thought, word and deed - I take responsibility for myself and so my relationships to be Self Aware in every moment and live in such a way that is best for me and so others as well

7. Living the Principle of Self Awareness - to be aware, to see, to recognize my own thoughts and Mind, to be self honest to the extent where I can take responsibility for when I see my thoughts / Mind is not what is best for me / others and commit to  immediately take responsibility and change for myself and so others

8. With taking responsibility for myself, becoming aware of myself - take responsibility and become aware of others in my life, to assist and support them as I am assisting and support myself - to give as you would like to receive and do the extra bit every day to see where I can contribute to other's lives and so my own

9. Living the principle of self trust - as I commit myself to remain constant in my living of self honest, self responsibility and self awareness, I stand as an unbending trust that I always in all ways know who I am no matter what I face and that in this I know, as proven in the constancy of my living that I will always honour and stand by what is best for all as so best for me

10. Making Love Visible - through not accepting/allowing anything less than my utmost potential, I support those in my life to reach their utmost potential, to love them as I have shown love to myself by gifting to me my utmost potential, the best life/living experience and show others as I have shown myself what it means to LIVE

11. No one can save you, save yourself - the realization that the tools and principles of Desteni is the guide, but I must walk the path myself. We are here to assist and support each other in this process from Consciousness to Awareness/Life and what it means to live - but the process itself, where you are alone with yourself in your own Mind: is walked alone

12. Not waiting for anything or anyone to take responsibility for me and this world - but that I realize I have created who and how I am in this moment, therefore I have the responsibility to change who and how I am and so the realization that we as a collective created how and what this world is today and so it is the responsibility of the collective to change how and what this world is today

13. Honoring the life in each person, animal - everything from the great to the small of earth, that we expand our awareness and responsibility to creating the best possible life for everyone and everything and so ourselves

14. Relationships as Agreements: Individuals coming together using agreements as a platform to one-on one expand, grow and develop as individuals in life and living to support/assist each other unconditionally to reach their utmost potential where the agreement is a coming together of individuals understanding what it means to stand as equals and to stand as one

15. Sex as Self Expression - where sex is an united expression between individuals in honour, respect, consideration and regard of each other as equals, two physical bodies uniting in equality and oneness - a merging of two equals as one physically.

16. Realizing that by the virtue of me being in this world - my responsibility does not only extend to my own Mind / my own Life, but to the minds and lives of everything and everyone of this earth and so my commitment is to extend this awareness to all of humanity to work together and live together to make this world heaven on earth for ourselves and the generations to come

17. I must in my thoughts, words and deeds - but most importantly in my living actions, become a living example for others in my world that is noticeable and visible when it comes to the potential of a person to change themselves and so change their world. So that most people can realize how we can change this world, by standing united in our self change within the principle of what is best for all to bring heaven to earth

18. I am the change I want to see in me and my world - to bring heaven to earth is to bring into being, into living the LIVING PROOF of a PRACTICAL HEAVEN that can be seen and heard in our actions and words. We are the Living Heaven that must come into creation in this living world

19. Through purifying my thoughts, words and deeds - my inner becomes my outer, so I bring into creation me as heaven into earth, realizing it is not enough to  'see the change / be the change' - for change to become REAL it must be a constant, consistent living of me through the words I speak and the actions I live visible and noticeable to all in every moment of breath

20. Realizing that my physical body is my temple - my physical body is the living flesh through which and in which I will bring into being and create / manifest heaven on earth as me in my thoughts, words and deeds and so I honour, respect and regard - nurture and support my physical body as I would nurture and support me as equals: my body is me

21. We are the change in ourselves and this world we have been waiting for: and so I commit to dedicate myself and my life for each one as all to realize this, as nothing will change if we don't change in all that we are, within and without

22. The realization that for me to be able to change myself in thought, word and deed to the most effective living being that I can be and become - I first have to 'know thyself' and so commit myself to investigate, introspect and understand how I became who I am today, to prepare the road before me into self creation of a responsible, aware, self honest and trustworthy person for myself and so for all

23 The realization that for me to be able to contribute to change in this world - I have to get to 'know thyself' as this world and so commit myself to research, investigate and introspect the inner and outer workings of this world and align the systems of today to present and give the best possible life for all on Earth

Day 426 Allowing Myself to Improve

Let me begin with a little story:

As a teenager I played lots of golf.  I would go to the golf course most days in the summer time.  I would practice all sorts of different golf shots.  I would be creative in playing a round of golf with different types of golf shots.  I would play as I practiced my golf shots and I would practice my gold shots as I played a round of golf.

A funny thing happened as I got older.  I stopped playing as I practiced my golf shots...and began allowing the attitude that I'm just going to play without being concerned about practicing...and within taking on this attitude my game suffered...and I was trying to fix my golf game while I played...without really giving myself the practice time...as a way to practice the right plays/swings...I became angry and frustrated within myself about the way I was performing...and it's like I really started fighting within myself...as my golf swing got worse and worse and worse...as I allowed myself to start coping and compensating with all sorts of swing flaws...I was really delusional in the sense I just kept making adjustments to my swing without first really understanding what I was doing wrong...well I started seeing some things that I was doing wrong...and than I just kind of accepted that when I play golf I have certain swing flaws and that's just the way it is...and it became rather unpleasant to play golf from the perspective that I was not accepting and allowing myself to improve.  I knew I was doing some things within the way I was playing golf that was not in any way ideal...but I totally justified playing this way because I was doing it my own way...as I was stubborn to really opening myself up to receiving assistance and support that is best.  It is rather ridiculous that I chose to play bad golf as a result of resisting to really want to make the changes that were best...I mean it's like I wanted to have different results in my golf swing...but I kept doing the same things over and over again...and I mean it's kind of funny that I would get frustrated with the results I was having...because it's like I was hoping for some sort of magical transformation without actually committing myself to stopping the swing patterned behaviours that I knew was not really beneficial.

Now let me share another story:

This is about me and my Mother and how my mother has always been on my case to pick up after myself...like since I was a child...you know...like putting my clothes away in my room...and not leaving stuff out...like putting things back where they belong. Really simple things is what my Mother has been on my case about...and it's funny to look at this now...because I always had such resistance towards my mother and doing the things she would be asking me to do...and I mean...the things she would be asking me to do...were my responsibilities...and I didnt even really understand these simple responsibilities...like I would always question why....like why do you care about these things....what's the big deal. This escalated to such an extent that I would just do the opposite of what my mom says...like if she would advise me against something...I would make a point of doing that particular thing...and man, I created such a conflict towards my mother...not realising and understanding how conflicted I was within myself because I wasn't accepting and allowing myself to do the little things..as like taking self responsibility for myself in the littlest of ways.

Now, notice the connection between the golf story and the story of my relations with my mother...in both relationship scenarios...I resisted taking self responsibility/accountability...I chose to accept things the way they were...and just kind of cope within reactions to repeating scenarios that I did not like. I allowed the same things to happen over and over again...without enabling any self correction to remedy the problems I was facing...I did not benefit from my accepted and allowed patterned behaviour...in fact...my enjoyment suffered...and ironically, my enjoyment suffered because of my acceptances and allowances...not realising and understanding myself as a point of self-responsibility as the problem, solution and reward as that which is always best for Life...or the question, the answer and the solution as that which is always best for all Life...as like considering myself as Life and my Mother as Life...and both of use here within this one Life...and that oneness and equality is the epitome of and as Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having resisted to correct my golf swing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play with a golf swing that is less than what is best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to allow myself to improve my golf game.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not understanding the anger and frustration I experienced towards myself within playing golf as like a physical indication of not taking responsibility for my playing performance.

When and as I see myself resisting to face a problem within my golf swing, I stop and breathe and I direct myself in asking the right questions as how I can fix the problem with my golf swing...and how I can improve my golf swing...as I realise and understand that by fixing problems I enable self improvement that is to my benefit and the benefit of all life because my relationship with myself reflect my relationship with everyone else...because everyone else is a part of me here as Life...because there can be no real separation within Life as we are all in this One Life together.

I commit myself to living this One Life together as a group member of Life.

I realise the absurd ridiculousness of accepting and allowing any part of Life/myself/responsibility/words/actions to be disregarded and neglected...as I realise that is unacceptable abuse that is not to be tolerated.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting and allowing myself for fighting with my mother by creating a wall of resistance towards her.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for resisting to help my mother by helping myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having been abusive towards my Mother/Life/Myself within choosing to disregard self-responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding my Mother/Life/Myself within and as Self-Responsibilities.

When and as I see myself disregarding my Mother/Life/Myself/Self-Responsibilities, I stop and breathe and take care of my Mother/Life/Myself/Responsibilities.

I commit myself to taking care of my Mother/Life/Myself/Responsibilities.

I commit myself to realising and understanding myself within and as personal/interpersonal/universal Life.

I commit myself to personal/interpersonal/universal responsibilities as Life manifested Equality and Oneness together forever.